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I used to do everything the wrong way
    #21898697 - 07/04/15 09:44 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

I feel like everything I've done, and continuously do... Has been done the wrong way. Its like i'm the number one idiot ever to live.

After some nice trips, and letting go of a 3 year nitrous habit..I've been realizing all of this, and changing myself for the better.

Certain situations will bring back memories of some of the real-bad-fuck-ups, though. and it will stop me right in my tracks in any conversation..I lock up, go completely inwards and have a huge anxiety attack. I worry that people(especially experienced trippers..which seems to be the only people I ever hang around) are able to notice these lock-ups..and I worry that they can see whats going through my mind, as if its written right across my forehead.

I just want to say this because its been haunting me for years now. It seems that it happens the most when I'm doing too much nitrous all the time. Maybe I'm just inexperienced in a lot of normal situations or conversations (i feel i havent even been communicating correctly with my friends, my whole life, because of my addiction and ignorance.)

It feels like the scene in the matrix where he says why do my eyes hurt, because youve never used them before.

I'm 25 years old and I feel like a 18 year old just learning how to be a person, despite my mistakes, tendencies, flawed values..etc.


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Invisibleluvdemboomers
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Re: I used to do everything the wrong way [Re: ConcernedCitizen]
    #21898786 - 07/04/15 10:04 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

I can relate a bit I'm also close to your age. I was real sheltered so i really didn't start to grow up until I moved out when I was 18. Tons of facepalms and fuckups in my teens/early 20's that used to uspet me to think about but I've gotten over it and don't really give a fuck about that shit anymore. What's important is you learn from your fuckups so you don't do it again. And don't let them define you.


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