I keep getting so close to lucid dreaming - which is my next exploratory area after tripping.
I was wondering if anyone can help me break the barrier - I refuse to write a dream journal - I want to do everything internally.
So one time I dreamed that I was in my bed, and that this girl I was texting who (I couldn't tell if she was flirting or not) texted me while I was asleep, so I rolled over and looked at my phone, she wrote a paragraph about how great I was and she wouldn't let me get away. In my dream I was like "what? that can't be real" and checked it like 4 more times. I even asked "am I dreaming?" but was too dreamy to actually go through with that question. Fuck.
(interestingly, I can read, see my hands, look in mirrors, etc. while in dreams. Makes it a lot harder)
Ive had a few other dreams like this - where I get close to lucidity but don't quite get it
The closest I got recently was I was in this bioshock-like place (except more brown and steampunk, less glass) and in one area this little girl and dog would attack me - the girl was magic and the dog was fierce. They killed me like 3 times. I went back to bed and found them, this time I was ready. I charged a super punch for the dog, sent him flying, I was about to go for the girl but my brother woke me up
fuck that kid haha
So last night I had another dream. I dreamed I met this super chill chick who was into making beats (like me) and we hung out i forget how - but we sat down to make beats, she said "Im just waiting for the makeout/sex" or something like that, so we made out - and I started to go lucid, but as I did the dream just slowly faded away.
Spirituality is being very illusive for me recently. I need to break this barrier and have a true 2nd lucid dream - I need to master lucid dreams so I can be lucid while awake.
Again - basically every tell-tale sign that you're dreaming don't apply to me. It's fucked.
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