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Hayoxp
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Re: I Got Caught Doing Dope Again [Re: Rustifer] 1
#21927502 - 07/11/15 05:33 AM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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Dense?? No clue what you mean by that bic boi 
Me dense? Not at all, maybe a little, maybe titanium dense. 
I'm a nice person, that's all I have to say.
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Re: I Got Caught Doing Dope Again [Re: Krazent]
#21927503 - 07/11/15 05:33 AM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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Lol. Poor guy must have a very hard time navigating the real world.
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Hayoxp
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Re: I Got Caught Doing Dope Again [Re: Krazent]
#21927505 - 07/11/15 05:35 AM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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Lmao, I'm not a fan of N-bomb but it's alright once in a while
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Re: I Got Caught Doing Dope Again [Re: Hayoxp]
#21927509 - 07/11/15 05:38 AM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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Re: I Got Caught Doing Dope Again [Re: Krazent]
#21927513 - 07/11/15 05:40 AM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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The visuals are different than LSD for me, it should just be sold as N-bomb and not LSD. Fuckin retarded people say it's LSD..
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Burke Dennings
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Re: I Got Caught Doing Dope Again [Re: Crystal G] 2
#21927517 - 07/11/15 05:46 AM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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Did your mom call your dope dealer? That's gotta be embarrassing. 
Anyway, good luck G. Addiction is fucking tough. Been losing people to opes left and right these days. I'd be pretty butthurt if you died for them too. Please be careful.
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Konyap

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Is dope anything like sleep paralysis?
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Burke Dennings
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Re: I Got Caught Doing Dope Again [Re: Konyap]
#21927536 - 07/11/15 05:57 AM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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Overall, no. But I have experienced strange sleep states while trying to rest after using heroin. Hypnagogic jerks seem to be greatly increased.
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Re: I Got Caught Doing Dope Again [Re: Crystal G]
#21927538 - 07/11/15 05:58 AM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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I think it's pretty obvious you have depression. I'm the same way. If I get in a bad mood than all of my concerns about what's good for me go out the window and I binge on whatever I can get my hands on until the emotions pass.
In rehab did they ever investigate or probe into the reason you started using drugs in the firs place? I feel that for many people drug use is a symptom of some other issues. Got to work through those issues before you can tackle your drug issue.
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Re: I Got Caught Doing Dope Again [Re: Kronk] 3
#21927575 - 07/11/15 06:15 AM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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You've got to learn to hate that cheap and easy euphoria that comes with the high. It's a reward that's not attached to anything, so you start to learn that doing nothing feels great, and that's a great way to fuck up your world. Your reward system isn't there to make you feel good when your bummed. It's there to make you feel good when you make shit better.
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Re: I Got Caught Doing Dope Again [Re: Mr.GuessWork]
#21927578 - 07/11/15 06:16 AM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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Agreed. Great post.
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Re: I Got Caught Doing Dope Again [Re: Crystal G] 1
#21927765 - 07/11/15 07:46 AM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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It gets a lot easier with time. I don't even really seriously think about using opioids anymore. It's been 6 years 4 months since I got off dope and for me it was really only hard for the first year. You just need to get better at dealing with your problems and stop trying to get back at yourself for fucking up by fucking up even more. It might be easier to just stop using everything entirely.
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Re: I Got Caught Doing Dope Again [Re: Hayoxp]
#21927770 - 07/11/15 07:47 AM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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Hayoxp said: Lmao, I'm not a fan of N-bomb but it's alright once in a while 
I took it once. My brain felt like it was being fried like an egg. Holy shit the back of my skull was on fire. Never again fuck that garbage.
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Re: I Got Caught Doing Dope Again [Re: fapjack]
#21927779 - 07/11/15 07:49 AM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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fapjack said: It gets a lot easier with time. I don't even really seriously think about using opioids anymore. It's been 6 years 4 months since I got off dope and for me it was really only hard for the first year. You just need to get better at dealing with your problems and stop trying to get back at yourself for fucking up by fucking up even more. It might be easier to just stop using everything entirely.
Ya i rarely do as well. Im mostly 2 years clean. But dont let the few times i used detract from the overwhelming positive ive came out of. Now i could care less. I cant remember the last time I've even thought i should find some dope. Those were all just random and its hard to turn down free drugs.
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Re: I Got Caught Doing Dope Again [Re: Crystal G]
#21927816 - 07/11/15 08:04 AM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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Being an addict is for life. nothing can replace the high that u seek.
Its very hard to quit H, from what ive heard. Very addicting.
Not sure what to say but move to a different state where your living situation would be more healthy for you
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Burke Dennings said: Did your mom call your dope dealer? That's gotta be embarrassing. 
Anyway, good luck G. Addiction is fucking tough. Been losing people to opes left and right these days. I'd be pretty butthurt if you died for them too. Please be careful.
Man, she surpassed the embarrassing window a long time ago. It's flat out humiliation of the 9th degree.
I'm going to meet you and your fiancee pretty soon btw. Let's try and steer clear of the opiates LOL
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Re: I Got Caught Doing Dope Again [Re: Konyap]
#21927843 - 07/11/15 08:16 AM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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Illyabo said: Is dope anything like sleep paralysis?
If I do a FAT shot, like a shot so fat I basically pass out instantaneously on the come-up, I do get sleep paralysis and sleep apnea. So many times I stopped breathing in my sleep for so long, I thought I was going to die dude. FML
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Re: I Got Caught Doing Dope Again [Re: Crystal G]
#21927848 - 07/11/15 08:20 AM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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Crystal G said:
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Burke Dennings said: Did your mom call your dope dealer? That's gotta be embarrassing. 
Anyway, good luck G. Addiction is fucking tough. Been losing people to opes left and right these days. I'd be pretty butthurt if you died for them too. Please be careful.
Man, she surpassed the embarrassing window a long time ago. It's flat out humiliation of the 9th degree.
I'm going to meet you and your fiancee pretty soon btw. Let's try and steer clear of the opiates LOL
I like your mom's chutzpah. Clearly she's not a lady to be fucked with. to her.
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Re: I Got Caught Doing Dope Again [Re: Mr.GuessWork]
#21927866 - 07/11/15 08:25 AM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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I read 1 in 1000 people have tried dope now
street drugs are so shitty
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Re: I Got Caught Doing Dope Again [Re: Konyap]
#21927873 - 07/11/15 08:27 AM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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Im basically the same way with weed tho
It's my crutch to waste time during the day
I'll most likely end up swearing it off as my soul floats into the next life
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