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sanchothestoner
Satan's Grandson



Registered: 12/06/11
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out of rehab 1
#21927777 - 07/11/15 07:49 AM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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hey good people, i have returned from my stay in rehab. i only lasted a little longer than 3 weeks in there, i couldn't stand the fuckin place. it was all based on christianity and didn't even feel like a real rehab. the pastor that was in charge was a total money hungry cock sucking asshole. fucking hated the guy, and so did almost everyone else in there. it wasn't all bad though, allowed me to get clean for the longest time in like 7 years, gained some weight, started working out. i also met some great people and had some fun times. we went out for the 4th of july and i scored some bud and got stoned as fuck.
anyway, i'm really happy to be out of there and to be back home. i made some negotiations with my mom so she'd get me out, so even though i'm home i'm kinda on lock down. but i'm totally fine with that, i'm actually the one who suggested it. probably won't be drinking til i get up to humboldt, but i'm still blazing. yesterday when my sister picked me up we got some bud and i got super blown nice having no tolerance. and it also feels great not having to worry about when my next dose will be or whatever. my sleeping schedule is also back on track, although maybe a lil early to bed and to rise. but yeah i am feeling good without using drugs and wanna keep it that way for a while. i'd be lying if i said i'm never gonna do stuff again, but i need a break for now then try to practice moderation. see if it works.
-------------------- I fucking hate you... God damn, I love you... But we both know if we stick together, we'll just tear ourselves apart You are my sunshine, my only sunshine, you make me happy, when skies are grey You are my heroin, but there's an abscess... God damn, I miss the vein!
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Enjoywho
Rags to Bitches



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Never been. I taper myself down and repeat. Only you can change it i dont want someone who's never been curled into a ball wishing they were dead. Sweating hot yet cold at the same time for hours on end telling me how to deal with addiction. No thanks i may slip but i still handle my business.
-------------------- "I don't give nothin' to nobody, I just pay the cost to do business." - Riley "Young Reezy"-Boondocks "The road to hell is paved with good intentions." "In the days of kings and queens I was a jester." "And then the great lord created bears... too many bears... shoulda really dialed back on the bears." Squidbillies "Can you start speaking words instead of your damn filthy lies!"- Louise "Bobs Burgers"
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sanchothestoner
Satan's Grandson



Registered: 12/06/11
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Re: out of rehab [Re: Enjoywho]
#21927802 - 07/11/15 07:59 AM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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some people can handle drugs. i'm not one of those. i go fucking hard when i started using again. i eat pills like candy and smoke drugs like i'm breathing air.
-------------------- I fucking hate you... God damn, I love you... But we both know if we stick together, we'll just tear ourselves apart You are my sunshine, my only sunshine, you make me happy, when skies are grey You are my heroin, but there's an abscess... God damn, I miss the vein!
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daz01
Learning


Registered: 09/30/10
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What drugs did you go into rehab for?
-------------------- Pain is temporary. It may last for a minute or an hour or a day or even a year but eventually it will subside and something else will take its place. If I quit, however, it will last forever.
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nicechrisman
Interdimensional space wizard



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Glad to hear that you're doing good brother. Keep up the good work.
-------------------- "Cosmic Love is absolutelely ruthless and highly indifferent: it teaches its lessons whether you like/dislike them or not." John C. Lily
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sanchothestoner
Satan's Grandson



Registered: 12/06/11
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Loc: Bucketheadland
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Re: out of rehab [Re: daz01]
#21927849 - 07/11/15 08:20 AM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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pretty much everything. meth, coke, pills, heroin, alcohol, even psychedelics. but i'd say my main issue was opiates, benzos, and lsd.
thanks chrisman
-------------------- I fucking hate you... God damn, I love you... But we both know if we stick together, we'll just tear ourselves apart You are my sunshine, my only sunshine, you make me happy, when skies are grey You are my heroin, but there's an abscess... God damn, I miss the vein!
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