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Re: My son passed away this morning. [Re: 1234go]
#21940083 - 07/14/15 12:04 AM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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Sorry to hear that. My love goes out to you and your wife. 
I think of the saying, "Nothing last but nothing is lost". Even though your son no longer occupies his infant form, I feel he is still a part of the energy which we all are.
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Re: My son passed away this morning. [Re: 1234go] 1
#21940787 - 07/14/15 06:45 AM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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That post made me tear up.
OP, I really hope you're holding up okay. I can't even imagine how I would respond to something like that.
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Re: My son passed away this morning. [Re: hex_enduction] 3
#21943149 - 07/14/15 05:53 PM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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its tough. I don't really know what to do or where to go from here.
I guess I'll just go back to work and continue pursuing my dreams.
He was my inspiration and my rock which kept me in that pursuit..i wanted to the best for him.
I'm still going to do this, I will do my best to not let this break me, but it is, at times, extremely difficult to even do anything as the agony and reality of the loss occasionally slips in and I become this emotional wreck.
http://www.gofundme.com/z2bm98
Here is the donation link. Anything helps. I don't know, I feel terrible for even sharing the donation link, but we are in some debt for funeral arrangements and especially taking this leave of absence from our jobs...it just eases the burden placed on ourselves and the family which has helped so far. I'll be going back to work soon though as it will keep me out of the house, sulking about.
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Re: My son passed away this morning. [Re: hTx]
#21943155 - 07/14/15 05:54 PM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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I was also wondering on anyone's advice on tripping on psychedelic mushrooms...perhaps it will help us find some peace.
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Re: My son passed away this morning. [Re: hTx]
#21943177 - 07/14/15 05:59 PM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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I wouldn't go there anytime soon
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Re: My son passed away this morning. [Re: hTx] 1
#21943180 - 07/14/15 05:59 PM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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I personally think it should wait, mushrooms always seem to amplify my emotions, there's always the possibility that it could help, but I feel it would be best to just make sure you and your wife have been able to let out more of how you feel because there is always the possibility of it going the opposite way.
They always say set and setting, I'd spend more time working on your set for now, right now you need to learn to handle this without any drugs but again this is just my two cents.
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i don't know you op, but i would not be a decent person if i didn't offer my deepest condolences.
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Re: My son passed away this morning. [Re: zappaisgod]
#21943562 - 07/14/15 07:24 PM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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Quote:
zappaisgod said: I wouldn't go there anytime soon
I would wait a bit for sure
One time parting with a long time friend i cryed and tripped onel day and it honestly helped me, but at the same time something like death and him being your son
i could see it getting dark and evil
It can go either way ime I would wait
Try to stay strong
i understand this kinda thing will sting like no other
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Re: My son passed away this morning. [Re: hTx]
#21943651 - 07/14/15 07:47 PM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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mushrooms would amplify whatever state you are in. I would definitely wait on that. Perhaps MDMA with just you and your wife might heal some wounds, but again it's probably too soon.
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Re: My son passed away this morning. [Re: hTx] 2
#21943671 - 07/14/15 07:50 PM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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I'm very sorry to here about your tragic loss.
No reason to be ashamed about posting the gofundme link and asking for help. That's what the site was designed for.
I'm sure there are people here including myself that are willing to help out their fellow man, when we see one that is in great need of any and all support!
I know it's not much but please except my donation and (with your permission) I will be sharing this across all my social media to try to help you out the best I can.
Stay strong
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I read this the night you posted it and ended up not sleeping and instead laying next to my baby. I couldn't even imagine losing her. I don't even know what to say, bud. I'm truly sorry.
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Re: My son passed away this morning. [Re: shLong] 1
#21944861 - 07/15/15 12:43 AM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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Thank you so much for the donations.
Feel free to spread as far as possible.
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Re: My son passed away this morning. [Re: hTx]
#21944878 - 07/15/15 12:50 AM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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You know yourself better than anyone else. I have taken mushrooms while in very dark places and had them be extremely rewarding and therapeutic. I've also had the opposite occur.
Just proceed with caution, and have some form of safety net (like benzos) in case things go really, really badly.
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