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My son passed away this morning. * 4
    #21914872 - 07/08/15 12:43 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

I am incredibly distraught and I don't know what to do.

He was.So beautiful...No words can describe the pain I feel.
SIDs.
I loved him more than anything and just..wow.
It's all fucked.
I have not stopped crying for over four hours..the.mother even worse.
He was so beautiful..
Any grieving advice would.be helpful.


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Re: My son passed away this morning. [Re: hTx] * 2
    #21914892 - 07/08/15 12:48 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

I (we all) love you and yours. Focus on the love of your family and the others you meet. And breathe deep and firm. Sending you warmth.

"Don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened" - Dr. Seuss

:hug:


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Re: My son passed away this morning. [Re: hTx] * 3
    #21914907 - 07/08/15 12:49 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

I'd recommend looking into SIDS support groups in your area. I'm sorry for your loss.


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Re: My son passed away this morning. [Re: hTx] * 1
    #21914912 - 07/08/15 12:50 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

Sorry to hear of your loss.  As Ive never been through that I cant imagine what words would be of any worth other than sorry, so I won't pretend like I do..

Thoughts & prayers, :heart:&:peace:


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Re: My son passed away this morning. [Re: trampis] * 1
    #21914913 - 07/08/15 12:50 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

Stay around family


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Re: My son passed away this morning. [Re: Soul-Shine] * 1
    #21914914 - 07/08/15 12:50 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

Sorry about that (although i know that means nothing).
I cant imagine. What should you do about it? There is really nothing to be done. Move on ( although easier said then done). It will happen eventually though

I really feel for you :hug:


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Re: My son passed away this morning. [Re: hTx] * 1
    #21914926 - 07/08/15 12:55 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

sorry for your loss hTx. i think the best thing for you to do would be with people you really love right now. it sucks and i'm sure the pain is vivid right now, but just cry and let everything all out.

it may take a while to get over, but just be strong and work your way through it. :hug:


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Re: My son passed away this morning. [Re: hTx]
    #21914932 - 07/08/15 12:56 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

:hug:


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Re: My son passed away this morning. [Re: hTx] * 2
    #21914936 - 07/08/15 12:58 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

The greatest grief brings the greatest happiness. I can't imagine me acting any different if that happened to me.    :sad:


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Re: My son passed away this morning. [Re: Hayoxp] * 1
    #21914954 - 07/08/15 01:03 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

Wow I am so sorry that has happened :frown:

I agree stay with family. Make calls to those close to you, it is important to be around people you love right now


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Re: My son passed away this morning. [Re: ManianFH] * 2
    #21914961 - 07/08/15 01:05 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

You and your wife will be happy again one day.  When you're ready try yo work on finding that happiness in every day.


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Re: My son passed away this morning. [Re: ManianFH] * 1
    #21915010 - 07/08/15 01:16 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

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Re: My son passed away this morning. [Re: hTx] * 1
    #21915027 - 07/08/15 01:22 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

I'm sorry for your loss.


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Re: My son passed away this morning. [Re: lowbrow] * 1
    #21915070 - 07/08/15 01:33 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

Oh man, that is so sad
sincere condolences


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Re: My son passed away this morning. [Re: hTx] * 1
    #21915127 - 07/08/15 01:42 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

Damn, that must hurt. My condolences as well.


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Re: My son passed away this morning. [Re: Le_Canard] * 1
    #21915164 - 07/08/15 01:52 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

My condolences OP. How old was your son? What was the cause of death?

Is there anything we can do to help you through this?


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Re: My son passed away this morning. [Re: Patlal] * 1
    #21915182 - 07/08/15 01:58 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

He said SIDS so im guessing an infant and thats how he died. But man what terrible thing my heart goes out to OP. I mean something like that there was prob nothing you could have done man. I mean something like that was ment to happen or it wouldnt have you know? I know that prob doesnt make it less painful but maybe it will help you come to terms.


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Re: My son passed away this morning. [Re: CHeifM4sterDiezL] * 1
    #21915185 - 07/08/15 02:00 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

Oh shit... Wow, that must be horrible....

I'm very sorry OP...


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Re: My son passed away this morning. [Re: hTx] * 17
    #21915188 - 07/08/15 02:01 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

Quote:

hTx said:
I am incredibly distraught and I don't know what to do.

He was.So beautiful...No words can describe the pain I feel.
SIDs.
I loved him more than anything and just..wow.
It's all fucked.
I have not stopped crying for over four hours..the.mother even worse.
He was so beautiful..
Any grieving advice would.be helpful.



I lost a brother to SIDS.  2 months.  You will never be the same again.  You will have good days and have some laughs eventually but you will never be the same.  It is the worst that can happen.  I think about Steven Frederick often and I was 9.  There is no greater horror.  I remember that morning like it was yesterday.  The phone call and the firemen running in and my mother just gone for months.  They sent me and my sister to live with relatives for a couple months and my father changed his career path to be home more.

On my first date with my wife she asked me what I wanted in life.  I said, "do my work, laugh and die before my children."

I am crying for your baby.  That is not a lie.


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Re: My son passed away this morning. [Re: hTx] * 3
    #21915194 - 07/08/15 02:02 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

Oh man..

That's gotta hurt like no other
:hug: :heart:


Just know one day down the road, you will come to peace with this loss..


I wish you the best, :hug:


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Re: My son passed away this morning. [Re: SunnyD] * 1
    #21915200 - 07/08/15 02:03 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

He will never come to peace with this loss.


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Re: My son passed away this morning. [Re: hTx] * 1
    #21915237 - 07/08/15 02:11 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

Sorry for your loss.


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Re: My son passed away this morning. [Re: The Phleg] * 1
    #21915324 - 07/08/15 02:35 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

my deepest condolences hTx


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Re: My son passed away this morning. [Re: zappaisgod] * 3
    #21915335 - 07/08/15 02:40 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

How are you so sure?

Time heals all wounds, I feel
through life or death



but we will not be getting into it,


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Re: My son passed away this morning. [Re: SunnyD] * 1
    #21915347 - 07/08/15 02:43 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

Quote:

AddyZomeD said:
How are you so sure?

Time heals all wounds, I feel
through life or death



but we will not be getting into it,




No, it doesn't.  There is no healing from this.  It is life changing hell.  You have no idea how bad this is.  Don't even.


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Re: My son passed away this morning. [Re: zappaisgod] * 1
    #21915359 - 07/08/15 02:46 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

Having another child is the only way


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Re: My son passed away this morning. [Re: zappaisgod] * 2
    #21915370 - 07/08/15 02:49 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

Unimaginable! I can't begin to express my condolences for such a loss. Prayers to you and his mother.:hug:


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Re: My son passed away this morning. [Re: Hayoxp] * 1
    #21915378 - 07/08/15 02:50 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

Quote:

Hayoxp said:
Having another child is the only way



Won't matter.


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Re: My son passed away this morning. [Re: SunnyD] * 2
    #21915386 - 07/08/15 02:52 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

He's right az, I had the same thing happen to a little brother and 20 years later it still hurts... the best that can happen is you think of it a tiny bit less often as the years pass but it's still there...every holiday, every birthday, every now and then when something reminds you of them. this was my brother, I couldn't imagine if it was my son.

Htx I'm so sorry for your loss.


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Re: My son passed away this morning. [Re: chicksgrowtoo] * 6
    #21915446 - 07/08/15 03:06 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

Hayoxp, Zomed. The two of you, just please stop.

HTx, there really are no words.  I'm just so sorry man.  My heart breaks for you. :sad:


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Re: My son passed away this morning. [Re: Burke Dennings] * 2
    #21915483 - 07/08/15 03:13 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

My deepest condolences OP


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Re: My son passed away this morning. [Re: hTx] * 2
    #21915503 - 07/08/15 03:17 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

Quote:

hTx said:
I am incredibly distraught and I don't know what to do.

He was.So beautiful...No words can describe the pain I feel.
SIDs.
I loved him more than anything and just..wow.
It's all fucked.
I have not stopped crying for over four hours..the.mother even worse.
He was so beautiful..
Any grieving advice would.be helpful.




I can only imagine the feelings you are dealing with, and your family.

The only thing you can do is remember the memories you have with him and hold them close and important to you.
You must learn to overcome this situtation, learn to come to peace with it.

He may not exist in this body, at this time, in this world anymore. But he does exist in another place, where you will be able to see him again, at some point.

We all feel for you.


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Re: My son passed away this morning. [Re: Burke Dennings] * 3
    #21915521 - 07/08/15 03:20 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

All I did was give support, and say one day you might come to peace?
I bet he is utterly devastated to every meaning of the word,


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Re: My son passed away this morning. [Re: SunnyD] * 1
    #21915526 - 07/08/15 03:21 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

Quote:

AddyZomeD said:
All I did was give support, and say one day you might come to peace?
I bet he is utterly devastated to every meaning of the word,



I know that is what you meant.


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Re: My son passed away this morning. [Re: SunnyD] * 1
    #21915544 - 07/08/15 03:25 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

I might've misinterpreted what you said then.  Nothing personal.


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Re: My son passed away this morning. [Re: Burke Dennings] * 1
    #21915647 - 07/08/15 03:48 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

Your life will never be the same, but you need to continue on. Live your life, support your family, take happiness when you can find it. It will be tough but it isn't goodbye, it's a see you later.

So sorry for your loss.


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Re: My son passed away this morning. [Re: hTx] * 1
    #21915650 - 07/08/15 03:50 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

I'm really sorry to hear that man for what it's worth :sad:


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Re: My son passed away this morning. [Re: hTx] * 2
    #21915794 - 07/08/15 04:20 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

It will never be the same, time won't heal it, but time will let you learn how to live with it, but it will still forever be there.

I had a friend lose his kid and even after he opened up to me about it I still can't imagine what you are going through and it's not something I can pretend to understand or know what it is like. I truly wish the best for you and wish I could say something to ease you but I know there isn't anything anyone can say that can make this better. All I can recommend is don't hold it in, let it out, all of it, because bottling it up will continue to build until you breakdown and this isn't something you should hold in. Spend time with your loved ones, and find people to talk to who can truly relate to what you're going through. I really can't even express how much I feel for you... cry, talk, do whatever you have to man, and just attempt to keep your head up, as hard as I can imagine that will be.


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Re: My son passed away this morning. [Re: hTx]
    #21915931 - 07/08/15 04:54 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

:sad: Watching my grandparents bury my Dad was awful enough, and he was 48; I can't begin to imagine.. The best I can think of saying is to try your best to not think about it for now. I have no experience with it, so that could be awful advice. A support group seems like a great idea. Again I wouldn't rush into it, but I have no idea.. :hug:


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Re: My son passed away this morning. [Re: DustBunny]
    #21916089 - 07/08/15 05:29 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

hTx man I can't begin to feel what you feel but as you can see there is a ton of people on here who will support you.


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Re: My son passed away this morning. [Re: hTx] * 1
    #21916120 - 07/08/15 05:44 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

Quote:

hTx said:
I am incredibly distraught and I don't know what to do.

He was.So beautiful...No words can describe the pain I feel.
SIDs.
I loved him more than anything and just..wow.
It's all fucked.
I have not stopped crying for over four hours..the.mother even worse.
He was so beautiful..
Any grieving advice would.be helpful.




Dude! Im so sorry for your loss! I know words cant express what your feeling right now. Hearing about a innocent child passing is just gut wrenching to me. It so unfortunate. Please keep your head up man. Things will improve.....nothing will ever replace that void.....but stay positive. Even though thats easy to say. Im sorry you had to experience such a thing.  Some things in life just dont make any sense.....just dont give up bud. :hug:


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Re: My son passed away this morning. [Re: hTx]
    #21916227 - 07/08/15 06:16 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

I'm so sorry you're going through that. I can't even imagine the pain your going through.


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Re: My son passed away this morning. [Re: hTx] * 1
    #21916247 - 07/08/15 06:23 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

That so tragic man :sad: My heart goes out to you and your woman.
I know it won't be easy. But try to stay positive. I can't even imagine how terrible that must feel.. fuck man.
Grieve.. grieve.. grieve. You two have each other at least. We are here for you as well.
Fucking hell!!!

I will grieve with you.


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Re: My son passed away this morning. [Re: hTx]
    #21916334 - 07/08/15 06:46 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

Fuck..... :sad: I can't imagine losing a child. Cry as much as you need to, and lean on everyone/anyone that you can, for as long as you need to. You'll get through this.  :hug:


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Re: My son passed away this morning. [Re: hTx]
    #21916377 - 07/08/15 06:57 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

HTX, we're all with you buddy, god took him because he was too amazing for this world, he's an angel in heaven, he is someones guardian angel, he IS beautiful, not was, he will never be forgotten, he will never be lost, he is still with us, his soul will fly on, in the gleaming son, in the bellowing light, he shall shine. Keep your head high, a glimmer on the edge of the edge of an eclipse is his smile. We all love you, and yours.

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Re: My son passed away this morning. [Re: Dark_Star]
    #21916383 - 07/08/15 06:58 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

u have an angel watching over u and ur wife now, htx :heart:

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    #21916650 - 07/08/15 07:53 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

My heart goes out to you as well.

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Re: My son passed away this morning. [Re: hTx]
    #21916659 - 07/08/15 07:56 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

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I am incredibly distraught and I don't know what to do.

He was.So beautiful...No words can describe the pain I feel.
SIDs.
I loved him more than anything and just..wow.
It's all fucked.
I have not stopped crying for over four hours..the.mother even worse.
He was so beautiful..
Any grieving advice would.be helpful.




HOLY HOLY HOLY SHIT DUDE! I can not imagine the fucking way you must feel. Actually I can, and I am seriously worried about your sanity.

I am so sorry bro, I really am. Thats bullshit I know, but I want you to know I feel for you man :sad: This is literally heart breaking to read.

:awepreciation: Im so sorry dude. I can not express this enough  :invisible:


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    #21916663 - 07/08/15 07:58 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

Sorry to hear.


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    #21916667 - 07/08/15 07:58 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

I will take prayers to Church for you next Sunday. Anything you want me to tell God? Maybe slap him in the face for you  :mraverage:


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    #21916811 - 07/08/15 08:27 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

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I will take prayers to Church for you next Sunday. Anything you want me to tell God? Maybe slap him in the face for you  :mraverage:




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    #21916814 - 07/08/15 08:27 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

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I will take prayers to Church for you next Sunday. Anything you want me to tell God? Maybe slap him in the face for you  :mraverage:




Beat the shit out of that cocksucker



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Re: My son passed away this morning. [Re: Almond Flour]
    #21916865 - 07/08/15 08:34 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

You offered to slap it.  I just took it up a notch.

You guys don't understand how close this hits me.  Steven would have been around 50 now  My mother was devastated and never the same.  We moved from Brooklyn to a town of 800 people so my father could be home more often (he was a sailor with a master's license).  My whole life was changed.  I'm not saying if it was bad or good but it was extremely different


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Re: My son passed away this morning. [Re: zappaisgod]
    #21916869 - 07/08/15 08:35 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

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You offered to slap it.  I just took it up a notch.

You guys don't understand how close this hits me.  Steven would have been around 50 now  My mother was devastated and never the same.  We moved from Brooklyn to a town of 800 people so my father could be home more often (he was a sailor with a master's license).  My whole life was changed.  I'm not saying if it was bad or good but it was extremely different



YOu lost a child zappa :sad:???


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Re: My son passed away this morning. [Re: Almond Flour]
    #21916884 - 07/08/15 08:37 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

Brother, in the same way as OP's child passed.


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Re: My son passed away this morning. [Re: zappaisgod]
    #21916891 - 07/08/15 08:38 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

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You offered to slap it.  I just took it up a notch.

You guys don't understand how close this hits me.  Steven would have been around 50 now  My mother was devastated and never the same.  We moved from Brooklyn to a town of 800 people so my father could be home more often (he was a sailor with a master's license).  My whole life was changed.  I'm not saying if it was bad or good but it was extremely different



:awepreciation: Im so sorry bro. I understand your hate for God. You have earned it :sad:.


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    #21916901 - 07/08/15 08:40 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

Worst thing ever.  If it had been my child I don't know what.  If anything happens to Rebecca I am a goner.  I just will not give a fuck about anything


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Re: My son passed away this morning. [Re: Almond Flour]
    #21916905 - 07/08/15 08:41 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

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You offered to slap it.  I just took it up a notch.

You guys don't understand how close this hits me.  Steven would have been around 50 now  My mother was devastated and never the same.  We moved from Brooklyn to a town of 800 people so my father could be home more often (he was a sailor with a master's license).  My whole life was changed.  I'm not saying if it was bad or good but it was extremely different



:awepreciation: Im so sorry bro. I understand your hate for God. You have earned it :sad:.




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Re: My son passed away this morning. [Re: zappaisgod]
    #21916920 - 07/08/15 08:44 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

I seriously fear to think of how it would hit me if my son ever died.

SIDS though I could make peace with. Its peaceful, its "Sudden" thats why it is called that.

I would be far more broken if my son was ever raped, or mentally scarred permanently for life. It would be hard, but I would take solace in the fact that he got to leave Planet Earth without any of the hell we all get to experience. If I simply woke up and the Lord took him....I would make peace with that


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Re: My son passed away this morning. [Re: zappaisgod] * 1
    #21916931 - 07/08/15 08:45 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

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Worst thing ever.  If it had been my child I don't know what.  If anything happens to Rebecca I am a goner.  I just will not give a fuck about anything





The one thing my friend said to me when he opened up about his loss "A child is supposed to watch his parents die first, a parent shouldn't ever have to watch their child die"

It's one of the fucked up things about the world, and unfortunately something I feel anyone who has a kid will understand, but should never have to go through.


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Re: My son passed away this morning. [Re: Almond Flour]
    #21916940 - 07/08/15 08:47 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

The suddenness and irrationality is exactly what is so awful about it.  It is a horror beyond measure.  You can't understand what happened.


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Re: My son passed away this morning. [Re: zappaisgod]
    #21916956 - 07/08/15 08:50 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

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The suddenness and irrationality is exactly what is so awful about it.  It is a horror beyond measure.  You can't understand what happened.




I understand its horror, and I dont understand what happened  having never been through it. But I am telling you, if my child died....suddenly....as a father I am saying I could make peace with that.

So many parents right now are watching their children go through cancer treatments, to watch their little ones suffer and suffer without them having the full mental processes to comprehend what exactly is happening! (Maybe its a blessing). But I personally, would make peace with my son being taken away suddenly.

I would be broken
I would be emotionally scarred.
I would be in horrible shape.

But SIDS is a pretty damn mellow way out of planet earth. Let me just put it this way, I would be able to keep my faith in God.

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Re: My son passed away this morning. [Re: zappaisgod]
    #21916965 - 07/08/15 08:52 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

My condolences. I read this thread earlier and don't get me wrong, thought it was awful, but it's just now starting to sink in how horrifying it would really be. I wish you the best.


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    #21917006 - 07/08/15 09:00 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

I'm the wrong guy to make that post to


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Re: My son passed away this morning. [Re: hTx] * 1
    #21917024 - 07/08/15 09:04 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

Dude. Fucking sucks to hear this.

My brother died from SIDS when I was a kid. I still remember that fucking morning like it was yesterday. Waking up to my parents screaming, not wanting to get out of bed because I didn't want to know what was happening. Hiding under a blanket on the couch while police and firemen were all in our house.

I can only imagine what that would have been like for my parents. Fucking horrible.

So many times I wish I could know what my brother would be like now. Where he would have fit into the picture. How having him around would have changed the course of my life no doubt. I missed out on being a big brother, and I was so fucking excited for it too.

There's really nothing I can say to help you. But my thoughts are with you at this horrible time.

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Re: My son passed away this morning. [Re: Artnotwar]
    #21917038 - 07/08/15 09:06 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

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Dude. Fucking sucks to hear this.

My brother died from SIDS when I was a kid. I still remember that fucking morning like it was yesterday. Waking up to my parents screaming, not wanting to get out of bed because I didn't want to know what was happening. Hiding under a blanket on the couch while police and firemen were all in our house.

I can only imagine what that would have been like for my parents. Fucking horrible.

So many times I wish I could know what my brother would be like now. Where he would have fit into the picture. How having him around would have changed the course of my life no doubt. I missed out on being a big brother, and I was so fucking excited for it too.

There's really nothing I can say to help you. But my thoughts are with you at this horrible time.

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Re: My son passed away this morning. [Re: zappaisgod]
    #21917061 - 07/08/15 09:12 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

My brothers name was Todd. Man this is making me upset just thinking about it.

If I ever have my own child, I will name him Todd if it's a boy. Not sure if that's weird or what, but I have wanted to do that for a long time. I know he can't be replaced, but more of a tribute.


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Re: My son passed away this morning. [Re: Artnotwar]
    #21917083 - 07/08/15 09:17 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

Damn hTx.  ....Damn.

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Re: My son passed away this morning. [Re: zappaisgod]
    #21917090 - 07/08/15 09:19 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

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Quote:

Artnotwar said:
Dude. Fucking sucks to hear this.

My brother died from SIDS when I was a kid. I still remember that fucking morning like it was yesterday. Waking up to my parents screaming, not wanting to get out of bed because I didn't want to know what was happening. Hiding under a blanket on the couch while police and firemen were all in our house.

I can only imagine what that would have been like for my parents. Fucking horrible.

So many times I wish I could know what my brother would be like now. Where he would have fit into the picture. How having him around would have changed the course of my life no doubt. I missed out on being a big brother, and I was so fucking excited for it too.

There's really nothing I can say to help you. But my thoughts are with you at this horrible time.

:sad:



This is my story.  Steven Frederick.  What was your brother's name?




Not to be the insensitive bastard here but your story is the best possible sibling death scenario that I can fathom. A lot of people lose a sibling at 15, 20, 25, 30, etc., which is far worse than losing a 2 month old.

My mom, 2 aunts, and uncle lost their sister when she was 9 to what is now an easily curable stomach ulcer. Back in the 50s/60s it was apparently a death sentence. To carry my insensitivies further this story is also pretty low on the sibling death scale, imo.

Now losing a child is a totally different ball game, but I'd much rather lose my kid to SIDS than lose him or her later in life.


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    #21917130 - 07/08/15 09:29 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

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Not to be the insensitive bastard here




You're not being insensitive, it's just you really don't know what you are talking about.

I could argue the opposite, and say that at least your mum got to know her sister. Something I will never get to do with my brother.

Forever having the feeling of 'what would have been' can fucking play on your mind just as much as losing someone at an older age.

Sure, I didn't see my brother die a gruesome death or anything, but what I experienced was just as fucking real as losing someone that has lived for longer, and has affected me in ways that I will never even know or understand.


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    #21917160 - 07/08/15 09:36 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

Look dude I've lost 3 siblings... one to sids, one to a motorcycle accident and one to a atv accident and I can say from experience that they are all equally painful. This is not the place to voice those types of opinions, imagine that your son died and someone said to you what you have said... very disrespectful at the worst possible time, you should be ashamed.


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    #21917187 - 07/08/15 09:48 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

Don't know what to say.

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    #21917193 - 07/08/15 09:50 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

you're right, but i think he's just trying to connect/help.  i think everyone here feels a lot for op.


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    #21917203 - 07/08/15 09:52 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

Sorry for your loss... I also am at a loss for words..


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    #21917267 - 07/08/15 10:13 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

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    #21917272 - 07/08/15 10:14 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

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I'm the wrong guy to make that post to



Not trying to offend you :facepalm: Like I said my heart goes out to everyone who has dealt with this. All I can do is make an educated guess for how I would respond. I pray I never have to find out, as for anyone


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    #21917284 - 07/08/15 10:16 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

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Look dude I've lost 3 siblings... one to sids, one to a motorcycle accident and one to a atv accident and I can say from experience that they are all equally painful. This is not the place to voice those types of opinions, imagine that your son died and someone said to you what you have said... very disrespectful at the worst possible time, you should be ashamed.




You have a point here. I apologize Zappa or anyone. Regardless of how this may or may not hit people....its some tragic shit that deserves an elementary respect.


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    #21917769 - 07/09/15 01:21 AM (8 years, 6 months ago)

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The suddenness and irrationality is exactly what is so awful about it.  It is a horror beyond measure.  You can't understand what happened.



I recognize what you say. There was a brother in-between my sister and me. At age 2, he was run over by a car in front of our house. This was before I was born, and arguably, I wouldn't have existed if this hadn't happened. But that doesn't matter; I know that my parents have never been the same. Despite the good things that came afterwards, there has always been a void in the shape of a young child in my parents' souls, and nothing could ever fill that void.

hTx, I'm deeply grieved by your loss and although I haven't felt your pain, I have seen enough of it to know how fundamental it is. Loosing a child is the biggest drama that can ever happen to a human being. I feel deeply for you and I can only wish that you will, at some point, hold your head up high again, and cherish the memory of your little guy. Nothing can bring him back, but he won't be gone entirely as long as he lives on in your memory.


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Re: My son passed away this morning. [Re: hTx]
    #21917785 - 07/09/15 01:27 AM (8 years, 6 months ago)

I am so very sorry for you're loss.  I cannot even begin to fathom what I would feel like if I lost one of my daughters and would not presume to claim to understand what you are going through.  I'm wishing you the best and please seek the local support groups and consider individual therapy as well.  Losing a child is supposed to be the hardest thing anyone can live through so please please please seek help.


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    #21917885 - 07/09/15 02:36 AM (8 years, 6 months ago)

Im so sorry.  I can't imagine


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    #21925417 - 07/10/15 05:09 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

My family and friends set up a donation for support and funeral arrangements.
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Nobody will ever be the same
I will still be around The shroomery from time to time.
Y'all make me laugh and provide the occasional intelligent conversation.
I appreciate all the support and condelences it truly means a lot. The funeral will be on Monday.
I love you all but I will never be the same.


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Re: My son passed away this morning. [Re: hTx]
    #21925422 - 07/10/15 05:10 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

stay strong dewd


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Re: My son passed away this morning. [Re: hTx]
    #21925431 - 07/10/15 05:14 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

Quote:

hTx said:
My family and friends set up a donation for support and funeral arrangements.
My heart is gone and my soul, empty.
Nobody will ever be the same
I will still be around The shroomery from time to time.
Y'all make me laugh and provide the occasional intelligent conversation.
I appreciate all the support and condelences it truly means a lot. The funeral will be on Monday.
I love you all but I will never be the same.



What was his name?


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    #21925450 - 07/10/15 05:20 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

Phoenix Aaron Crew and he was beautiful.


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Re: My son passed away this morning. [Re: hTx]
    #21925483 - 07/10/15 05:28 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

What a great name.  My heart is with you and his mother.  Nothing sucks more than this.  When you have a baby you feel their pain more than your own, their woes more than your own,  their death more than your own.  Sometimes we get monumental suck in life.  I am so sorry for you and his mom.  There is nothing anybody can do that will make this easier.  Eventually you will be able to live again but you are right.  You will never be the same.  This is a life changing event for you.  I'm so very sorry.


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    #21925713 - 07/10/15 06:50 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

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Phoenix Aaron Crew and he was beautiful.




.....this made me cry :facepalm:

I bet he was :awepreciation:


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Re: My son passed away this morning. [Re: hTx]
    #21925724 - 07/10/15 06:55 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

:heart:

sometimes the unthinkable happens and you gotta merge with it
:hug:

i just got back from a funeral today of my great great grand father
i know its not the same but there is dark parts of life :heart:


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Re: My son passed away this morning. [Re: SunnyD]
    #21925838 - 07/10/15 07:34 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

IM going to play you a song on guitar HTX. HOld on a sec, let me upload a video to youtube for ya


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Re: My son passed away this morning. [Re: hTx]
    #21925880 - 07/10/15 07:49 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

Can't add much to what others have already said hTx, but I can only imagine how horrible it would be or how I could possibly keep my shit together if anything happened to my kids. Sorry for your loss.


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Re: My son passed away this morning. [Re: SunnyD] * 1
    #21925882 - 07/10/15 07:49 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

Fuck man, I can't even imagine the pain that you are going through right now. I would be balls to walls half-dead and overdosed by now if that happened to me. Stay strong.


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    #21925883 - 07/10/15 07:50 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

This may be tragic, but you just wait until my song gets uploaded! Shit is gonna heal all this darkness. I refuse to stand by and do nothing. Our condolences are stereotypical and an echo of what he is gonna hear for the rest of his life.

I want my "Im so sorry" to be special. Dont be a cliche. Do something damnit :itseveryone:. You guys say your heart goes out to him, so put your heart out to him  :noyoudidawet:


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    #21925920 - 07/10/15 08:01 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

Sometimes you should just shut the fuck up


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    #21925925 - 07/10/15 08:02 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

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Sometimes you should just shut the fuck up






.....not a fan of explosions in the sky?


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    #21925930 - 07/10/15 08:03 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

It is often better to keep your mouth shut and be thought an idiot than to open your mouth and prove it.


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    #21925953 - 07/10/15 08:09 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

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It is often better to keep your mouth shut and be thought an idiot than to open your mouth and prove it.



:pokerawe:

That was uncalled for. Why the hell are you flaming me in such a serious thread? You should be banned. This isnt about your hangup with me, this is about our fellow shroomerite. Show some fucking respect


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    #21925966 - 07/10/15 08:12 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

I watched the video.  What you did was shit and all about you.  Stop it.


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    #21925970 - 07/10/15 08:13 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

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zappaisgod said:
I watched the video.  What you did was shit and all about you.  Stop it.



All about me? YOu have no idea what you are talking about bro. All you have done is tried to warp this thread into your experience. We should be helping our shroomerite. I made him a fucking song. It was a legit song. What did you do Zappa?

JACK SHIT other than repeat the same echo found throughout this thread and try to focus attention on yourself


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    #21925986 - 07/10/15 08:18 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

Quote:

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Quote:

zappaisgod said:
I watched the video.  What you did was shit and all about you.  Stop it.



All about me? YOu have no idea what you are talking about bro. All you have done is tried to warp this thread into your experience. We should be helping our shroomerite. I made him a fucking song. It was a legit song. What did you do Zappa?

JACK SHIT other than repeat the same echo found throughout this thread and try to focus attention on yourself




I watched the video.  If you think that was more consoling than my and many other's posts bespeaks a narcissism that is not usually found in the devout.

I am not going to shit this thread up by responding to you anymore.


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    #21925997 - 07/10/15 08:20 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

Take it to the pm guys
please



enough death n darkness for this man
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    #21925999 - 07/10/15 08:21 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

Quote:

zappaisgod said:
Quote:

Almond Flour said:
Quote:

zappaisgod said:
I watched the video.  What you did was shit and all about you.  Stop it.



All about me? YOu have no idea what you are talking about bro. All you have done is tried to warp this thread into your experience. We should be helping our shroomerite. I made him a fucking song. It was a legit song. What did you do Zappa?

JACK SHIT other than repeat the same echo found throughout this thread and try to focus attention on yourself




I watched the video.  If you think that was more consoling than my and many other's posts bespeaks a narcissism that is not usually found in the devout.

I am not going to shit this thread up by responding to you anymore.




Ill even let you have the last word, as to maintain peace in a thread that needs it  :cheerup:


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    #21926001 - 07/10/15 08:22 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

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AddyZomeD said:
Take it to the pm guys
please



enough death n darkness for this man
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Solid advice


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Re: My son passed away this morning. [Re: SunnyD]
    #21926007 - 07/10/15 08:23 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

I have a child and I can tell you my greatest fear is if something would happen to her. 

I am so sorry for your loss from the bottom of my heart


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Re: My son passed away this morning. [Re: hTx] * 1
    #21926398 - 07/10/15 10:05 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

SIDS?

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sudden_infant_death_syndrome

WTF

i didn't know babies could spontaneously die, that's mad fucked up. like theres nothing you can do because you cant see it coming, and you can't stop it because we don't know why it happens.

simply a tragedy.


hTx just don't go down a  path of self destruction from this event. find solace in the family and friends who you still have and don't spend too much time alone, your thoughts can consume you.

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Re: My son passed away this morning. [Re: hTx]
    #21926505 - 07/10/15 10:39 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

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    #21926523 - 07/10/15 10:47 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

we cry not for their loss, for they are in a better place.

we cry for our own.

you are in our thoughts and our hearts reach out to yours.

i hope we can ease the pain a little, because thats why you reached out to us.

collectively all we want is peace and happiness and love, and we are all sending vibes of peace and love and happiness your way.

i am so sorry for your loss. please let us know if theres anything we can do to ease your pain.


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    #21926581 - 07/10/15 11:00 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

Blessed is the man who remains steadfast under trial, for when he has stood the test he will receive the crown of life, which God has promised to those who love him.

He will wipe away every tear from their eyes, and death shall be no more, neither shall there be mourning, nor crying, nor pain anymore, for the former things have passed away.



My condolences on your loss. I can't even begin to imagine. Blessed be, OP, to you and yours, and Phoenix Aaron Crew, for he is with Nature or God or the Stars and has become one with all. The Phoenix is always one with Time, and you shall see him again in your journies, and in your heart.

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Re: My son passed away this morning. [Re: hTx] * 1
    #21926624 - 07/10/15 11:13 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

*big hugs*

i'm so sorry, this is so incredibly rough.  my best friend of almost 20 years lost her son almost a year ago to SIDs and it was really tough--i had played dad throughout the entire pregnancy so it was really hard on me too as i felt like he was my son as well... but my pain was nothing compared to hers.  nothing will make this better and you will both be changed forever because of this experience.  hopefully it brings you closer together and not the other way around.  things are going to be really hard for the both of you for a long time, especially her, as the bond between mother and child is some serious stuff.  be there for her as but also be there for yourself.  you both need support right now.


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    #21938142 - 07/13/15 04:45 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

The funeral was today.
I will miss him forever but I know when my time comes I will hold him again.
I feel a peace as if he is still with me, and the universe is arranging in ways which offer some solace.

We are doing okay. Thank you all for the kind words and support.
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Re: My son passed away this morning. [Re: hTx]
    #21938187 - 07/13/15 04:53 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

You are both in my thoughts.


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Re: My son passed away this morning. [Re: zappaisgod] * 1
    #21938205 - 07/13/15 04:56 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

There's too much fucking death on shroomery lately.

Not a good month


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Re: My son passed away this morning. [Re: hTx] * 1
    #21938221 - 07/13/15 05:00 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

I have 2 kids and this thread just breaks my heart... stay strong htx, getting through this will probably be the hardest thing you will ever have to go through. But stay strong for you wife, she will need you to be a rock even though you might feel like falling apart.

My friend lost his son at 6 months, premature and never left the hospital. 2 years later and they have another boy and he is the light of their lives. They never will forget their first and still say they have 2 kids.


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    #21938224 - 07/13/15 05:01 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

What was his name?


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    #21938264 - 07/13/15 05:12 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

I'm so, so sorry HTX :hug: I can't even imagine a worse thing happening to someone. Much love to you and yours.


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    #21938318 - 07/13/15 05:29 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

My friends sons name was Davis. Poor kid was born with underdeveloped lungs after his wife has a very hard pregnancy. She was on bedrest in the hospital for 4 months and he was born 2 months premature.
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Re: My son passed away this morning. [Re: hTx]
    #21938321 - 07/13/15 05:31 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

With people you truly love and bond with
parting them is the hardest most painful thing there is in this life imo


:hug:
Feel whatever you wanna feel
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cry and love :heart:


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    #21938326 - 07/13/15 05:33 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

You all,  I think it is important to say the name of these babies.  Steven Frederick is gone, Todd is gone and Davis is gone.  When you know their names it is much more impactful than Baby Doe.


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    #21938337 - 07/13/15 05:35 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

Fuck man sorry for your loss. We are all here for you.


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    #21939772 - 07/13/15 10:48 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

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SIDS?

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sudden_infant_death_syndrome

WTF

i didn't know babies could spontaneously die, that's mad fucked up. like theres nothing you can do because you cant see it coming, and you can't stop it because we don't know why it happens.




God is amazing. Actually we know a lot stems from unsafe sleeping practices, doctors tell you over and over to have the baby sleep on its back, not on super soft mattresses, never on its stomach, and not to have them too hot or to be around smokers. Boys are way more likely to die of SIDS than girls (see every post in this thread including OP is an infant boy dying).

Back in the 80s, SIDS deaths in the US were about TRIPLE what they are now.

Nowadays God only murders 2300 or so infants via SIDS in the US a year (only about 6 per day which is 1 baby every 4 hours 24/7/365 - think about that - our God is an awesome God!).

I have a 6 week old girl and every morning I check to see if she is still alive even though the odds are about 1 in 2000.


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    #21940051 - 07/13/15 11:54 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

Beautiful words on the 1st page, Zappa.

I've been sitting here taking this in and thinking of what to say for 10 minutes now.
I got nothing. Except that my heart is aching for you and your wife, and I truly hope y'all will be able push through this together.
I am so, so sorry.


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Re: My son passed away this morning. [Re: 1234go]
    #21940083 - 07/14/15 12:04 AM (8 years, 6 months ago)

Sorry to hear that.
My love goes out to you and your wife. :heart:


I think of the saying, "Nothing last but nothing is lost".
Even though your son no longer occupies his infant form, I feel he is still a part of the energy which we all are.


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    #21940787 - 07/14/15 06:45 AM (8 years, 6 months ago)

:whathesaid: That post made me tear up.

OP, I really hope you're holding up okay. I can't even imagine how I would respond to something like that.


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    #21943149 - 07/14/15 05:53 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

its tough. I don't really know what to do or where to go from here.

I guess I'll just go back to work and continue pursuing my dreams.

He was my inspiration and my rock which kept me in that pursuit..i wanted to the best for him.

I'm still going to do this, I will do my best to not let this break me, but it is, at times, extremely difficult to even do anything as the agony and reality of the loss occasionally slips in and I become this emotional wreck.

http://www.gofundme.com/z2bm98

Here is the donation link. Anything helps.
I don't know, I feel terrible for even sharing the donation link, but we are in some debt for funeral arrangements and especially taking this leave of absence from our jobs...it just eases the burden placed on ourselves and the family which has helped so far. 
I'll be going back to work soon though as it will keep me out of the house, sulking about.


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Re: My son passed away this morning. [Re: hTx]
    #21943155 - 07/14/15 05:54 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

I was also wondering on anyone's advice on tripping on psychedelic mushrooms...perhaps it will help us find some peace.


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Re: My son passed away this morning. [Re: hTx]
    #21943177 - 07/14/15 05:59 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

I wouldn't go there anytime soon


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    #21943180 - 07/14/15 05:59 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

I personally think it should wait, mushrooms always seem to amplify my emotions, there's always the possibility that it could help, but I feel it would be best to just make sure you and your wife have been able to let out more of how you feel because there is always the possibility of it going the opposite way.

They always say set and setting, I'd spend more time working on your set for now, right now you need to learn to handle this without any drugs but again this is just my two cents.


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Re: My son passed away this morning. [Re: SirShroomsAlott]
    #21943542 - 07/14/15 07:19 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

i don't know you op, but i would not be a decent person if i didn't offer my deepest condolences. :heart:


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Re: My son passed away this morning. [Re: zappaisgod]
    #21943562 - 07/14/15 07:24 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

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zappaisgod said:
I wouldn't go there anytime soon



I would wait a bit for sure


One time parting with a long time friend
i cryed and tripped onel day and it honestly helped me, but at the same time
something like death and him being your son

i could see it getting dark and evil



It can go either way ime
I would wait


Try to stay strong
:heart: i understand this kinda thing will sting like no other :hug:


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Re: My son passed away this morning. [Re: hTx]
    #21943651 - 07/14/15 07:47 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

mushrooms would amplify whatever state you are in. I would definitely wait on that.
Perhaps MDMA with just you and your wife might heal some wounds, but again it's probably too soon.


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Re: My son passed away this morning. [Re: hTx] * 2
    #21943671 - 07/14/15 07:50 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

I'm very sorry to here about your tragic loss.

No reason to be ashamed about posting the gofundme link and asking for help. That's what the site was designed for. 

I'm sure there are people here including myself that are willing to help out their fellow man, when we see one that is in great need of any and all support!

I know it's not much but please except my donation and (with your permission) I will be sharing this across all my social media to try to help you out the best I can.

Stay strong

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    #21943687 - 07/14/15 07:54 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

I read this the night you posted it and ended up not sleeping and instead laying next to my baby. I couldn't even imagine losing her.
I don't even know what to say, bud.
I'm truly sorry.


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Re: My son passed away this morning. [Re: shLong] * 1
    #21944861 - 07/15/15 12:43 AM (8 years, 6 months ago)

Thank you so much for the donations.

Feel free to spread as far as possible.


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Re: My son passed away this morning. [Re: hTx]
    #21944878 - 07/15/15 12:50 AM (8 years, 6 months ago)

You know yourself better than anyone else.
I have taken mushrooms while in very dark places and had them be extremely rewarding and therapeutic.
I've also had the opposite occur.

Just proceed with caution, and have some form of safety net (like benzos) in case things go really, really badly.


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