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OfflineBigthink
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6g P Cubensis, 1g MJ=lvl 5 trip, God of Gods and happiness
    #21947178 - 07/15/15 12:40 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

I have been a creeper on this site for years. Only just now had something to share so here is my story:

About me: Male, 6’2”, 230lbs fit. Very experienced psychonaut with hundreds of experiences under my belt. My experiences were all prior to 2003 so a decade had past before I started the following journey. In those days my reasoning was less spiritual and more escape driven. Primarily LSD with some mushrooms and X occasionally.

T-2 years: Procured 5G of P Cubes which I took in 2 doses about a week apart, both indoors with little preparation. These were intended to help me find a calm in my life and in my heart. I was in a very bad marriage that was draining my will to move forward. While these experiences were enjoyable they did not sate my needs. Shortly after that I went on a mescaline trip to a beautiful state park with waterfalls, large rock formations and some deep pools. I spent most of my time repeatedly diving underwater and exploring the silent world of the fishes. This experience was wonderful to say the least. Shortly after that I smoked .1g of DMT, this experience changed my life, I learned more in those 12 minutes than I thought possible but it was almost too fast. It took me at least 6 months to interpret what I was given on that day.

T-4 months: A couple of years since my last group of experiences. Most of the intensity of my memories had faded and I knew I needed to know more. During the previous 2 years I had done my research and was ready to begin my journey towards an ultimate experience that would give me exactly what I sought. I decided on the experience I would attempt to create. I wanted to know the plants as well as possible. I made a plan and set it in motion:
1. Built and launched a hydro “stealth grow” box in an old CPU tower to cultivate MJ.
2. Planted several sage plants on my balcony.
3. Began the process of growing my own P Cubes.
4. Explained my intentions to my wonderful girlfriend (hence forth referred to as A) who committed to supporting me in my efforts.

T-1 month: Began harvesting Sage and drying/twisting into burnable incense like forms. Many sections of the MJ were mature, harvested and began the curing process. The first flushes off my P Cube cakes began to be harvested and dried.

T-3.5 weeks through T-1 week: Began a series of ascending P Cube doses: 1gram, 2.5 grams, 1 gram again, 4 grams. Very little prep work went into these trips, just wanted to prepare myself. A had never had a psychedelic experience before so she dosed the 1g and 2.5 g experiences with me in an effort to be able to understand my states and work towards a significant experience as well.

T-1 week: everything was ready. I went through the mushrooms and chose the ones that wanted to help me on my journey. I had 6 grams of P Cubes, 1gram of MJ and 2 sticks of sage ready and staged in my meditation place. Growing all of my companions myself truly made me feel close to them. Family if you will.

T-3 days: I began a vegetable and fruit only diet. I am in the fitness world so complete fasting is out of the question. During this time frame I started to narrow my focus and meditate on my intentions with my teachers and support plants with me.

T-1 day. Light salad for breakfast then only a few citrusy fruits for the rest of the day.

T-16 hours, 10am: Woke and began with a small but good breakfast of eggs, juice and some oats. The wonderful A works midnights and she was my sitter so I decided to let her sleep in as long as she needed. The planned time of launch was 10pm. I spent the rest of the day fasting and in meditation along with working on one of my artisan projects, which is another form of mediation for me.

T-6 hours, 8pm: The beautiful A woke up and was silent for 30 minutes, looking menacing the whole time. She had nightmares as she often does and started to pick little fights. Eventually a larger one broke out that persisted for some time and I felt all of my preparation disappear in seconds.

T-3.5 hours, 1030pm: Things were not well in my home or in my head. I was distraught that this was happening after months of preparation. After A ate a meal and had some caffeine she began to human normally again. She also began to feel guilty about the previous couple hours. Through some intentional, intensive and intimate measures she was able to coax me back into the mindset I had achieved a few hours before.

T-time, 2am. Ready for launch: I spoke my intentions a final time to the Cubes even though we had talked about it many times before: to find peace, calm and contentment in a society I constantly view as broken, and to learn what the ideal situation would be for pure harmony in my life. I ran my cubes through a grinder I had for just that purpose. After previous experimentation I figured out the way I prefer to take them is to powder them, pile some on a spoon and pour the dust on the back of my tongue then immediately throw back a large swig of OJ. The taste when chewing is not my favorite and I did not want the mushrooms to think I didn’t like them. I was able to ingest 24 oz of oj and 6g of the mushrooms in short order. The beautiful A took 2 grams so she could keep control but still empathize and stay connected to me better. Me leaving is not an issue, when I trip I do not want to move typically.

215am: Already began feeling the floaty onset and some stomach discomfort. I smoked some of the MJ and felt wonderful. I set the ac to a low temperature so I could stay bundled up in super comfy clothes.

230am: looked at A and said its about to start getting real. I put R Carlos Nakai video playlist on youtube on the TV. It is beautiful Native American flute music with landscape scenes. Everything was very much as I had planned it months before.

3am: Visuals set in, body feels are intense, CEVs begin to take on significant 3d shapes.

315am: Lit the sage. Asked A to cuddle with me, well lay on top of me more accurately. I was covered in blankets and sweats and soft things and had her to keep me anchored to this world. I have never done that before but it felt like what I needed.

This is where coherent observations became less reliable.

Sometime(?): Open eye visuals were awe inspiring. I was laying on the couch and looking straight up at the ceiling. The only source of light was the landscape scenes from the TV. I noted how I could not make out the borders from wall to ceiling or the light fixtures above me. Everything was moving and turning. Colors were everywhere on the white. Sometime after that I opened my eyes and looked down at A, she was the only thing I could see in detail. The rest of the objects in my peripheral vision were not themselves. The couch cushions, blankets, windows and everything else in my field of view maintained some semblance of their shapes but were made entirely out of countless vividly colorful intricately intertwined geometric gears (cogs-ish?) of bright reds yellows and oranges. Each face of every gear of every shape had a different image on it.

Some other time(?): When I closed my eyes I was in a place (space, room, world). I returned to this place many times throughout my journey. I later realized that this was essentially my launch/regroup/smiling area. The space was nearly entirely blue in color, light blues through royal blues. It was comprised of the same constantly churning geometric shapes/gears. Each and every flat section of the patterns had a different image on it. Much in common with my open eye visuals though completely different color scheme. There were several (a few, dozens, hundreds?) domes rising out of the floor. I knew they were quite nearly my height in radius since they were half submerged and I could not quite see over them. The walls, columns and ceiling were all made of the same constantly churning shapes. In this space there was a being, I identified this being as a female though androgyny is just as likely. This being was human in form with beautiful pale blue skin and clothes/threads of gold and purple. She had round cheeks and a face structure the resembled the cherubs we all see in many pictures. She had a constant, blissful smile on her face and she wore a hat/crown/thing that was golden in color and round in shape with a flat top.

Time didn’t exist anymore so who knows when it was: In my blue launch room the blue lady was walking around in the space, always looking at me, always smiling knowingly and peacefully but never was a single word spoken during the entire experience. She would then walk away, around a dome thing or behind a pillar or wall and as soon as she was out of sight I was given a vision/journey/experience. This process was repeated several times. Many of the vision journeys are now forgotten the same way you forget a dream though the subsequent emotional states remain. Of the ones I do remember I had silly smiles constantly. The wonderful A later told me that I occasionally giggled the entire time I was traveling. One of the visions the blue room morphed into a large bay of a space ship made of the same blue color, I knew what I had to do and I took off in my fighter immediately. I helped defend the large ship against an attack of some sort, upon flying my fighter back into the ship the colors immediately faded back into the room where the blue lady smiled at me while I reveled in the feels. Another vision journey took me to a place that resembled skate-park I used to frequent in high school. All of the ramps, the ground and the buildings were of the same blue colors. I was with some other beings, maybe people, and I was on a skateboard enjoying it immensely. Again the ramps faded back into the room and domes. Again the blue lady smiled. As she walked behind the dome smiling the shapes changed and I was in a yard resembling the first I ever lived in 30 years ago. The swings trees and grass were all of the same blue color and I swing my son ever higher in the rope swing I used to love so much. Sadly those 3 were the only ones I kept with me but I knew there were many more, none of which left me feeling anything but joy.

715am: Light began to fill my awareness and I opened my eyes for the first time in who knows how long. The open eye visuals were still present but the world was the world again. I was able to get up and use the restroom and smoke some more of the MJ. For an hour I babbled incoherently trying to describe everything I had just experienced to A. She said she was sure I was asleep for at least some of the time. This could account for some of the visions fading like dreams as I tried to bring them to clear memory. As I described the blue lady to her I told her I couldn’t help but feel like I knew her. After some searching I came across a picture that I immediately recognized as being my blue guide lady. It was Krishna.

10am: The visuals and body effects were all but gone, my consciousness had fully returned and I felt a glowing deep inside me. I ask A if she could throw together breakfast and I eat it happily.

T+2 days. I woke in the morning from a dream and specifically heard a voice, or maybe it was a thought of mine, it felt like an echo from my dream that carried over into waking. It simply said its ready to teach you now. I knew what it meant implicitly. Ayahuasca is beckoning me in no uncertain terms.


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Offlinepeyotillo
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Re: 6g P Cubensis, 1g MJ=lvl 5 trip, God of Gods and happiness [Re: Bigthink]
    #21959435 - 07/18/15 06:40 AM (8 years, 6 months ago)

Thank you for sharing your experience, i had a mystical forest experience when i did my first 5g lemon teked, although i could feel the spirit of nature all around me there were no entities like your blue lady. How did you feel it on your sense of reality after your visuals ended? After i saw all those beautiful things the mushroom obliterated my sense of reality and i felt like a madman, though not for long it was scary. That night i also had a trippy dream/nightmare where i relieved some parts of my visions. I remember waking up not knowing who i was and tripping on some drawing that was on my pillow. I had to force myself to sleep again but that did not occur afterwards.
Btw to see the forest i listened to sounds of the rainforest, i think that influenced it. I will change the tune now maybe i will encounter some entities.
Oh and i am giving serious thought to making psilohuasca, once i get my hands on some rue seeds. From what i read psilohuasca is the way to go.


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Far above the Moon, planet Earth is blue and there's nothing i can do


Edited by peyotillo (07/18/15 06:41 AM)


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