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Re: Me & My GF Love Shroomery!!! [Re: Devon420]
#22124776 - 08/21/15 10:10 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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Shit, you're just a tiny bit younger than me.
I thought you were around 19-20 for some reason. If that.
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Re: Me & My GF Love Shroomery!!! [Re: kr0nik0] 1
#22124792 - 08/21/15 10:14 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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kr0nik0 said: Shit, you're just a tiny bit younger than me.
I thought you were around 19-20 for some reason. If that.
I can't IMAGINE why!
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Re: Me & My GF Love Shroomery!!! [Re: Inocuole]
#22124805 - 08/21/15 10:19 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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Sorry. I seem young. I look young aswell you would think I'm 16 but I'm 28 it's fucked. I was bad in BC I went to rehab and moved to Nova Scotia to work and I found my girl on the net and we moved in together. All we do is drink. I'm trying to make the best of life!!
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Re: Me & My GF Love Shroomery!!! [Re: Devon420]
#22124826 - 08/21/15 10:24 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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Devon420 said: All we do is drink. I'm trying to make the best of life!!
Those two statements don't go together.
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Re: Me & My GF Love Shroomery!!! [Re: SteveRogers]
#22124829 - 08/21/15 10:25 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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I'm realizing that but wtf can I do
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#22124847 - 08/21/15 10:29 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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Devon420 said: I'm realizing that but wtf can I do
Stop drinking. You ass
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Re: Me & My GF Love Shroomery!!! [Re: SteveRogers]
#22124860 - 08/21/15 10:34 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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Devon420 said: I'm realizing that but wtf can I do
Stop drinking. You ass
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Re: Me & My GF Love Shroomery!!! [Re: Devon420]
#22124892 - 08/21/15 10:43 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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Devon420 said: I'm realizing that but wtf can I do
Stop drinking. You ass
^This. Drinking got very close to fucking up my life and health considerably not even a year ago. Be careful and don't let it become a drug you're dependent on because it's one of the shittiest out there.
Kratom and weed, most of the time just weed actually completely curbs any cravings I used to have for alcohol. Now drinking for me has become something that only happens at social events. And even then, it's only a few beers max. Sorry if I'm sounding preachy but alcohol can make your life shit when abused real quick without you even noticing.
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Devon420 said: Sorry. I seem young. I look young aswell you would think I'm 16 but I'm 28 it's fucked. I was bad in BC I went to rehab and moved to Nova Scotia to work and I found my girl on the net and we moved in together. All we do is drink. I'm trying to make the best of life!!
I thought you were younger because of your posting style. Spelling, grammar, etc. No need to apologize. I don't believe I've ever seen a picture of you but anyways, I think you told me but I forgot. What were you in rehab for?
As for your girl. You didn't really answer me. How long had you known her in person before moving with her to Nova Scotia?
Do you see her as someone you could possibly spend the rest of your life with? If not, you're almost 30..it's time to move on and one day meet someone that truly makes you happy and unconditionally loves you. Otherwise you're just wasting life, my friend. You know what I mean?
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Re: Me & My GF Love Shroomery!!! [Re: kr0nik0]
#22124911 - 08/21/15 10:47 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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Bud I've drank my hole life that's probably the problem. I thought it was weed. Or the hard shit. But now when I look back. Booze has fucked me the most. I've had a lot and lost it all 3 separate times. I've been homeless and a junkie. I've been at the top and the bottom. My life is a gong show
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Re: Me & My GF Love Shroomery!!! [Re: Devon420]
#22124966 - 08/21/15 11:03 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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You're not alone if it's any confort. I was an oxy/dope addict for 4 years of my life straight.
That fucked up my mental health enough.
When I started drinking heavily after quitting opiates, it fucked up both my mental and physical health considerably. As you would expect of course. When I drank it was because I wanted to escape my problems. I was living a life just working in a miserable career, I thought I would never find love since I was so broken from the past. I rather not go into full detail but there are countless nights where suicide by OD seemed like a very enticing thing to do. 
No one should have to go through shit like that. And you can avoid it simply by putting that bottle down even if it does make you not give a fuck for another night. Just some words of encouragement. You can take em or leave em.
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Re: Me & My GF Love Shroomery!!! [Re: Devon420]
#22124969 - 08/21/15 11:04 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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Booze is the main cause of most strife in my opinion. I love it but I have put some serious effort into drying out.
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Re: Me & My GF Love Shroomery!!! [Re: Detached]
#22125067 - 08/21/15 11:36 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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Thank you guys! But I'm so far gone in life I'm pretty much stuck and gotta live like a rockstar until the end. I've tried but it's gonna end up me going crazy and doing something. That's just what I see.
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Re: Me & My GF Love Shroomery!!! [Re: Devon420]
#22125082 - 08/21/15 11:40 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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You are the creator of your own destiny. If you don't like where your life is, do something about it. If you don't want to be a worthless drug addict and alcoholic, do something about it.
What happened to the American dream? Where you can do and become ANYTHING that you what with enough hard work and commitment?
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Re: Me & My GF Love Shroomery!!! [Re: Buck513]
#22125093 - 08/21/15 11:43 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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Wtf am I gonna be.lmao I can play video games pretty good. Well I used to before I met my girl. I can cook. I'm good at getting drunk and taking drugs and being a rockstar Epic fail.
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Re: Me & My GF Love Shroomery!!! [Re: Buck513]
#22125107 - 08/21/15 11:48 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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What happened to the American dream? Where you can do and become ANYTHING that you what with enough hard work and commitment?
It's because he's Canadian.
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Re: Me & My GF Love Shroomery!!! [Re: Devon420]
#22125112 - 08/21/15 11:49 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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So, are you gonna stay with your girl or no?
Sounds to me like you're just with her out of convenience.
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#22125126 - 08/21/15 11:52 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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Because you lack mental toughness and drive. You want to be a drug addicted video game player for the rest of your life. Until you want to change that nobody can do anything for you.
You are mentally a weak man, you'd rather take the easy road and get shitfaced for a living instead of making due with what little you have and turning it into something. Anything can be accomplished through hard work and dedication.
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Re: Me & My GF Love Shroomery!!! [Re: Buck513]
#22125133 - 08/21/15 11:55 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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But beer and video games are an awesome combination. I call it a "chub flop".
How come things aren't well in paradise, Mr Devon? I thought you and the lady were getting along just fine
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Re: Me & My GF Love Shroomery!!! [Re: Detached]
#22125285 - 08/22/15 01:02 AM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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Wow got Buck in here giving advice I would never expect to see him give to someone I would never expect him to give advice to. Sounds like most of this has come from people who at one point thought they could get away with living like how you do, Devon. I might've had that point for a little bit even. It only stops when you make it stop, and if you don't make it stop, you will live a very unpleasant, unfulfilled life. If you're not even 30 it's not too late.
When you're like "Thanks for the advice but it's totally my destiny to be a failure", what chance does that give you? You can't say you're "struggling" in life when you don't even give a shit enough to try.
That's called waiting to die. It's really that simple.
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Re: Me & My GF Love Shroomery!!! [Re: Devon420]
#22125545 - 08/22/15 04:35 AM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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Devon420 said: Bud I've drank my hole life that's probably the problem. Same here. Booze has fucked me the most. My life is a gong show
Thanks for the reminder.
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