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Re: please I really need someone to talk to but i have no-one [Re: SleepyE]
    #21925410 - 07/10/15 05:07 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

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Re: please I really need someone to talk to but i have no-one [Re: SleepyE] * 1
    #21927839 - 07/11/15 08:16 AM (8 years, 6 months ago)

Piano lessons homie, teach'm..


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Re: please I really need someone to talk to but i have no-one [Re: Amanita86] * 1
    #21928603 - 07/11/15 12:01 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

Hang in there bud, take it moment to moment. It may take a while but the feelings will pass. You've got to get out of your head for a while, try and

find something to accomplish this. I like to go to the batting cages when I get too bound up, or some sort of adrenaline release. Feel free to pm me if you ever

need someone to talk to and can't get ahold of anyone. Life is hard and fucked up, but we can make it through if we help each other out. Stay strong!


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Re: please I really need someone to talk to but i have no-one [Re: TrippieHunter]
    #21929065 - 07/11/15 02:19 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

Thanks i was able to get ahold of one of my best friends but wasnt able to make it out last night, today i should be able to make plans, and getting out of my heead is exactly what i need


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Re: please I really need someone to talk to but i have no-one [Re: TrippieHunter]
    #21929969 - 07/11/15 06:01 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

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Hang in there bud, take it moment to moment. It may take a while but the feelings will pass. You've got to get out of your head for a while, try and

find something to accomplish this. I like to go to the batting cages when I get too bound up, or some sort of adrenaline release. Feel free to pm me if you ever

need someone to talk to and can't get ahold of anyone. Life is hard and fucked up, but we can make it through if we help each other out. Stay strong!




Excellent idea! Driving range is a good option also


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Re: please I really need someone to talk to but i have no-one [Re: Anonymous #2]
    #21930342 - 07/11/15 07:04 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

How ya feeling today bud? Hope you're feeling a little better. I know that today is probably no different than yesterday but it's good to ask.


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Re: please I really need someone to talk to but i have no-one [Re: TrippieHunter]
    #21931800 - 07/12/15 01:28 AM (8 years, 6 months ago)

im alittle better now, went out with another good friend to see his rap groups performance, was able to get out of my shell and talk to a bunch of his groupie/friends.

It was nice to socialize, i always fear that me being too isolated from society makes me awkward but it seems it hasent at all. It felt great messing around with those people, i didnt make any new meaningful friendships but i definitely had fun so i say it was an alright night.

really makes me upset that i have to wait until next weekend on saturday to see friends again

I really wish i had weekday friends :frown:


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Re: please I really need someone to talk to but i have no-one [Re: SleepyE] * 1
    #21931824 - 07/12/15 01:42 AM (8 years, 6 months ago)

Quote:

SleepyE said:
im alittle better now, went out with another good friend to see his rap groups performance, was able to get out of my shell and talk to a bunch of his groupie/friends.

It was nice to socialize, i always fear that me being too isolated from society makes me awkward but it seems it hasent at all. It felt great messing around with those people, i didnt make any new meaningful friendships but i definitely had fun so i say it was an alright night.

really makes me upset that i have to wait until next weekend on saturday to see friends again

I really wish i had weekday friends :frown:


Hell yea man! I'm glad you had good time! It's always nice being out with good friends :smile:


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Re: please I really need someone to talk to but i have no-one [Re: Rebelutionsssss]
    #21931844 - 07/12/15 01:48 AM (8 years, 6 months ago)

yeah, im gonna chill with im again next week, hes doing a show at a local bar, usually lots of girls :smile: Im pretty much just trying to desensitize myself to talking to women so there is less anxiety. alcohol really helps me social anxiety :smile:


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Re: please I really need someone to talk to but i have no-one [Re: SleepyE] * 1
    #21931946 - 07/12/15 02:38 AM (8 years, 6 months ago)

Lots of exercise can help with anxiety. I try to walk a few miles a day or every other day then push ups, crunches whatever you know.
I agree people suck, I just when through something like this. What I did was just be honest with the friends I have and was like I'm feeling alone and I need to talk and they were there but if you don't let people know, hold it in and resent them, that's going to cuz some real stress bro.

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Re: please I really need someone to talk to but i have no-one [Re: Citizen X] * 1
    #21932208 - 07/12/15 06:07 AM (8 years, 6 months ago)

Don't you have schizophrenia?

It's the third most disabling illness in existence according to the World Health Organization, ranked above paraplegia.

Don't be so hard on yourself man, try to calm down and not worry about things. A lot of schizophrenics can do close to nothing at all.

It's just your brain.


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Re: please I really need someone to talk to but i have no-one [Re: SleepyE] * 1
    #21932752 - 07/12/15 10:18 AM (8 years, 6 months ago)

It's not being alone that's the problem. It's the "feeling" of being alone.  The common denominator here is your internal thought processes, not the external world

i wish I could offer some advice that would make everything all better, but no ones suggestions including my own will help.  The grief and despair you feel is internal and is very crippling. I know.  I've dealt with it daily for many years :frown:

Only you can make steps to make it better.  You have to flip your world on its head man.  Travelling can really help hit the reset button.  New people, new cultures, new experiences.  In the end, it's just a distraction and your mind would be waiting for you when you get back home, but it's a good way to hit the reset button before making drastic changes in your life

Take up new hobbies.  Try to meet someone via online. 

And yes, get a therapist.  Your suicidal thoughts are very concerning.  If you can't afford one, there are many programs out there in Canada that offer it for free


You can always private message me when in need man.  I'll be there for u

Id it's any consolation...we are biologically programmed for social bonding.  We are not biologically designed to "walk alone", so your despair is not completely unwarranted


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Re: please I really need someone to talk to but i have no-one [Re: Masked] * 1
    #21932891 - 07/12/15 10:56 AM (8 years, 6 months ago)

thank you masked! ive definitely spent too much of my time alone and not with friends so it has put me in a state where i really need constant exposure to really heal myself.

And the fact that i havent experienced intimacy from another human being, not that i never had a chance to but it seems that i have only ever made connections to people that could lead to that when i wasnt really looking for it.
It gives me anxiety because im in the prime of my youth and it feels like its just being wasted away.


Everytime i am looking for that connection with someone or in need of it, i find it impossible to cultivate or find.

no one responds to me when i feel lonely even when i work hard to conceal that about myself by being happy around new people.

Im sure that "law of attraction" stuff is bullshit but my life experience really seems to resonate with that kind of reality.

i have never found a chance for intimacy with someone when i felt in need.

It has always been when i never gave a fuck. Its probably just coincidence but damn its definitely a pattern that i have become aware of.


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Re: please I really need someone to talk to but i have no-one [Re: SleepyE] * 1
    #21933078 - 07/12/15 11:35 AM (8 years, 6 months ago)

When you are at your loneliest is when you won't be able to find what you need. You need to make sure you have something to do for those times. Like during the

week maybe try to draw for an hour a day and read for an hour, go to bed a little earlier. The less stagnant time, the less you feel alone.


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Re: please I really need someone to talk to but i have no-one [Re: TrippieHunter]
    #21933310 - 07/12/15 12:28 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

ive been spending most my time working on a digital painting, i have pretty much been focusing my energy into creation and advancing my skillset.

i agree that when you are lonely you cannot attract social stimulation.


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Re: please I really need someone to talk to but i have no-one [Re: SleepyE]
    #21934684 - 07/12/15 06:52 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

The pictures in your signature are pretty rad. Have you worked at all on the drawing second from the left? That one is particularly rad.


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Re: please I really need someone to talk to but i have no-one [Re: WScott]
    #21934710 - 07/12/15 07:03 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

Sounds like you need to lay off the drugs fully for many months / a few years?

At least if you have doubt in your subconsciousness about that, that's how it usually works

the doubt perpetuates more thoughts


so do you have doubt about something?
your work, education, future?


we meet friends when we feel good ourselves, so if you don't meet friends it could meet you don't feel good at home/with work

you need to listen to yourself , and drugs won't help they will just do the opposite in this situation - take you further from reality


you could find a job/education with similar minded people to yourself, will almost make sure you meet new friends
any job you can imagine...


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Re: please I really need someone to talk to but i have no-one [Re: WScott]
    #21934717 - 07/12/15 07:05 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

thank you :blush:

that one im going to colour in photoshop when im done with the first,

Im not sure if i have the digital art skills to paint and pull off the second on how i envision its going to look yet, but i'll definitely try once my jester piece is finished, that should give me some experience first.

the coloured one is literally taking me forever with photoshop, literally painted all that with a mouse and paint brush tool, probably beyond 15-20 hours in, thats depressing :eek:


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Re: please I really need someone to talk to but i have no-one [Re: lessismore]
    #21934722 - 07/12/15 07:07 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

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Sounds like you need to lay off the drugs fully for many months / a few years?

At least if you have doubt in your subconsciousness about that, that's how it usually works

the doubt perpetuates more thoughts


so do you have doubt about something?
your work, education, future?


we meet friends when we feel good ourselves, so if you don't meet friends it could meet you don't feel good at home/with work

you need to listen to yourself , and drugs won't help they will just do the opposite in this situation - take you further from reality


you could find a job/education with similar minded people to yourself, will almost make sure you meet new friends
any job you can imagine...



i barely do drugs

i drink once in a blue moon only when out with friends.

and i just smoke weed regularly, but its a good anti anxiety for me and regulates my appetite because i constantly need to eat because i body build.

and i havent used psychedelics in many months, im only ever going to use it when i need inspiration for my art.

drugs really arent a problem for me.


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Re: please I really need someone to talk to but i have no-one [Re: SleepyE]
    #21941596 - 07/14/15 10:57 AM (8 years, 6 months ago)

Hey man, ive been following your posts for a few months and heres what ill say:

First, lay off the heavy DMT dosages that you do. I feel like you are trying to fill your void and find some sense of connection through level 5 psychedelic experiences and thats not the answer.

Second, keep making art man. Its fucking brilliant and i know DMT has helped inspire you but just keep it as an occasional thing,

Third, go to a music festival or two. I GUARANTEE you will meet some awesome friends/ladies that you will have for life. Ive gone to festivals alone and ended up in big groups of people having the time of our lives by the end.


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