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Asante
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Yesterday during my methoxetamine trip.. 1
#21804600 - 06/14/15 01:18 AM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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I had sequences of SEVERAL HOURS that had deeply disturbed me as a child, when I dreamt them. I dreamt them as a child, 100% positive, and I LIVED them only yesterday.
God told me it had looped my MXE experience back in my childhood dreams to forewarn me of the significance of the event.
I swear on my mothers ashes, on my own LIFE that I didnt imagine or brainfart this.
I DREAMT THOSE SEQUENCES AS A CHILD. REALLY REALLY.
And this was to underline the message that God is Love, pure love and nothing but love, and we are the universe, that god, experiencing itself.
I know how it sounds, I did not make this up. These dreams deeply disturbed me as a child. I remembered them vividly. Yesterday they came true.
I SWEAR guys, All things are in you and you are in all things. All is one and you are that.
I did not lose my mind. This is clear testimony of a clairvoyant dream, with a purpose.
not to elevate me, to elevate YOU.
YOU ARE GOD.
You may fight it, object, deny, puke, kick and scream.
BUT YOU ARE! YOU ARE!
OM!
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Re: Yesterday during my methoxetamine trip.. [Re: Asante]
#21804634 - 06/14/15 01:29 AM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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I love you all so very much. I know most of you cant stomach the message of the above post but I have to share this as it is.
As it is.
I stand my ground on this one.
Delusion or truth, whatever suits your reality, but it rang 100% true to me. 100%, no room for error. It is absolutely what happened to me.
It rapes your paradigm, your comfort zone, I know. I'm sorry. It did mine, thoroughly, it was anguish as much as glory. But this is how it was. I don';t know what tomorrow holds but this is what happened yesterday.
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Re: Yesterday during my methoxetamine trip.. [Re: Asante]
#21804732 - 06/14/15 02:11 AM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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I have old reoccurring dreams that I had as a kid. When I have these dreams I can remember the things that were happening in my life at the time I first had that dream. It's like reliving the mindset of my childhood from a dream. There are dozens of different dreams of different times of my life that I can relive.
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Re: Yesterday during my methoxetamine trip.. [Re: Astral Pain]
#21804733 - 06/14/15 02:13 AM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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Dissociatives are fucked up, they can really really mess with your head.
An example i have somilar to yours but in a smaller way is that sometimes you SWEAR you recognize aomeone youve never met before.
They can make you believe funny things and pass them off as real
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Re: Yesterday during my methoxetamine trip.. [Re: Astral Pain]
#21804741 - 06/14/15 02:19 AM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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It's like these memories are stored on a disk and not stacks of files. Older memories aren't at the bottom of a tall stack of files but rather stored in folders with specific emotions to call them up.
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Re: Yesterday during my methoxetamine trip.. [Re: Astral Pain]
#21804748 - 06/14/15 02:22 AM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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Astral Pain said: I have old reoccurring dreams that I had as a kid. When I have these dreams I can remember the things that were happening in my life at the time I first had that dream. It's like reliving the mindset of my childhood from a dream. There are dozens of different dreams of different times of my life that I can relive.
Dreams and waking life are connected. Using dissociatives certainly puts you in the Dream realm while half awake.
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Re: Yesterday during my methoxetamine trip.. [Re: Astral Pain]
#21804758 - 06/14/15 02:27 AM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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So MXE would be like high octane fuel for the dream vehicle. That may be a bit too overwhelming. Not all my memories are good ones. I'd end up in tears.
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Re: Yesterday during my methoxetamine trip.. [Re: Astral Pain]
#21804766 - 06/14/15 02:33 AM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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MXE is just a catalyst. the dreams and visions are in me primarily. Interaction with the molecule brings them out.
Though, everything is in all things.
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Re: Yesterday during my methoxetamine trip.. [Re: Asante] 2
#21804801 - 06/14/15 02:51 AM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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I see. It blurs the lines between dream life and wake life. It must be a nonstop guaranteed lucid dream. I must find me some of this substance.
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Re: Yesterday during my methoxetamine trip.. [Re: Astral Pain] 1
#21804882 - 06/14/15 03:44 AM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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It is. It is.
Dissociatives are like that. They strip away some sensory feed and this gets replaced by Dream, just like when you are sleeping, except you dream while awake.
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Re: Yesterday during my methoxetamine trip.. [Re: Asante]
#21804927 - 06/14/15 04:15 AM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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Dreaming while awake. I read a book with that exact title. Techniques for 24 hour lucid dreaming. http://www.goodreads.com/book/show/104132.Dreaming_While_Awake
It has to be the same once you've done the MXE as it is after having an OBE. After having an OBE it was like having a constant awareness of this other side of your life that you have just tapped into. Like flipping a switch on that activated this awareness at all times, and having the feeling that you always knew it was there. You become a complete being instead of two separate parts. Awareness 24/7
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Re: Yesterday during my methoxetamine trip.. [Re: Asante]
#21805166 - 06/14/15 07:25 AM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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I relived some sleepwalking instances I'd had as a child while I was on a mushroom trip many years ago. I mentioned the memory of my actions during this incident to my parents, and they corroborated that it had happened. Was some strange shit..... I remember many dreams I had as a child.
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Re: Yesterday during my methoxetamine trip.. [Re: Astral Pain]
#21805176 - 06/14/15 07:29 AM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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I need to get my hands on some damn MXE. Last time I had it the stuff showed some insane therapeutic potential but I never really delved into the bona fide visionary aspects of the drug. What kind of doses/roa are you getting these effects at? I don't think I ever exceeded 50mg oral, and with potentially low-quality product.
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Re: Yesterday during my methoxetamine trip.. [Re: hex_enduction]
#21805605 - 06/14/15 10:19 AM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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Asante, hate to say it, and this applies to me and everyone else, but the truth is YOU ARE NOT SPECIAL IN ANY WAY SHAPE OR FORM.
Your name and "legacy" will die and there will come a point very soon where nobody ever mentions, thinks, or utters your name.
Maybe 50 years from now there will be 1 or 2 instances where a grandkid wonders about you for 5 seconds. But soon, probably sometime this century, there will come a point where you are officially gone forever and nobody will ever think about you again.
Also, every single theory you have is false and every spiritual belief-truth you have is not in the realm of reality.
There is nothing important about you in the grand scheme of things.
At some point very soon this century your name-legacy will never be thought about ever again for all of eternity. This will hold true even if you have a huge network of 100s of great-great grandchildren running around this planet towards the end of the century.
Have a wonderful rest of your day!
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Re: Yesterday during my methoxetamine trip.. [Re: JvF]
#21805612 - 06/14/15 10:22 AM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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jfischer218 said: Dissociatives are fucked up, they can really really mess with your head.
An example i have somilar to yours but in a smaller way is that sometimes you SWEAR you recognize aomeone youve never met before.
They can make you believe funny things and pass them off as real
Or, jamais vu. That shit is weird, hard to explain to someone who hasn't experienced it.
Yeah, I'd say maybe lay off the MXE for a wee bit and see what sticks, Asante.
But if you're having fun then who am I to suggest an break?
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Re: Yesterday during my methoxetamine trip.. [Re: Confucian]
#21805638 - 06/14/15 10:31 AM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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Confucian, I keep sying for months now that its about thew message,k not the messenger. I'm not looking for fame, I'd rather be anonymous.
EVERYBODY is someone special. I am no different.
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Re: Yesterday during my methoxetamine trip.. [Re: Asante]
#21805882 - 06/14/15 11:50 AM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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I don't man... sounds like your just trippen. Seems to me you were just rethinking your childhood memories.
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