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Enjoywho
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Re: I Got Caught Doing Dope Again [Re: Crystal G]
#21935113 - 07/12/15 09:08 PM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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Hmm ill check it out in a few.
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Nova

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Re: I Got Caught Doing Dope Again [Re: Crystal G]
#21935348 - 07/12/15 10:13 PM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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Why not just accept that opiates will always be apart of your life? Then from there just find the most stable route that will allow you to keep goin so you can live a full life. I think the answer is to get (or stay on) subs and just stay away from needles and full opiates.
Yeah sub doesnt have that bang that real opiates do BUT if you are an established opiate addict you will probably find that it will at least make you feel 'normal' where as sobriety just doesnt seem to work for many who spent years on dope.
Just accept like a diabetic has to accept that his body needs insulin that you need an opiate in you to feel normal and be stable in life.
Too many people come with that 'you gotta stay 100% clean (even if it means offing yourself)', well fuck that bullshit. If its not something like sub daily, it would potentially be anti-depressants+anti-psychotics+anti-anxiety cocktail every day. If opiates work why not go with an easy to get legal stabilizing (not too agonist-y aka addicting) and just have that be your insulin for the rest of your days.
Its not so bad but almost everybody will judge you because they dont understand or accept the whole thing but I think its just ignorant. They see maintenance as dope addict getting free dope so they can stay strung out- so they tell you not to do it.
Lilke I keep mentioning, you wouldnt go to a diabetic and tell them to just watch their diet and 'tough out' the glycemic spikes would you? No that would be a horrible/deadly way to live if there is a remedy. Same with dopers. Just stick with maintenance if you know its that or ending up dead or strung out on the streets.
You just gotta stay far far away from needles and full agonist opiates tho. It will be hard at first but after a while you will forget the high and only know the sub feeling. Then you wont feel tormented that you could have something better. You just accept the sub as your coffee or vitamins or somethin that keeps you going day to day.
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Srirachi
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Re: I Got Caught Doing Dope Again [Re: Nova]
#21935995 - 07/13/15 03:17 AM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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You gotta love yourself first CG. Then you can get clean. Slow down, you go through life like you're running from yourself.
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Gorlax



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Re: I Got Caught Doing Dope Again [Re: Crystal G]
#21936002 - 07/13/15 03:25 AM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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Your problem is that you always start off by saying you can manage everything you do in life and refuse to get help from people. That has always been a common trend in your threads. I honestly like you as a poster but I've watched you spiral from saying you barely use dope and can control it, to have unprotected orgies, then marrying some random guy you just met. I think you should listen to the person who birthed you.
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