Last night I took 28g of galindoi truffles with the intent of getting a feel for a heavier dose, having done 12-18g doses in the past. Next time I plan to take a bit less in the interest of having some control over the proceedings. I incapacitated myself a bit too much, I've never taken deliriants but the trip felt strongly akin to what I would expect from something like haloperidol. I was just kind of allowing myself to go with whatever came naturally, riding the vibrations through space and all, so I was moving in all sorts of silly ways and letting sounds fall out of my mouth that seemed to come out in a non-linear way. It was incredibly similar to the phenomena in the Black Lodge in Twin Peaks. I strongly related to the idea of being in an abstract spirit lodge of sorts where other energies resided.
Another very similar comparison is the God of Many Faces religion prominent in recent Game of Thrones episodes. The ability to change faces or peel off infinite layers of masks from a single face, as is done to a corpse in GoT, suddenly made total sense. I saw actual faces all over the walls during the trip as well which added to that feeling. I let myself be overwhelmed but when I did try to focus on reaching the most peaceful feeling possible it felt like trying to tune into the right vibrations as if they were radio signals. All in all I think it was too "loud" of an experience and if I'm going to be stuck in my head for a 6 hour experience I'd rather it be quieter.The trip as a whole was definitely all about vibrations, vibrations, vibrations. There were a lot of "Oh, I see what people mean now" moments about oneness and energies and whatnot. I feel Iike that was sort of limiting though since I already had these words and preconceived notions to attach to my abstract experiences.
Circles were a huge part of the trip. I found myself recalling True Detective a lot and the line "Time is a flat circle" fit perfectly, I had a sensation that was most comparable to the spins where I just felt time keep going and going and going like my head was on a pinwheel. The feeling actually ended up being most of the trip and distracted me from doing anything else. Next time I'll be doing it outdoors and during the daytime and hopefully that will lead to a smoother ride. On a side note, I think my body produced more mucus last night than every other day of my life combined.
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'I incapacitated myself a bit too much' 
interesting last part. Recently I took a 30g fresh dose and felt I had better take a lower dose next time (like that quote^^)but still had a really good time. I took 22g fresh for my next trip then 25g fresh for my trip after that one. The last dose was my favorite, or, what I was looking for as a half-notch down from 30g. what a ride though
-------------------- But if you're in a hurry, and really got to go If you're in a hurry, might have to find out slow That it's one thing to try and another to fly You get there quicker just a step at a time It's one thing to bark, another to bite The show ain't over till you pack up at night
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