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please I really need someone to talk to but i have no-one
    #21924142 - 07/10/15 11:38 AM (8 years, 6 months ago)

I cant handle this anymore.

i cant control my emotions anymore, i was just screaming at the top of my lungs and crying and was really worried i was going to hurt myself accidentally but punching something or bashing my head in.


please someone just talk to me and tell me things will be okay.

im breaking down constantly because i cant handle my loneliness anymore.

I dont know why im alone and doing simple things like going to work is just torture for me.

my life just feels like torture and i dont want it anymore,. i dont want to be alone i just want someone to love me. I hate my thoughts i just want someone around me to distract me and make me feel like i have some company, WHY IS THIS HAPPENING TO ME, WHY DOES EVERYONE FUCKING HATE ME ITS NOT FUCKING FAIR< I WANT THIS TO STOP PLEEEASE

I get triggered so easily like someone deleted me off facebook makes me feel so worthless.

I feel like im alone and have no-one that cares about me, this is a horrible feeling, i cant get rid of bad memories of people who hate me FUCK i Just want to stop hurting please someone help me this just hurts all the time and wont stop,


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Re: please I really need someone to talk to but i have no-one [Re: SleepyE]
    #21924178 - 07/10/15 11:52 AM (8 years, 6 months ago)

Honestly what the fuck is the point of living, why would i want to go through life alone, i cant take it, i fucking hate this bullshit, i want out i just dont want this constant pain, It just wont stop, i just want one little break FUUUUUCK


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Re: please I really need someone to talk to but i have no-one [Re: SleepyE]
    #21924182 - 07/10/15 11:53 AM (8 years, 6 months ago)

FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKK




I JUST WANT SOMEONE TO TALK TO.


I DONT WANT TO BE ALONE ANYMORE


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Re: please I really need someone to talk to but i have no-one [Re: SleepyE]
    #21924185 - 07/10/15 11:54 AM (8 years, 6 months ago)

it hurts so badly... I want someone to hug me.


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Re: please I really need someone to talk to but i have no-one [Re: SleepyE] * 1
    #21924188 - 07/10/15 11:56 AM (8 years, 6 months ago)

I feel you man, been there myself but things are finally starting to improve slowly but surely. hang in there ! you're not alone. If people don't like you then fuck em, just be yourself & I would recommend writing down your thoughts & feelings, write poetry, write anything it honestly helped me so much. Hang out with some positive people who bring you up & not down. Your drawing's are fucking sick so draw a shit ton & last but not least while your in a situation of solitude use it too your advantage. Being alone is amazing for creativity, no distractions or other influences. I don't even know you but I care about you, you are just as worthy as any other being on this planet, much love & good vibes your way buddy just hold in there & all will be fine.


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Re: please I really need someone to talk to but i have no-one [Re: Anonymous #1]
    #21924206 - 07/10/15 12:04 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

ive been isolated for too long, i just need some form of human contact, this is really messing me up, i feel hopeless,

and thoughts of these people hating me just play over and over and over and i just cant fucking take it. its just torture.

like if i die, literally i cant think of anyone who would care that much, and thats heartbreaking for me, i really feel horrible that i have had no positive effect on anyone in my life, nobody gives two shits about me


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Re: please I really need someone to talk to but i have no-one [Re: Anonymous #1]
    #21924221 - 07/10/15 12:09 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

The world needs you man. Everyone everywhere has a purpose in this world. It may seem Like there's no meaning to life at the moment but there's going to be times in your life where you will better and possibly save others without even knowing it. There's ups and downs in everyone's time here and sometimes you just have to push through and live on to reach the times in which you feel like you finally belong and have made it. Just one day at a time man try and do something kind for others. I'm a strong believer in karma and if you help others eventually someone will come to help you


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Re: please I really need someone to talk to but i have no-one [Re: Rebelutionsssss]
    #21924236 - 07/10/15 12:13 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

It makes me feel weak that i cant control my emotions anyone but this is just something i cant control or hide anyone, I cant explain how badly its hurting, like FUCk this shit i fucking hate this, And these intrusive thoughts of people telling me im nothing and loser just wont stop.


I just want it to be better, i want to be around someone who appreciates my company and vice versa.

my only friends are on vacations this summer so i have no one i can talk to.


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Re: please I really need someone to talk to but i have no-one [Re: SleepyE]
    #21924268 - 07/10/15 12:23 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

People that call you "nothing" or "a loser" are only pushing their Insecurities off on someone else to make themselves feel better. It's a coping mechanism for them because deep down that's how they feel about themselves. Everyone has feelings and deep emotions man, anyone pulling the tough guy act are the ones that feel the most. It makes you human to hurt, and cry, and be angry. There also love and joy in this world man. Without hatred we would never know love, without pain we would never know joy.

Keep your head up man, things will get brighter :hug:


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Re: please I really need someone to talk to but i have no-one [Re: SleepyE] * 1
    #21924278 - 07/10/15 12:30 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

Hey brother! :hug: Everything will be fine, what you are feeling right now is only temporary.


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Re: please I really need someone to talk to but i have no-one [Re: SleepyE]
    #21924297 - 07/10/15 12:38 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

i feel like you would greatly benefit from learning to love yourself more SleepyE :smile: and i also feel like if you had more self-love you would find it easier to attract friends into your life

another suggestion could be to write out what you're looking for in terms of meeting new people, emotional support, etc... and then set about coming up with a strategy of how to accomplish this. one possibility, if you're looking for someone to date, is online dating. another idea might be to try and find a meetup.com group that interests you and meet people that way.

but as someone myself who doesn't have many in-person friendships at the present, i can say that having a loving relationship with yourself can greatly improve your experience of being by yourself. you no longer seek externally for the love that you can give yourself :smile: meditation is also a great thing to engage in when you happen to have a lot of solitary time. as is reading :smile:

i wish you all the best with breaking through this difficult time in your life :heart: you can do it ! :smile:


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Re: please I really need someone to talk to but i have no-one [Re: deff]
    #21924313 - 07/10/15 12:44 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

Explore yourself with entheogens man, it has taught me great self exceptance


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Re: please I really need someone to talk to but i have no-one [Re: SleepyE] * 1
    #21924338 - 07/10/15 12:54 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

a couple of other suggestions... :smile:

you could always do apparently group activities by yourself, take yourself on a date to a nice dinner and a movie :smile: - not only will doing activities like these by yourself be fun, but you might meet people by being out places :smile:

secondly, i noticed you mention that you feel you do not have a positive impact on anyone. have you considered donating to charities and/or doing volunteer work? even something as simple as making online donations to charities you feel passionate about can give you a sense of having helped and contributed to the greater good. i find doing that really picks my mood up :smile: - and volunteering would also be a great way to meet people :smile:

try and stay positive :smile: things can get much better for sure (i know it can be hard to see it at times though) :smile:


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Re: please I really need someone to talk to but i have no-one [Re: deff]
    #21924360 - 07/10/15 01:00 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

You always post of these feelings of despair.  But you never seem to do anything about it.  I would strongly suggest you try online dating,  you have nothing to loose and everything to gain


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Re: please I really need someone to talk to but i have no-one [Re: Anonymous #2]
    #21924797 - 07/10/15 02:07 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

i think i need to find a therapist or something. Its just so hard to find it for free.

and i cant really help posting these feelings of despair. i cant think properly in this state and end up posting shit like this, for fuck sakes i just want this to stop, i want to be around my friends and meet new ones.

im just a mind that cannot handle social isolation very well anymore.


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Re: please I really need someone to talk to but i have no-one [Re: SleepyE]
    #21924978 - 07/10/15 03:10 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

Hit up zombie3 dude haha he's in Canada


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Re: please I really need someone to talk to but i have no-one [Re: SleepyE] * 1
    #21924989 - 07/10/15 03:14 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

If your so lonely what is stopping you from going for walks,  and just doing things by yourself?  where you could possibly meet new people?  I'm not trying to troll or be little you, but I don't think sitting at home dwelling on your feelings is going to help anything...  Possibly making it worse..  Do you live on your own? So there's not a soul around you?  I hope  you consider online dating they pof it's free, I guarantee you'll meet people whether it's just friends or possibly a girlfriend


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    #21925288 - 07/10/15 04:32 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

Yeah go for walks ! preferably in a forest if you can .. it makes you feel alive man, maybe drugs aren't a good idea for you right now but perhaps they are, idk only you do. Drugs might just exacerbate the problem I know for me they did help but at the same time they didn't its a bit of a catch 22.  They are great for learning about yourself, the world, love & hope. But for me they also further increased my social isolation so yeah idk. Shoot your friends a msg or give them a call & tell them you need someone close to talk with. Do they know what your going through atm? Go out & meet people ! why not? trust your instincts & be yourself. people will appreciate you more for it :thumbup:


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Re: please I really need someone to talk to but i have no-one [Re: Anonymous #1]
    #21925393 - 07/10/15 05:00 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

Thanks i txted any friends i could unfortunately none responded, darn i could really use some company today.

Yah psychedelics wont fix this this type of problem, just how psychedelic wont fix hungry, im starving for social support right now


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Re: please I really need someone to talk to but i have no-one [Re: SleepyE] * 1
    #21925407 - 07/10/15 05:06 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

yeah going for brisk walks seems to boost my mood :smile: i know you lift weights which probably helps to boost your mood too, but i personally find walks are even better for that :smile: especially now in the nice warm weather :smile: nature is quite therapeutic too :smile:

another thing i'd recommend is focusing on the good things you have in life, as having gratitude makes for a much happier state of mind than focusing on the negative. i know it's hard at times when things seem bad, but we often have a habit of exaggerating the negative and forgetting the positive things in life. just focusing for a few minutes whenever you feel like it on the positive things in life, things to be happy about, can really boost your mood imo :smile: some people take it a step further and keep a 'gratitude journal' full of everything positive that happens to them... then when they're feeling down they read their gratitude journal and it lifts their spirits :smile:

best wishes to you SleepE :smile: :heart:


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