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Psychonautica
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So as I'm sure you all know, I haven't been on lately. 8
#21935382 - 07/12/15 10:23 PM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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I most likely won't be for a while. I lost a great friend to suicide a few days ago. I'm not posting this for attention, or condolences but, shroomery has some of the kindest souls on there.
I already poured out a beer for the homie, and I'm not currently able to smoke, but the kid loved smokin' weed. So I just want to ask, with a heavy heart Shroomery.
Can you burn one down for him? Thanks guys.
Much love to everyone. I'll see you when I see you.

I know I'm not supposed to post pictures of other people. But please, let this one slide today. I'm not posting any names or faces out of respect for the family.
-------------------- The chances of you even being born, Were forty million to one. There's two parts of the statistic And I want you to live through one 3/8/95 - 7/10/15 Rest In Paradise, Brother. Sheekle said: yeah, i said i was afraid of psychonautica

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Re: So as I'm sure you all know, I haven't been on lately. [Re: Psychonautica]
#21935390 - 07/12/15 10:26 PM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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How sobering. I'm really sorry man, I've been there.
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Re: So as I'm sure you all know, I haven't been on lately. [Re: Psychonautica] 4
#21935392 - 07/12/15 10:26 PM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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thats aweful to hear. but i dedicate all my bowls for the rest of the night to your friend
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Psychonautica
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Re: So as I'm sure you all know, I haven't been on lately. [Re: Adolin]
#21935398 - 07/12/15 10:27 PM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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Gresh said: thats aweful to hear. but i dedicate all my bowls for the rest of the night to your friend

Thanks. Im sure he appreciates it.
I've never believed in heaven or hell. But I've never wished for a heaven more then right now.
Whoever said men don't cry was a fucking liar.
I love all of you guys <3
-------------------- The chances of you even being born, Were forty million to one. There's two parts of the statistic And I want you to live through one 3/8/95 - 7/10/15 Rest In Paradise, Brother. Sheekle said: yeah, i said i was afraid of psychonautica

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Re: So as I'm sure you all know, I haven't been on lately. [Re: Adolin] 3
#21935412 - 07/12/15 10:31 PM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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Loadin' one up now.
He's smokin' outta Jesus's personal sack now, y'all.
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Re: So as I'm sure you all know, I haven't been on lately. [Re: ThatKidWithTheFace]
#21935425 - 07/12/15 10:33 PM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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Sorry for your loss, bud.
Life is a bitch sometimes. But I will blaze one up for ya
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Re: So as I'm sure you all know, I haven't been on lately. [Re: Detached] 1
#21935437 - 07/12/15 10:35 PM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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You know the shroomery is here for you. My condolences
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Re: So as I'm sure you all know, I haven't been on lately. [Re: Drumdude27] 2
#21935485 - 07/12/15 10:47 PM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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I'm sorry man.
I lost a good friend to suicide two years ago, and it was really really rough. I eventually made peace with it, but I was angry and hurt for a long long time.
Hang in there and take care of yourself.
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Re: So as I'm sure you all know, I haven't been on lately. [Re: Psychonautica] 1
#21935497 - 07/12/15 10:50 PM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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Sorry for your loss.
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Psychonautica
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Re: So as I'm sure you all know, I haven't been on lately. [Re: pirate-blues] 1
#21935501 - 07/12/15 10:52 PM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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I want to be angry at him but I cant. I didnt go through the 5 stages of grief or whatever. I went straight to depression.
I'm only angry at myself for not seeing what he was going through. But its hard from 2000 miles away.
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Re: So as I'm sure you all know, I haven't been on lately. [Re: Psychonautica]
#21935508 - 07/12/15 10:55 PM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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I don't have experience with this, but I do know that you can't blame yourself. Hopefully someone who can give better advice will chime in. Hopefully you'll come to terms with everything in due time. One person can only do so much, ya know?
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Re: So as I'm sure you all know, I haven't been on lately. [Re: Psychonautica] 2
#21935520 - 07/12/15 10:59 PM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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Was wondering where you been  Sorry to hear man. Keep your stick on the ice
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Re: So as I'm sure you all know, I haven't been on lately. [Re: Psychonautica] 1
#21935523 - 07/12/15 11:00 PM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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Ayyooo, I know the feeling brother, I've lost a few great friends myself in that fashion...
But its only bad from our own humanistic perspectives - of feeling loss of a friend - for your friend himself, he's just reintegrating into the god blob, and could anything be more wonderful!? He is at one with da universe, free to do and be whatever he may please. That's badass! So its only sad for us, in missing that beings presence, but see the light for your friend, he is where he wishes to be
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Psychonautica
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Re: So as I'm sure you all know, I haven't been on lately. [Re: Zombi3]
#21935525 - 07/12/15 11:02 PM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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Zombi3 said: Keep your stick on the ice 
This made me smile for the first time since it happened. Thanks Zomb.
I need to get back out on the ice. Gonna buy some ice time this weekend. Much needed.
-------------------- The chances of you even being born, Were forty million to one. There's two parts of the statistic And I want you to live through one 3/8/95 - 7/10/15 Rest In Paradise, Brother. Sheekle said: yeah, i said i was afraid of psychonautica

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Re: So as I'm sure you all know, I haven't been on lately. [Re: Psychonautica]
#21935534 - 07/12/15 11:04 PM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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He wanted to return to what was right.
You will see him again. Don't fret.
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Re: So as I'm sure you all know, I haven't been on lately. [Re: Shiithead] 4
#21935553 - 07/12/15 11:15 PM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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just keep in mind - your friend has no sadness anymore, no problems - you cannot cry for him
the grief you feel is all your own, and thats what you have to come to terms with.. your own personal loss
once you accept this, you can begin to see the sun rise again, as it always does... until it passes away as well
as we all will, some day...
time is the most precious thing we have - so, keep that in mind and you cant go wrong
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Re: So as I'm sure you all know, I haven't been on lately. [Re: Psychonautica]
#21935834 - 07/13/15 01:06 AM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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Sorry to hear about your friend, I hope he is in a better place now. 
Suicide is always hard to cope with, it never made any sense to me when I lost friends to it.
I have no ganja to smoke in his honor, but I'll pour a shot out for him.
The shroomery, and as am I, are here for you buddy.
Stay strong.
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Re: So as I'm sure you all know, I haven't been on lately. [Re: Psychonautica]
#21935844 - 07/13/15 01:12 AM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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Im really sorry to hear that. I was wondering why u havent been around lately.
Sadly, i cant spark the ganja, trying to find a new job.
But i will keep him in my thoughts and i will imagine smoking a bowl with him now 
Stay strong Psychonautical. Life sucks sometimes, just gotta learn to live with hard times, sad and the good times....
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Re: So as I'm sure you all know, I haven't been on lately. [Re: Psychonautica]
#21935872 - 07/13/15 01:36 AM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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i was going to post an obligatory until i actually read the post. i'm real sorry you're having to deal with this man, losing a close friend is one of the worst things i've personally ever had to deal with.
i wish the absolute best for you and his family.
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Re: So as I'm sure you all know, I haven't been on lately. [Re: Zombi3]
#21935921 - 07/13/15 02:10 AM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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Zombi3 said: Was wondering where you been  Sorry to hear man. Keep your stick on the ice 
This.
What my daddy used to always tell me. Keep your stick on the ice.
I really love talking with you, and you should already know my PM box is open for you, as well as my personal cell #, if i haven't given u that i will PM it now.
Hang in there.
I had a very close friend named Anthony commit suicide a few years ago. He had moved from Florida to the Carolina's and everything appeared to be fine. He hung himself in the closet while his wife was making dinner one night. I have his name tatted across my shoulder.
Keep your stick on the ice sweetheart.
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hex_enduction
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Re: So as I'm sure you all know, I haven't been on lately. [Re: MommaSmurf]
#21936153 - 07/13/15 06:31 AM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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I'm sorry man 
I lost my best friend to overdose just over a year ago and it was definitely one of the hardest things I've had to go through. Can't even imagine what you're going through right now, but it will get better. There's no need to get angry with yourself.
Gonna smoke the rest of this blunt in the dude's honor. Rest in peace.
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Mr.GuessWork
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Re: So as I'm sure you all know, I haven't been on lately. [Re: hex_enduction]
#21936166 - 07/13/15 06:42 AM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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You can't help them when they don't let you know something's wrong. It sucks. I'll light one up for him later, and I'm sorry you lost your friend.
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Re: So as I'm sure you all know, I haven't been on lately. [Re: Mr.GuessWork]
#21936182 - 07/13/15 06:55 AM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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My deepest condolences OP
I knew a few people that offed themselves it really is a hard thing to go through..
I'll surely blaze some trees in honor of your friend
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Re: So as I'm sure you all know, I haven't been on lately. [Re: Psychonautica]
#21936217 - 07/13/15 07:23 AM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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Im really sorry to hear this man. I've gone through the same sort of thing a couple times myself. Im gonna PM you here pretty soon, keep your head up man
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Psychonautica
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Re: So as I'm sure you all know, I haven't been on lately. [Re: OhMrJohnson]
#21936220 - 07/13/15 07:24 AM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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Thanks guys. I feel like he's here this morning and trying to tell me to be at peace. It's hard though. It's real fucking hard.
-------------------- The chances of you even being born, Were forty million to one. There's two parts of the statistic And I want you to live through one 3/8/95 - 7/10/15 Rest In Paradise, Brother. Sheekle said: yeah, i said i was afraid of psychonautica

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Re: So as I'm sure you all know, I haven't been on lately. [Re: Psychonautica] 1
#21936236 - 07/13/15 07:34 AM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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My dad used to tell me when beams like that shine down on us, it was people who cared about us making sure we knew they were watching.
I know nothing can be said that makes it any easier or seem any better but you never know and he really could be in a much better place now. I lost a few friends myself to suicide and know how sudden and almost sickening it can be, but the shroomery and I'm sure your loved ones are here for you, and though it might not mean much coming from me, but if you ever need to vent or just talk feel free to PM me at anytime.
Best of luck man, keep your head up, and I'll be sure to burn one for him when I can.
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Re: So as I'm sure you all know, I haven't been on lately. [Re: Psychonautica] 1
#21936240 - 07/13/15 07:36 AM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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Damn dude I just read your signature, your friend was my age that shit really bums me out
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Psychonautica
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Re: So as I'm sure you all know, I haven't been on lately. [Re: hex_enduction] 1
#21936245 - 07/13/15 07:39 AM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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hex_enduction said: Damn dude I just read your signature, your friend was my age that shit really bums me out
He just turned 21. Too young to fucking die. To young to even have really lived.
I know I said I wouldn't be around much, but actually, I think I changed my mind.
I think you guys (and gals) are good for my mental health right now.
-------------------- The chances of you even being born, Were forty million to one. There's two parts of the statistic And I want you to live through one 3/8/95 - 7/10/15 Rest In Paradise, Brother. Sheekle said: yeah, i said i was afraid of psychonautica

Edited by Psychonautica (07/13/15 07:42 AM)
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Re: So as I'm sure you all know, I haven't been on lately. [Re: Psychonautica]
#21936261 - 07/13/15 07:45 AM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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Honestly it will probably do you a lot of good. Right after I lost my friend I started lurking the shroomery hardcore cause a lot of the people on here remind me of him. It was comforting to know that there were more people out there like him.
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Re: So as I'm sure you all know, I haven't been on lately. [Re: Psychonautica] 1
#21936545 - 07/13/15 09:29 AM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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I know you didn't ask for it, but my dearest condolences go out to you, and your friends family. I haven't experienced a loss like that in my life yet, but I can imagine the feeling.
Feel him in your heart, project your feelings to him there. Analyzing it in the brain will only spin you around in circles. And try not to be angry, he made a decision.
Much love (especially from asante ) to you, your friend and his family.
EDIT - Oh, and my smoking today will be in reverence to your friend.
Edited by 1234go (07/13/15 09:35 AM)
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Re: So as I'm sure you all know, I haven't been on lately. [Re: Psychonautica]
#21936548 - 07/13/15 09:31 AM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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I normally don't smoke in the morning,
But when I do its for shroomery homies.
Blessed be, friend, hang in there.
Suicides are never easy and often times never make sense.
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Re: So as I'm sure you all know, I haven't been on lately. *DELETED* [Re: Adden]
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Psychonautica
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Re: So as I'm sure you all know, I haven't been on lately. [Re: Sanguin3]
#21936955 - 07/13/15 11:44 AM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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I got swamped with pms guys. Please don't take it personally if I don't respond. I love you all and everything you're doing for me. It's good to know that I'm not alone.
I can't thank everyone enough for their kindness.
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Re: So as I'm sure you all know, I haven't been on lately. [Re: Adden]
#21937499 - 07/13/15 02:14 PM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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Dys said: I normally don't smoke in the morning,
But when I do its for shroomery homies.
Blessed be, friend, hang in there.
Suicides are never easy and often times never make sense.

I had a friend whack himself a few years ago. It made sense. His life was an abject misery. My wife's ex-husband's wife whacked herself a few months ago. It made perfect sense. Her life was shit. I don't know why he doesn't join her because his life is shit as well and not likely to get better at his age. But none of these are young people. It is different. Young people can change their circumstances. I am saddened by your friend's choice, Psycho. He probably had a chance
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Re: So as I'm sure you all know, I haven't been on lately. [Re: zappaisgod]
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This kid had a wonderful wonderful life. Everyone loved him. His smile was more contagious than any disease. In high school I always looked forward to our classes together. He always had some smart ass shit to say. I just don't get it. No one disliked him. He was in a good college. Good at sports. Had a beautiful girlfriend. I'm not sure about his family life but I just can't imagine that anyone could dislike him. He was never mean,or angry. He is one of my favorite people I've ever known. I was going to say was, but just because he's gone it doesn't mean it needs to be passed tense. He had more than a chance. He just couldn't see it.
I'll be getting a tattoo sometime next month for him. I'll post it up when it's done. My artist is on vacation.
-------------------- The chances of you even being born, Were forty million to one. There's two parts of the statistic And I want you to live through one 3/8/95 - 7/10/15 Rest In Paradise, Brother. Sheekle said: yeah, i said i was afraid of psychonautica

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Re: So as I'm sure you all know, I haven't been on lately. [Re: Psychonautica] 1
#21937545 - 07/13/15 02:27 PM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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Appearances are everything and nothing.
Just goes to show you, you never really know someone.
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Re: So as I'm sure you all know, I haven't been on lately. [Re: 1234go]
#21937547 - 07/13/15 02:28 PM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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The people who seem the happiest always seem to be the most damaged.
-------------------- The chances of you even being born, Were forty million to one. There's two parts of the statistic And I want you to live through one 3/8/95 - 7/10/15 Rest In Paradise, Brother. Sheekle said: yeah, i said i was afraid of psychonautica

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Re: So as I'm sure you all know, I haven't been on lately. [Re: Psychonautica] 1
#21937572 - 07/13/15 02:36 PM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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Yeah dude...nothing's ever as it seems.
The overly happy and the extremely quiet are the ones to keep an eye on, not in all cases of course. (before someone blasts me)
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Re: So as I'm sure you all know, I haven't been on lately. [Re: Psychonautica]
#21937579 - 07/13/15 02:38 PM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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Psychonautica said: The people who seem the happiest always seem to be the most damaged.
Keep your head up dude, these events rarely come with answers or any sense of finality I've found..
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Re: So as I'm sure you all know, I haven't been on lately. [Re: Psychonautica]
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Sorry for your loss man, it's a bitch to see loved ones pass but at least their suffering is over.
Smoking a bowl for him.
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Re: So as I'm sure you all know, I haven't been on lately. [Re: Psychonautica] 1
#21937604 - 07/13/15 02:45 PM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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Psychonautica said: This kid had a wonderful wonderful life. Everyone loved him. His smile was more contagious than any disease. In high school I always looked forward to our classes together. He always had some smart ass shit to say. I just don't get it. No one disliked him. He was in a good college. Good at sports. Had a beautiful girlfriend. I'm not sure about his family life but I just can't imagine that anyone could dislike him. He was never mean,or angry. He is one of my favorite people I've ever known. I was going to say was, but just because he's gone it doesn't mean it needs to be passed tense. He had more than a chance. He just couldn't see it.
I'll be getting a tattoo sometime next month for him. I'll post it up when it's done. My artist is on vacation.
That's usually how it is, I've mentioned it on here before because no one knows me, but I wanted to kill myself for a long time and have attempted, which looking back I guess I can't say was a bad thing that I failed in my attempt, but not a single person in my life from friends and family even noticed I was at such a low point mainly because I didn't want them to.
I had friends, a job, parents who cared, but when you're in the mindset you truly feel no way out, totally isolated and alone at all times, even when you're with other people, you're just stuck inside your own mind. I can only speak from my own experience because I didn't know him and I'm not going to attempt to act like I did, it's just unfortunate, and too easy to hide. Even on my lowest days when someone finally gives you that shoulder to lean on or asks what's wrong, you turn it away, because it all seems hopeless and even if you find a moment of happiness, it's only a short time before it comes back. If he or other people were anything like me, they're always happy and helping people because they don't want to drag people down or go through the same thing as them, even if they don't notice what you're going through yourself.
It really is one of the worst things when someone so young leaves us so early, especially when he really did have so much more to his life, it's one of those things you can't ask yourself how you didn't see it or anything like that though, because a lot of the time it isn't shown. He seems like an awesome dude from what you've said, and you're right, it isn't past tense, his memory and his impact on you and everyone he cared about and all the happiness he brought everyone will live on, remember all the good times, and don't ever forget about him.
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Re: So as I'm sure you all know, I haven't been on lately. [Re: SirShroomsAlott]
#21938563 - 07/13/15 06:19 PM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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His obituary just came out. He's actually 20 and time or death was July tenth.
He lied to me about being 21 but I don't mind. My parents didn't like underage drinking.
Makes me more sad to know he was only 20
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Re: So as I'm sure you all know, I haven't been on lately. [Re: Psychonautica]
#21938577 - 07/13/15 06:22 PM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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How stupid of an idea would it be to blaze at the cemetery? I wanna smoke with him one more time.
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Re: So as I'm sure you all know, I haven't been on lately. [Re: Psychonautica] 1
#21938581 - 07/13/15 06:23 PM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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It isn't stupid, I did for my best friend when he died, and a beer, and then again when his identical twin brother died.
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Re: So as I'm sure you all know, I haven't been on lately. [Re: SirShroomsAlott]
#21938589 - 07/13/15 06:25 PM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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I'm going to do it anyways. I'll pay the ticket for smoking if they make me. Any cop who would actually ticket me for that is a limp dicked piece of shit. Luckily in Minnesota I wouldn't go to jail, just a ticket.
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Re: So as I'm sure you all know, I haven't been on lately. [Re: Psychonautica]
#21938590 - 07/13/15 06:25 PM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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I did it all the time with a friend of mine who shot himself when I still smoked. It was my "sit and ponder things" time. Anyone who doesnt leave you alone is an asshole that can go fuck themself..
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Re: So as I'm sure you all know, I haven't been on lately. [Re: Amanita86]
#21938596 - 07/13/15 06:27 PM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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I'm thinking about spending the night there even.
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Re: So as I'm sure you all know, I haven't been on lately. [Re: Amanita86] 1
#21938598 - 07/13/15 06:27 PM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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They'll understand, I didn't have a cop stop but a groundskeeper or whatever they're called patrolled by, I told him the truth, that my best friend died and this was something they did and I didn't know what else to do.
He gave me a very short lecture about not handling my problem with drugs, but that he wouldn't bother me and to attempt to hide if other people came by.
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Re: So as I'm sure you all know, I haven't been on lately. [Re: SirShroomsAlott]
#21938613 - 07/13/15 06:32 PM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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Yeah. I don't see how anyone can make someone who's mourning life worse intentionally. If anyone asks me to stop I'll be respectful and put it out until they leave
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Re: So as I'm sure you all know, I haven't been on lately. [Re: Psychonautica]
#21938649 - 07/13/15 06:40 PM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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sometimes people just need love and a hug and rational thinking from a freind I just got told to move the fuck out cause i told my rents to enjoy there night and stop fighting
I can feel for people who feel trapped and sad.. life isnt perfect but its beautiful... emotional sometimes very dark
but in the end i feel
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Re: So as I'm sure you all know, I haven't been on lately. [Re: SunnyD] 2
#21938678 - 07/13/15 06:47 PM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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You are a grown man. Why are you living with your parents in the first place?
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Re: So as I'm sure you all know, I haven't been on lately. [Re: zappaisgod] 2
#21938822 - 07/13/15 07:21 PM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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Re: So as I'm sure you all know, I haven't been on lately. [Re: zappaisgod]
#21938859 - 07/13/15 07:32 PM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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zappaisgod said: You are a grown man. Why are you living with your parents in the first place?
Because im a fuck up
I honestly fucked up my early adulthood I still feel like a kid and im almost 20
Il get there or die trying
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Re: So as I'm sure you all know, I haven't been on lately. [Re: SunnyD]
#21938904 - 07/13/15 07:40 PM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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So uh, can you take that "die trying" negativity to a different thread, please? And the why don't you have a job thing.
I mean, I troll a lot and derail threads too but like, this is definitely not the place to do it.
Thanks guys. I still love you all.
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Re: So as I'm sure you all know, I haven't been on lately. [Re: Psychonautica] 2
#21939083 - 07/13/15 08:23 PM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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Psychonautica said: How stupid of an idea would it be to blaze at the cemetery? I wanna smoke with him one more time.
There's not typically a lot of people at a cemetery. I've smoked weed several times in em after funerals or a grave visit.
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Re: So as I'm sure you all know, I haven't been on lately. [Re: Psychonautica]
#21939242 - 07/13/15 08:57 PM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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I wasnt thinking about that that was a coincidence
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Re: So as I'm sure you all know, I haven't been on lately. [Re: Psychonautica]
#21939379 - 07/13/15 09:25 PM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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sorry to hear bro, breaks my heart, especially cuz he loved weed..
rip 
i've lost a loved one to suicide before, i know how hard it can be..
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Re: So as I'm sure you all know, I haven't been on lately. [Re: Psychonautica]
#21939402 - 07/13/15 09:28 PM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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Psychonautica said: How stupid of an idea would it be to blaze at the cemetery? I wanna smoke with him one more time.
I don't think that's a stupid idea at all. The chances of getting caught for that seem extremely low and I believe, especially with the legalization going around, that most souls would understand.
I'm sorry for your loss and you both will be in my thoughts.
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Re: So as I'm sure you all know, I haven't been on lately. [Re: hex_enduction]
#21939416 - 07/13/15 09:31 PM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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Parting with loved ones is one of the hardest things there is
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