|
lovesquare
Love²

Registered: 06/04/15
Posts: 556
Last seen: 8 years, 4 months
|
I feel my meaning of being is to spread the love. 2
#21828847 - 06/19/15 04:34 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
|
|
Since my first dose of acid I always felt the need to share psychedelics with the world. It took me a few trips and a couple of years later to start growing. I had grow partner who was never on the same page, but I don't regret growing with him. Together we achieved seeing god, telepathy, becoming one with the universe, ego death and much more. It was an experience I wouldn't of traded for anything. We started with truffles in quart jars and ended with grow bags, buckets and monotubs. We could of never have gone through all those shrooms. I would regularly dose entire parties and bring gallons of shroom tea to festivals, always handing it out for free, the way its meant to be. We were always careful to stay "in code" and to discuss nothing with another person, but he made the mistake of introducing his girlfriend to the game. He ended up getting paranoid and trashed everything, our work, my "position", as I call it.
Since we parted ways, something has been lacking in my life. I've been on a 1 year break for 11 months now which has done me good. Most of the people in my life have moved on from the train but its hold on me is strong, even over the tripless months. I feel the time is now. A time to reconnect with like minded people and to continue my work. I know I'm not the only one out there, but it seems like it sometimes.
-------------------- If you go down round the bend in the river, You're gonna find a few changes been going down there. If you go down to the gas-powered flatland, Where most of the people just think that they're free, Remember the peace that you had on the mountain, Come back to the love that you had here with me...
Edited by lovesquare (06/24/15 10:52 PM)
|
SunnyD
WiZarD oF LoVe



Registered: 04/29/13
Posts: 25,236
Loc: Planet earth
Last seen: 1 month, 22 days
|
Re: I feel my meaning of being is to spread the love. [Re: lovesquare]
#21828864 - 06/19/15 04:37 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
|
|


Yah
i feel i have a similar purpose
to give back for this gift weve been given life
--------------------
        And to everyone who thinks life is just a game, Do you like the part you are playing? This is the time in life I am living! And I face each day with a smile My music Library of Synthesizer goodness
|
lovesquare
Love²

Registered: 06/04/15
Posts: 556
Last seen: 8 years, 4 months
|
Re: I feel my meaning of being is to spread the love. [Re: SunnyD]
#21828870 - 06/19/15 04:39 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
|
|
Quote:
AddyZomeD said:


Yah
i feel i have a similar purpose
to give back for this gift weve been given life
Lovely man, just perfect.
-------------------- If you go down round the bend in the river, You're gonna find a few changes been going down there. If you go down to the gas-powered flatland, Where most of the people just think that they're free, Remember the peace that you had on the mountain, Come back to the love that you had here with me...
|
TNK
Pleasures of Africa



Registered: 01/30/10
Posts: 14,237
Loc: I AM THUNDERBOT
Last seen: 1 month, 18 days
|
Re: I feel my meaning of being is to spread the love. [Re: lovesquare]
#21828895 - 06/19/15 04:45 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
|
|
but how do I spread the love, when I do not feel it?
-------------------- Edited by TNK (02/22/22 22:22 PM)
|
SunnyD
WiZarD oF LoVe



Registered: 04/29/13
Posts: 25,236
Loc: Planet earth
Last seen: 1 month, 22 days
|
Re: I feel my meaning of being is to spread the love. [Re: TNK]
#21828911 - 06/19/15 04:49 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
|
|
You must seek it out I cant believe i left this out But yes it is a feeling a mindstate a universal connection i feel that is unexplainable
Ive always felt the magic since i was a young child Ill carry it with me and spread it as much as i can til i no longer breath in this organic being i am
I am content But this isnt the end of my life idk when my time is but until then i will be wrapped and embraced into this space our universe it is our sandbox And we are one with it, i feel and always will I will always try to improve myself and everything around me which is everything

health wealth love an happiness are good goals
Its all in the state of mind Life itself isnt perfect
the bad parts can be truly magical even if there hell Its all how you look at it
--------------------
        And to everyone who thinks life is just a game, Do you like the part you are playing? This is the time in life I am living! And I face each day with a smile My music Library of Synthesizer goodness
Edited by SunnyD (06/19/15 06:22 PM)
|
CHeifM4sterDiezL
Chief Globerts


Registered: 07/28/10
Posts: 22,546
Loc: United States
Last seen: 26 minutes, 18 seconds
|
Re: I feel my meaning of being is to spread the love. [Re: TNK]
#21828914 - 06/19/15 04:50 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
|
|
Everywhere i go i seem to breed haters
|
CHeifM4sterDiezL
Chief Globerts


Registered: 07/28/10
Posts: 22,546
Loc: United States
Last seen: 26 minutes, 18 seconds
|
Re: I feel my meaning of being is to spread the love. [Re: CHeifM4sterDiezL]
#21828916 - 06/19/15 04:50 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
|
|
A m i spreading the hate?
|
lovesquare
Love²

Registered: 06/04/15
Posts: 556
Last seen: 8 years, 4 months
|
Re: I feel my meaning of being is to spread the love. [Re: TNK]
#21829176 - 06/19/15 06:05 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
|
|
Quote:
TheNatureKid said: but how do I spread the love, when I do not feel it?
I don't think you need to seek it out, you need to open yourself to let the love seek you, to grasp the meanings of these beautiful blessings we have been granted by love itself. True love isn't found, made or shared, it's felt. You can't label, touch or put a finger on love, you just feel it, and that's what these sacred substances enable you to do, feel love. In order to feel it yourself, I can't explain.
-------------------- If you go down round the bend in the river, You're gonna find a few changes been going down there. If you go down to the gas-powered flatland, Where most of the people just think that they're free, Remember the peace that you had on the mountain, Come back to the love that you had here with me...
Edited by lovesquare (06/19/15 06:06 PM)
|
Dark_Star
train driver pervading a desktop


Registered: 08/20/04
Posts: 31,859
Loc: Uranus
|
Re: I feel my meaning of being is to spread the love. [Re: lovesquare]
#21829187 - 06/19/15 06:07 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
|
|
I used to feel the same way, so I made it happen. Then I lost my way. Once I got my shit together my priorities had shifted, and my life path is quite different. It's still very much based in love/compassion/helping others though. That much hasn't changed.
--------------------
|
CHeifM4sterDiezL
Chief Globerts


Registered: 07/28/10
Posts: 22,546
Loc: United States
Last seen: 26 minutes, 18 seconds
|
Re: I feel my meaning of being is to spread the love. [Re: TNK]
#21829197 - 06/19/15 06:09 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
|
|
Quote:
TheNatureKid said: but how do I spread the love, when I do not feel it?
Wait no i didnt see this b4 WTF you mean to tell me you've never felt love? id bet my life against it.
|
CHeifM4sterDiezL
Chief Globerts


Registered: 07/28/10
Posts: 22,546
Loc: United States
Last seen: 26 minutes, 18 seconds
|
Re: I feel my meaning of being is to spread the love. [Re: CHeifM4sterDiezL]
#21829207 - 06/19/15 06:12 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
|
|
I wanna like help u n stuff do u realize You would even be here without love
|
CHeifM4sterDiezL
Chief Globerts


Registered: 07/28/10
Posts: 22,546
Loc: United States
Last seen: 26 minutes, 18 seconds
|
Re: I feel my meaning of being is to spread the love. [Re: CHeifM4sterDiezL]
#21829216 - 06/19/15 06:13 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
|
|
Love is like what holds the stars in the sky dewd
|
TNK
Pleasures of Africa



Registered: 01/30/10
Posts: 14,237
Loc: I AM THUNDERBOT
Last seen: 1 month, 18 days
|
Re: I feel my meaning of being is to spread the love. [Re: CHeifM4sterDiezL]
#21829219 - 06/19/15 06:14 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
|
|
Quote:
lovesquare said:
Quote:
TheNatureKid said: but how do I spread the love, when I do not feel it?
I don't think you need to seek it out, you need to open yourself to let the love seek you, to grasp the meanings of these beautiful blessings we have been granted by love itself. True love isn't found, made or shared, it's felt. You can't label, touch or put a finger on love, you just feel it, and that's what these sacred substances enable you to do, feel love. In order to feel it yourself, I can't explain.
Maybe, I am open to the love of the world, to allow it to flow through me. That does not mean I feel it, knowing the world is beautiful and feeling it are two separate things.
Quote:
CHeifM4sterDiezL said:
Quote:
TheNatureKid said: but how do I spread the love, when I do not feel it?
Wait no i didnt see this b4 WTF you mean to tell me you've never felt love? id bet my life against it.
I didn't say I had never felt love, I was implying that I do not feel the general love from people around me, from society, the community I live in, the world.
I am a loving person, caring and genuine. Doesn't mean the world will treat me as such.
-------------------- Edited by TNK (02/22/22 22:22 PM)
|
CHeifM4sterDiezL
Chief Globerts


Registered: 07/28/10
Posts: 22,546
Loc: United States
Last seen: 26 minutes, 18 seconds
|
Re: I feel my meaning of being is to spread the love. [Re: TNK]
#21829228 - 06/19/15 06:16 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
|
|
I feel like maybe ur ungrateful go and id go count my blessings if i was you
|
lovesquare
Love²

Registered: 06/04/15
Posts: 556
Last seen: 8 years, 4 months
|
Re: I feel my meaning of being is to spread the love. [Re: Dark_Star]
#21829234 - 06/19/15 06:17 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
|
|
Quote:
Dark_Star said: I used to feel the same way, so I made it happen. Then I lost my way. Once I got my shit together my priorities had shifted, and my life path is quite different. It's still very much based in love/compassion/helping others though. That much hasn't changed.
I would say sharing the love consists of love/compassion/helping others definitely. But by getting your shit together does that mean you felt this path was wrong in any way? I'm just curious. Since my first trip my mindset has been this feeling, this way of life, no one should be spared of this feeling, this natural means of experiencing true existence. I've made it my life's work, for over 5 years now, off and on, and I still believe it is the way. That the course of my life was set to this path long ago, and that everything in the future is pre planned, that straying off of the path is impossible, not that I would ever want to change it, but like following a heavenly guide, a manual, I had the chance to read, and to guide others myself.
-------------------- If you go down round the bend in the river, You're gonna find a few changes been going down there. If you go down to the gas-powered flatland, Where most of the people just think that they're free, Remember the peace that you had on the mountain, Come back to the love that you had here with me...
|
CHeifM4sterDiezL
Chief Globerts


Registered: 07/28/10
Posts: 22,546
Loc: United States
Last seen: 26 minutes, 18 seconds
|
Re: I feel my meaning of being is to spread the love. [Re: lovesquare]
#21829247 - 06/19/15 06:20 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
|
|
You have to love urself b4 u even think about truely loving others its how love is dewd
|
Dark_Star
train driver pervading a desktop


Registered: 08/20/04
Posts: 31,859
Loc: Uranus
|
Re: I feel my meaning of being is to spread the love. [Re: lovesquare]
#21829256 - 06/19/15 06:22 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
|
|
What happened was I fell into opiate/opioid & cocaine addiction, and lost myself/connection to others, love, etc. I'd dose & bounce back occasionally, go back to the work...but then I'd slip back again. After the last time I decided I needed to make a serious change. Along with that came a new path. I still believe in the old work, but I also feel that my time with it is done. I'm on a new path now.
--------------------
|
CHeifM4sterDiezL
Chief Globerts


Registered: 07/28/10
Posts: 22,546
Loc: United States
Last seen: 26 minutes, 18 seconds
|
Re: I feel my meaning of being is to spread the love. [Re: Dark_Star]
#21829265 - 06/19/15 06:23 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
|
|
Do you like phish?
|
Dark_Star
train driver pervading a desktop


Registered: 08/20/04
Posts: 31,859
Loc: Uranus
|
Re: I feel my meaning of being is to spread the love. [Re: CHeifM4sterDiezL]
#21829269 - 06/19/15 06:24 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
|
|
You already know the answer to that sir.
--------------------
|
lovesquare
Love²

Registered: 06/04/15
Posts: 556
Last seen: 8 years, 4 months
|
Re: I feel my meaning of being is to spread the love. [Re: CHeifM4sterDiezL]
#21829277 - 06/19/15 06:25 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
|
|
Quote:
CHeifM4sterDiezL said: Do you like phish?
Of course =P
-------------------- If you go down round the bend in the river, You're gonna find a few changes been going down there. If you go down to the gas-powered flatland, Where most of the people just think that they're free, Remember the peace that you had on the mountain, Come back to the love that you had here with me...
|
|