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DMT: A Life Changing Journey
    #21878642 - 06/30/15 03:30 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

This is the full report of every detail I can recall from my trip, I can almost remember every single moment and feeling from that trip which has left me completely changed and have an entirely new outlook on life after earth, I hope you enjoy the read as this is my first piece I have written since high school, if you have any questions feel free to inbox or reply, I will answer any and all questions! Thank you for reading enjoy!

I had been looking actively for DMT for about two months after I had done enough research on the drug and read/watched a ridiculous amount of trip stories, obviously ranging from the flower of life, to shadowy demons telling them “they are not welcome here.” I had made my decision to search for this compound and use it. On a Friday night I had just laid down to unwind and fall asleep, then my good buddy who I will refer to as “Steve” sends me a text and told me that he thinks he found someone who could get us mushrooms (which we have also been seeking) and wanted to buy some. I told Steve to keep me updated on the situation. Not even 20 minutes later as my eyes were starting to get heavy I get a text from Steve saying “No shrooms, he only has LSD and DMT right now. At that moment I sat up in my bed to rub my eyes and re-read that text and sure enough, that is what he had said. I replied quickly saying “Please don’t fuck with me man does he really have DMT?” “Yes man he does” replied Steve.

Very nervous about this whole situation I go and pick up Steve and get the location of the gentleman to find out he lives about 5 minutes away from my house. Then the excitement starts to set in when we get the phone call to come pick up, we will refer to the dealer as “John”. I got to Johns apartment complex and knocked on the door, A tall, wiry, nappy afro headed man answered, he had on a very worn and faded Jimi Hendrix shirt on with and John greeted us with an ever inviting smile. Me and Steve walk into the apartment and John had some company over, I was feeling a little uneasy in the apartment because of what we were there to acquire, that is until John opened his mouth and began to speak. His voice had a very deep and relaxing tone to it, almost as if it was reassuring. (Not to add in any non important details to the story) but John resembled Terance Mckenna in more ways than one (I am a huge fan of Terance Mckenna’s work and ideas so this was very strange to me) and it was oddly comforting. John handed me an index card folded in half with tape on the edges to keep it from opening. I had told John that I wanted 200mg of DMT and 2 LSD tabs, so when I opened the index card all of the substances was divided evenly and wrapped in a bubble gum wrapper type paper. All of the DMT was separated into 50mg doses and it was very neat. This was very comforting to me that John took the time to present this to me in a way that was so organized and borderline “professional.” I shake Johns hand and thank him for providing me with what I had been searching for for months, and with a huge smile on his face John states “Safe travels brothers” (referring to me and Steve) “let me hear some feedback after your trips!"

So now I finally have the compound and have not been this excited in a long time, I had work the next morning and wasn’t sure how it would mentally effect me knowing I had an obligation to attend to the next day so I had decided to wait until Saturday night when I get off of work. Now my best friend who I will refer to as “Troy” has been also searching for the compound with no success, so I call Troy and let him know what I had acquired and we came to a mutual agreement that we could smoke the DMT on Saturday night after I got off of work.
Now I won’t touch on my work day Saturday too much but I need to emphasize how much more I read on DMT and the trip tales that people share on the forums and videos etc. I could not stop thinking about what was going to happened when I finally did this substance, will I see this crazy shapes and patterns everyone else seems to get? Will I be confronted by demons or fearful object? I was starting to over analyze the situation and became pretty nervous about the whole ordeal, I had four 50mg doses and had been reading that you only need about 30-40 mg to “break through” so the thought of smoking 50mg my first time was a very intimidating thought. So I just stopped reading about it all and tried not to think about it too much, but that did not happen for very long at all. It was all I could think about and I could not help to feel such a innocent excitement to go on this new adventure yet at the same time I was so overwhelmingly nervous and fearful about having a “bad trip”.

I had been involved with psychedelics for a while now so and have experimented on numerous occasions with mushrooms and LSD so I felt like I kind of had somewhat of an idea on how the trip was going to be, and that since I have done these other wonderful drugs I should be able to anticipate at least a little bit of what I will be going through…. Was I ever wrong.

Work ended on that Saturday night and I sped home to feed my dog, gather the goods, and head over to Troy’s house. Now there is one detail that I absolutely cannot fail to mention. I live in a state where it rains maybe about 10 times a year and upon me clocking out of work I had looked out of the window and saw some of the darkest clouds I’ve seen in this state and almost EXACTLY on queue with my work day ending, I hear this very loud, alarming sound coming from my phone and it was a text for a storm warning and high winds. Now you can take this how you want but I feel as if at this point in time with the plans I had only an hour ahead of time, the storm was extremely symbolic and metaphorical.

So I drive home before the storm actually hits my neighborhood, I gather the very organized note card I had received from John and placed it in my back pack, I gave my dog some extra love (in case I were to not return the same) and opened my front door to head over to Troy’s to smoke this compound I had been searching for. As I opened the front door of my home… the storm had finally arrived, the wind was blowing so viciously that the cup of juice I had in my hand got dirt and rock inside of the cup. The car doors flew open before I could make an effort to open it gently, the rain started to fall for a second and at this point in time more than ever I felt that this storm was very symbolic and I did not take this storm as a warning or a sign to not go over to Troy’s. This felt more like a welcoming of sorts, the beauty of the storm made me hesitate for a brief moment while the storm now was in full effect, I was in deep thought embracing the strong winds until I got some dirt in my eye and became frustrated and got in my car.

On the car ride over to Troy’s I began to feel very nervous and excited all at the same time and started to think again how my trip was going to go. I pull up to Troy’s apartment complex with the storm still very present, but the worst of the storm had already passed, I await Troy to get back from the gas station and as I am standing on the two story balcony of the apartment complex I feel a sense of reassurance. Not from anyone in specific but I just felt very calm and ready for blast off.

So Troy gets home and we go into his dim lit, well decorated apartment and eventually make our way to his bedroom. Now this is not your typical bedroom, Troy’s bedroom walls were covered in anime posters from floor to ceiling, almost exposing no uncovered white wall underneath. There was so much going on in the room as far as colors and imagery goes. I had read on a trip story that their poster actually came to life as an animated being and so the nervous half way panic started to creep into my mental again. In my mind I honestly did not want any of the posters to come alive out of fear that it would be far too intense for me. I had watched a buddy of mine’s video on how to smoke DMT and with his advice I went and bought a oil pipe to smoke out of. I opened my backpack with the compound in it and loaded it into the oil pipe, me and Troy discussed what I wanted to be comfortable for the trip (music, lighting, beverages etc) and I had told him I want to listen to Cashmere Cat “Rice Rain” on very low volume for takeoff, I wanted a cup of juice (V8 Splash of course) next to me, and for the lights to be on a low/med dimmer. So me and Troy set up the room to my comfort, turned off all of the fans, loaded my 50mg in and picked up the oil pipe.

After picking up the oil pipe and lighter I became very nervous but in my mind and heart I knew I was going to do it no matter how nervous I was, the oil pipe I had bought was the smallest version of an oil pipe I could buy and did not know how much smoke I was going to be able to inhale from this pipe but didn’t think too much of it, “it will work fine” I told myself. I lit the lighter and held it approximately 1 inch below the oil pipe, as I began to see the smoke forming I took a hit, then another, then another, I felt this very overwhelming sensation rush through my body, first it was warm, and then it was as if I was going to start floating off the bed, I took another hit and then all of the walls of the room had a orange tint, almost like the room has a barrier of orange transparent film and my eyes got very heavy, this only lasted for about 30 seconds, then all of a sudden I did not feel a whole lot and within 2 min of me feeling only “abnormal” the trip was done. I was sure in my mind that I either did it wrong or didn’t get enough smoke, I was frustrated at myself and the drug at first, that mini trip had no significance at all and was honestly a tad bit let down. I also knew in my heart and mind that I did not experience a breakthrough and that is what I want to do.

After my failed trip attempt my buddy Troy smoked it by a different method known as the “sandwich” method. You put a screen in a pipe, a little bit of weed at the bottom to prevent to DMT from burning onto the screen then the DMT on top of the weed and them a little more weed. Troy smoked and smoked the pipe and closed his eyes, about 4 min after he opened them and described his trip and was nothing like mine so I said “dude fuck this I have DMT and I want to break through” all nervousness aside, I loaded a bowl using the sandwich method for myself. After packing the bowl I picked up the lighter again and sat upright on Troys bed with my back leaning against the wall, I was still worried that maybe this wasn’t actually 50mg and it might not be enough to “break through” and remember thinking “please just let this work.”
What comes next is very very difficult to accurately describe but I will do my absolute best, now I want anyone to know who is reading this in it’s entirety that none and i repeat NONE of the following is an exaggeration, I gain no benefit from “filling in blanks” or exaggerating feelings and visions. On a DMT trip report I had read the gentleman advised future users to try and really take everything in and let go of control completely and the trip will carry you. This is the last thing i remember thinking in my earth bound consciousness.

I raise the pipe up and place my trembling lips in position and light the bowl, I hit the bowl about 6 times or so with as much delicacy as I could promote. At about the 3rd hit in, the DMT “taste” was extremely over powering and I thought I was going to throw up if I took another hit, but then I thought no... “this is it, I have to break though… come on come on” and took another long toke and began to cough very bad and the tasted is making me want to vomit but I just kept hitting the pipe… then.
My field of vision immediately narrowed, and the pipe grew and grew and grew until it felt like I was holding a pipe that was almost a meter long, this was very strange to me and did not know what to think of it (20 seconds after my last hit) then I started to hear this consistent vibrating sound that had its own vibrato in its tone buzzing in my brain, (30 seconds) then I felt my body forcing my eyes closed.

The moment my eyes close, there appeared a singular pattern, not changing or moving, or and kind of distortion at all in this pattern. The pattern itself looked like one of those cliche “stare at this for 30 seconds then look away” type patterns, black and white rectangular outlines within each other, very symmetrical but it was at a stand still. Then I actually felt grounded in that moment almost like I was now standing in front of the pattern, but the pattern consumed my entire “field of vision” so I had no sense of when anything stopped, or if there was and barriers or even metaphorical doors or walls. Then I realized that I was not on earth, I am not saying I was on another planet or another life or realm necessarily, because that thought never mattered to me during the trip, all I knew is that I now had a presence in a “place” I guess you could call it and nothing was happening. Then out of nowhere I felt another presence, not my own, a dominating presence like a male, no face, no body structure, nothing at all I just knew someone or something was there, only moments after feeling the “Male” or dominating presence I felt a female presence as well, much more calm, not dominating by any means but now I knew that it was a female and a male present. I was still in this “place with no sense of structure to it at all, I had no body, no hands no feet, just pure consciousness. No point in time did I feel scared or freaked out, all of my anxiety and worry about the trip took a back seat and now I was just in this place with these things for what seemed like quite a while, then the real trip started.

After spending minutes in “trip time” trying to take in what was happening and why everything was so stagnant… it began. The pattern started to move very quickly in and out of itself like how it starts to look when you stare at the “trip patterns” for a certain amount of time, then I started to feel like I was actually somewhere (now this may be the hardest part to put into words) I felt almost as if I was in these “beings” or “entities” house. Again there is no structural confirmation in my visions that I am actually in a house I just felt like I was inside of whatever it was as a guest to these entities. Then out of nowhere the black and white pattern started to change color into a white and red pattern of the exact same pattern and I felt an emotion that was not my own, It was as if I could sense that the dominating entity was frustrated with me, (now keep in mind that from here on out the colors of the patterns were synced to these entities emotions) I then hear the dominating voice speaking to me in English, not a voice I have ever heard before, it did not sound familiar in any way but “his” or “its” tone was very aggressive and demanding. The entity stated in a halfway aggressive tone “Come on I want to show you” he kept saying this over and over and I was now able to speak back to them and I replied to the dominating entity “Okay I am ready show me” the entity became more frustrated with me and the colors of the pattern began to turn more red and more red and kept repeating “come on I want to show you, I want to show you” at this point in time the entity has become borderline angry with me and then the colors turn into a white and blue pattern and felt the emotion of “calm” the entity had calmed down and I still kept repeating to them “ I am ready, please show me.” The dominating entity then said in a calm yet still commanding manner “put the lighter down.” This is very important to how cool and connected this journey was, while I was tripping with my eyes closed I was still physical holding the pipe and lighter, I also had my clothes on along with a hat. After he demanded that I put the lighter down I physically (in my real body in Troy’s rooms) put the lighter down and it felt amazing to put it down, almost like the trip was getting better or that now we are finally going somewhere with this trip. Then the entity demanded that I put the pipe down and just like the lighter I did, then he insisted that I take my hat off and I did. Now at this point a little bit of my “rationalizing” came into my thoughts and I though specifically “I really don’t want to have to take all of my clothes off in my best friends room but I will do it if this entity asks me to.” but luckily he did not ask any more of me. The dominating entity now then said “okay come on now I want to show you” and the cycle began again, he became frustrated with me and I felt so helpless in getting him to actually show me and I stated again “I am ready please show me, I am yours.”
Then I heard the female entity voice for the first time, her voice was pure reassurance and comfort, a voice that immediately soothes your soul. It felt so trusting and loving. She told me in the softest most beautiful toned voice I have ever heard “come here.” After she had told me to come here I felt my self moving, not with my legs like walking, like I said I had no body only pure consciousness. I felt myself physically moving towards something that almost felt like a corner of a room even though there was no visual structure still or walls, or any sense of physical structure or barriers. When I arrived in the “corner of the room” she said “ I want to show you, but first lay down”. Again in the physical world in Troy’s room I laid down BUT I felt as if this female entity was the one laying me down, very slowly and very gently. I felt as if she was actually cradling me like a baby and I felt her love and her warmth all over my body and was overwhelmed with love and reassurance and once I felt myself actually laying down I then realized the most memorable thing in this trip and this point in time… I knew she was laying me down to die.

I have never been afraid of death, not since I was a young kid, I have had countless loved ones pass away in my life and my entire childhood all the way through now being 23 and have adapted the mindset over the years that I am genuinely not afraid of death, I view death as the next chapter, the next adventure if you would.

Once I realized that I was for sure going to die the female entity radiated love and comfort and I began to cry. Not crying in the sense I was scared to die or that I didn’t want to die, I was crying because of how beautiful my death was becoming, dying in the presence of pure love and pure comfort and bliss was the most incredible thing I have felt up until this moment. Of course it crossed my mind of I wonder what this is going to be like. As i started to cry I felt the first tear roll down my face and off of my cheek, instantaneously following that sense of tears leaving my face I was flashed into a vision of my tear landing in soil, I had no idea where I was or where this soil came from or what was surrounding me, my whole “field of vision” per say was only that soil. I saw the tear drop hit the soil, then another, and following the tears came these little green sprouts with the tear drops on top of the sprouts as if they were heads for the stems and the water drops had smiley faces on them! I then realized and could feel that these sprouts and tear were also “Me” I knew that those sprouts were growing were a part of me, I cannot describe the feeling but there was no mistaking. I could not believe what I was experiencing, there was no resistance on my part at all, none what so ever and then the female entity spoke again and said “Its okay, its okay, cry, cry, cry more so you can grow, I then started to cry even harder and even more sprouts started to appear and my vision kept switching back and forth between that pattern I mentioned earlier and this new vision of soil with sprouts growing. I understood what was happening, I was being laid down by this entity to die, I wasn’t scared, or worried, just comfortable, and loved. Then all of a sudden I LITERALLY felt that “consciousness" or "person" I was… die. I felt myself die in the realest way possible, I died. Immediately following that unforgettable sensation I was immediately placed into the consciousness of the sprouts growing. I did not spend much time at all actually feeling like i was a part of these sprouts from like a first person feeling or anything like that but that short time lived within those sprouts i felt though as if I was reborn.
I then opened my eyes for the first time since the trip started to happen and saw the outline of my friend Troy and I stated “Dude Oh My God” in a whimpering voice because I was still crying. Then my eyes shut again and all of a sudden I feel my consciousness shooting through space and I can see all the the traces of starts passing by and It felt like I was almost encapsulated in some kind of force field or protection because the velocity in which my conscious was traveling began to invoke purple/orange/yellow flame and knew that I was traveling through space to break through some kind of barrier. The excitement I felt was very innocent and childishly exciting I mean I was traveling though space! Then an overwhelming sensation filled my body as the presence of the two entities were with me in this “ship with no barriers or walls.” I felt them but they did not say anything to me nor did I to them, It was good to just have them there with me, very comforting. After traveling through space for what seemed like a very long time I then got this sense of knowledge that can never be replicated in any fashion or could never be faked or exaggerated. I KNEW now that we were on our way to heaven.
After I had realized where we were going I became very emotional and started to cry once more and more, no real thoughts ran through my head as far as what it would look like or what it would even be like, I was ready for whatever was ahead of me, but we were traveling through space for such a long time I began to think “maybe I'm not going to heaven, maybe I haven’t lived my life in such a way to bring me to heaven.” I have dealt with suicidal issues in my past and came very close to ending my own life and have thought about it strictly curiously and now was feeling that maybe due to these thoughts I won’t make it to heaven. Then I stared to think “maybe this is hell, maybe I will just think I am going to heaven for eternity and never actually get there.” But that feeling did not linger for too long as I then snapped out of my thoughts and back into the trip and saw how beautiful space looked, so many stars and colors and just pure beauty and that through lasted for what felt like maybe 5 seconds and then the doubt set in again. Before my mind could go any further down that dark path I broke through the barrier and on my word... I had arrived in heaven.

Moments after I realized where I was, a strong sense of overwhelming presence coursed through my existence but this time it was numerous presences all at once. But I could not see them, and the most strange part about my time there was that it was very dark, very small traces of green light would shine through here and there and it never occurred to me that I was NOT in heaven because of this overwhelming sensation that I had arrived without a doubt in my mind. The darkness faded away ever so slightly and there they were… Every person that I have lost in my life that I have cared for was right before me gathered as if they were expecting me and after only a few short moments of this breathtaking sight they all started to cheer and smile and laugh and everyone started walking towards me with arms spread as far as they could reach in lateral direction to welcome my presence. When they got close to me all of their faces started to flash one by one, everybody from my great grandma which I had only met a handful of times, to my best friend that passed away, all the way down to my first childhood dog. They were all there just so extremely happy for me to be there. Once all of the faces ran their course I was placed in another part of “heaven” and only this time I was alone, the floor was still exactly like space and I could feel myself grounded in this place actually being able to move around (again not with legs) and the trees I was seeing were something indescribable. All of the trees were as if they were coated in some sort or bright blue (very warm and subtle in some ways) neon lights, I could not understand this beauty I was experiencing. I stayed in heaven for what seemed to be a very long time, just embracing the sights and I did not think I could ever witness such beauty again… until about 3 seconds later.

I then could physically feel myself preparing to come back to consciousness as we know it and now could hear myself internalizing saying “Oh no this is too bad that I can’t stay here forever.” Once again all of a sudden I then felt that female entities presence and only this time her love was pouring into my body like an ocean to an empty well. I knew it was time to go and I did not want to leave, and then she spoke to me for the last time and said “You can’t stay here yet, not yet.” At this point in time I am crying even harder than before, not because I had to leave but because of the love I felt in my body, the feeling was too much to for me to keep my emotional composure. After I heard her speak I then was introduced to the heaven I had always dreamed it would be. This female entity did not throw me back into my conscious body or snap me back into reality… instead she gave me a glimpse of what my interpretation of heaven looked like and I found myself having an absolute reassurance that I would be back here, the female entity without saying a word let me know that this was not the only time I would be here. As I was basking in this beauty of a place I then felt the very gradual descent back into my body, I felt this entity literally cradling my entire body as if she was holding a baby and started going back to “earth” I suppose you could say. Only we did not pass back through the heaven I had first seen when it was dark, and not back through space either, we took the scenic route… Beautiful pink and white clouds of massive proportions and so many soft colors (shades of pink, violet, and blues) in these clouds and I could physically feel myself descending.

Once I made it all the way down back to the surface of my earthly consciousness I could feel a hand on my head, I knew it was the female entity but was not of any kind of human hand, maybe more metaphorical than anything but none the less I had felt her place her hand on my forehead and felt her rub what I could only imagine being a thumb across my forehead… I then opened my eyes and noticed that I was still crying. Tears had soaked that spot my head was resting on and cried pretty hard for about another 2-3 minutes or so and then I could finally speak and I looked up and my buddy Troy and told him as much as I could about my experience.

What I am so ever grateful for is how vividly I can remember everything about that trip, down to the exact colors to words, feelings, visions, everything. I hear a lot about how DMT is wonderful but a lot of the time people cannot seem to remember all of their trips very vividly. I can remember damn near every single detail and thank you for taking the time to read this if you made it through the whole thing. I will never for the rest of my life forget this experience and it was truly incredible. (I have made the decision to not revise or revisit any of this piece, no grammatical corrections or editing, this was every detail I can recollect from this trip)


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Re: DMT: A Life Changing Journey [Re: Slingblade_Samurai]
    #21878964 - 06/30/15 04:36 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

Thank you for sharing that.


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Re: DMT: A Life Changing Journey [Re: Slingblade_Samurai]
    #21879111 - 06/30/15 05:04 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

:hug:


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Something there is mysteriously formed,
Existing before Heaven and Earth,
Silent, still, standing alone, unchanging,
All-pervading, unfailing,
I do not know its name; I call it tao.
If forced to give it a name, I call it
Great (ta). Being great, it flows out;
Flowing out means far-reaching;
Being far-reaching, it is said to return.


It's just a shot away..


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Re: DMT: A Life Changing Journey [Re: Bill_Oreilly] * 1
    #21879300 - 06/30/15 05:45 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

Thank you Bill O'Reily


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Re: DMT: A Life Changing Journey [Re: Sagescruffy]
    #21879390 - 06/30/15 06:06 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

Thank YOU for reading!!


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Re: DMT: A Life Changing Journey [Re: Slingblade_Samurai] * 1
    #21879467 - 06/30/15 06:24 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

Twas a great epic tale of the sacred spirt molecule, thy brethren


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Something there is mysteriously formed,
Existing before Heaven and Earth,
Silent, still, standing alone, unchanging,
All-pervading, unfailing,
I do not know its name; I call it tao.
If forced to give it a name, I call it
Great (ta). Being great, it flows out;
Flowing out means far-reaching;
Being far-reaching, it is said to return.


It's just a shot away..


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Re: DMT: A Life Changing Journey [Re: Bill_Oreilly]
    #21879500 - 06/30/15 06:33 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

Your words mean alot, thank you so much!


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Re: DMT: A Life Changing Journey [Re: Slingblade_Samurai]
    #21879543 - 06/30/15 06:43 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

I felt so helpless in getting him to actually show me and I stated again “I am ready please show me, I am yours.”

congrats you just sold your soul to the devil

did he bring you magic abilities? - afterlife, psychic powers, ultimate knowledge and more? - or maybe 3 extra fingers , I'm sure he would trade with you


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Re: DMT: A Life Changing Journey [Re: Slingblade_Samurai]
    #21879646 - 06/30/15 07:08 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

Long, but worth it.  Thanks for taking the time and making the effort to set it down for us to read.  :super:

Oh, and welcome to the Shroomery and the club of DMT enthusiasts.  Do yourself a favor and don't go to the well too often.  You don't want to lose the beautiful magic.

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Re: DMT: A Life Changing Journey [Re: lessismore]
    #21879674 - 06/30/15 07:14 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

"I am yours", that's the stupidiest thing I've ever heard anyone say to a random angry seeming entity

But glad you're seemingly back, you are apparently not aware of the dangers that may be, maybe you should ask a shaman what can happen if we play with spirits

I would check my soul after saying stuff like that for sure, I would never say stuff like that, that creeped me out right away that you just wrote that


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Re: DMT: A Life Changing Journey [Re: lessismore]
    #21879730 - 06/30/15 07:25 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

Quote:

lessismore said:
"I am yours", that's the stupidiest thing I've ever heard anyone say to a random angry seeming entity

But glad you're seemingly back, you are apparently not aware of the dangers that may be, maybe you should ask a shaman what can happen if we play with spirits

I would check my soul after saying stuff like that for sure, I would never say stuff like that, that creeped me out right away that you just wrote that






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Something there is mysteriously formed,
Existing before Heaven and Earth,
Silent, still, standing alone, unchanging,
All-pervading, unfailing,
I do not know its name; I call it tao.
If forced to give it a name, I call it
Great (ta). Being great, it flows out;
Flowing out means far-reaching;
Being far-reaching, it is said to return.


It's just a shot away..


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Re: DMT: A Life Changing Journey [Re: Bill_Oreilly]
    #21880264 - 06/30/15 09:16 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

I amazed you were able to experience that much from smoking DMT. I have had very incredible experiences also, but due to the short duration, they always feel very rushed and like they ended too soon.


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Re: DMT: A Life Changing Journey [Re: Deviate]
    #21880821 - 06/30/15 11:15 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

I too am amazed that you made a 20 minute essay out of a 5 minute experience. No offense, but it makes me think it's just an exaggeration or fictional report. I've read an epicly long DMT trip report like this once, was pretty out there. But then two years later the author admitted to being a coward and forging the report for attention. :shrug:

I did read the last paragraph about you writing it all authentically and without edit. But I also noticed this same story copy+pasted from earlier today on reddit. Idk why, but seems to detract from the authenticity when it's seemingly written and self reviewed before being 'published' to multiple forums.

Maybe I'll read it all someday but for now congrats on life changes! Here's to extending them beyond psychedelia.  :rockon:


Edited by Icon (06/30/15 11:50 PM)


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Re: DMT: A Life Changing Journey [Re: lessismore]
    #21882634 - 07/01/15 11:51 AM (8 years, 6 months ago)

Now don't get me wrong (and maybe I typed it out wrong) but the male entity wasn't getting angry or malicious at any point, I felt as though as he was getting frustrated because he COULDN'T show me and that is why the female entity presented herslef, I never once felt scared or threatened. Truly a beautiful experience.


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Re: DMT: A Life Changing Journey [Re: Icon]
    #21882646 - 07/01/15 11:55 AM (8 years, 6 months ago)

This is what I definitely expected more of, scepticism of the actual happening, I am completely okay with you thinking that as it does not bother me, I know that is exaclty how the trip went as far as my mind can recollect, as for the reason of me posting on multiple forums is simply for the exposure of this trip, I want to share my experience with everyone! I never even had a reddit or shroomery account until I had this experience, I felt as though it was mandatory to type everything out. I do feel bad for your lack of ability to accept this as an actual experience! Maybe one day you will have an experience of that caliber and write about it for the world to see, safe travels my man.


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    #21882654 - 07/01/15 11:58 AM (8 years, 6 months ago)

Oh and it was only 12 min :wink:


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Re: DMT: A Life Changing Journey [Re: lessismore]
    #21882662 - 07/01/15 12:02 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

Now don't get me wrong (and maybe I typed it out wrong) but the male entity wasn't getting angry or malicious at any point, I felt as though as he was getting frustrated because he COULDN'T show me and that is why the female entity presented herslef, I never once felt scared or threatened. Truly a beautiful experience.


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Re: DMT: A Life Changing Journey [Re: Deviate]
    #21882665 - 07/01/15 12:04 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

Right! That is what I expected out of the whole ordeal as well, just some crazy ass chaotic yet meaningful trip that I would remember nothing about once it was over but man o man I was extremely wrong, I will probably never have that experience that same level again but I am very glad that I did.


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    #21882668 - 07/01/15 12:05 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

Thank you for the welcome!

And I definitely already have that feeling! that was an experience of a lifetime and I know that no other experience could surpass that one, so I am in no rush to do it again! But most likely will definitely do it again some day.


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Re: DMT: A Life Changing Journey [Re: Slingblade_Samurai]
    #21882742 - 07/01/15 12:35 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

Well written. Hope to experience something like this myself one day...


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One day Alice came to a fork in the road and saw a Cheshire cat in a tree.
'Which road do I take?' she asked.
'Where do you want to go?' was his response.
'I don't know', Alice answered.
'Then', said the cat, 'it doesn't matter.'





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    #21882820 - 07/01/15 01:00 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

I very much hope so as well, an experience that I will never forget!


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    #21883897 - 07/01/15 05:21 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

When I get back from DMT I feel like I wanted to be human before I was human.
Once I realize I have a physical body and existence as matter I'm like holy shit yes I did it I'm a human right now.

I don't think things are this or that I think they are the same. You can't have heaven without hell like you can't have a saw blade without the space between the teeth.
Everything appears to be like this. Apparent dualities but looking closer you see if one ceases to be then so does it's contrary.
Those who fear the dark shall never see the light kind of thing.


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    #21883989 - 07/01/15 05:43 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

Don't fear the dark, but also don't invite the dark.... there are lots of ways to invite the dark

Just take Meth everyday or benzos everyday, or heroin
It will bring out the dark sides of most people

Then do psychedelics at the same time


With our actions we control if we invite dark or light into our lives/people around us' lives

If we make good actions we affect people around us positively
If we make bad actions we affect everyone around us negatively


Going out of your body is fine and all, but I wouldn't do it too often, I wouldn't mind trying it though
I bet astral projection/lucid dreaming and the DMT experience can have a lot in common, it seems to activate the same things in the mind - separation from the body

When you go out of your body, your brain gets reseted it seems, at least the few times I've tried it
Hard to describe.... but you will find that you need to redefine a lot in your life likely


This reality doesn't feel like the real reality anymore

So that's why I won't recommend OBEs too often, but once in a life, everyone should have one once


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Re: DMT: A Life Changing Journey [Re: lessismore]
    #21884023 - 07/01/15 05:53 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

Is DMT exactly like shrooms/LSD on high doses?

or is it an alltogether new trip anyone?


It worries me a lot that newcomers could get to a level5 trip the first time they toke, lol, for some reason
But I hope that is not the case

A level5 trip could have a lot of health implications I bet, a formatting of the brain is not for everyone either

So I wonder if DMT does that too, the same thing as LSD/shrooms?


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    #21884095 - 07/01/15 06:07 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

Or... maybe level5 is impossible to reach first time, like it seems to be on shrooms/LSD

first after maybe 100 trips...

it seems we learn to let go, then it wouldn't be as bad , as if a beginner could go to a level5 right away

Imagine if a beginner got a level5 first time they took shrooms/LSD , I'm not sure they would get back to this reality, not even if they were very scientific in their thoughts...


Don't fly further than you can get back is my philosophy usually, but nothing to fear


If I ever were to take DMT I would take a very small dose at first and work my way up, even though I have tripped many times, just because it's native to the brain doesn't make it safe.

Serotonin is native too, but take too much and you get serotonin syndrome and seizures/die (nbomes, or mixing psychedelics+pills)


The spiritual effects might be the real danger though with DMT / Ayahuasca, I'm not sure I would feel safe taking them alone my first time without a shaman nearby
They might be overwhelming, or you may have trouble finding back to your body if you overdo it, so start low


But interesting and long report, pretty long compared to it was a 5min trip
The length of a trip is not defining for how dangerous it is either btw. , so always start low, get to know your set,setting,dose - and your psyche

A trip you cannot integrate into the real world is not worth anything , and there ayahuasca/dmt/salvia seem like real dangers to newcomers - some psychedelics I wouldnt recommend personally to newcomers without a shaman
With a shaman they may receive healing though I believe, because they need someone experienced to guide them with such intense psychedelics as those I believe


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Re: DMT: A Life Changing Journey [Re: Eggtimer]
    #21884128 - 07/01/15 06:13 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

Quote:

Eggtimer said:
When I get back from DMT I feel like I wanted to be human before I was human.
Once I realize I have a physical body and existence as matter I'm like holy shit yes I did it I'm a human right now.

I don't think things are this or that I think they are the same. You can't have heaven without hell like you can't have a saw blade without the space between the teeth.
Everything appears to be like this. Apparent dualities but looking closer you see if one ceases to be then so does it's contrary.
Those who fear the dark shall never see the light kind of thing.




I think therefore I am

Manifest my own being


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Re: DMT: A Life Changing Journey [Re: lessismore]
    #21884805 - 07/01/15 08:11 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

Quote:

lessismore said:
Is DMT exactly like shrooms/LSD on high doses?

or is it an alltogether new trip anyone?


It worries me a lot that newcomers could get to a level5 trip the first time they toke, lol, for some reason
But I hope that is not the case

A level5 trip could have a lot of health implications I bet, a formatting of the brain is not for everyone either

So I wonder if DMT does that too, the same thing as LSD/shrooms?




Its not exactly like LSD or shrooms at high doses, it is its own drug although it is a tryptamine and quite similar to shrooms in some respects.

I have never taken a big enough dose of shrooms to really compare it to what smoking DMT is like.


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Re: DMT: A Life Changing Journey [Re: Deviate]
    #21885649 - 07/01/15 11:24 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

Cool trip report. If it's fake, I don't really care.


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