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I'm in a love predicament. 1
#21843186 - 06/22/15 08:11 PM (9 years, 9 days ago) |
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So the girl I am in what I believe to be love, I've never used the word romantically, but anyways we talk from time to time when she dropped something on me. "I would drop everything and move anywhere with you"
I want to go to oregon or washington, but I have just enough money to get out there, and my friends and family are just as broke.
I could fly her out here, but then she as no car and I have epilepsy so we're basically fucked. It costs me fortune to get to work and even more on time...
Im not really interested in posting details, but I think I love this girl. I would drop anything to move in with her as well...
We we're highschool sweethearts and dated for like 2 years before she moved away, seeing her with her ex made me happy, and depressed at the same time. Almost sick to my stomach, but I guess he's been mistreating her...
I love this girl. We both have no money and are both in financial situations.. I dont want to wait for things to work out and lose her..
What do I do guys? Seriously. I'm so torn up and depressed about I havent been eating, I've barely been sleeping... But.. I (think) i love this girl.. and life has given me another chance with her.. What do I do? idk what love is, but just thinking about her makes me smile. I still remember the way she tasted.. and felt.. We both know we've been with other people but we both don't care.. The thing is she's worried as I am, that things won't work out.. Not that things wont work out between us, but that things won't work out and we'll end up on the streets.
I'm sick to my stomach about this guys. I've been considering buying an E - cig through all this. (I'm gonna mention it to kr0nik0 and try to get his handme downs as a birthday gift)
If you don't know what you'd do in this situation, please just send me a hug or a heart..
I spent all my bonus on getting my medical examination for my license.. Now they prescribed me a 500 dollar script because he didn't check the box accepting off brand pils, which my prescription coverage would cover. So I basically have no fucking job. I might lose my job because they we're mad about my week off and shit, and they want to outsource me which is matters fora different thread, "they said If I'm so good I get a 5 grand bonus and a free vacation they can't afford my salary" I'm not even salaried I just think they got jealous.. I get paid some of the lowest members of the office being so new and young, but I think I'm getting outsourced
To everyone else, what does love feel like? Like true, deep, pure, love and longing...
Because I think this is the definition of it but we're both young. Thanks for being here shroomery. I'm sorry my post count hasn't been sky rocketing since I know how much you enjoy my activity here (sarcasm)
I want to make a gofundme to help me pay my medical expenses so I can see her I just don't want it to seem like "give me money to fuck my girl"
Thoughts? Love? Appreciation... Please try to keep the trolling to a minimum, I know that's going to be an invite to troll this.. but I'm so torn between her and my current life that I'm heart broken. Completely and utterly heart broken. First time since I've had these feelings and its the fourth night so far, but the first night I haven't been drinking the feelings away.
No amount of alcohol worked, not even mixed with benzos..
Sorry for the wall of texts, I'll Tl;DR gif myself of yall liked them I'm gonna double post this in the relationship advice if that's okay , I wanted the pub opinion and the relationship forums opinion
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Can't you buy her a ticket to the local greyhound bus and have her meet you? It's not going to make your life any easier to relocate to a new city/state if you are currently struggling financially.
And the doctor can rewrite your prescription RX.. that really shouldn't be an issue.
Just don't start a gofundme account over this.
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Could u afford vacation ttime and fly/drive there to spend time with her?
Then if things go well, then move there after finding a better paying job
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Edit: i feel mean saying that, after actually having read your post. i dont know man. thats a real predicament.
you really gotta be aware of catfishes too. have you met her in real life yet? if not, i would persue with caution
ive fallen for girls on the internet for short periods of time, and it never panned out, eexept once. and even then, the girl just wanted to smoke my weed so she let me bang her. wasnt worth it
Edited by Adolin (06/22/15 08:44 PM)
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She's fucking someone else bro.
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Re: I'm in a love predicament. [Re: propensity]
#21843354 - 06/22/15 08:43 PM (9 years, 9 days ago) |
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propensity said: She's fucking someone else bro.
Yes I have to agree, unfortunately. It sounds like she is probably using you.
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Re: I'm in a love predicament. [Re: Adolin]
#21843367 - 06/22/15 08:45 PM (9 years, 9 days ago) |
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Love is like finding a counterpoint in your soul. If you wake up next to that person and it makes you want to be a better man it seems like love to me. Be forewarned. Love is a 2way street and can be no other way. It makes you want to laugh, cry, fuck and fight. Simple? Yes. Easy? Hell no.
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Re: I'm in a love predicament. [Re: propensity]
#21843464 - 06/22/15 09:08 PM (9 years, 9 days ago) |
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propensity said: She's fucking someone else bro.
We're both okay with fucking other people. When we moved about, we didn't know when and if we'd still be together. I've fucked other females. I'm not ashamed
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TheGreenArrow said: If you wake up next to that person and it makes you want to be a better man
I don't wake up with her yet, but I get those feelings from our good morning texts / calls.
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Re: I'm in a love predicament. [Re: Detached]
#21843622 - 06/22/15 09:40 PM (9 years, 9 days ago) |
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Detached said: Can't you buy her a ticket to the local greyhound bus and have her meet you? It's not going to make your life any easier to relocate to a new city/state if you are currently struggling financially.
And the doctor can rewrite your prescription RX.. that really shouldn't be an issue.
Just don't start a gofundme account over this.
The go fund me isn't to meet her, Its to pay my bills and have the money from work to see her
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LogicaL Chaos said: Could u afford vacation ttime and fly/drive there to spend time with her?
Then if things go well, then move there after finding a better paying job 
No, but she says she might comedown 4th of july weekend (hopefully staying until my birthday, the 8th, I want that birthday sex
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Gresh said: Edit: i feel mean saying that, after actually having read your post. i dont know man. thats a real predicament.
you really gotta be aware of catfishes too. have you met her in real life yet? if not, i would persue with caution
ive fallen for girls on the internet for short periods of time, and it never panned out, eexept once. and even then, the girl just wanted to smoke my weed so she let me bang her. wasnt worth it
She was my highschool sweet heart, we only broke up because we moved, and ddin't want eachther to be alone. Im not buying any tickets, she is.
If I bought a ticket to see her, It'd be a one way ticket to live back home in minnesota, I have family to take care of me there. You misunderstood the post guys. It's not some catfish, It's an ex lover I have a chance to reuinite with,
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Detached said: Can't you buy her a ticket to the local greyhound bus and have her meet you? It's not going to make your life any easier to relocate to a new city/state if you are currently struggling financially.
And the doctor can rewrite your prescription RX.. that really shouldn't be an issue.
Just don't start a gofundme account over this.
My doctor can refuse generics though, and then I have to pay another 250-500 dollars depending on the tests done, for a doctor to change my script.
I called him over a week ago no response.
Please read the whole texts guys.
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Re: I'm in a love predicament. [Re: Adolin]
#21843643 - 06/22/15 09:45 PM (9 years, 9 days ago) |
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If you truly love her than you should definitely do whatever it takes to make it work.
I would love to tell you to move here to Oregon but if you are struggling financially that would definitely not be the best choice.
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propensity said: She's fucking someone else bro.
Yes I have to agree, unfortunately. It sounds like she is probably using you.
Where did you guys get this from? Are you being serious? Just becouse her current boyfriend is mistreating her and she wants to leave and be with OP?
Folow you heart Psychonautica, if you put the effort it I am sure you can make it work somehow.
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Sounds like a lot of baggage dude. I wouldn't move across the country with a chick that had just broken up with her BF, or even worse, was still with her BF. Just asking for trouble.
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Her BF and her have been broken up for a while. What could she be using me for? Letting me live and sleep in her bed and feeding me until I get a job?
You guys are missing the fact that we dated for just short of 2 years.. We we're highschool sweet hearts.. I'll let you know how thinks go in july.
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musiclover420 said: If you truly love her than you should definitely do whatever it takes to make it work.
I would do that for her, in a heatbeat, the only issue is Idk what love is..
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All We Perceive said: Sounds like a lot of baggage dude. I wouldn't move across the country with a chick that had just broken up with her BF, or even worse, was still with her BF. Just asking for trouble.
They'd been apart for months, she just texted me hi and and turned into this.
Its not baggage when she's the one wiling to pay my rent and my living expensive to move with her...
I've never said it to a girl other than my mom.. and her.. but that was highschool love.. This.. This feels like something real.
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musiclover420 said: If you truly love her than you should definitely do whatever it takes to make it work.
I would love to tell you to move here to Oregon but if you are struggling financially that would definitely not be the best choice.
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propensity said: She's fucking someone else bro.
Yes I have to agree, unfortunately. It sounds like she is probably using you.
Where did you guys get this from? Are you being serious? Just becouse her current boyfriend is mistreating her and she wants to leave and be with OP?
Folow you heart Psychonautica, if you put the effort it I am sure you can make it work somehow.
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propensity said: She's fucking someone else bro.
We're both okay with fucking other people. When we moved about, we didn't know when and if we'd still be together. I've fucked other females. I'm not ashamed
Damn kids these days don't even know about she's fucking someone else bro.

I don't have any real advice for you psycho, except don't show her your finger.
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Edited by propensity (06/23/15 02:40 AM)
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Re: I'm in a love predicament. [Re: propensity]
#21844547 - 06/23/15 02:44 AM (9 years, 9 days ago) |
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We weren't together.
New flash everyone you've ever been was was with another sexual partner before you.
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Follow your gut and not your dick.
I can't give you better advice than that.
Your gut tells you things will never work and it's best to just let go all the while your dick is screaming "YOU CAN MAKE THIS WORK JUST DO IT!".
Things never end well when you listen to the dick.
If you feel in you gut, truly, this is meant to be and you can make it work, then do so. But if you even think it's your dick talking, just cut the shit out now because it will be even harder down the line.
And what does love feel like? That's kinda hard to really put into words and even harder to really grasp the gravity of those words when you hear them from someone else. I literally cannot imagine spending the rest of my life without my wife. I just draw a total blank. At the same time I can already imagine how my life will be when we're 60+ years old. I can see our lives down to the minutest of details. That is love.
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Psychonautica said: We weren't together.
New flash everyone you've ever been was was with another sexual partner before you.

It was a long running joke much like DSHSB. Calm down, man, you're too
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Re: I'm in a love predicament. [Re: propensity]
#21844831 - 06/23/15 06:00 AM (9 years, 9 days ago) |
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