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why am i still feel high and puking blood??? 2
#21966691 - 07/19/15 07:07 PM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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so yesterday i decided to rid myself of my sobriety. i wanted to get fucked and no could stop me. i hit up my friend and we kick it, and we're both a mission to get high. him and his friend had bought 1g of meth and left half and gave it to me, so i started taking rip after rip until we had to go pick up a sack, once we return more rips, then we go pick some klonopin. i take 2mgs and then smoke more meth and take some lines. i was really fucking high at this point, then we smoke a spliff and everything is just fine. i decide to take another 1mg kpin and save the rest for my comedown. my friend then remembers he has about 2mg of suboxne left he doesn't want and i accept it (which i believe maybe i shouldn't have, or been wiser with it).
oh yeah, i forgot to mention. my friends had made an ejuice with meth and heroin in it. my friend who i was with said he didn't want it and i could chief it all, so i did. i was taking puff after puff of this speedball e juice, and i started feeling that ever so welcoming sensation of heroin flowing through you. the 3mg of kpins i had taken definitely enhanced it, and lucky the speed in the juice wasn't hitting me as hard as the dope. it's not like there was a ton of both in there maybe a point of each.
so i'll fast forward through us fucking around to me meeting up with another friend. she calls me up and says she wants to kick it so i go over and blaze it and finish off and rail the rest of the crys i have. prolly like 6. we smoke some bowls and i leave after a bit cause i was getting fucked up, since i had been puffin on the speedball juice all day. a little after i get home... maybe 7:30, i take 2mg more of klonopin cause i noticed i was really tweaking. so then i remembered i had the suboxone in my pocket and not much more speedball juice, i put the strips under my tongue and wait... i ended up getting super fucked up and then i remembered about taking subs a few hours after your last dose of h or whatever. i was too fucked up to care at the moment and i proceeded to stay up pretty late, and i think then i puked once
ok sorry for it being long. but i'm confused and have questions. first off, why do i still feel super high? i smoked a bow more than 4 hours ago. like i'm nodding, uncoordinated, my speech is slurred and scattered, things like that. and visuals, there are a lot of weird visual disturbances. and i just now had a short conversation with someone who wasn't there. that's been happening.
and also, did doing subutex shortly before after the heroin cause a weird reaction? i've thrown up today like 5 or 6 times in a short period of time.... i also woke up feeling extremely intoxicated and i continue to feel intoxicated. my behavior isn't normal right now, and my cognitive functions seem to have decreased.... this is really strange to me and i'm curious. oh.... and uhhh i'm pretty sure i puked out blood...
tl;dr i did a lot of drugs yesterday, including heroin and suboxone, and went hard for a day. apparently yer supposed to wait a good bit of time before you take a sub then dope, but i figured since i had low amount of both i'd be fine, and i was..... for a while. i felt great, until i get my friends house and start puking what looked like blood tome. i got home and i threw up a good bit more, and once spotted.
do you guys think it was taking the suboxone after heroin? or did i maybe went way overboard? and i honestly still really high... idk it's just confusing for me and any advice would help out. i'm also hallucinating people and random objects. the fuck is weird......
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Re: why am i still feel high and puking blood??? [Re: sanchothestoner] 5
#21966712 - 07/19/15 07:11 PM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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puking blood is one of my biggest fears
u probably feel high cuz u smoked meth and did other hard drugs all day yesterday, u should prolly stop doing that
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Re: why am i still feel high and puking blood??? [Re: sanchothestoner]
#21966720 - 07/19/15 07:13 PM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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Best post of the day.
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Re: why am i still feel high and puking blood??? [Re: SteveRogers] 6
#21966738 - 07/19/15 07:17 PM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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You need to get your shit together before you end up dead dude
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Re: why am i still feel high and puking blood??? [Re: SteveRogers]
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Re: why am i still feel high and puking blood??? [Re: moehd]
#21966749 - 07/19/15 07:19 PM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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Gonna end up dead dude if you don't stop.
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Re: why am i still feel high and puking blood??? [Re: sanchothestoner] 3
#21966768 - 07/19/15 07:24 PM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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There are a lot of idiots posting on the Shroomery. At least you still have your toes.
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Re: why am i still feel high and puking blood??? [Re: sanchothestoner]
#21966777 - 07/19/15 07:25 PM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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speaking of idiots, there;s one there now^
u took too mcuh too mcuh..
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Re: why am i still feel high and puking blood??? [Re: qman]
#21966780 - 07/19/15 07:26 PM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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That's called "natural selection".
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Re: why am i still feel high and puking blood??? [Re: qman] 1
#21966793 - 07/19/15 07:28 PM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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Yea would classify that as going hard.
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dude you shouldnt do so many different drugs especially pharmactlues stick to the ones with some market research. i mean your really shocked to be puking blood after that
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I would classify it as going 'tard.
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Re: why am i still feel high and puking blood??? [Re: sanchothestoner]
#21966869 - 07/19/15 07:39 PM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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Bupe lasts a long time. Mixed with the leftover clonazepam from the night before, I'm not surprised you're still high.
The side effects of high dose meth can easily cause continuing visual/psychological disturbances into the next day. Especially with little to no sleep.
I'm not going to lecture you on your drug use, but if you continue to puke blood then seek medical attention.
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Re: why am i still feel high and puking blood??? [Re: Midnight_Toker]
#21966876 - 07/19/15 07:41 PM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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Sancho you was doing good staying sober
I find it sad to see You gotta quit this cycle
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Re: why am i still feel high and puking blood??? [Re: SunnyD]
#21966889 - 07/19/15 07:43 PM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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i find ur cycle pretty sad too, addyzomed
hopefully u decide to change some day for the better
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Re: why am i still feel high and puking blood??? [Re: zZZz]
#21966900 - 07/19/15 07:45 PM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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zZZz said: i find ur cycle pretty sad too, addyzomed
hopefully u decide to change some day for the better 
Oh i am one to talk
I feel ive beeen doing better I just care about sancho, and dont like to see this
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Re: why am i still feel high and puking blood??? [Re: SunnyD] 1
#21966905 - 07/19/15 07:46 PM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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well i'd hate to see going that route too
stay sober
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Re: why am i still feel high and puking blood??? [Re: SunnyD]
#21966910 - 07/19/15 07:47 PM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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OP's post was the most amusing thing I have read on this board all day. I say he is fine.
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Re: why am i still feel high and puking blood??? [Re: SteveRogers]
#21966917 - 07/19/15 07:49 PM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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well while u're entertained, he;s in pain
so that means ur feeding off his pain
which would make u a sadistic bastard
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Re: why am i still feel high and puking blood??? [Re: zZZz]
#21966928 - 07/19/15 07:50 PM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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zZZz said: which would make u a sadistic bastard
Did you not read the Carrot Girl's thread?
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Re: why am i still feel high and puking blood??? [Re: zZZz]
#21966944 - 07/19/15 07:54 PM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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"I ate like 16 different hard drugs yesterday and now I don't feel good. What's wrong" you were doing meth and heroin all day yesterday what the fuck do you think is wrong?!
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Re: why am i still feel high and puking blood??? [Re: SteveRogers] 4
#21966950 - 07/19/15 07:55 PM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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so am i the only one who thinks puking blood sounds like something to be substantially worried about?
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Re: why am i still feel high and puking blood??? [Re: Sheekle]
#21966970 - 07/19/15 08:00 PM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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Oh id freak out, but if i was doing drugs like he was i wouldnt be surprised
Sancho you need to part with the k pins first and go from there that will help you quit acting stupid and acting clueless all the time
Only YOU can quit things like this i wish you the best
I think your a good guy, but this will never stop unless you drop this drugs like this obviously aint cut out for you
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Re: why am i still feel high and puking blood??? [Re: SunnyD]
#21966992 - 07/19/15 08:06 PM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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Rebelutionsssss said:
"I ate like 16 different hard drugs yesterday and now I don't feel good. What's wrong" you were doing meth and heroin all day yesterday what the fuck do you think is wrong?!
no i get that. but is it possible the suboxone had something to do with it? that's the only opiate that's every gotten me sick and i took it pretty last night. that's what i'm worried. and i don't feel not good, just high. and all i've done is smoke a bowl or two today.
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AddyZomeD said: Oh id freak out, but if i was doing drugs like he was i wouldnt be surprised
Sancho you need to part with the k pins first and go from there that will help you quit acting stupid and acting clueless all the time
Only YOU can quit things like this i wish you the best
I think your a good guy, but this will never stop unless you drop this drugs like this obviously aint cut out for you

i'm also shocked that this happened only now. i used to do shit like that ALL the time. that's not even one of my hardest benders. regardless, i'm taking this as a sign. i wanted to get fucked up again, see if my body could handle it.... got the answer loud and clear.
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Re: why am i still feel high and puking blood??? [Re: Sheekle]
#21967014 - 07/19/15 08:12 PM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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Sheekle said: so am i the only one who thinks puking blood sounds like something to be substantially worried about?
I'd be more worried about having a conversation with someone that wasn't there.
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Re: why am i still feel high and puking blood??? [Re: zappaisgod] 3
#21967030 - 07/19/15 08:18 PM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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zappaisgod said:
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ReposadoXochipilli said: Yea would classify that as going hard.
I would classify it as going 'tard.
Lol "Never go full retard"
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Re: why am i still feel high and puking blood??? [Re: SunnyD]
#21967051 - 07/19/15 08:22 PM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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AddyZomeD said: Sancho you was doing good staying sober
I find it sad to see You gotta quit this cycle
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AddyZomeD said: I just care about sancho, and dont like to see this
hey thanks man. this means a lot to me. i wasn't set on getting back into my habits, i just wanted to get fucked up. everything just fell into my lap though. i payed $10 for 6mg of klonopin, which is a deal and that;s all i spent my cash on. friend gave me a free mikes hard lemonade, free .5 of meth, and free suboxone. made for a fucking amazing day. just not great a next day :P
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Re: why am i still feel high and puking blood??? [Re: sanchothestoner] 1
#21967070 - 07/19/15 08:25 PM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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half a gram of meth is a massive amount for one day on no tolerance
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Re: why am i still feel high and puking blood??? [Re: Sheekle]
#21967082 - 07/19/15 08:27 PM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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one hit off a meth pipe would have u coming down for days, i cant imagine what a couple of hits would do to ur health..
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Re: why am i still feel high and puking blood??? [Re: Sheekle]
#21967085 - 07/19/15 08:27 PM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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Definitely something to be concerned about. The most likely cause of vomiting blood is an ulcer, which while fortunately not very serious, is a serious inconvenience. The pain will eventually go away, usually a few days to a week, but they will come back very quickly if not taken care of. Alcohol especially liquor, overconsumption of spicy foods, and overeating are common agitators.
Meth is pretty caustic, as are at least some impurities leftover from synthesis; Probably did the most damage if your symptoms are being caused by an ulcer. Seeking medical attention is the only good option.
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Re: why am i still feel high and puking blood??? [Re: Sheekle]
#21967197 - 07/19/15 08:49 PM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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the last time i experienced any sort of pain was when i had appendicitis, and for about 2 weeks after. but after that i haven't felt any need for medical attention. and that was about 2 months ago. i don't think i have an ulcer, but if this happens again.... time to pay the doctor a visit.
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yeah my friends were shocked when they saw me finish it all. well, i did shared a bit with them.
so do you guys think it was the meth that caused my blood puking, the heroin than subs, or maybe both? i think it it was the subs, mostly, because the timeline from when i took it to when i puked matches up with the other times i've puked with subs and it matches up. but i have never puked out blood.... so i'd day a lil o the meth and more from the subs.
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Re: why am i still feel high and puking blood??? [Re: sanchothestoner]
#21967200 - 07/19/15 08:50 PM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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i don't see how those drugs can randomly cause puking blood
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Re: why am i still feel high and puking blood??? [Re: Sheekle]
#21967205 - 07/19/15 08:51 PM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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can meth....?
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Re: why am i still feel high and puking blood??? [Re: DustBunny]
#21967209 - 07/19/15 08:51 PM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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Yea if you start puking blood again definitely go to the doctor man
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Re: why am i still feel high and puking blood??? [Re: Sheekle]
#21967226 - 07/19/15 08:55 PM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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An ulcer. You may have heard about how much meth burns when snorted, and if swallowing the drip or dosing orally (or sublingually).. you get the idea.
MDxx is best not snorted or taken sublingually either, for the same reason.
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Re: why am i still feel high and puking blood??? [Re: Sheekle]
#21967232 - 07/19/15 08:57 PM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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Midnight_Toker said: ..if you continue to puke blood then seek medical attention.
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Sheekle said: so am i the only one who thinks puking blood sounds like something to be substantially worried about?
I'm glad someone said it. I can't even fathom how you managed to do all that. Chill out, and pay close attention to how you feel Sancho. Don't end up another statistic
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Re: why am i still feel high and puking blood??? [Re: DustBunny]
#21967270 - 07/19/15 09:05 PM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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i've done worse then that before. guess i'm gettin old.... and i' only 21.
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DustBunny said: An ulcer. You may have heard about how much meth burns when snorted, and if swallowing the drip or dosing orally (or sublingually).. you get the idea.
MDxx is best not snorted or taken sublingually either, for the same reason.
damn..... used to snort mdma and mda like crazy back in the day...
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Re: why am i still feel high and puking blood??? [Re: Sheekle]
#21967285 - 07/19/15 09:08 PM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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Sheekle said: so am i the only one who thinks puking blood sounds like something to be substantially worried about?
Yes puking blood is pretty serious. Also the physical feelings OP is having are also symptoms of blood loss.
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Re: why am i still feel high and puking blood??? [Re: koods]
#21967354 - 07/19/15 09:24 PM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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Sheekle said: so am i the only one who thinks puking blood sounds like something to be substantially worried about?
Yes puking blood is pretty serious. Also the physical feelings OP is having are also symptoms of blood loss.
damn really??? i was doing some reading on puking blood and it's not common, so i'm definitely a lot more concerned. time to check heroin and suboxone combo dangers... woohoo...
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This is what I pictured as I read the OP
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Re: why am i still feel high and puking blood??? [Re: OhMrJohnson]
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Yea I would say puking blood is not normal.... Are you sure it was blood?Quote:
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Re: why am i still feel high and puking blood??? [Re: Rebelutionsssss]
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i'm pretty damn sure. i honestly don't even remember if i ate today aside from dinner... and that was after i puked. i might eaten some frozen grapes today and i feel like i saw bits of grape in the puke... then the next few times i puked i am 99% sure it was blood, everything was red. fuck even today is a blur... don't remember waking up, but the day is kinda coming back to me... piece by piece.
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Re: why am i still feel high and puking blood??? [Re: sanchothestoner]
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Eat something man... Drink some water and get a lot of rest. Try some yogurt or something that will be easy on your stomach
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Re: why am i still feel high and puking blood??? [Re: Rebelutionsssss]
#21967530 - 07/19/15 10:04 PM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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Yesterday you pm'ed me, I think it was in the middle of all of this craziness.
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Re: why am i still feel high and puking blood??? [Re: Atreyu]
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You need to slow down.. That is crazy.
If I did all that in one day I would likely be dead.
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Re: why am i still feel high and puking blood??? [Re: Atreyu]
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ok i'm getting more freaked out. my body is twitching and, i'm seeing weird things... like books and pictures falling off the wall when they're really not. my vision is also a lil blurry and there's mad tracers.
i also feel very weird right now. not in a bad way, just weird... different. ughhhh i fucked up. 
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Rebelutionsssss said: Eat something man... Drink some water and get a lot of rest. Try some yogurt or something that will be easy on your stomach
yeah i am. i already ate a lil bit of lentils and brown rice. it also prolly doesn't help that i'v only gotten like 4-5 hours of sleep between 2 nights.
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If I did all that in one day I would likely be dead.
i was actually clean for almost 5 weeks, then got high my first opportunity. not my greatest moment.
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Re: why am i still feel high and puking blood??? [Re: sanchothestoner] 1
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maybe u should go to the hospital
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Re: why am i still feel high and puking blood??? [Re: Sheekle]
#21967693 - 07/19/15 10:20 PM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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it's not that bad. i get muscle spasms and shit often. i feel fine right now, just kinda tired. i appreciate the concern.
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Re: why am i still feel high and puking blood??? [Re: sanchothestoner]
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Maybe drink water and eat some food, then go to bed.
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Sancho you gotta get your shit together bro. This makes me sad.
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Re: why am i still feel high and puking blood??? [Re: sanchothestoner]
#21967879 - 07/19/15 10:44 PM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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The first time I did methadone then suboxone... they both made me throw up into the next day and the high was like shit. Only morphine for me I guess.
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Re: why am i still feel high and puking blood??? [Re: Eggtimer]
#21968169 - 07/19/15 11:34 PM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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Just keep going for the win dude! Rinse, lather and repeat! Start hittin the pipe again dude!
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Re: why am i still feel high and puking blood??? [Re: nicechrisman]
#21969604 - 07/20/15 07:48 AM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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nicechrisman said: Sancho you gotta get your shit together bro. This makes me sad.
i know, i know.... i'm feelin pretty shitty today. i'm actually kinda worried. gonna go see the doc today if i can.
i fucked up my almost 5 weeks of sobriety and this happened. talk about a sign...
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Re: why am i still feel high and puking blood??? [Re: sanchothestoner]
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How are you feeling after sleep and food? The visual hallucinations should have dissipated greatly after a good nights sleep. You might find that they come back when you get tired again but just give your body the rest it needs.
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Re: why am i still feel high and puking blood??? [Re: Midnight_Toker]
#21969866 - 07/20/15 09:17 AM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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i still don't feel great. i feel really weak and i'm still twitching and have muscle spasms. i think i'm gonna go to the doctor today. i'm also not thinking clearly.
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Re: why am i still feel high and puking blood??? [Re: sanchothestoner]
#21969932 - 07/20/15 09:33 AM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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Fuck man I'm sorry. You did pile a shit ton of powerful narcotics in yo body. How long has it been with no drugs?
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Re: why am i still feel high and puking blood??? [Re: sanchothestoner]
#21969955 - 07/20/15 09:36 AM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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do u at least have any weed laying around?.. it might help ease ur pain
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Re: why am i still feel high and puking blood??? [Re: zZZz]
#21969972 - 07/20/15 09:39 AM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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Rebelutionsssss said: Fuck man I'm sorry. You did pile a shit ton of powerful narcotics in yo body. How long has it been with no drugs?
just since saturday, that's when i was doing all that shit. prior to that, it had been more than 4 weeks.
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no 
i still feel high too.... this is weird...
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Re: why am i still feel high and puking blood??? [Re: sanchothestoner]
#21969977 - 07/20/15 09:41 AM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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What's your vision like? And how are you feeling in general?
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Re: why am i still feel high and puking blood??? [Re: sanchothestoner]
#21969982 - 07/20/15 09:43 AM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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always make sure u stock up on that shit before messing around with amphetamines man..
sorry to hear tho..
but try to get urself some weed if possible
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Re: why am i still feel high and puking blood??? [Re: zZZz]
#21970010 - 07/20/15 09:51 AM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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I thought suboxone and heroin dont go well together
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Re: why am i still feel high and puking blood??? [Re: Rebelutionsssss]
#21970015 - 07/20/15 09:53 AM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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it looks as if my hppd got worse and i feel high. lightheaded, weak, shallow breathing, no appetite.
sadly, i'm currently broke so i can't get any weed. i did get smoked out pretty good by the friends i was with though. i'm gonna try to get a friend to front me or something.
welp, no appointments until tomorrow for the doctor. looks like i'm going to the hospital cause i'm startin to feel worse now wish me luck, peoples.
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Re: why am i still feel high and puking blood??? [Re: twelvelookslikeu]
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twelvelookslikeu said: I thought suboxone and heroin dont go well together
yes, you are right. but i was so fucking high i wasn't thinking about that. that's what i contributed to the puking, but not the blood part.... that's never happened to me before.
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Re: why am i still feel high and puking blood??? [Re: sanchothestoner]
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good luck man
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Re: why am i still feel high and puking blood??? [Re: zZZz]
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zZZz said: one hit off a meth pipe would have u coming down for days, i cant imagine what a couple of hits would do to ur health..
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Re: why am i still feel high and puking blood??? [Re: 1234go]
#21970077 - 07/20/15 10:14 AM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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ur sig isn't hot
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Re: why am i still feel high and puking blood??? [Re: Sheekle]
#21970096 - 07/20/15 10:20 AM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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i don't know what that means, ..not cool? i know, i've been told.
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Re: why am i still feel high and puking blood??? [Re: sanchothestoner]
#21970138 - 07/20/15 10:34 AM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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Some people should not take drugs at all unless they are trying to win a Darwin award.
Go to the fucking doctor. You fucked yourself up good.
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zZZz said: one hit off a meth pipe would have u coming down for days, i cant imagine what a couple of hits would do to ur health..
that's cute.
Meth can actually be pretty safe if used responsibly. 500mg in one night isn't responsible though.
DB already covered that it was probably the causticity of the meth along with being dehydrated that upset an ulcer. The heroin, buprenorphine, and meth together made it pretty likely that he was going to puke.
That high a dose of meth along with little sleep doesn't surprise me at all that OP was still hallucinating into the next day. A few hundred mg more and/or another night without sleep and he would have gone into full fledged psychosis. It's a fine line to walk and it can be an interesting experience on the one side and a terrifying and potentially ruinous experience on the other. You're lucky you got a peek without crossing the line.
I'm not going to tell you not to go to the doctor, OP, but if you don't, then make sure to drink plenty of water and take a bunch of vitamins; mainly B complex, magnesium, calcium and vitamin C. Take whatever vits you have though. If it's still hard to eat then drink lots of soup and go buy yourself some meal replacement shakes. Any time I go hard on meth I make sure to buy shakes to keep healthy. If you feel you have to binge like that, at least take steps to do as little damage as possible to yourself in the future.
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Re: why am i still feel high and puking blood??? [Re: Midnight_Toker]
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Two of my biggest fears are vomiting blood and peeing blood. I'd be in the hospital so fast the second I saw that, drugs or not, and be honest with the doctors so they could help me.
Man, I've done my fair share of drugs, you gotta chill out, please. I hardly know you but you come across as an amazing guy. For your own well-being, please stop these dangerous cocktails.
If you keep it up:

Please be more responsible and take care of your physical health. No one here can give you any proper advice except seek help immediately.
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Re: why am i still feel high and puking blood??? [Re: Adden]
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Is this a serious question? It's because you did copious amounts of meth, heroin, and pills...
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Re: why am i still feel high and puking blood??? [Re: 1234go]
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1234go said: i don't know what that means, ..not cool? i know, i've been told.
what
no i just mean that person isnt hot
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Re: why am i still feel high and puking blood??? [Re: Sheekle]
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Oh I agree.
He's a character "Ben" in Blue Velvet. he's fuckin suave.
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Re: why am i still feel high and puking blood??? [Re: twelvelookslikeu]
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twelvelookslikeu said: I thought suboxone and heroin dont go well together
Precipitated withdrawals from what I understand, which people have said are exponentially worse than even methadone withdrawal.. e.g., 30 days instead of 3 days of full blown sick. I've read of people dying from methadone withdrawal, I can see someone dying of precipitated w/d, or shooting too much heroin to flush the bupe out. I think I'm wrong though on some parts so someone please correct me.
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1234go said: Oh I agree.
He's a character "Ben" in Blue Velvet. he's fuckin suave.
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Re: why am i still feel high and puking blood??? [Re: 1234go]
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If op is still bleeding internally...I really hope he goes to the hospital quickly...This happened to my alcoholic friend...It turns out that if you are digesting blood, it has a huge amount of protein ...and if your liver is not in optimum shape, it cannot filter the byproduct of protein digestion (ammonia) out of your bloodstream fast enough and your body begins getting toxic....think hepatic encephalepathy (poisoning your brain) This is what happened to my friend after bleeding inside from a ulcer and continuing drinking. He wound up in the hospital for 3 months. and had to relearn speech and writing...This is nothing to screw around with op.
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Re: why am i still feel high and puking blood??? [Re: Thayendanegea]
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Re: why am i still feel high and puking blood??? [Re: zappaisgod]
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Re: why am i still feel high and puking blood??? [Re: Shins]
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Re: why am i still feel high and puking blood??? [Re: sanchothestoner]
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How much blood? was it like a small spot of red in your puke, or was the puke all red?
If the former, sometimes intense vomiting causes small tears in the esophagus that can bleed a little, which is probably not that serious. I have sometimes had a little spot of red when I am puking really hard.
If its like, a substantial amount of red/blood, you need to go to the hospital now.
The mental effects are probably meth psychosis, which is inevitable with any large enough meth binge. Meth will make you go crazy after you binge on it long enough. Too much dopamine in the brain, not enough sleep, etc.
The best thing for meth psychosis is sleep.
What is the story with the guy losing his toes or something? Can someone fill me in?
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Re: why am i still feel high and puking blood??? [Re: Moonshoe]
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Zombi3 did retarded amounts of Etiz and DOC and lost his toes due to the vasoconstriction. He should have probably died. The doctors called it a miracle.
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Re: why am i still feel high and puking blood??? [Re: GoldenEye]
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Jesus fucking christ. That poor guy. I warned him SEVERAL times to slow his roll and he was always "thank you for the concern I am totally fine I know what I am doing".
Funny, one of the proposed CA titles was "moonshoe knows best" but instead we got "Dude wheres my toes"
Ironic
Is he still posting here? Is he otherwise ok? Did he lose ALL his toes?
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Re: why am i still feel high and puking blood??? [Re: Moonshoe]
#21971059 - 07/20/15 02:42 PM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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Just for the record puked up blood can also look like coffee grounds, or a thick black sludge. Excessive amounts of whiskey can make you puke up concentrated used car oil like blood. It's not a pretty sight and tastes/smells like death.
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Re: why am i still feel high and puking blood??? [Re: Amanita86]
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If you see what looks like coffee grounds or black sludge you are in BAD trouble and need to go to a hospital IMMEDIATELY.
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Re: why am i still feel high and puking blood??? [Re: Moonshoe]
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If you're binging on meth you're already in bad trouble and shoukd probably get help.
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Re: why am i still feel high and puking blood??? [Re: Shins]
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Agreed. Meth is worse then cancer in terms of survival outcome.
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I love how the OP is like "I binged on ridiculous amounts of drugs last night.. why do I feel shitty?"
hmmm gotta think about that one.
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Re: why am i still feel high and puking blood??? [Re: Shins]
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It was only one day though... OP is probably used to staying high for weeks and forgot that even one day of use has its impact.
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Re: why am i still feel high and puking blood??? [Re: GoldenEye]
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Im just super glad we have all these shroomery MDs to help out OP. Thank God
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Re: why am i still feel high and puking blood??? [Re: GoldenEye]
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Re: why am i still feel high and puking blood??? [Re: Adden]
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twelvelookslikeu said: I thought suboxone and heroin dont go well together
Precipitated withdrawals from what I understand, which people have said are exponentially worse than even methadone withdrawal.. e.g., 30 days instead of 3 days of full blown sick. I've read of people dying from methadone withdrawal, I can see someone dying of precipitated w/d, or shooting too much heroin to flush the bupe out. I think I'm wrong though on some parts so someone please correct me.
No precipitated withdrawals should clear up in under a day as the buprenorphine kicks in.
It doesn't sounds like OP got precipitated witdrawals, the only things I can think of that would cause this are:
A) The heroin wasn't taking much or any effect.
B) OP does not have a large tolerance to opiates.
Otherwise he should have been horrible sick, like chills, sweats, thrashing around, horrible stomach, pain. Buprenorphine rapidly outcompetes other opiates but has less effect, especially since it kicks the other opiates off almost right away and it takes like three hours to take full effect. The sudden drop in endorphins and w/e is going to happen if you're hooked on strong opiates.
You'll get sick if you take it when you're not already sick is the general rule, but it can even get to the point where you take it when you're feeling sick and you get even sicker. That tends to happen if you abuse suboxone with other opiates because it is strong in a weird way. The more you switch back and forth, the longer and worse the precipitated w/d will get.
If you were hooked on weak opiates suboxone would probably get you high, but it is very strong and atypical opiate that many people don't enjoy. It's a great maintenance drug precisely because it doesn't have a great high in my opinion, and it really takes care of the physical side of things which in someone non-tolerant is going to translate to awful side effects that lasts maybe for a couple days.
Taking too much opiates when you're not tolerant will definitely make you pukey, and the suboxone high is known for those sorts of shitty feelings in people who aren't already tolerant, so precipitated withdrawal might not be the culprit.
It's really doubtful someone would die from precipitated withdrawal. Switching from potent full-agonists like heroin and methadone to suboxone is an awful experience and doing it again and again wore the fuck out of me physically and mentally, but there are degrees to precipitated withdrawals and it's not necessarily that bad as a one time thing. I think OP's problem is more of an issue with his approach to life, and the only thing that can change that is if he makes a concerted effort to give up that BS and take recovery seriously.
Also who knows what was in that juice, I've never heard of that and there could be nonsoluble cuts that are harmful to the lungs. I'd be careful with that.
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Re: why am i still feel high and puking blood??? [Re: moonrockmushy]
#21971347 - 07/20/15 03:45 PM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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Re: why am i still feel high and puking blood??? [Re: moonrockmushy]
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twelvelookslikeu said: I thought suboxone and heroin dont go well together
Precipitated withdrawals from what I understand, which people have said are exponentially worse than even methadone withdrawal.. e.g., 30 days instead of 3 days of full blown sick. I've read of people dying from methadone withdrawal, I can see someone dying of precipitated w/d, or shooting too much heroin to flush the bupe out. I think I'm wrong though on some parts so someone please correct me.
No precipitated withdrawals should clear up in under a day as the buprenorphine kicks in.
It doesn't sounds like OP got precipitated witdrawals, the only things I can think of that would cause this are:
A) The heroin wasn't taking much or any effect.
B) OP does not have a large tolerance to opiates.
Otherwise he should have been horrible sick, like chills, sweats, thrashing around, horrible stomach, pain. Buprenorphine rapidly outcompetes other opiates but has less effect, especially since it kicks the other opiates off almost right away and it takes like three hours to take full effect. The sudden drop in endorphins and w/e is going to happen if you're hooked on strong opiates.
You'll get sick if you take it when you're not already sick is the general rule, but it can even get to the point where you take it when you're feeling sick and you get even sicker. That tends to happen if you abuse suboxone with other opiates because it is strong in a weird way. The more you switch back and forth, the longer and worse the precipitated w/d will get.
If you were hooked on weak opiates suboxone would probably get you high, but it is very strong and atypical opiate that many people don't enjoy. It's a great maintenance drug precisely because it doesn't have a great high in my opinion, and it really takes care of the physical side of things which in someone non-tolerant is going to translate to awful side effects that lasts maybe for a couple days.
Taking too much opiates when you're not tolerant will definitely make you pukey, and the suboxone high is known for those sorts of shitty feelings in people who aren't already tolerant, so precipitated withdrawal might not be the culprit.
It's really doubtful someone would die from precipitated withdrawal. Switching from potent full-agonists like heroin and methadone to suboxone is an awful experience and doing it again and again wore the fuck out of me physically and mentally, but there are degrees to precipitated withdrawals and it's not necessarily that bad as a one time thing. I think OP's problem is more of an issue with his approach to life, and the only thing that can change that is if he makes a concerted effort to give up that BS and take recovery seriously.
Also who knows what was in that juice, I've never heard of that and there could be nonsoluble cuts that are harmful to the lungs. I'd be careful with that.
Thank you for clearing that up. I appreciate the time you took to write all of that up and for the education.
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Re: why am i still feel high and puking blood??? [Re: Adden] 1
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went to the hospital. all they said i have is some liver damage 
btw, thanks for all the support and shit. i think i was just so excited to get fucked up, i didn't care what would happen. plus meth and klonopin make me wanna do anything and not give a single fuck. together... bad things happen.
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Re: why am i still feel high and puking blood??? [Re: sanchothestoner] 1
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Some liver damage?? Did they care to elaborate on that?
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btw, thanks for all the support and shit. i think i was just so excited to get fucked up, i didn't care what would happen. plus meth and klonopin make me wanna do anything and not give a single fuck. together... bad things happen.
This is good news. Not great but better than what it could have been. Now maybe you will take your head out of your ass.
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Re: why am i still feel high and puking blood??? [Re: zappaisgod]
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Some liver damage - I'd hate to be OP's liver.
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Re: why am i still feel high and puking blood??? [Re: zappaisgod]
#21972178 - 07/20/15 06:32 PM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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I'd like to know how yhey found liver damage on a walk-in checkup. Sounds like pure speculation.
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Re: why am i still feel high and puking blood??? [Re: Shins]
#21972203 - 07/20/15 06:36 PM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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Naa ER's can check heart, liver, kidney function. All that good stuff. They probably pulled a half dozen tubes of his blood and ran it.
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Re: why am i still feel high and puking blood??? [Re: Shins] 1
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There are a couple of tests that check enzyme levels in the blood. Through that they can get some idea of how well your liver is functioning. From what I understand, some enzymes are only found in the blood in concentration if there is liver damage.
Puking blood is usually just over-stressed membranes leaking into the stomach, which is basically what an ulcer is. From your sinuses down to your stomach is soft tissue that usually heals quite quick, but if it's not it's a sign that you're irritating it in some way or have a compromised ability to heal, which a bad liver would maybe contribute to.
I mean something bad is going to happen if you continue abusing yourself OP. I know people who get caught up in the cycle of using drugs to fuck up their health, and then using their fucked up health to justify more drugs. It's the furthest thing from recreational use, it seems basically suicidal.
If you're addicted to opiates I'd recommend getting on a maintenance program, but I don't think you are. I'd say you sound like more of a candidate for inpatient rehab, or even just 1 on 1 counseling but those don't usually work either unless you take it serious and stay committed. Hopefully these health problems will spur you to start living better, because it's time.
You're at a point where every abuse is going to have an increasingly serious effect down the road, and as someone who is still paying for past mistakes every day of my life for Christ's sake don't be a stupid kid who thinks that you'll somehow just work it out down the road somehow. That isn't how life works.
Good luck, I'll stop rambling for now, but I've been there sancho and I can tell you life is better when you're in control. Your health isn't to be taken lightly.
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Re: why am i still feel high and puking blood??? [Re: Shins]
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surprisingly, my brain isn't all too bad. i do well in school while barely trying, got accepted to every university i applied to, and i'm one of the smartest among my friends and they don't even use drugs. but i am quite the fool and love to indulge in self destructive tendencies.
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i went to the ER and they did a few tests on me. they just said my liver isn't working as well as it should. they asked me if i drank a lot and i yes said, mostly with pills. and he was like "ahh.... i see now."
lol can't believe i'm celebrating with xanax and alcohol.... fuck i gotta get my shit together. 4 and a half weeks down le pooper...
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Re: why am i still feel high and puking blood??? [Re: sanchothestoner]
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zappaisgod said: I'd hate to be his brain.
surprisingly, my brain isn't all too bad. i do well in school while barely trying, got accepted to every university i applied to, and i'm one of the smartest among my friends and they don't even use drugs. but i am quite the fool and love to indulge in self destructive tendencies.
That will most likely work out real well for you.
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Re: why am i still feel high and puking blood??? [Re: zappaisgod]
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damn i'm fucking up pretty big time. went on another kpin, xanax, and alcohol bender last night. i am disappoint in myself.
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Re: why am i still feel high and puking blood??? [Re: sanchothestoner] 1
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surprisingly, my brain isn't all too bad. i do well in school while barely trying, got accepted to every university i applied to, and i'm one of the smartest among my friends and they don't even use drugs. but i am quite the fool and love to indulge in self destructive tendencies.
Dude aren't you a psychology major? No offense but a bag of bricks could get decent grades in that major 
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are you trying to one up crystal g for this years Darwin award?
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Re: why am i still feel high and puking blood??? [Re: Malcolm_Xtasy]
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surprisingly, my brain isn't all too bad. i do well in school while barely trying, got accepted to every university i applied to, and i'm one of the smartest among my friends and they don't even use drugs. but i am quite the fool and love to indulge in self destructive tendencies.
Dude aren't you a psychology major? No offense but a bag of bricks could get decent grades in that major 
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are you trying to one up crystal g for this years Darwin award?
yeah, but i don't mean the psych classes. i do well i =n all the other classes as well, without even studying.
and no i'm not but it seems like that i guess.... fuck.... i ven fucked my hand all bad esterday and can't really play guitar..
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Re: why am i still feel high and puking blood??? [Re: sanchothestoner]
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Xanax bad
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Re: why am i still feel high and puking blood??? [Re: sanchothestoner]
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Lol what other classes are required for for psych? Again, im not trying to bash you, I'm just curious. I consider myself to be pretty smart,but I've met a fuckload of people 10x smarter. If you're the smartest person out of all your friends, you're doing something wrong more than likely.
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Re: why am i still feel high and puking blood??? [Re: Malcolm_Xtasy]
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just general ed and shit. like, i'm smart and shit. but i don't utilize it. i'm one of those types of people. when it comes to personal life choices.... i am stupid. very stupid.
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Re: why am i still feel high and puking blood??? [Re: sanchothestoner]
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just general ed and shit. like, i'm smart and shit. but i don't utilize it.
Then what's the point? Might as well give those smarts to someone who would put it to better use just saying. I hope you get your shit together though
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Re: why am i still feel high and puking blood??? [Re: Malcolm_Xtasy]
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ya me 2
i just like doing fun and stupid things
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Sancho.....Please just walk over to your window, open it....And yell out PLEASE!....If there is a God, PLEASE help me stop this stupid, self defecating deathwish that I have undertaken. Then....check yourself into a rehab where , at least, they will keep you clean for 28 days...and keep repeating that window thing every day.
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Re: why am i still feel high and puking blood??? [Re: sanchothestoner]
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sanchothestoner said: ya me 2
i just like doing fun and stupid things
I remember back when i was sober except for weed and the occasinal psychedelic trip i was much much much happier on a daily basis
get rid of all thedrugsaround you and cut off ties with people who use drugs
you are who ya hang with
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Re: why am i still feel high and puking blood??? [Re: sanchothestoner]
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You may be smart but your tendencies seem to indicate you are extremely weak minded.
Its okay tho most humans are, creature of horrible habits.
Hope you wise up, but i know you wont.
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Re: why am i still feel high and puking blood??? [Re: Mental Taco]
#21979660 - 07/22/15 09:54 AM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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I *know* you wont? da fuk buttslutt?
last thing someone in that headspace needs to hear! i have went from dosing hundreds of mgs of benzos in week long blackouts to where i am now,
Im still not the best i can be, but i am longer a  thats NOT what someone who is in a fragile weak state of mind needs to hear
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Re: why am i still feel high and puking blood??? [Re: SunnyD] 1
#21979919 - 07/22/15 11:11 AM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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Guys OP is smart and shit
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Re: why am i still feel high and puking blood??? [Re: koods]
#21980368 - 07/22/15 01:52 PM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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i don't think i'll ever give up my habits. i feel i have a short amount of time left here. i dun fucked up again!
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Re: why am i still feel high and puking blood??? [Re: koods]
#21980386 - 07/22/15 01:57 PM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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koods said: Guys OP is smart and shit
INCREDIBLY INTELLIGENT
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Re: why am i still feel high and puking blood??? [Re: sanchothestoner]
#21980387 - 07/22/15 01:57 PM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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I feel like a drug addict too, Im drinking beer, just to take away the cravings,
Im only abusing weed and kratom,
try to atleast cut down, and do milder drugs and cut off ties with the people who use hard drugs
You gotta make effort! first off get rid of the benzos, that will help you in the *thinking department*, try to move on fro mthere
drug abuse is so sad, and this hits home cause I am a addict..
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Re: why am i still feel high and puking blood??? [Re: SunnyD] 1
#21980392 - 07/22/15 01:59 PM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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Oh please. You got addicted to etiz for like 6 months and then started whining about being addicted to kratom. That's pretty laughable IMO.
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Re: why am i still feel high and puking blood??? [Re: Malcolm_Xtasy]
#21980421 - 07/22/15 02:10 PM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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Malcolm_Xtasy said: Oh please. You got addicted to etiz for like 6 months and then started whining about being addicted to kratom. That's pretty laughable IMO.
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oppppps
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Re: why am i still feel high and puking blood??? [Re: Malcolm_Xtasy]
#21980426 - 07/22/15 02:11 PM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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Malcolm_Xtasy said: Oh please. You got addicted to etiz for like 6 months and then started whining about being addicted to kratom. That's pretty laughable IMO.
Call me what you will
you really a lot of the time, show your a inconsiderate dick, thinking everyone is like *you*
laughable but im not degrading you, I like you
but sometimes frankly your just a dick
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Re: why am i still feel high and puking blood??? [Re: SunnyD]
#21980431 - 07/22/15 02:15 PM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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I didnt call you anything i mean I don't really have anything against you either. I just think its ridiculous calling yourself an addict when that's hardly the case. Your experience isn't even remotely close to the OPs
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Re: why am i still feel high and puking blood??? [Re: SunnyD] 1
#21980443 - 07/22/15 02:19 PM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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AddyZomeD said:
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Malcolm_Xtasy said: Oh please. You got addicted to etiz for like 6 months and then started whining about being addicted to kratom. That's pretty laughable IMO.
Call me what you will
you really a lot of the time, show your a inconsiderate dick, thinking everyone is like *you*
laughable but im not degrading you, I like you
but sometimes frankly your just a dick
Sometimes you need somebody to be a dick to help you get your head out of your ass.
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Re: why am i still feel high and puking blood??? [Re: zappaisgod]
#21980479 - 07/22/15 02:33 PM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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yes, that can be the case
and I like a firm hand sometimes, cause I neeed it and I can be a stupid fuck I don't think all hope is lost, not even close but damn if I don't break down a lot
and someday ill grow up, or not but atm, I feel like a drug addict
cant wake up without craving kratom weeed, or something thankfully im working 30hr weeks now and haven't had weed since sunday
but damn, Im a weakling
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Re: why am i still feel high and puking blood??? [Re: zappaisgod] 1
#21980487 - 07/22/15 02:34 PM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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I'm aware that I don't always say what everyone wants to hear, and I'm okay with that. My sole intention wasn't to come in here and hurt any butts.
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Re: why am i still feel high and puking blood??? [Re: Malcolm_Xtasy]
#21980516 - 07/22/15 02:43 PM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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butt isn't hurt,
just stating what I seen
I never said you was a horrible person, just D BBC can show a lot
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