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ConcernedCitizen
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interesting trip
#21870010 - 06/28/15 07:02 PM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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today i picked up a few boxes of nitrous. i already had a hangover from last night so my brain was quite f***ed to begin with.
anyway, so I start doing the nitrous at a friends house, and a girl living there came down stairs and sat down. i was kind of intimidated by her, and this really effected my trip. i shared some of the whips with her and she laughed and tripped a bit which was fun, but every 1 out of 5 charges i did, sent me off on a real weird trip. and i kept making an ass of myself.
the interesting part of the trip was that , once i said something stupid, or weird, during the single charge... it seemed like there was a series of stupid , embarrassing things i would do, until the charge wore off. as if i was on a rollercoaster that decided to go onto 1 of 5 tracks, and once i was on one track, i couldnt get off, until the ride was over. has anyone else experienced this type of trip? where you go onto a certain path, or track, and get stuck on it. until you somehow manage to get off... another weird part was, is if i tried to convince someone to do something while on a wrong track, they would always refuse, but if the track changed, and they were on board, they would say yes... i am so baffled. the trip was so weird, and horrible at some points.
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Once i took some acid with a friend and i kinda got the multiple track thing going that you were talking about. We were deciding on how to drive out to a river since two of us were tripping and 1 person can't drive two cara. Well while we were discussing this, my tripping friend kept saying he could drive fine (which he could but i refuse to ride with a tripping driver)which made me anxious thinking about it.
Well i had a bong packed and literally every time i hit it i switched between two alternate realities. One where my sober friend said hed drive and tripping friend quit argying and let him drive, amd another reality where we decided to let him drive out there also, so we could tube down the river, versus just floating within walking distance of where we parked. It was very weird.
Basically i switched between realities where one would drive, they both would drive, and one where the tripping friend would drive.
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Edited by LuSiD enthusiast (06/28/15 09:43 PM)
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That's weird man. Never had that happen to me on nitrous
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ConcernedCitizen
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well, i was really uhh, nervous to be talking to this girl. i havnt had a girlfriend in almost two years, due to addiction and poor mental health (nitrous sure gets the best of me...)
ive never been that great with women, its hard for me to talk to them without being too conscious about people that are watching/thinking when i'm acting like a first-time rookie..(kind of stupid. i shouldnt care what people think, but its a reaction that i have whether i like to have it or not)
normally doing nitrous is like smoking a cigarette for me, sometimes i will get a bit too weird, have too much fun, and weird people out. but i've been doing that for so long that i cant give two shits what most people think about me getting that high, and being weird... BUT. this girl was really cute , and i felt like i was a fat 5th grader trying to ask a girl, far out of my league, to prom..or something. i was nearly hiding behind my arms at the same time i was trying to hold a conversation, being f*** high as hell. the part that tripped me out is that, once i started acting like a bitch, i acted like a bitch until the charge wore off. again, like a 5th grader being extremely shy and unconfident, or mildly retarded. hahah.. its kind of like being really high on acid, and something startles you, and you and your tripping buddy start to freak out beyond reasonable fear, and spend the next 10 minutes fighting that feeling. but also, when the track wasnt the 'little bitch' track, and more like a, this nitrous feels lovely and love is all around, everything is swell, track..she was really into trying the nitrous(shed never tried before) and would talk to me like i was super interesting
another weird thing is that, she was nervous to try the nitro. and sometimes if i was like "you want another one?", if i said it too quickly, or un-softly..she would be like no, im fine... but then i'd load one up and set it down anyway, and once the vibes went back to being lovey and friendly, shed take another hit.. it was trippy because ive had this happen before. one time my buddy was running a full tank and literaly, every time i asked for a balloon, he'd say no, and give me one anyway.. i feel like it has something to do with how the brain works, what triggers different decisions. like some NZT kind of shit.
it was certainly a funny situation though. i literaly acted full retard pussy weirdo and (since this really has happend in different ways over the years..i didnt stay embarassed about what happend..if anything i was more confident that i was able to not care, swat it off my shoulder, and continue tripping..lol)
i hate, though, that i was so nervous, that i couldnt talk to that girl with confidence.. i have a hard time with taking LSD because if i got stuck on one of those "tracks", id have to spend the next 8 hours feeling like a bitch.. and possibly not being able to get OFF that track, given that LSD doesnt come down in 30 seconds like a whip it does.
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Well it's hard to talk to women to begin with so throw some powerful narcotics into the mix and I can definitely see how things could get aquward. What's hard for me too is keeping things light and have the conversation flow when I'm talking to a girl I really like. My advice is when you hang out with her lay off the drugs that make it hard to communicate like LSD, nitrous, psilocybin ect. And maybe just try having some drinks or take a little MDMA with her.
I found MDMA to be the best bonding tool I think a person can have. Once you make that intimate connection with someone on MDMA I found it passes over into your sober relationship as well so it makes it much easier to talk to that person from then on out
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thanks for the advice!
ive been struggling with nitrous for a long time, probably should be obvious to me that i shouldnt be trying to do nitrous along with every other task in life. i think i am going to give the functional parts of my nitrous crackers to my friend to hold onto for a while.
it sucks, though, i wish i could carry conversations..act cool about stuff. even when high out of my mind. like a jedi..
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