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I'm getting too old for this :(
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So I ordered some RCs. A really small quantity, too. I've done it a number of times before, but all when I was younger, all when I had nothing to lose. Now I have a huge amount to lose. I don't think I've ever been so genuinely terrified about almost anything.
I know that these things almost always work out okay, and that they've worked out okay for me in the past. It doesn't help. I don't know if I can do it anymore. I have so much to lose. My whole life would come crumbling down, and I'd have no way to rebuild. I'm extremely lucky to have what I have now. The idea of risking it for anything even for psychedelics seems insane.
I really regret this purchase. I'm not sure if I can ever make another. I wonder if maybe this sort of thing happened to a lot of people after the 60s. They found themselves in remarkable circumstances with an enormous amount to lose whereas before they had nothing to lose.
I've never honestly considered giving up drugs in general before now, but now it's a real consideration. I just don't know if I can do it anymore. I don't know if I'm willing to risk it, and I don't know if I can stand the fear involved.
It was so much easier when I was younger. I'm too old for this now. I have too much to lose.
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Re: I'm getting too old for this :( [Re: Anonymous #1]
#21886230 - 07/02/15 03:47 AM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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just keep in mind that there are ways to ninja through big brothers evil gaze if youre not lazy and do a lil research, of course youll probably never truly be hidden and little bit of this and that will keep you safe enough to do what you wish without fear. Dont beat yourself up over it either, if you really want to quit do it for another reason other than fear, do it because you feel like it is time. Dont let fear control you man !
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Re: I'm getting too old for this :( [Re: Inextinctus]
#21886439 - 07/02/15 05:31 AM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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Re: I'm getting too old for this :( [Re: Dr.Satan]
#21886500 - 07/02/15 06:15 AM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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Fuck the man dude. They go after suppliers not some dude just trying to get his trip on
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To reassure you my cousins packages have been siezed and drugs found in them. What you do is get a little letter from customs or some bullshit organization like that saying "we found your package with illegal subastances, don't do this again or legal action will be taken" but if you're ordering some big quantities and they find it then you're pretty much boned
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Re: I'm getting too old for this :( [Re: Anonymous #1]
#21888425 - 07/02/15 03:20 PM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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I'm in the same situation as you, anon 1. Through the years I've stocked up on mimosa hostilis and acacia confusa and have enough to last me a lifetime. Swallow 100mg of DMT with 200mg of harmalas and you have five hours of ooey, gooey goodness. Every single time! Hell, one kilogram of ACRB/MHRB at one percent DMT content will give you 100 trips. Take a trip once a month and you'll be old and gray before you burn through it.
Cactus is legal and it's awesome to grow your own mescaline, the Cadillac of psychedelics. A decent A/B extraction of mescaline gives nausea free trips that are out of this world. Stick a few pots near the windows that get the most sun and you'll be set for life.
I've never had an RC that could compare to a hefty dose of mescaline. Ever. I'd take mescaline over LSD too. It's that good once you learn to push the dosage up.
Spores are legal too and you can have an endless supply of shrooms. LSA is worthwhile too and you know you can get that with morning glories and HBWR seeds.
If it's not worth it to risk your freedom and your life accomplishments by buying blatantly illegal substances, you can reduce your risk dramatically by focusing on DMT, mescaline, psilocybin, and LSA. Those four substances can keep you busy for the rest of your life and it seems infinitely safer acquiring these materials than anything else.
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Re: I'm getting too old for this :( [Re: Anonymous #2]
#21891402 - 07/03/15 05:57 AM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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Anonymous said: I'm in the same situation as you, anon 1. Through the years I've stocked up on mimosa hostilis and acacia confusa and have enough to last me a lifetime. Swallow 100mg of DMT with 200mg of harmalas and you have five hours of ooey, gooey goodness. Every single time! Hell, one kilogram of ACRB/MHRB at one percent DMT content will give you 100 trips. Take a trip once a month and you'll be old and gray before you burn through it.
Cactus is legal and it's awesome to grow your own mescaline, the Cadillac of psychedelics. A decent A/B extraction of mescaline gives nausea free trips that are out of this world. Stick a few pots near the windows that get the most sun and you'll be set for life.
I've never had an RC that could compare to a hefty dose of mescaline. Ever. I'd take mescaline over LSD too. It's that good once you learn to push the dosage up.
Spores are legal too and you can have an endless supply of shrooms. LSA is worthwhile too and you know you can get that with morning glories and HBWR seeds.
If it's not worth it to risk your freedom and your life accomplishments by buying blatantly illegal substances, you can reduce your risk dramatically by focusing on DMT, mescaline, psilocybin, and LSA. Those four substances can keep you busy for the rest of your life and it seems infinitely safer acquiring these materials than anything else.
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Re: I'm getting too old for this :( [Re: Anonymous #2]
#21892670 - 07/03/15 01:25 PM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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Thanks for all the support here guys. It's really good to know that I'm not alone in this. This thread has really made me feel a lot better, so thank you.
From now on, if I stick with drugs at all, I'll stick with the natural ones like you guys suggest. A cactus growing in your backyard isn't suspicious at all, just look at Joe Molloy's garden.
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Re: I'm getting too old for this :( [Re: Anonymous #1]
#21892892 - 07/03/15 02:26 PM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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Anonymous said: Thanks for all the support here guys. It's really good to know that I'm not alone in this. This thread has really made me feel a lot better, so thank you.
From now on, if I stick with drugs at all, I'll stick with the natural ones like you guys suggest. A cactus growing in your backyard isn't suspicious at all, just look at Joe Molloy's garden.
Exactly you can get san pedro cactus seeds and have legal mescaline growing! It takes like a year from seed to 1ft in size so it's better to grow from a cutting (also legal to buy online). Also morning glory seeds are incredibly cheap to get in bulk.
~And just to make this clear the laws on san pedro cactus may vary in different areas so definitely look into the laws on it where your at before you try and order a cutting or something. MG seeds are legal everywhere of course (but it is illegal to try and extract the LSA out of them)
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Re: I'm getting too old for this :( [Re: Anonymous #1]
#21900960 - 07/05/15 01:04 PM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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Relax dude. They will do nothing, at most they may seize it if the find it which is extremely unlikely. The only ones they prosecute are those who confess so don't do that. Enjoy your purchase.
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Re: I'm getting too old for this :( [Re: Anonymous #1]
#21903822 - 07/06/15 01:56 AM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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I know exactly how you feel!
I'm in a similar position, where getting caught for contraband in the mail would basically spell the end of my professional (and probably personal) life, which I'm very happy with and have worked hard to build.
We can only try to minimise risks in our everyday activities. In terms of psychedelics, I'd do this by going for seeds or spores rather than RCs. That way, you only need to make that risky, everything-to-lose purchase once, and then you're basically set for life... or you may decide the risk isn't worth it and just give up psychedelics altogether.
Which will you choose? 
I personally wouldn't give up psychedelics at this point, though. I feel that the occasional trip makes me much more patient and empathetic, and also gives me a good perspective on the important things in life.
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Re: I'm getting too old for this :( [Re: MushroomBear]
#21903995 - 07/06/15 04:34 AM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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Grow mushies for cash Make a trip to a music festival once every so often, maybe once a year for fun lol, Use acquired money to purchase all desired novelties  Win/win right?
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Re: I'm getting too old for this :( [Re: Inextinctus]
#21904190 - 07/06/15 06:35 AM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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being 100% truthful to urself: Priceless being 100% grateful for what u have: Virtuous
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Re: I'm getting too old for this :( [Re: LewDoja]
#21904387 - 07/06/15 07:48 AM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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RCs are hard and yeah, they aren't worth the risk, when you are younger you can piss away a few months of your life, when you are older pissing away a few months of your life is maddening.
Look at this this way you could be in prison.
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Re: I'm getting too old for this :( [Re: Anonymous #1]
#21909662 - 07/07/15 01:00 PM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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Well, I got it, and did not get arrested. For fuck sake though, I am never fucking doing this again. Cacti and stuff like that for me from now on.
Thanks for all the support, guys.
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Re: I'm getting too old for this :( [Re: nooneman]
#21909687 - 07/07/15 01:10 PM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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No problem brotha, glad all is well for you!
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Re: I'm getting too old for this :( [Re: Inextinctus] 1
#21945954 - 07/15/15 06:01 AM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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Inextinctus said: Grow mushies for cash Make a trip to a music festival once every so often, maybe once a year for fun lol, Use acquired money to purchase all desired novelties  Win/win right?
That is TERRIBLE advice. NEVER sell to anyone. There's no quicker way to get busted.
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Re: I'm getting too old for this :( [Re: Nature Boy]
#21947320 - 07/15/15 01:11 PM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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Inextinctus said: Grow mushies for cash Make a trip to a music festival once every so often, maybe once a year for fun lol, Use acquired money to purchase all desired novelties  Win/win right?
That is TERRIBLE advice. NEVER sell to anyone. There's no quicker way to get busted.
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I agree mushrooms are best kept to yourself. You start selling and then you're starting to play with fire. And we all know what happens when you play with fire.
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Re: I'm getting too old for this :( [Re: Nature Boy]
#21947338 - 07/15/15 01:14 PM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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Nature Boy said: That is TERRIBLE advice. NEVER sell to anyone. There's no quicker way to get busted.
I agree. Most people who sell mushrooms are committing a felony and not getting nearly enough compensation. If I was going to commit a felony I would want thousands of dollars to take the legal risk, and a bag of mushrooms isn't worth thousands of dollars. I sleep better when I make my income legally, and my sleep is valuable.
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Not to mention your freedom, which I'm sure you will agree is priceless.
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Re: I'm getting too old for this :( [Re: Nature Boy]
#21950042 - 07/15/15 11:47 PM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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Wasn't necessarily talking about selling anything illegal, I have a lot of friends and family and little shops that would pay top dollar for gourmet mushrooms. I am glad to see that everyone is very responsible though, I agree that the flame of illegality is a dangerously hot one. Personally my day job and selling of homemade trinkets provides a well enough monetary flow 
Ah but to be quoted and made an example of :')
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Re: I'm getting too old for this :( [Re: Inextinctus]
#21963654 - 07/19/15 07:09 AM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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When i used to grow mushy's i sold a QP to a good friend of mine for $1200 and he took them 4-5 hours away and flipped them for some profit's of his own. This was back when we were in Uni and needed a income and it woked out nicely, but selling to randoms in small quantity's is very risky and not worth the risk if they have a bad trip and flip you.
As for the RC order, if its personal use amount, all you will receive is a love letter from customs and your address will be flagged so don't try and order anything from the DNM or other RC's as they will most likely be found.
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Re: I'm getting too old for this :( [Re: Anonymous #1]
#21965491 - 07/19/15 02:42 PM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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Perhaps you just need to change your perspective in how you view things.
You really have fuck all, a big zero. You have just convinced yourself that you have acquired something that needs to be clung on to.
For example, if you suddenly had a massive heart attack and dropped dead on the floor, what would you then possess.
Just your consciousness, which for the most part is as dumb as a wombat.
Explore your consciousness, learn spiritually not who you are, but what you are..
Otherwise, ....you are just swimming in a pool of fear.
Plus, go and get your cock sucked more often. It will help.
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Re: I'm getting too old for this :( [Re: Inextinctus]
#22158204 - 08/28/15 08:00 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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Inextinctus said: just keep in mind that there are ways to ninja through big brothers evil gaze if youre not lazy and do a lil research, of course youll probably never truly be hidden and little bit of this and that will keep you safe enough to do what you wish without fear. Dont beat yourself up over it either, if you really want to quit do it for another reason other than fear, do it because you feel like it is time. Dont let fear control you man !
"Don't let your fear control you" is good advice... in a general sense. But it's too generalized to apply to everything.
A bit closer to the mark (and more reasonable) would be something like: Do not allow pointless worry to prevent you from taking chances that could be fulfilling or rewarding. Do not let your whole life be ruled by fear."
And to me,the key terms in that statement are "pointless" and "whole life."
Too much fear and anxiety are bad for you. They can be crippling. But the fact remains that fear can serve a purpose. Fear is what kept our ancestors from wandering around the jungle late at night, in the dark, alone and unarmed. Healthy fear is one of the things that keeps us from making stupid mistakes.
And as we grow up and get older, it is actually natural for our priorities to change. The older I get, the more I second guess myself when it comes to taking powerful drugs, or taking serious legal risk that could land me in prison. Because I have more to lose than I did when I was younger, and there is a point where you start to wonder "Am I just getting too old for this shit?"
And there is also something to be said for trusting your gut. Anyone who's been in the game long enough has stories where they were doing something, or about to do something, when they dot some kind of a feeling that shit was not right... and that feeling saved them from getting screwed.
To be fair, it can sometimes be hard to separate these feelings from typical paranoia.
But when it comes to stuff like this you really have to weigh risk vs reward (which is exactly what it sounds like OP was doing) and it is often safer to trust your gut, when your gut says "too risky" or "not worth it."
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Re: I'm getting too old for this :( [Re: CidneyIndole]
#22216375 - 09/10/15 11:00 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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With all the research being done and the general attitude towards mind altering substances changes, I do wonder how long until mushrooms and other psychedelics are approved for medical treatments, at the very least. I mean, look at how far marijuana has come over the years. Now you can buy it legally for a god awful, expensive price in many states.
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#22216388 - 09/10/15 11:03 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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MDMA is already being used in PTSD trials just 30minutes from where I live maps is really breaking ground. I would suggest everyone donate what they can
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I've been seeing a lot of articles about that kind of stuff, lately. Just recently, I read one where three mushroom trips had an 80% success rate of helping people quit smoking. that's a huge success rate compared to other alternatives.
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Re: I'm getting too old for this :( [Re: Anonymous #4]
#22216434 - 09/10/15 11:15 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Lol, is that gif boy meets world? God, they came out with a girl meets world on Disney. Just saw something about it two days ago. Dem classics though.
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Re: I'm getting too old for this :( [Re: Anonymous #4]
#22216463 - 09/10/15 11:21 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Why are people so against RC's on this board.
I for one love me some MXE or some 5-MAPB.
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