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fetalscab



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layered conversation non linear thought and robots
#21811346 - 06/15/15 04:14 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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So I haven't posted in shroomery in years. I wound up sobering up. I went pretty hard for a while. Mxe from when I woke till I slept for 2 years easily, shit loads of lsd, n20 tanks in my garage at all times, research chems galore. Anyway I went a little crazy. I began seeing patterns and layers everywhere, started making predictions that came true which lended some validity to my "madness" I literally thought I was sending messages to myself from the future and that I was programming reality with my thoughts and was unintentionally programming the robotic uprising with everything I did and didn't think. I also wasn't convinced I wasn't jesus. Needless to say I came to the realization that I had to stop or I was gonna die likely by my own hands in an attempt to save the universe......I've spent years unlearning insanity. But one thing that still perplexes me is the forms of conversation I was experiencing and I am wondering how many others experienced the same thing.
I was speaking in layers and so were many people around me and musicians. I got the feeling many musicians were speaking directly to me. But I found myself having layered conversations.like normal on the surface and true to my world and reality but everything seemed to have a supernatural layer of meaning sometimes 3 or more. Lots of times it seemed to be biblical in nature. Almost like otherworldly beings were communicating to each other through our conversations. It seemed like several individuals were aware of it as well and others were not but we're still doing it. It was very strange. And it seemed like it was happening all of the time and then I became aware of it and it almost felt as though I was eavesdropping on the conversations of another dimension. Anyway. This all became very overwhelming. Even after I sobered up it continued. I spent years dumbing myself down and trying to forget the "metaphorical" source codes that allowed me to see this. I still get weirded out sometimes.
Anyway. Anyone else have strange layered perceptions that first amazed them and then terrified them?
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fetalscab



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Re: layered conversation non linear thought and robots [Re: fetalscab]
#21811464 - 06/15/15 04:46 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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I also had movies and TV seem to answer my thoughts in real time. Like I was having a psychic conversation with something with my thoughts and the random dialog on tv or radio would be direct answers the my thoughts and questions. It was very surreal
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Re: layered conversation non linear thought and robots [Re: fetalscab]
#21811962 - 06/15/15 06:53 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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This has been happening frequently to me over the past few months. Also things such as two people having a conversation, but the 'layers' of the conversation not necessarily coinciding with what's being said, or having dual meanings, yet still being true (e.g a couple talking about doing research on a cause, then finding out things they didn't like about the cause and finally ditching support of the cause holding a dual meaning of one finding the other is cheating through 'research' on social media or something).
It's extremely strange, another example may be song lyrics that coincide with social settings and effectively end up doing the talking in everyone's place to sort through issues/vibes/navigating the social waters.
I don't know what to make of them, but I definitely don't want to forget this sort of stuff. I see it as a way for me to get an advantage in life, as I think many people are comforted by the thought that nobody can get into their heads. This is the next best thing. Thought is a powerful thing.
I don't know if I've even addressed your OP, this is just my interpretation of what you meant. My $0.02
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Re: layered conversation non linear thought and robots [Re: nuds]
#21812638 - 06/15/15 09:50 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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Synchronicity perhaps? Clairvoyant? Intuition? Spirits lending a hand? Who knows.
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Re: layered conversation non linear thought and robots [Re: fetalscab]
#21813349 - 06/16/15 02:53 AM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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fetalscab said: Anyway. Anyone else have strange layered perceptions that first amazed them and then terrified them?
Woah, that's heavy - reminds me exactly of how it was when I had schizophrenia induced by a concussion. It's probably organic and it's good you can get past it through abstinence, I guess.
But man it was cool. The scary part is, of course, what if it's really happening? That's what makes you lose your shit big time. I certainly did.
OTOH I have communicated with myself from the future - it's happened quite often when I've been about to start tripping again. And I've had plenty of communication from "the outside" or whatever that is. The problem with psychosis is that it feels completely real and there's no way to tell it apart from ordinary reality, except for the weird factor. Kind of like when you're dreaming and not aware of it.
Good luck finding whatever it is you're looking for. If it includes this kind of thing, as you've already noticed, it can be very hard to control.
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