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hex_enduction
satta massa gana



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Re: So as I'm sure you all know, I haven't been on lately. [Re: MommaSmurf]
#21936153 - 07/13/15 06:31 AM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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I'm sorry man 
I lost my best friend to overdose just over a year ago and it was definitely one of the hardest things I've had to go through. Can't even imagine what you're going through right now, but it will get better. There's no need to get angry with yourself.
Gonna smoke the rest of this blunt in the dude's honor. Rest in peace.
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Connoisseur said: oh ive cried on drugs sunshine said: Tragic. I told the cop not to do it but he didn't listen.
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Mr.GuessWork
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Re: So as I'm sure you all know, I haven't been on lately. [Re: hex_enduction]
#21936166 - 07/13/15 06:42 AM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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You can't help them when they don't let you know something's wrong. It sucks. I'll light one up for him later, and I'm sorry you lost your friend.
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OhMrJohnson
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Re: So as I'm sure you all know, I haven't been on lately. [Re: Mr.GuessWork]
#21936182 - 07/13/15 06:55 AM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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My deepest condolences OP
I knew a few people that offed themselves it really is a hard thing to go through..
I'll surely blaze some trees in honor of your friend
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Re: So as I'm sure you all know, I haven't been on lately. [Re: Psychonautica]
#21936217 - 07/13/15 07:23 AM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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Im really sorry to hear this man. I've gone through the same sort of thing a couple times myself. Im gonna PM you here pretty soon, keep your head up man
-------------------- I'm stupid, Enlil is smart. I'm ugly, Enlil is beautiful. I'm a loser, Enlil is a winner. Someday, I hope to be like Enlil but secretly know I never will.
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Psychonautica
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Re: So as I'm sure you all know, I haven't been on lately. [Re: OhMrJohnson]
#21936220 - 07/13/15 07:24 AM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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Thanks guys. I feel like he's here this morning and trying to tell me to be at peace. It's hard though. It's real fucking hard.
-------------------- The chances of you even being born, Were forty million to one. There's two parts of the statistic And I want you to live through one 3/8/95 - 7/10/15 Rest In Paradise, Brother. Sheekle said: yeah, i said i was afraid of psychonautica

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Re: So as I'm sure you all know, I haven't been on lately. [Re: Psychonautica] 1
#21936236 - 07/13/15 07:34 AM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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My dad used to tell me when beams like that shine down on us, it was people who cared about us making sure we knew they were watching.
I know nothing can be said that makes it any easier or seem any better but you never know and he really could be in a much better place now. I lost a few friends myself to suicide and know how sudden and almost sickening it can be, but the shroomery and I'm sure your loved ones are here for you, and though it might not mean much coming from me, but if you ever need to vent or just talk feel free to PM me at anytime.
Best of luck man, keep your head up, and I'll be sure to burn one for him when I can.
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hex_enduction
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Re: So as I'm sure you all know, I haven't been on lately. [Re: Psychonautica] 1
#21936240 - 07/13/15 07:36 AM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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Damn dude I just read your signature, your friend was my age that shit really bums me out
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Connoisseur said: oh ive cried on drugs sunshine said: Tragic. I told the cop not to do it but he didn't listen.
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Psychonautica
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Re: So as I'm sure you all know, I haven't been on lately. [Re: hex_enduction] 1
#21936245 - 07/13/15 07:39 AM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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hex_enduction said: Damn dude I just read your signature, your friend was my age that shit really bums me out
He just turned 21. Too young to fucking die. To young to even have really lived.
I know I said I wouldn't be around much, but actually, I think I changed my mind.
I think you guys (and gals) are good for my mental health right now.
-------------------- The chances of you even being born, Were forty million to one. There's two parts of the statistic And I want you to live through one 3/8/95 - 7/10/15 Rest In Paradise, Brother. Sheekle said: yeah, i said i was afraid of psychonautica

Edited by Psychonautica (07/13/15 07:42 AM)
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hex_enduction
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Re: So as I'm sure you all know, I haven't been on lately. [Re: Psychonautica]
#21936261 - 07/13/15 07:45 AM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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Honestly it will probably do you a lot of good. Right after I lost my friend I started lurking the shroomery hardcore cause a lot of the people on here remind me of him. It was comforting to know that there were more people out there like him.
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Re: So as I'm sure you all know, I haven't been on lately. [Re: Psychonautica] 1
#21936545 - 07/13/15 09:29 AM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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I know you didn't ask for it, but my dearest condolences go out to you, and your friends family. I haven't experienced a loss like that in my life yet, but I can imagine the feeling.
Feel him in your heart, project your feelings to him there. Analyzing it in the brain will only spin you around in circles. And try not to be angry, he made a decision.
Much love (especially from asante ) to you, your friend and his family.
EDIT - Oh, and my smoking today will be in reverence to your friend.
Edited by 1234go (07/13/15 09:35 AM)
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Re: So as I'm sure you all know, I haven't been on lately. [Re: Psychonautica]
#21936548 - 07/13/15 09:31 AM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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I normally don't smoke in the morning,
But when I do its for shroomery homies.
Blessed be, friend, hang in there.
Suicides are never easy and often times never make sense.
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Re: So as I'm sure you all know, I haven't been on lately. *DELETED* [Re: Adden]
#21936569 - 07/13/15 09:41 AM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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Psychonautica
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Re: So as I'm sure you all know, I haven't been on lately. [Re: Sanguin3]
#21936955 - 07/13/15 11:44 AM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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I got swamped with pms guys. Please don't take it personally if I don't respond. I love you all and everything you're doing for me. It's good to know that I'm not alone.
I can't thank everyone enough for their kindness.
-------------------- The chances of you even being born, Were forty million to one. There's two parts of the statistic And I want you to live through one 3/8/95 - 7/10/15 Rest In Paradise, Brother. Sheekle said: yeah, i said i was afraid of psychonautica

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Re: So as I'm sure you all know, I haven't been on lately. [Re: Adden]
#21937499 - 07/13/15 02:14 PM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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Dys said: I normally don't smoke in the morning,
But when I do its for shroomery homies.
Blessed be, friend, hang in there.
Suicides are never easy and often times never make sense.

I had a friend whack himself a few years ago. It made sense. His life was an abject misery. My wife's ex-husband's wife whacked herself a few months ago. It made perfect sense. Her life was shit. I don't know why he doesn't join her because his life is shit as well and not likely to get better at his age. But none of these are young people. It is different. Young people can change their circumstances. I am saddened by your friend's choice, Psycho. He probably had a chance
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Re: So as I'm sure you all know, I haven't been on lately. [Re: zappaisgod]
#21937524 - 07/13/15 02:21 PM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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This kid had a wonderful wonderful life. Everyone loved him. His smile was more contagious than any disease. In high school I always looked forward to our classes together. He always had some smart ass shit to say. I just don't get it. No one disliked him. He was in a good college. Good at sports. Had a beautiful girlfriend. I'm not sure about his family life but I just can't imagine that anyone could dislike him. He was never mean,or angry. He is one of my favorite people I've ever known. I was going to say was, but just because he's gone it doesn't mean it needs to be passed tense. He had more than a chance. He just couldn't see it.
I'll be getting a tattoo sometime next month for him. I'll post it up when it's done. My artist is on vacation.
-------------------- The chances of you even being born, Were forty million to one. There's two parts of the statistic And I want you to live through one 3/8/95 - 7/10/15 Rest In Paradise, Brother. Sheekle said: yeah, i said i was afraid of psychonautica

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1234go
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Re: So as I'm sure you all know, I haven't been on lately. [Re: Psychonautica] 1
#21937545 - 07/13/15 02:27 PM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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Appearances are everything and nothing.
Just goes to show you, you never really know someone.
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Psychonautica
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Re: So as I'm sure you all know, I haven't been on lately. [Re: 1234go]
#21937547 - 07/13/15 02:28 PM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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The people who seem the happiest always seem to be the most damaged.
-------------------- The chances of you even being born, Were forty million to one. There's two parts of the statistic And I want you to live through one 3/8/95 - 7/10/15 Rest In Paradise, Brother. Sheekle said: yeah, i said i was afraid of psychonautica

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1234go
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Re: So as I'm sure you all know, I haven't been on lately. [Re: Psychonautica] 1
#21937572 - 07/13/15 02:36 PM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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Yeah dude...nothing's ever as it seems.
The overly happy and the extremely quiet are the ones to keep an eye on, not in all cases of course. (before someone blasts me)
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Amanita86
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Re: So as I'm sure you all know, I haven't been on lately. [Re: Psychonautica]
#21937579 - 07/13/15 02:38 PM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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Psychonautica said: The people who seem the happiest always seem to be the most damaged.
Keep your head up dude, these events rarely come with answers or any sense of finality I've found..
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Re: So as I'm sure you all know, I haven't been on lately. [Re: Psychonautica]
#21937591 - 07/13/15 02:42 PM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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Sorry for your loss man, it's a bitch to see loved ones pass but at least their suffering is over.
Smoking a bowl for him.
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