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Hawaiian Baby Woodrose-My First Psychedelic
    #21944267 - 07/14/15 10:18 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

Hbwr Experience

Today I’m going to be talking about my experience with Hawaiian Baby Woodrose seeds, and how the chemical in them, LSA, made 10 hours of my weekend the craziest of my life. All who are considering taking this wondrous psychedelic, be warned that my dose (8 seeds) was too much for my first attempt. I would not recommend using this high a dose if you are a beginner. I had no previous experience with most drugs, not even cannabis or alcohol, however I have had experiences with high doses of caffeine.

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11:20AM
To prepare the seeds I put them in a plastic bag and used pliers to crush them inside the bag. I then pour the seed powder straight into my mouth. I then quickly eat a whole clove of garlic, which I had read would help reduce nausea and vasoconstriction. I have immediate urge to gag as I swallow the last of the garlic but I manage to get it swallowed. The taste of garlic stays, and also a lump at the back of my throat.

11:40AM
A very light feeling of euphoria has spread. A knot is also starting to form in my stomach, but no signs of nausea are showing. I am very happy to be listening to music, and I have the sudden urge to dance and harmonise to the singing. The feeling of the carpet between my toes is really nice. I remember that I am going hiking into my local national park alone soon, so I pack my water bottle into a bag, checking my eye pupils before I go. No signs of dilation yet.

12:40PM
I am sitting on a rock next to a rushing stream in the national park. The euphoria is starting to wear down, and I am beginning to wonder when the seeds are going to take effect. I cannot see, hear or feel anything unusual yet. Suddenly the feeling slams into me like a train. My skin feels all tingly, similar to the feeling of pins and needles. I am having trouble moving around as my muscles feel sore and weak. I am not tired, however, in fact it feels as though my brain is working in overdrive. I take a pee behind a tree, which is the strangest feeling. It’s like my bodily funds are draining out of my body. I suspect it is because my nerve sensitivity has been augmented. No OEVs (opened eye visuals) have started, but faint CEVs (closed eye visuals) are starting to appear.

I finally see signs of OEVs when I try to focus on something in the distance. My entire field of vision is in focus. If i stare long enough, the trees merge together into a pulsating mass of green. This only works, however, if I do not blink, which causes a strain on my eyes. When I try to walk around, my calf and thigh muscles feel tensioned and ache.

1:10PM
I go back up towards my home, walking like a drunk because my muscles feel so weak and exhausted. My dad texts me, saying we are having lunch at a local cafe in 20min. I have a sudden desire to taste salty food, especially chips, but I do not feel physically hungry. When I get back my family has not arrived yet, so I walk around the street in a loop for a few minutes. Walking up a hill I notice the road looks like it stretches twice as long as normal. I am not scared by this though and keep walking. My dad picks me up in his car and arriving home I collapse onto my bed. I have never felt this tired, but it doesn’t feel like I am falling asleep.

As I close my eyes, colourful patterns and images fill my brain, but not my vision. For example, I see a never-ending row of LSD tabs dance around my virtual vision like a dimensional snake, and also infinite kaleidoscope patterns that obscures my thoughts.
It is at this point I suddenly feel alienated, like my very consciousness doesn’t belong in a human body. My thoughts race as I begin to ponder my very existence in this universe.

1:20PM
My dad calls out, telling me it’s time to go. I am growing impatient waiting for food, so this relieves me. When we arrive, everything around me appears slightly orange and hazy. The amount of people all sitting and eating makes me feel very uncomfortable. The loud chatter of the crowd overpowers anything I can hear my family saying. I notice that it takes me only a fourth of the time to decide what i am going to be eating. My family at this moment are convinced that I am just tired from my hike. 

Seconds feel like minutes as I wait for my food. Conversation around the table is hard for me to understand completely, almost as if my family are speaking a different language. I am surprised that my responses to questions asked by family members are completely normal. I also am surprised that when something humorous happens, I cannot help but find it funnier than i might normally. For example, my sister accidentally spilt some sugar over her empty plate, and I burst out laughing, and didn’t stop for a whole minute. I had strange looks exchanged towards me, and yet I kept grinning stupidly after the laughing stopped.

My food finally arrives. It feels like hours since I ordered. The burger in front of me looks delicious, but I suddenly realise that my stomach is very sensitive and eating this will be difficult. Nevertheless, I shove it down, as the food feels like it’s the most delicious thing I have ever eaten.

1:40PM
Sitting in the car while my dad drives up to a relative’s place, I begin to think strange thoughts. Like how there are probably an infinite amount of universes, dimensions and situations, and how each situation you experience is in a different universe/dimension to other situations. My thoughts begin to loop, an effect I’d often read about online with LSD trips. I can’t make up my mind whether this strange thought process was a by-product of the LSA in the HBWR seeds, or whether I am undergoing an extreme self-awareness. Every time I can convince myself this is all in my head, a new opinionated argument sprouts as to why this explanation of there “only being one existence that I live in” is obviously wrong.

I feel like I’m an alien in a human body. All the human customs and emotions, such as love, hate, or happiness, seems strange and new to me. I have trouble recalling my family structure/situation, that girl I know’s name, and all my memories leading up to that moment. I’m scared that all my memories are going to fade away forever, and that I will have to learn everything all over again.
(NOTE: looking back on this experience, if I had taken greater care in my attitude/mood before this trip, the sensation of alienation would have probably been enjoyable. However, being new to psychedelics, I did not fully take this into consideration.)

2:20PM
Arriving home, I feel unbearably tired and collapse into bed. I feel the urge to sleep but I simply cannot. I am too tired to move or do anything, and yet I cannot sleep. My mind is working at 10x normal functioning speed now and my theory of “dimensions” is overwhelming my ability to process rational thought. Every so often I can counter the argument by thinking things like, “If you aren’t trapped by this dimension why are you thinking in the English language?”
My closet doors appear alive. They loom over me like some giant deathly force. I can’t even look at tall things any more because they appear so terrifying.

3:20
An hour later the doors are still appearing menacing and I stay wary of them. (Of the past hour I have trouble recollecting, as my short-term memory seems to have been severely impaired during that time. This means that I was probably just thinking all kinds of weird and wacky things to take up my time. However, I remember distinctly wondering if this “thought loop” is what hell is like. At one point I think I also thought I was some sort of god.)

My dad walks in and throws me my phone, reminding me I left it in his car. I grab at the phone as if it’s the greatest treasure on earth. This could be my one connection to ‘society’ and its strange customs, without the stress of being in a crowded area of people. Over the next hour and a half I watch episodes of my favourite show. All the characters seem ghostly, unrealistic, unnatural and fake. Their dialogue is mystical and strange. I have to keep reminding myself that these figures are humans, like me. (I think this point in the trip, with the tv show, kept me from going insane, as it was a firm anchor to reality and society.) My parents often walk past, convinced that I have contracted maybe a minor tummy bug or flu.

4:50PM
I am feeling mostly better now, my stomach is not as tight or painful as it was before. Weakly I walk around our house, my parents making remarks to me and me somehow sounding normal. I have a very early dinner of 2 toasted cheeses and a glass of water.
I take a long shower, and as the mind-bending effects of the LSA begin to wear down, I begin to notice OEVs surrounding patterns and textures in my bathroom. If I stare at water, carpet or wood textures they seem to make patterns and connection, like neurons in a brain. I think to myself that this could be because my pattern recognition is increased. They also kaleidoscope faintly if I stare at them like I did with the trees on my nature walk.

6:00PM
Enjoying the afterglow of the LSA experience. Finally the anxiety and nausea has completely left me and it feels like what I thought a light LSD trip might feel like. Perceptions i.e. sounds, vision and feeling are increased. The carpet still makes kaleidoscope patterns when I blur my vision. I can focus on everything in my sight range, meaning I can see the whole room and focus on things without moving my eyes. This phenomenon is very difficult to describe to someone who has not seen or felt psychedelic effects before. My mind is still racing, but not so much to an extent as before. I realise now that my memory documenting system has been completely restarted and cleaned out. I still hold all my memories but I can access and create them with less interference or “made-up facts” that sometimes occur when recalling something.

I spend the next few hours thinking about life and listening to music, which is very enjoyable but not euphoric like before. That night when I go to bed I reflect on the experience and the things it has taught me. When I wake the next morning I feel refreshed and mentally clear.

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After this experience I was never the same person. I started seeing the world as an independent consciousness, rather than an integrated part of society. I now have greater respect for Nature and all plants and animals; it brings me grief to see oceans spilled with oil and trees chopped down in the millions all over the world. During this experience I saw my consciousness stripped bare of all the things that society had turned me into; effectively, I had an ego death. It taught me many things important things about myself.

WARNING: In the 6-10 weeks after this trip, I had at least 6 flashbacks. Some of them were negative, some were positive. For example, during the first flashback, I freaked out because the visuals of the trip were returning and my mind was looping again. This wore off after about 30 mins. Afterwards, however, I took the opportunity to use the flashbacks as a way of introspection and connection with nature. During these flashbacks I felt completely disconnected from culture and society, which can be disconcerting for some, but can be made more enjoyable by listening to music.
Be prepared for the flashbacks if you take this psychedelic.

-AppleSnap


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Re: Hawaiian Baby Woodrose-My First Psychedelic [Re: AppleSnap]
    #21944346 - 07/14/15 10:35 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

Nice writing.


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Re: Hawaiian Baby Woodrose-My First Psychedelic [Re: WhoManBeing]
    #21944718 - 07/15/15 12:00 AM (8 years, 6 months ago)

nice report:thumbup:


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