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please I really need someone to talk to but i have no-one
    #21924142 - 07/10/15 11:38 AM (8 years, 6 months ago)

I cant handle this anymore.

i cant control my emotions anymore, i was just screaming at the top of my lungs and crying and was really worried i was going to hurt myself accidentally but punching something or bashing my head in.


please someone just talk to me and tell me things will be okay.

im breaking down constantly because i cant handle my loneliness anymore.

I dont know why im alone and doing simple things like going to work is just torture for me.

my life just feels like torture and i dont want it anymore,. i dont want to be alone i just want someone to love me. I hate my thoughts i just want someone around me to distract me and make me feel like i have some company, WHY IS THIS HAPPENING TO ME, WHY DOES EVERYONE FUCKING HATE ME ITS NOT FUCKING FAIR< I WANT THIS TO STOP PLEEEASE

I get triggered so easily like someone deleted me off facebook makes me feel so worthless.

I feel like im alone and have no-one that cares about me, this is a horrible feeling, i cant get rid of bad memories of people who hate me FUCK i Just want to stop hurting please someone help me this just hurts all the time and wont stop,


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Re: please I really need someone to talk to but i have no-one [Re: SleepyE]
    #21924178 - 07/10/15 11:52 AM (8 years, 6 months ago)

Honestly what the fuck is the point of living, why would i want to go through life alone, i cant take it, i fucking hate this bullshit, i want out i just dont want this constant pain, It just wont stop, i just want one little break FUUUUUCK


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Re: please I really need someone to talk to but i have no-one [Re: SleepyE]
    #21924182 - 07/10/15 11:53 AM (8 years, 6 months ago)

FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKK




I JUST WANT SOMEONE TO TALK TO.


I DONT WANT TO BE ALONE ANYMORE


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Re: please I really need someone to talk to but i have no-one [Re: SleepyE]
    #21924185 - 07/10/15 11:54 AM (8 years, 6 months ago)

it hurts so badly... I want someone to hug me.


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Re: please I really need someone to talk to but i have no-one [Re: SleepyE] * 1
    #21924188 - 07/10/15 11:56 AM (8 years, 6 months ago)

I feel you man, been there myself but things are finally starting to improve slowly but surely. hang in there ! you're not alone. If people don't like you then fuck em, just be yourself & I would recommend writing down your thoughts & feelings, write poetry, write anything it honestly helped me so much. Hang out with some positive people who bring you up & not down. Your drawing's are fucking sick so draw a shit ton & last but not least while your in a situation of solitude use it too your advantage. Being alone is amazing for creativity, no distractions or other influences. I don't even know you but I care about you, you are just as worthy as any other being on this planet, much love & good vibes your way buddy just hold in there & all will be fine.


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Re: please I really need someone to talk to but i have no-one [Re: Anonymous #1]
    #21924206 - 07/10/15 12:04 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

ive been isolated for too long, i just need some form of human contact, this is really messing me up, i feel hopeless,

and thoughts of these people hating me just play over and over and over and i just cant fucking take it. its just torture.

like if i die, literally i cant think of anyone who would care that much, and thats heartbreaking for me, i really feel horrible that i have had no positive effect on anyone in my life, nobody gives two shits about me


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Re: please I really need someone to talk to but i have no-one [Re: Anonymous #1]
    #21924221 - 07/10/15 12:09 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

The world needs you man. Everyone everywhere has a purpose in this world. It may seem Like there's no meaning to life at the moment but there's going to be times in your life where you will better and possibly save others without even knowing it. There's ups and downs in everyone's time here and sometimes you just have to push through and live on to reach the times in which you feel like you finally belong and have made it. Just one day at a time man try and do something kind for others. I'm a strong believer in karma and if you help others eventually someone will come to help you


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Re: please I really need someone to talk to but i have no-one [Re: Rebelutionsssss]
    #21924236 - 07/10/15 12:13 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

It makes me feel weak that i cant control my emotions anyone but this is just something i cant control or hide anyone, I cant explain how badly its hurting, like FUCk this shit i fucking hate this, And these intrusive thoughts of people telling me im nothing and loser just wont stop.


I just want it to be better, i want to be around someone who appreciates my company and vice versa.

my only friends are on vacations this summer so i have no one i can talk to.


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Re: please I really need someone to talk to but i have no-one [Re: SleepyE]
    #21924268 - 07/10/15 12:23 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

People that call you "nothing" or "a loser" are only pushing their Insecurities off on someone else to make themselves feel better. It's a coping mechanism for them because deep down that's how they feel about themselves. Everyone has feelings and deep emotions man, anyone pulling the tough guy act are the ones that feel the most. It makes you human to hurt, and cry, and be angry. There also love and joy in this world man. Without hatred we would never know love, without pain we would never know joy.

Keep your head up man, things will get brighter :hug:


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Re: please I really need someone to talk to but i have no-one [Re: SleepyE] * 1
    #21924278 - 07/10/15 12:30 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

Hey brother! :hug: Everything will be fine, what you are feeling right now is only temporary.


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Re: please I really need someone to talk to but i have no-one [Re: SleepyE]
    #21924297 - 07/10/15 12:38 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

i feel like you would greatly benefit from learning to love yourself more SleepyE :smile: and i also feel like if you had more self-love you would find it easier to attract friends into your life

another suggestion could be to write out what you're looking for in terms of meeting new people, emotional support, etc... and then set about coming up with a strategy of how to accomplish this. one possibility, if you're looking for someone to date, is online dating. another idea might be to try and find a meetup.com group that interests you and meet people that way.

but as someone myself who doesn't have many in-person friendships at the present, i can say that having a loving relationship with yourself can greatly improve your experience of being by yourself. you no longer seek externally for the love that you can give yourself :smile: meditation is also a great thing to engage in when you happen to have a lot of solitary time. as is reading :smile:

i wish you all the best with breaking through this difficult time in your life :heart: you can do it ! :smile:


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Re: please I really need someone to talk to but i have no-one [Re: deff]
    #21924313 - 07/10/15 12:44 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

Explore yourself with entheogens man, it has taught me great self exceptance


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Re: please I really need someone to talk to but i have no-one [Re: SleepyE] * 1
    #21924338 - 07/10/15 12:54 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

a couple of other suggestions... :smile:

you could always do apparently group activities by yourself, take yourself on a date to a nice dinner and a movie :smile: - not only will doing activities like these by yourself be fun, but you might meet people by being out places :smile:

secondly, i noticed you mention that you feel you do not have a positive impact on anyone. have you considered donating to charities and/or doing volunteer work? even something as simple as making online donations to charities you feel passionate about can give you a sense of having helped and contributed to the greater good. i find doing that really picks my mood up :smile: - and volunteering would also be a great way to meet people :smile:

try and stay positive :smile: things can get much better for sure (i know it can be hard to see it at times though) :smile:


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Re: please I really need someone to talk to but i have no-one [Re: deff]
    #21924360 - 07/10/15 01:00 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

You always post of these feelings of despair.  But you never seem to do anything about it.  I would strongly suggest you try online dating,  you have nothing to loose and everything to gain


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Re: please I really need someone to talk to but i have no-one [Re: Anonymous #2]
    #21924797 - 07/10/15 02:07 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

i think i need to find a therapist or something. Its just so hard to find it for free.

and i cant really help posting these feelings of despair. i cant think properly in this state and end up posting shit like this, for fuck sakes i just want this to stop, i want to be around my friends and meet new ones.

im just a mind that cannot handle social isolation very well anymore.


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Re: please I really need someone to talk to but i have no-one [Re: SleepyE]
    #21924978 - 07/10/15 03:10 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

Hit up zombie3 dude haha he's in Canada


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Re: please I really need someone to talk to but i have no-one [Re: SleepyE] * 1
    #21924989 - 07/10/15 03:14 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

If your so lonely what is stopping you from going for walks,  and just doing things by yourself?  where you could possibly meet new people?  I'm not trying to troll or be little you, but I don't think sitting at home dwelling on your feelings is going to help anything...  Possibly making it worse..  Do you live on your own? So there's not a soul around you?  I hope  you consider online dating they pof it's free, I guarantee you'll meet people whether it's just friends or possibly a girlfriend


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Re: please I really need someone to talk to but i have no-one [Re: Anonymous #2] * 1
    #21925288 - 07/10/15 04:32 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

Yeah go for walks ! preferably in a forest if you can .. it makes you feel alive man, maybe drugs aren't a good idea for you right now but perhaps they are, idk only you do. Drugs might just exacerbate the problem I know for me they did help but at the same time they didn't its a bit of a catch 22.  They are great for learning about yourself, the world, love & hope. But for me they also further increased my social isolation so yeah idk. Shoot your friends a msg or give them a call & tell them you need someone close to talk with. Do they know what your going through atm? Go out & meet people ! why not? trust your instincts & be yourself. people will appreciate you more for it :thumbup:


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Re: please I really need someone to talk to but i have no-one [Re: Anonymous #1]
    #21925393 - 07/10/15 05:00 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

Thanks i txted any friends i could unfortunately none responded, darn i could really use some company today.

Yah psychedelics wont fix this this type of problem, just how psychedelic wont fix hungry, im starving for social support right now


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Re: please I really need someone to talk to but i have no-one [Re: SleepyE] * 1
    #21925407 - 07/10/15 05:06 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

yeah going for brisk walks seems to boost my mood :smile: i know you lift weights which probably helps to boost your mood too, but i personally find walks are even better for that :smile: especially now in the nice warm weather :smile: nature is quite therapeutic too :smile:

another thing i'd recommend is focusing on the good things you have in life, as having gratitude makes for a much happier state of mind than focusing on the negative. i know it's hard at times when things seem bad, but we often have a habit of exaggerating the negative and forgetting the positive things in life. just focusing for a few minutes whenever you feel like it on the positive things in life, things to be happy about, can really boost your mood imo :smile: some people take it a step further and keep a 'gratitude journal' full of everything positive that happens to them... then when they're feeling down they read their gratitude journal and it lifts their spirits :smile:

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Re: please I really need someone to talk to but i have no-one [Re: SleepyE]
    #21925410 - 07/10/15 05:07 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

What are thoughts of online dating


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Re: please I really need someone to talk to but i have no-one [Re: SleepyE] * 1
    #21927839 - 07/11/15 08:16 AM (8 years, 6 months ago)

Piano lessons homie, teach'm..


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Re: please I really need someone to talk to but i have no-one [Re: Amanita86] * 1
    #21928603 - 07/11/15 12:01 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

Hang in there bud, take it moment to moment. It may take a while but the feelings will pass. You've got to get out of your head for a while, try and

find something to accomplish this. I like to go to the batting cages when I get too bound up, or some sort of adrenaline release. Feel free to pm me if you ever

need someone to talk to and can't get ahold of anyone. Life is hard and fucked up, but we can make it through if we help each other out. Stay strong!


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Re: please I really need someone to talk to but i have no-one [Re: TrippieHunter]
    #21929065 - 07/11/15 02:19 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

Thanks i was able to get ahold of one of my best friends but wasnt able to make it out last night, today i should be able to make plans, and getting out of my heead is exactly what i need


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Re: please I really need someone to talk to but i have no-one [Re: TrippieHunter]
    #21929969 - 07/11/15 06:01 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

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Hang in there bud, take it moment to moment. It may take a while but the feelings will pass. You've got to get out of your head for a while, try and

find something to accomplish this. I like to go to the batting cages when I get too bound up, or some sort of adrenaline release. Feel free to pm me if you ever

need someone to talk to and can't get ahold of anyone. Life is hard and fucked up, but we can make it through if we help each other out. Stay strong!




Excellent idea! Driving range is a good option also


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Re: please I really need someone to talk to but i have no-one [Re: Anonymous #2]
    #21930342 - 07/11/15 07:04 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

How ya feeling today bud? Hope you're feeling a little better. I know that today is probably no different than yesterday but it's good to ask.


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Re: please I really need someone to talk to but i have no-one [Re: TrippieHunter]
    #21931800 - 07/12/15 01:28 AM (8 years, 6 months ago)

im alittle better now, went out with another good friend to see his rap groups performance, was able to get out of my shell and talk to a bunch of his groupie/friends.

It was nice to socialize, i always fear that me being too isolated from society makes me awkward but it seems it hasent at all. It felt great messing around with those people, i didnt make any new meaningful friendships but i definitely had fun so i say it was an alright night.

really makes me upset that i have to wait until next weekend on saturday to see friends again

I really wish i had weekday friends :frown:


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Re: please I really need someone to talk to but i have no-one [Re: SleepyE] * 1
    #21931824 - 07/12/15 01:42 AM (8 years, 6 months ago)

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im alittle better now, went out with another good friend to see his rap groups performance, was able to get out of my shell and talk to a bunch of his groupie/friends.

It was nice to socialize, i always fear that me being too isolated from society makes me awkward but it seems it hasent at all. It felt great messing around with those people, i didnt make any new meaningful friendships but i definitely had fun so i say it was an alright night.

really makes me upset that i have to wait until next weekend on saturday to see friends again

I really wish i had weekday friends :frown:


Hell yea man! I'm glad you had good time! It's always nice being out with good friends :smile:


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Re: please I really need someone to talk to but i have no-one [Re: Rebelutionsssss]
    #21931844 - 07/12/15 01:48 AM (8 years, 6 months ago)

yeah, im gonna chill with im again next week, hes doing a show at a local bar, usually lots of girls :smile: Im pretty much just trying to desensitize myself to talking to women so there is less anxiety. alcohol really helps me social anxiety :smile:


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Re: please I really need someone to talk to but i have no-one [Re: SleepyE] * 1
    #21931946 - 07/12/15 02:38 AM (8 years, 6 months ago)

Lots of exercise can help with anxiety. I try to walk a few miles a day or every other day then push ups, crunches whatever you know.
I agree people suck, I just when through something like this. What I did was just be honest with the friends I have and was like I'm feeling alone and I need to talk and they were there but if you don't let people know, hold it in and resent them, that's going to cuz some real stress bro.

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    #21932208 - 07/12/15 06:07 AM (8 years, 6 months ago)

Don't you have schizophrenia?

It's the third most disabling illness in existence according to the World Health Organization, ranked above paraplegia.

Don't be so hard on yourself man, try to calm down and not worry about things. A lot of schizophrenics can do close to nothing at all.

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Re: please I really need someone to talk to but i have no-one [Re: SleepyE] * 1
    #21932752 - 07/12/15 10:18 AM (8 years, 6 months ago)

It's not being alone that's the problem. It's the "feeling" of being alone.  The common denominator here is your internal thought processes, not the external world

i wish I could offer some advice that would make everything all better, but no ones suggestions including my own will help.  The grief and despair you feel is internal and is very crippling. I know.  I've dealt with it daily for many years :frown:

Only you can make steps to make it better.  You have to flip your world on its head man.  Travelling can really help hit the reset button.  New people, new cultures, new experiences.  In the end, it's just a distraction and your mind would be waiting for you when you get back home, but it's a good way to hit the reset button before making drastic changes in your life

Take up new hobbies.  Try to meet someone via online. 

And yes, get a therapist.  Your suicidal thoughts are very concerning.  If you can't afford one, there are many programs out there in Canada that offer it for free


You can always private message me when in need man.  I'll be there for u

Id it's any consolation...we are biologically programmed for social bonding.  We are not biologically designed to "walk alone", so your despair is not completely unwarranted


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    #21932891 - 07/12/15 10:56 AM (8 years, 6 months ago)

thank you masked! ive definitely spent too much of my time alone and not with friends so it has put me in a state where i really need constant exposure to really heal myself.

And the fact that i havent experienced intimacy from another human being, not that i never had a chance to but it seems that i have only ever made connections to people that could lead to that when i wasnt really looking for it.
It gives me anxiety because im in the prime of my youth and it feels like its just being wasted away.


Everytime i am looking for that connection with someone or in need of it, i find it impossible to cultivate or find.

no one responds to me when i feel lonely even when i work hard to conceal that about myself by being happy around new people.

Im sure that "law of attraction" stuff is bullshit but my life experience really seems to resonate with that kind of reality.

i have never found a chance for intimacy with someone when i felt in need.

It has always been when i never gave a fuck. Its probably just coincidence but damn its definitely a pattern that i have become aware of.


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Re: please I really need someone to talk to but i have no-one [Re: SleepyE] * 1
    #21933078 - 07/12/15 11:35 AM (8 years, 6 months ago)

When you are at your loneliest is when you won't be able to find what you need. You need to make sure you have something to do for those times. Like during the

week maybe try to draw for an hour a day and read for an hour, go to bed a little earlier. The less stagnant time, the less you feel alone.


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Re: please I really need someone to talk to but i have no-one [Re: TrippieHunter]
    #21933310 - 07/12/15 12:28 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

ive been spending most my time working on a digital painting, i have pretty much been focusing my energy into creation and advancing my skillset.

i agree that when you are lonely you cannot attract social stimulation.


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Re: please I really need someone to talk to but i have no-one [Re: SleepyE]
    #21934684 - 07/12/15 06:52 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

The pictures in your signature are pretty rad. Have you worked at all on the drawing second from the left? That one is particularly rad.


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Re: please I really need someone to talk to but i have no-one [Re: WScott]
    #21934710 - 07/12/15 07:03 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

Sounds like you need to lay off the drugs fully for many months / a few years?

At least if you have doubt in your subconsciousness about that, that's how it usually works

the doubt perpetuates more thoughts


so do you have doubt about something?
your work, education, future?


we meet friends when we feel good ourselves, so if you don't meet friends it could meet you don't feel good at home/with work

you need to listen to yourself , and drugs won't help they will just do the opposite in this situation - take you further from reality


you could find a job/education with similar minded people to yourself, will almost make sure you meet new friends
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Re: please I really need someone to talk to but i have no-one [Re: WScott]
    #21934717 - 07/12/15 07:05 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

thank you :blush:

that one im going to colour in photoshop when im done with the first,

Im not sure if i have the digital art skills to paint and pull off the second on how i envision its going to look yet, but i'll definitely try once my jester piece is finished, that should give me some experience first.

the coloured one is literally taking me forever with photoshop, literally painted all that with a mouse and paint brush tool, probably beyond 15-20 hours in, thats depressing :eek:


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Re: please I really need someone to talk to but i have no-one [Re: lessismore]
    #21934722 - 07/12/15 07:07 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

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Sounds like you need to lay off the drugs fully for many months / a few years?

At least if you have doubt in your subconsciousness about that, that's how it usually works

the doubt perpetuates more thoughts


so do you have doubt about something?
your work, education, future?


we meet friends when we feel good ourselves, so if you don't meet friends it could meet you don't feel good at home/with work

you need to listen to yourself , and drugs won't help they will just do the opposite in this situation - take you further from reality


you could find a job/education with similar minded people to yourself, will almost make sure you meet new friends
any job you can imagine...



i barely do drugs

i drink once in a blue moon only when out with friends.

and i just smoke weed regularly, but its a good anti anxiety for me and regulates my appetite because i constantly need to eat because i body build.

and i havent used psychedelics in many months, im only ever going to use it when i need inspiration for my art.

drugs really arent a problem for me.


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Re: please I really need someone to talk to but i have no-one [Re: SleepyE]
    #21941596 - 07/14/15 10:57 AM (8 years, 6 months ago)

Hey man, ive been following your posts for a few months and heres what ill say:

First, lay off the heavy DMT dosages that you do. I feel like you are trying to fill your void and find some sense of connection through level 5 psychedelic experiences and thats not the answer.

Second, keep making art man. Its fucking brilliant and i know DMT has helped inspire you but just keep it as an occasional thing,

Third, go to a music festival or two. I GUARANTEE you will meet some awesome friends/ladies that you will have for life. Ive gone to festivals alone and ended up in big groups of people having the time of our lives by the end.


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Re: please I really need someone to talk to but i have no-one [Re: EnemaOfState]
    #21941701 - 07/14/15 11:26 AM (8 years, 6 months ago)

i dont use psychedelics, havent for months

only ever gonna use it when i need to have more visions for ideas.

im just spending my time working on art.

but i appreciate the compliment, and festivals are a good idea, i just dunno where they are, i guess toronto, i could do that.


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Re: please I really need someone to talk to but i have no-one [Re: SleepyE] * 1
    #21941816 - 07/14/15 12:15 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

I feel you man, I have today by myself with nothing to do and Im about to go batshit listening to my head talk.. I should roll over and see how my grandma's doing or something.  I'm stuck..


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    #21941819 - 07/14/15 12:16 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

sucks :frown:


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Re: please I really need someone to talk to but i have no-one [Re: SleepyE] * 2
    #21941832 - 07/14/15 12:19 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

ive felt this for many days aswell your not alone man

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    #21941843 - 07/14/15 12:24 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

thanks :smile:

feeling a bit better now, just making sure i go out as often as possible.

though i gotta wait til next saturday looks like :frown:


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Re: please I really need someone to talk to but i have no-one [Re: Amanita86]
    #21941870 - 07/14/15 12:31 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

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I feel you man, I have today by myself with nothing to do and Im about to go batshit listening to my head talk.. I should roll over and see how my grandma's doing or something.  I'm stuck..




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Re: please I really need someone to talk to but i have no-one [Re: WScott]
    #21941985 - 07/14/15 01:01 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

Too much internal dialog and head chatter.  I'd read 100 pages and not remember a word right now, I think a drive may be in order.  That's where I do some of my best thinking..


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Re: please I really need someone to talk to but i have no-one [Re: Amanita86]
    #21944821 - 07/15/15 12:30 AM (8 years, 6 months ago)

That's pretty cool that you can go to festivals and do that. :thumbup: I look up to that.


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Re: please I really need someone to talk to but i have no-one [Re: circastes]
    #21944886 - 07/15/15 12:51 AM (8 years, 6 months ago)

At least you have plans for the weekend.  How are you feeling this week so far?


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Re: please I really need someone to talk to but i have no-one [Re: SleepyE]
    #21945678 - 07/15/15 03:56 AM (8 years, 6 months ago)

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    #21947568 - 07/15/15 02:13 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

nice got my g2 today after i failed twice, fuckin cashgrab.

they said i was flawless this time :dancingbacon:

this should definitely give me more chances to get out now!


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Re: please I really need someone to talk to but i have no-one [Re: SleepyE] * 1
    #21947609 - 07/15/15 02:23 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

That's great to hear!  Explore the country side or find a forest and go get into nature!


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Re: please I really need someone to talk to but i have no-one [Re: Chastity Psilocybe]
    #21947645 - 07/15/15 02:29 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

thats a good idea :smile:


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    #21947670 - 07/15/15 02:35 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

I would suggest a small town called mount albert.  Is off hwy 48 and mount albert road.  LoTs of forests to go to there.  Quiet little town too.


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    #21947813 - 07/15/15 03:01 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

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they said i was flawless this time :dancingbacon:




Congratulations. When I did my G road test the only point I lost was for not yielding completely at a signal-less railway crossing so make sure you do that.


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Re: please I really need someone to talk to but i have no-one [Re: WScott]
    #21958874 - 07/18/15 12:25 AM (8 years, 6 months ago)

Just drove to a bar after work :grin:

i LOVE the freedom of driving now that i have my g2. it feels badass :dancingbacon:

saw a bunch of old friends at this bar and got to catch up wth them :yesnod:


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