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Angel_Above
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Depression - On the UP and UP
#21935564 - 07/12/15 11:20 PM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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Finally feel I broke through a major point of my depressive tendencies. I plan to utilize some form of therapy. I guess the hardest part is feeling so alone all the time. My friends just like to get fucked up and that's not me anymore. At least not in that sense. I live at home with the 'rents at 25 because I never finished my school degree and have debt and I'm now planning to go into a nursing program.
I posted a rant on facebook about how I want friends who want more than bars/getting fucked up to the point of someone passing out or terribly stumbling around. I wanna go drunk laser tagging (not terribly drunk there's a distinction) I want to go camping, go to concerts/festivals, go ziplining, mini golfing. All the stuff I always thought was lame when I was busy being fucked up all the time.
Just sharing to anyone who is struggling with depression. I've had suicidal thoughts since 5 years old. There is hope. I'm here for anyone struggling as well.
Much love you mother fuckers (don't fuck your mothers tho that's rude).
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Psilosopherr
A psilly goose



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Re: Depression - On the UP and UP [Re: Angel_Above]
#21935628 - 07/12/15 11:44 PM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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I was suicidal from a young age as well. Feels amazing to get out of the funk doesn't it?
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Salomon
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Registered: 01/17/09
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Loc: America, FUCK YEAH
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Re: Depression - On the UP and UP [Re: Psilosopherr]
#21935657 - 07/12/15 11:52 PM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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zip lining isnt that awesome
-------------------- EVERYTHING EVENTUALLY BECOMES A DESERT
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pirate-blues


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Re: Depression - On the UP and UP [Re: Salomon]
#21935696 - 07/13/15 12:05 AM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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That's awesome.
As someone who's been there and back again(...and there again...and back again...etc etc), it really is amazing when you finally regain a sense of your old self and begin to enjoy the things in life again. For so long you're not living..just existing.
When you first start getting better is a pretty critical point and you're still really vulnerable, and it's really important to do everything you can to keep digging yourself out of that hole, if you have the means for therapy, pursue it and use it as a tool. For a little while when I first started going(as a teenager) I didn't really know how to use it to my advantage, you can't just go and expect shit to work itself out, it takes work, it's kind of like a boot camp for your mental state.
Right now I'm waiting for health benefits to kick in(not happening until September) so I'm currently without it and I really can't be - I'm on medication that is unsafe to stop cold turkey(anti-seizure med) and it takes months to work up to treatment dosage to begin with. I'm bipolar and it's really become an essential part of my life for now.
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Rebelutionsssss
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Re: Depression - On the UP and UP [Re: pirate-blues]
#21935741 - 07/13/15 12:25 AM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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I use to have severe depression but ever since I started using LSD I feel like I have finally found myself and no longer need to wallow in my self pity. You just need to find what gives your soul peace of mind and fuck everything else
-------------------- : To define is to confine.
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Psychonautica
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Registered: 04/20/15
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If you guys ever need anyone to talk to. I'll always be there for anyone.
-------------------- The chances of you even being born, Were forty million to one. There's two parts of the statistic And I want you to live through one 3/8/95 - 7/10/15 Rest In Paradise, Brother. Sheekle said: yeah, i said i was afraid of psychonautica

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