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Offlinecleaner
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Please help me resurrect my heart
    #2170792 - 12/09/03 06:11 PM (20 years, 3 months ago)

Piece by piece
I release
once was mine
now undone
turned blue like New Orleans
and went down like
a Southern Sun

My soul is hurt.
My heart was blue. And now it's half red.
I don't think there is a single teaching in the New Testament that i haven't followed, a command that i disobeyed, a lesson i haven't learned. Still it's hurt and crying.

What do you suggest i do? I need something strong, some industrial strength heart warming medicine.

Southern Sun is here with me. It melts the ice but still not free.

The other thing i was wondering, if i die while searching for my tressure, will my heart forgive me?

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OfflineMAIA
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Re: Please help me resurrect my heart [Re: cleaner]
    #2178929 - 12/15/03 06:03 AM (20 years, 3 months ago)

It looks like one can love everything but nothing in particular. That's the result of searching some "truths", you have become more "self centered" as a way to understand them, then you've crossed a line with no return.
The drawback is, you lose focus and objectivity when you try to understand your feelings, the real world is a place of discreet agony, where you whish for something different, something or someone with other kind of values. Sometimes, that make us love something that does not exist (a bit of idealism) but do you have the time or will to love what you already have, after knowing those "truths" ?
When you cross that line, you must kill old demons, reborn and start giving instead of just adding to yourself. Does everything you love has to change ? Or are you the one who has to change to start loving ?
Have patience and wait, love is a wonderful thing. If you can't find it, it will find you, even if it's just in the last days, just don't rush it ....

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In my place, in my place,
Were lines that I couldn't change,
I was lost, oh yeah.

I was lost, I was lost,
Crossed lines I shouldn't have crossed,
I was lost, oh yeah.

And yeah, how long must you wait for it?
Yeah, how long must you pay for it?
Yeah, how long must you wait for it?

I was scared, I was scared,
Tired and under prepared,
But I wait for it.

And if you go, if you go,
Leave me down here on my own,
Then I'll wait for you, yeah.

Yeah, how long must you wait for it?
Yeah, how long must you pay for it?
Yeah, how long must you wait for it?
Oh for it

Sing it please, please, please,
Come back and sing to me,
To me, me.

Come on and sing it out, now, now.
Come on and sing it out
To me, me
Come on and sing.

In my place, in my place,
Were lines that I couldn't change,
I was lost, oh yeah.
Oh yeah.





MAIA


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Use, do not abuse; neither abstinence nor excess ever renders man happy.
Voltaire

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Re: Please help me resurrect my heart [Re: MAIA]
    #2178954 - 12/15/03 06:31 AM (20 years, 3 months ago)

> I don't think there is a single teaching in the New Testament that i haven't followed ...[snip]... What do you suggest i do?

Try giving Job a read... always helps put me back into perspective.


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Re: Please help me resurrect my heart [Re: cleaner]
    #2178959 - 12/15/03 06:45 AM (20 years, 3 months ago)

Warm your heart by warming others, give your most precious resource, time. Volenteer. And put on x-ray glasses an look beneth the skin.


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OfflineEntelle
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Re: Please help me resurrect my heart [Re: mntlfngrs]
    #2179061 - 12/15/03 08:42 AM (20 years, 3 months ago)

always give thanx for the simple luxury of hot running water, used in conjunction with soap, if you so wish


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"Not all those who wander are lost."

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Re: Please help me resurrect my heart [Re: Entelle]
    #2179066 - 12/15/03 08:48 AM (20 years, 3 months ago)

good words maia. sometimes the best things are most appreciated when figured out :smile:


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Annnnnnd I had a light saber and my friend was there and I said "you look like an indian" and he said "you look like satan" and he found a stick and a rock and he named the rock ooga booga and he named the stick Stick and we both thought that was pretty funny. We got eaten alive by mosquitos but didn't notice til the next day. I stepped on some glass while wading in the swamp and cut my foot open, didn't bother me til the next day either....yeah it was a good time, ended the night by buying some liquor for minors and drinking nips and going to he diner and eating chicken fingers, and then I went home and went to bed.

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