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ThePajamaMoein
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has anyone else been to hell?
#21945027 - 07/15/15 02:24 AM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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Hey all,
A couple weeks back I found some Psilocybe Subaeruginosa. I ingested about 12-15 fresh caps at 9:30 pm followed by half a lemon. Within half an hour colors begun to emerge in my vision. I had a croaky cold so when I breathed it sounded like a lion growl. I remember getting into an animal position and raising my head to the ceiling like a wolf. I remember at this point I no longer considered myself as a human, but a "spiritual beast". I got into my bed and then things started to spiral downwards. I had lost emotion and felt completely empty, a feeling of pure nothing. My bed sheets began to feel like warm moist human skin. Feeling my face I then realised my skin was peeling off, I could also smell the blood coming from my freshly peeled flesh. At this point I was breathing heavily and then thought I was truly dead.
Ive never believed in religion but this experience has somehow gotten me to question it as being real. The devil began to speak to me and i felt like i had fully lost my mind. He told me that i am going to "reap what i sow" I imagined my family grieving because i was dead. I felt like i would never see them again and that i will just be left to rot in hell forever. Then another voice came into my head, it told me that i will find the light and i will do good things for people.
at this point an extreme rush of happiness and euphoria rushed through my body, i had this thought that life is not all that there is, after we die our concious leaves into an infinity world of possibilities.
although i had two philosophical ideas in this trip, i now believe in some form of afterlife but also the possibility of hell.
does anyone have any opinions of inputs on this?
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Hell was a trip I had Sunday. Complete break from reality, have no idea what happened so strong I have no idea what I did til I came around in the city freezing my balls off.
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Ive been to hell many times when having bad trips, I dont see flames or anything Im just seeing the same room but it looks evil and demonic and feel very negative emotions, I think I got some teachings from those experiences, but I definitely preffer the good trips, I usally have better trips when I do it alone r with very few close friends
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and then thought I was truly dead.
First clue: If you are having thoughts then your brain is somewhat functional. This is not possible when you are dead.
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ThePajamaMoein
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I didnt mean it like that. I felt as if i had died but my concious had left my body, thus being able to think.
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OrgoneConclusion said: The consciousness and the body are one. They cannot separate.
Then how come I can feel the body with consciousness?
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ThePajamaMoein said: Hey all,
A couple weeks back I found some Psilocybe Subaeruginosa. I ingested about 12-15 fresh caps at 9:30 pm followed by half a lemon. Within half an hour colors begun to emerge in my vision. I had a croaky cold so when I breathed it sounded like a lion growl. I remember getting into an animal position and raising my head to the ceiling like a wolf. I remember at this point I no longer considered myself as a human, but a "spiritual beast". I got into my bed and then things started to spiral downwards. I had lost emotion and felt completely empty, a feeling of pure nothing. My bed sheets began to feel like warm moist human skin. Feeling my face I then realised my skin was peeling off, I could also smell the blood coming from my freshly peeled flesh. At this point I was breathing heavily and then thought I was truly dead.
Ive never believed in religion but this experience has somehow gotten me to question it as being real. The devil began to speak to me and i felt like i had fully lost my mind. He told me that i am going to "reap what i sow" I imagined my family grieving because i was dead. I felt like i would never see them again and that i will just be left to rot in hell forever. Then another voice came into my head, it told me that i will find the light and i will do good things for people.
at this point an extreme rush of happiness and euphoria rushed through my body, i had this thought that life is not all that there is, after we die our concious leaves into an infinity world of possibilities.
although i had two philosophical ideas in this trip, i now believe in some form of afterlife but also the possibility of hell.
does anyone have any opinions of inputs on this?
No, but I had experienced going to Heaven.., I was on my way going to, and I felt nothing at all. No worries of any kind; like worrying about making it to appointments or did I had locked the doors, and or not having the feeling of hunger or thirst, because didn't have any craving for anything, I was just at peace, happy to be going back, like a soldier or an inmate being released and going home. And I mean that their isn't any stress at all, as if everything will be taken care of, but you will not have no needs for anything. Everybody might of had thought that they were in a situation like this when they goes on vacation, but this feeling that you will have isn't like any other good feelings that person ever had have. There's no hindrance while you are at peace to knock you off course; but all you will be at rest, a rest that you can not get here. But I does believe that nightmares are a small taste of how hell will be like.
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Re: has anyone else been to hell? [Re: Khancious] 1
#21946677 - 07/15/15 10:28 AM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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In your experience, the body and consciousness cannot separate. In my experience, they have hundreds of times. All we have is experience vs. experience.
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Re: has anyone else been to hell? [Re: circastes]
#21946772 - 07/15/15 10:52 AM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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I had a dream in which pigs flew. I now believe pigs can fly.
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Re: has anyone else been to hell? [Re: Rahz]
#21946893 - 07/15/15 11:30 AM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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Your experience is as valid as anyone else's. This is how science works and is the foundation of modern civilization.
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Decypher once mentioned is love affair with heroine took him from heaven and through hell, so he's probably your best bet. I believe him.
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Re: has anyone else been to hell? [Re: Tropism] 1
#21947048 - 07/15/15 12:09 PM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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Heroine is the female protagonist of a movie or story like Joan of Arc or Wonder Woman. Not sure how that brings one to extreme highs and lows except maybe due to unobtainability.
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What does wonder woman do if she forgets where she parked her invisible jet?
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Re: has anyone else been to hell? [Re: circastes]
#21947535 - 07/15/15 02:05 PM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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circastes said: In your experience, the body and consciousness cannot separate. In my experience, they have hundreds of times. All we have is experience vs. experience.
Oh yes in fact isn't it called disassociation ? I guess it's a function of the brain, but it also can have give more insight on the workings of the brain as well; and how the brain puzzles our impression of reality together into our consciousness.
Edited by BlueCoyote (07/15/15 02:14 PM)
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Yes. Yes I have. It's called my mother in laws house.
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Injure your brain...
Free ticket to Hell!
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Re: has anyone else been to hell? [Re: circastes]
#21949179 - 07/15/15 08:08 PM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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Oh shit I forgot I already posted.
Oh well.
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Re: has anyone else been to hell? [Re: Sun King]
#21950892 - 07/16/15 08:22 AM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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Sun King said: What does wonder woman do if she forgets where she parked her invisible jet?
I believe that she has a button on her key ring that she press that sound off a horn to inform where her plane's whereabouts.
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OrgoneConclusion said: Heroine is the female protagonist of a movie or story like Joan of Arc or Wonder Woman. Not sure how that brings one to extreme highs and lows except maybe due to unobtainability. 
Yeah but she's always one hell of a gal.
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