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Re: I Got Caught Doing Dope Again [Re: Crystal G]
#21929177 - 07/11/15 02:49 PM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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Know how that feels bro Always chasing something you can't reach.
Show your loved ones this your original post, they might be able to understand even though I highly doubt it.
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Re: I Got Caught Doing Dope Again [Re: Acaterpillar]
#21929179 - 07/11/15 02:49 PM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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Acaterpillar said: No more than 10mg's of any benzo? Certain benzo's will have you blacked out at 5 mg's....
I understand that, I think there useful if used corrrectly
but whenever I had only a little I never binged, Its when I had a lot, is when I turned into something else
but I will not be having any for a long while, they are truly devilish to me, and completely change me
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Re: I Got Caught Doing Dope Again [Re: SunnyD]
#21929188 - 07/11/15 02:52 PM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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Me too, I flushed all my benzos down D toilet.
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Re: I Got Caught Doing Dope Again [Re: Amanita86]
#21929193 - 07/11/15 02:54 PM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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Amanita86 said: Me too, I flushed all my benzos down D toilet.
They truly are D devilish drugs D devil 

seriously though
how they take you away in that state of mind... its like the saddest thing ive seen when it comes to drug abuse, where your just a malfunctioning biological machine
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Re: I Got Caught Doing Dope Again [Re: HuskyHonkey]
#21930475 - 07/11/15 07:33 PM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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HuskyHonkey said: Have you tried DXM? I've heard that it helps curb cravings for opiates.
This could work, but it's definitely a bad idea. Could possibly start a new addiction and it's really bad for you in the first place.
It is pretty hard on your liver, but if you only take first or (more preferably) second plateau doses infrequently you should be fine. Now, I may know little about opiate addiction, but DXM is the reason I quit smoking (both cigarettes and weed). It is true that it could start a new addiction, but IME the cravings have never been worse than that of smoking a cig and usually are nonexistent. I don't speak from experience, but I imagine cravings for heroin are a lot more intense than those for a cig.
Please give these a look: Hindawi - DXM Erowid - DXM Bluelight - DXM
@OP: All that being said, the best thing you can do is stay sober. Find a hobby that makes you feel good. Maybe try and help others in need. The long term effects of helping others outweigh the short term effects of any drug, IMO. Stay safe. 
This is true, but for some people raising your blood pressure that high really isn't good. I will still take DXM now and then, i love it! But it's hard to say it's good for you It definitely has it's benefits. As long as your careful and don't have any heart problems, taking it infrequently like you said shouldn't be too bad
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Re: I Got Caught Doing Dope Again [Re: Krazent]
#21930484 - 07/11/15 07:35 PM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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OP do you play any instruments? Guitar? Always helps me when I need to, to just plug my guitar into my amp, fiddle around with the effects, and jam the fuck along to music... Really gets your mind off things
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Re: I Got Caught Doing Dope Again [Re: Krazent]
#21930490 - 07/11/15 07:36 PM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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She is an extremely accomplished pianist. I've seen video.
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Re: I Got Caught Doing Dope Again [Re: zappaisgod]
#21930504 - 07/11/15 07:39 PM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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Piano is great fun to play too Hope you keep that up OP, really.
I'm quite curious, is that video around anywhere?
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Re: I Got Caught Doing Dope Again [Re: Krazent]
#21930539 - 07/11/15 07:48 PM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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I believe she did post it here once. I originally saw it on her facebook page. I'll see if I can find it.
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Re: I Got Caught Doing Dope Again [Re: zappaisgod]
#21930545 - 07/11/15 07:50 PM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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Re: I Got Caught Doing Dope Again [Re: zappaisgod]
#21930549 - 07/11/15 07:51 PM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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Thanks
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Re: I Got Caught Doing Dope Again [Re: Krazent]
#21930566 - 07/11/15 07:54 PM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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Play it. She's really good.
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Re: I Got Caught Doing Dope Again [Re: zappaisgod]
#21930574 - 07/11/15 07:56 PM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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Wow... Far, far, far better than i ever was. She's got some serious skills
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Re: I Got Caught Doing Dope Again [Re: Krazent]
#21930585 - 07/11/15 07:59 PM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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Yes she does. That is just one of the reasons why I hate to hear about her fucking up. She has so much going for her. She could do anything and she chooses death.
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Re: I Got Caught Doing Dope Again [Re: zappaisgod]
#21930601 - 07/11/15 08:04 PM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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I'm sure she knows why she's doing this to herself, wether it's because it's just the easy way out, it's still her lifestyle and the choice is entirely up to her and no one could change that but herself. I hope she figures something out before it's too late though, even just having that amount of musical talent really is something to live for, seriously.
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Re: I Got Caught Doing Dope Again [Re: zappaisgod]
#21930603 - 07/11/15 08:04 PM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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zappaisgod said: http://www.shroomery.org/forums/showflat.php/Number/19720492#19720492
FTL fingers! O_O That must have taken a lot of practice.
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Re: I Got Caught Doing Dope Again [Re: HuskyHonkey]
#21930607 - 07/11/15 08:05 PM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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Probably A LOT of years
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Re: I Got Caught Doing Dope Again [Re: Krazent]
#21930632 - 07/11/15 08:09 PM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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Krazent said: I'm sure she knows why she's doing this to herself, wether it's because it's just the easy way out, it's still her lifestyle and the choice is entirely up to her and no one could change that but herself. I hope she figures something out before it's too late though, even just having that amount of musical talent really is something to live for, seriously.
She and I are friends. It isn't just the music. She is smart as fuck. Funny and fun. There is a hole somewhere that she thinks she needs to fill with heroin. It saddens me a great deal that she fucked up Philly. It was a pretty good gig.
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Re: I Got Caught Doing Dope Again [Re: zappaisgod] 2
#21930658 - 07/11/15 08:13 PM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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zappaisgod said: Yes she does. That is just one of the reasons why I hate to hear about her fucking up. She has so much going for her. She could do anything and she chooses death.
I like crystal G
And honestly wasted potential is a very sad thing
Crystal you gotta get out of that habit
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Re: I Got Caught Doing Dope Again [Re: zappaisgod]
#21930665 - 07/11/15 08:14 PM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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Yes definitely, I see what you mean.. Everyone has a reason to live wether they think it or not. It's just the thinking part that can be quite tricky. Thinking you don't will only bring you down further vise-versa goes for thinking you do have something to live for will only bring you up.
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