Hello. This is my first post, I thought that if I could describe my trip well enough it would be pretty awesome lol.
So a little while ago, my very own refrigerator was walking around the downtown area of his town. Its a pretty old laid back town. Pretty small but with a lot of culture. Well, i wa at my friends apartment and I had verrrry sketchy X tab. I was almost positive it had meth or something in it. But it had a little mdma i think. We were supposed to go pick up some acid from a bartender or something nearby so we went there and I just decided to take the X. I had my friend J with me and another friend of mine. I got my friend J to cover my for the night as far as driving goes for the night. We got there and i wasnt expecting to get the cid but he came out with 2 tabs for me. He said she had told him that 2 hits was an ideal trip and he wanted me to take it now. Originally I hadnt planned to trip at all or anything that night but for some stupid fucking resson I popped the tabs without second guessing it. Dumb.
So around 10:00PM we went back to my friends apartment and sat around a while. Wasnt tripping yet but felt jittery from the X pill. My refrigerator had 3 tabs of 25i which I gave 2 to my friend in return for the acid. We went into the kitchen and my friend said he had some kind of plant very similar to Salvia. It was some purple leaves and he said he normally chewed them and they make hime trip harder but he decided to try and dry them out in the oven and roll a J. W did that and started walking to the gas station for some papers. The path to the gas station included a long bridge that goes over a river. It is very dark and many homeless people live below it. Its kinda creepy cause you cant see anything but it is very pretty. WE started to approach the bridge and I started to feel the acid. I still had my tabs in and i was saying that i wanted to spit them out cause i knew i was about to trip haaaard and lose grip on reality. We crossed the bridge and went to the gas station. Me and J stayed outside while my bud went inside and got papers. After he got them we walked over to McDonalds which is next door. We walked up someone told us they were closed. We walked up mto a trash can where I saw and old friend of mine named K. We used to be in band together. We started talking and im pretty sure he noticed the tab on my tongue. Then he starred at me and started laughing really hard, " hahahahahah dude your eyes are like solid black". We laughed and i told him i was trippin and he went back into work. We started to walk back to the bridge. My friend rolled his salvia joint thing which i wanted nothing apart of. I knew i wouldn't need it. I lit up a Djarum Black clove cigar and as I did i noticed small structures on the ground within the shadows but i wasn't sure if i was actually seeing them. We made it half way up the bridge and i remember i started to really trip. The bridge was shaking around in front of me and i was seeing patterns and colors. We got back to the apartment and i called a friend of mine to bring me a G. Pineapple Express . In the mean time I played my friends drum set quietly. It was difficult and my music sounded very very weird. I quit playing the drum set but my friend had shitty bamboo drum sticks with electrical tape on them. I held on the the one in the right hand and continued to tap on everything around me throughout the whole night. I sat oin the couch and the room just started to drastically bend around. I was seeing little dots fly around me and rapid changing colors. The colors weren't super vibrant though. It was pretty intense, definitely the strongest i had had up until that point. Well maybe.
My friend showed up with the weed and we smoked a bowl. I only took one really big hit. Then i went outside. Everything look ed 'thick' and 'fuzzy'. My friends head and face were unrecognizable and he had 4 eyes. I went to my car and saw little bugs crawling all over the sun roof. The green light from the traffic light was floating around. Patterns were all over the ground an I knew it was only beginning. The body high was quite intense but the mental load distracted from it. I called this girl and tried to get her to hang out with me hahaha but she was 35 minutes away and it was midnight. She said we could go over there but me and J had already agreed to go to my friends house who just brought us the bud. So we left downtown and made our way to his house. Just me and J, we left my friend in downtown. (is this confusing im high) We went to his house and all the lights were off. I've been there countless times and even though i was tripping, I knew i could just walk in but my frined said i should'nt do that and he was probably sleeping so he yelled at me to leave and not open the door. Now this, changes how the night goes completely. If we had stayed there things would have been much much different.
So we leave and go to burger King. Next thing I know we were at the drive through and my friend is asking me what i wanted but i was really starting to lose my grip. I was getting deep deep deep into thought. I just said an ICEE i think and we got it and parked in the parking lot. I started to get very confused, I didn't know what was going on or that i was tripping. I just knew in my mind that something wasn't right. We were facing a gas station and there was a cop out there. Now, I was really tripping but the cop was just fucking around with a pump. The gas station was closed?! It was kinda odd. After that we left and my friend drive me to a field with a huge huge dirt pile. Now this was excellent trip sitting, he was trying to think of what was fun but hes never tripped before really... So i get out the car and face the dirt mound which must have been about a football field away or so. Maybe 2 im not sure. My friend told me "go climb it!" or something like that but there was like a huge metal abstract structure in front of me so I didn't try to climb because i was afraid of hitting my head. I checked the next day and there is nothing there. after this poimt i completley lose track of time. 1:00 til 4:00AM is so blurry and intense. While at the the dirt mound I laid down on the ground i think. I could no onger communicate with my friend. I laid in the fetal position or on my knees and just thought. I somewhat forgot i was tripping and i thought i was experiencing death. The trip and mental load was very intense at this point. Similar to how id imagine DMT. I was flying around infinity and space in my head, hearing very loud machine noise, at that point, th point in which I concluded i was dying, I stood up and yerlled something and my friend told me to be quiet. WE got back in the car and my friend stared asking me if i was okay and if he needed to call an ambulance. I wasnt exactly sure what he was saying so i just quietly nodded. Whenever i nodded i would remember i was tripping and be very quiet. Id tell my friend im trippin man, lsd and x huh. and he'd scream at me "YES! Remember?!" and a minute later i'd completely forget and id be holding my friends face screaming as loud as i could that i was dying. At one point i tried kissing him. He kept saying my name too. I remember he made it worse by saying I was "just having a bad trip" cause then it got soooo much worse. I began to imagine myself underground and i'd see my tombstone. It was very scary. At some point i had seemed to get back to reality long enough for my friend to calm down and drive off. I had been quiet long enough and had actually been doing good until we got on the road.I stared to hear the machines again, they were very loud and intense noises. We stopped at another parking lot in the middle of nowhere. It was by a Dollar General. I then layed on the ground and started to lose it again. This might have been the peak im not sure. I began to soar through black holes and feel infinite. Feelings of infinite emotion and life changing revelations. I was feeling the entire spectrum of emotions. I'd feel very depressed and then i'd leap up from the fetal position and into the air with a burst of orgasmic feelings and then fall back down. Eventually I started hearing my best friend and his mom call me and i thought i was perma tripping and i had died. My friend had called a friend of mine after i fell down and broke my glasses,. He came from his girlfriends house to where we were at 4 in the morning to help. I have good friends.WE ended up at my friends driveway somehow and I was hearing my mom say "did you learn your lesson"? And then it all ended, quite instantly. My other friend went home and we went and found my glasses and fixed them. Then we went to a diner and got an order of fries and water which i didn't eat much off. Around 5AM we went back to my friends house (shack lol) and watched Wristcutters. Around 7 I went home, very depressed from the X but enlightened from my trip. Since then the depression is gone and I feel great!
I'm still trying to break down this experience and take from it but overall it was a great lesson. Thanks for reading!!
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