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OfflineDeathcore
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Truman Show Trip
    #21799040 - 06/12/15 06:45 PM (8 years, 7 months ago)

I once had a trip where I was the center of attention standing on a rock surrounded by the lake of fire which surrounded a huge stadium filled with every human known to man since the beginning of creation.

I was in rags and my hands were chained together and a Cross was behind me with the Lord floating on it with the brightest light possible. I was not allowed to turn around but his Glory was to powerful to deny His presence. I physically had my eyes closed because I was revealed that opening ghem would make the rock I was on collapse and I'd fall in the lake of fire and that'd be it.

The entire existence of man was siting there watching me stand there and every action and thought was known to them. The front row was the people that were closest to me and the further back was the least amount of affiliation they had in my life. But everybody knew every single detail about me including my subconscious thoughts and triggers. There was no escape.


Every lie I told, everything I covered up, every contradiction, everything. My insecurities and my fears... they were mocking me and I was begging for forgiveness however I didn't deserve it ans there was no talking my way out of it..because they knew me better than I knew myself..


I said okay okay fine fine you win then I started to regret everything and discovered what went wrong and what choices I COULD HAVE made but then I was put through these visions of time travel and no matter what I try to do to prevent it.. it would always lead me to that EXACT point and they (everybody) knew it which taunted and mocked me even further.


The lord said its over for me, that I was destined to fall... that I'm Satan and I'm the snake that eats it own tail and drugs are bad, that mentally challenged people are more worthy and innocent because they see no wrong and don't desire instant gratification.. I can go on and on about this and I'm sure ill add more to it later..

The final thing I did was say fine you win I plucked out my ear gauge plugs and tossed them into the lake and I curled into a tiny ball like a spider sack and my reality broke into billions of spiders in that sack and I sat there until the trip ended and felt God gave me another chance.. or I'm not physically dead yet so its gonna hurt more once I do die and face that paradoxical theatrical void called Hell.


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Re: Truman Show Trip [Re: Deathcore]
    #21799078 - 06/12/15 06:57 PM (8 years, 7 months ago)

Personally I think you should have opened your eyes. Thanks for sharing!

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Re: Truman Show Trip [Re: TrippieHunter]
    #21799087 - 06/12/15 06:58 PM (8 years, 7 months ago)

Soo does this mean you believe in the biblical god and jesus?? If so is it because of this trip alone or have you always believed?


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Re: Truman Show Trip [Re: TrippieHunter]
    #21799131 - 06/12/15 07:10 PM (8 years, 7 months ago)

Grew up Christian, but thata the hypocricy...I have had the same Bible for 15 years and read The Book Of Revelations but not really much else until recently..

I'm on Exodus Page 51 and been reading it slowly but I want to finish it before September

The other part of the hypocrisy is just my human nature, I sin everyday and repent its a never ending battle of guilt and I also feel most believers only believe because of there fear of eternal damnation ...

I want to love and love only but I have so much resentment towards this game called life and how everything is taking so long. Satan influences the masses and this world is only getting worse! I wish it'd end now but its not time..

The microchip isn't implemented yet but in 2016 all European babies will be chipped.

As for the opening of the eyes, I was to ashamed to and physically could not because I wasn't ready to see my fate but its coming soon ...and it'll hurt an infinite amount of times more than the mind could fathom.

I've been drug free for like 3 months and just working out and eating healthy...

I hope I make it to Heaven but I don't feel worthy.


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Re: Truman Show Trip [Re: Deathcore]
    #21799217 - 06/12/15 07:35 PM (8 years, 7 months ago)

Wow, thaats one powerful trip u had on mushrooms. how much Did u take? What species?

As for if you are worthy to go to Heaven, who knows. From what i have gathered, u have to be perfect to go to Heaven. No bad/impure thoughts at all. Im not sure its even possible. Maybe for a select few.

anyways, powerful trip, so detailed and rich with visuals. Nice write-up. Inspiring :smile:


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Re: Truman Show Trip [Re: LogicaL Chaos]
    #21799425 - 06/12/15 08:13 PM (8 years, 7 months ago)

You can read my trip report in the trip report section

I should of added this to it but I decided to make its own thread

7 grams orange juice tek

What's funny is I smoked a FEW HITS of some good weed a week later and was flashed back into that trip only that time it was worse because it was on WEED and I kept saying I'm not tripping I didn't do psychedelics why are you putting me through Hell again and God said because you keep fucking with me and not taking your life seriously and I was like shit fuck I'd rather be anywhere than here and he said this is all there ever was quit fucking around

I was in a tank of water filling up and I was in the presence of the holy angels watching me suffer

I said oh great I'm in another shit storm then the water turned into diarrhea and I couldn't breathe and I was just drowning eternally and nature turned evil and every thought I had was magnified into fractals of sheer terror that would multiply into bigger thoughts

That was my last time doing weed or anything

Lol yeah


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Re: Truman Show Trip [Re: Deathcore]
    #21799459 - 06/12/15 08:23 PM (8 years, 7 months ago)

oh and that was the old testament

The new testament basically claims no Christian is perfect and if you Accept Jesus as your Savior and THE way the truth and the life you will be saved, its all about how your Heart is when you die.


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Re: Truman Show Trip [Re: Deathcore]
    #21799961 - 06/12/15 10:36 PM (8 years, 7 months ago)

82. Jesus said, "Whoever is near me is near the fire, and whoever is far from me is far from the (Father's) kingdom.

This is from gospel of Thomas, rejected from the Holy Bible by the Catholics, good stuff in there. Its just 114 sayings from Jesus. About half of them can be found in the actual Bible stated in the 4 gospels.


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When you see him look him in the eye, look him in the eye and he wonโ€™t dare to follow
If you need to, hook him with your right, hook him with your right till he wiggles and wallows

He sleeps atop a bag of ravenโ€™s legs, curled up rats napping by his head
Takes his eye out with a ball point pen
And makes nunchaku with his torn off legs

You wake up with a hatchet over your head
You wake up with a hatchet over your head


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Re: Truman Show Trip [Re: Deathcore]
    #21799966 - 06/12/15 10:39 PM (8 years, 7 months ago)

Damn brotha. The microchip thing for real?? Havent heard this, always thought that it would happen. I grew up going to church till I was 12, I just can't buy

into it. I hate "religion" in general. The ability to control the masses is all that organized religion is. I can appreciate that religion and faith helps

people in their lives though.


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Just remember keep the camera rolling and
FILM THE POLICE!!! CLICK ME

WHO'S SIDE ARE YOU ON? CLICK ME TOO!

Let it go and you will trip into wonderland!


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Re: Truman Show Trip [Re: TrippieHunter]
    #21801121 - 06/13/15 08:14 AM (8 years, 7 months ago)

Organized religion is bullshit

Christianity is about spirituality and living towards goodness and avoiding evil, spreading the love on the masses and helping one another build faith and to be as far away from Satan and temptation as possible. Its all for FREE, its a gift and you don't need to assemble in a building that is tax free and that spreads false doctrine to suit there gains and put money in a hat.

The building (Temple) dwells within and you must honor it.

Anyway, yes the RFID CHIP is real and people already have it, its not mandatory yet but it will be. No man can buy or sell without it. It will contain everything about you including your medical history, GPS location, and financial status. Cashless society is already in the works. Apple pay and android pay and other shit using your smart phone. Its a way to desensitize people into accepting it.

We already accept our rights being stripped away and aren't doing a damn thing about it. Its going to get worse as technology advances and as bills keep being passed. Jade helm here we come.


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Re: Truman Show Trip [Re: Deathcore]
    #21801133 - 06/13/15 08:25 AM (8 years, 7 months ago)

I've had similar trips.

That feeling of shame, unworthiness staring at a light.  The first time I tried oral DMT I was swimming toward that light and felt a barrier.  Again that shame/unworthiness.  So instead of trying to get into the light I let it in and felt loved.  It was a female presence though not male.  Like Gaia, the Divine Mother, or Mother Ayahuasca.

This got me into exploring Caapi + ACRB.  It's helped me a lot to be more patient, loving, accepting, and generally to get over my Christian upbringing.

There's some good stuff in Christianity, the golden rule for instance.  So I'm not trying to bash it.  But I can certainly relate to that feeling of shame and it's something I still struggle with.


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To knock their fairy castles down?  ~ Eliza Cook

It's rather embarrassing to have given one's entire life to pondering the human predicament and to find that in the end one has little more to say than, 'Try to be a little kinder.' ~Aldous Huxley


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Re: Truman Show Trip [Re: paperbackwriter]
    #21802148 - 06/13/15 11:24 AM (8 years, 7 months ago)

Paper back writer, what makes you think God is male.. Or female for that matter? God is an existence beyond our understanding, so we as fallible humans put God in confines of our understanding. Maybe that female presence was just how God chose to make himself/herself felt cause that's what you needed? Just my 2 cents.


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Re: Truman Show Trip [Re: MushSicle]
    #21802168 - 06/13/15 11:31 AM (8 years, 7 months ago)

Op, from what I gathered from your trip and other posts I think you're being too judgmental on yourself, perhaps that's what is being shown to you? God doesn't want you mocked, or looked down upon and all that lies within your heart and spirit is between God and you. My thought is that you're trying to do better everyday, you understand that God is love and that despite your short comings and sins, God accepts you for he/she created you the way you are. Don't be so hard on yourself. Just my guess and thoughts


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Re: Truman Show Trip [Re: MushSicle]
    #21802178 - 06/13/15 11:35 AM (8 years, 7 months ago)

I don't worry about it one way or the other MushSicle.  I grew up in a Christian culture.  The idea of God being male is very common.  My mother was kinder and more supportive while growing up.  If God is love my mother has taught me the most about God.

But like I said, I don't worry about it one way or the other as I don't take any of it literally.  I was just relating my experiences as they occurred in hopes that it would resonate with Deathcore and they could see that other people have similar struggles.


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Why should we strive with cynic frown
To knock their fairy castles down?  ~ Eliza Cook

It's rather embarrassing to have given one's entire life to pondering the human predicament and to find that in the end one has little more to say than, 'Try to be a little kinder.' ~Aldous Huxley


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