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Anonymous #1
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Getting too high off 1 bowl...
#21795476 - 06/11/15 11:25 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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I don't know if this is in the right section, i apologize if it isn't.
I don't know how to begin but Ive been a heavy smoker/seasonal psychedelic user since i was 17(Am now 22) have only quit 3 times (each time i quit was only for a short period, maybe about 3-6months). It has been shroom season for about 2 months now where i live, and recently i managed to get some shrooms and decided to do a large dose which was terrifying and completely different to the trips Ive had over the years. yes, i experienced ego-death? but it also changed my thoughts on life and made me appreciate that i am alive so i started meditating again (i used to meditate everyday about a year ago (this was one of the periods where i quit smoking for about 6months) but i stopped meditating because i started getting high/lazy again). Anyway, after that terrifying but enlightening trip and all this meditation i have noticed that i have been getting way too high off weed. Before i did that recent trip, i was smoking a lot just to get high but after that trip ive been getting really high off just 1 bowl. I had 1 bowl topped with kief the other day and i got soooo high it wasn't comfortable, i felt like i couldn't breathe/my heart was pounding extremely fast like it wanted to explode. Even when i just have 1 bowl with no kief i feel really uncomfortable nowadays like i feel anxious/panicky/ like i have no control over the high unlike how i used to( a feeling of peace/chill). Could the shrooms have affected my brain and how it reacts to weed? or is it just the weed? The weed i get doesn't smell skunky at all but it makes a lot of kief and is getting me uncomfortably high. It doesn't smell/taste laced or anything because i've smoked laced weed before and it was horrid and my friend's who smoke the same stuff(we get off the same guy) seem to be fine. Could it maybe be the meditations? When i meditate these days i feel like it imitates the weed high but its a much more enlightening/blissful feeling. Has anyone ever experienced a similar situation?
I am considering quitting smoking again since it doesn't make me feel the same no more.
Oh also, i recently cleaned my bong(didnt clean it for months lol was almost fully black with resin) with methylated spirits/ then warm, soapy water. Could the methylated spirits play a part in this(getting way too high)? i swear i cleaned out all of it properly because i did rinse it many times with hot water afterwards.
This is really messing with my mind because i love coming home after a boring day of study to a fat blaze.
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Re: Getting too high off 1 bowl... [Re: Anonymous #1]
#21795636 - 06/12/15 12:59 AM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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This is like me on weed and I was diagnosed schizophrenic.
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Anonymous #2
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Re: Getting too high off 1 bowl... [Re: circastes]
#21803472 - 06/13/15 06:51 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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When you first started getting schizophrenia, you noticed weed made you way higher than usual? Did you feel different? Notice anything different? Or were just thinking fucked up things?
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Re: Getting too high off 1 bowl... [Re: Anonymous #2]
#21804935 - 06/14/15 04:28 AM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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I was psychotic right off the first cone. No kidding. As soon as I blew out the smoke the panic hit. Then ten seconds later I noticed I was utterly paranoid, persecuted and scared. It was a downward spiral...
But after that I couldn't really make good judgments so I went and had more, even that night. Then I theorised somehow that I was just not ready for it and tried it again and again to see if I could make ground. I really wanted to experience something 'psychedelic' back then. I was a teenager/kid. You have no insight when schizophrenia is triggered, you fall into distorted thinking and don't know it.
I noticed a lot of anger back at school. Dropping of grades, teachers questioning why, commitment to unrealistic dreams, general disorganised thinking and trouble thinking, like I was a retard.
After ecstasy and weed combinations over many weekends I ended up paranoid as shit and scared for all of humanity, and I felt like total shit, I thought the apocalypse was coming, not knowing it was just how I felt, so dark, depressed, persecuted and alone.
There's a book Marijuana and Madness by David Castle, a really good one at that. Talks incessantly about what kind of link exists between pot and schizophrenia. Ultimately says if predisposed pot will bring it out, but not otherwise.
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