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MajickMuffin
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Death and Decay
#21773045 - 06/07/15 07:11 AM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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I just had the craziest trip yesterday with my life long friend. He had 5g, i had 4g of mushrooms (which gives us the same experience).
We were outside during our trip in the day time, built a fire and walked through my vast forest and fields. This slowly rose into a level 4 trip. Everything was so beautiful during the come up, everything was a perfect fucking picture, the trees, the plants, the sky. It was heaven. It was fucking amazing.
And the trip slowly evolved, once we got back to the fire, into pure death and decay. The bugs were everywhere. During the peak, which lasted fucking forever, i mean this was an 8h trip, the peak must have lasted 4h or more. The body load was extremely unsettling, my insides were all stiff like sickening. My close eye hallucinations were extremely realistic and in my face, colorful and multodimensional. Skulls coming out of other skulls mouths endlessly, aliens dancing around. Mouths coming out of mouths twisting and devouring. Then when i opened my eyes , everything resembled faces and mouths and, well, faces. I would look at a tree and the tree would look like a face. I was sitting there next to the fire with my eyes closed, scorching in the heat of the sun, grasping the chair for my dear life. I saw things and experienced things i cant quite describe. But i learned what this world realistically is, Death and Decay. I experienced the true meaning of Death and Decay. This is a beautiful world, but it is also Hell, a place of fire and destruction, flesh and blood. It is a raw and insane place. Fucking insane.
It makes me want to leave. But fuck, i guess ill stay.
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MajickMuffin
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Continueing, my phone was dying: Everything I looked at I would also see it as an alien, wierd faces.
Everything in this world, our bodies, every creatures body is just flesh, flesh that other things want to eat and feast on. Whether it be insects or bacteria or rot. Everything was rot, decays and dies. Things are eaten alive and ripped apart, the beautiful plants and wildlife are destroyed and die and decay into the ground. The bugs, oh the bugs, they are everywhere, every square inch, every microscopic piece of everything there they are, fighting each other, battling, eating each other. Fucking barbaric.
This is only a little I can explain what I experienced. Me and my bud had some amazing times during that trip, but it turned into a painful learning experience. I am greatful for it, but it makes me really question WHY I choose to stay in this world. Talk about getting down to the real shit, the real shit that everything is, what they do, and how everything is. Holy fuck, did we want it to end. Time was extremely slow, I mean what felt like the entire day, we were only 3 hours in, still 5 to go. I wont be touching that high of a dose outdoors in a long, long time.
I like moderate doses outside, where everything is fun and happy, but when you go too far down the rabbit hole.....You know how it goes.
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Aldebaran
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My close eye hallucinations were extremely realistic and in my face, colorful and multodimensional. Skulls coming out of other skulls mouths endlessly, aliens dancing around. Mouths coming out of mouths twisting and devouring.
That's interesting.....I sometimes get skulls in my CEV, where everything I'm seeing is made out of skulls, and if you look closely at the skulls they are made out of other skulls, like fractals.
The trip focused on death and decay I can also understand.....sometimes this feels like a lesson that everything dies and comes back in a cycle.....energy transitions within a single unified thing that is the universe. Like it has to be this way...you go into the trip and come out again and everything cycles onwards.
-------------------- I wrote that, but I meant something else
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Dark_Star
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I knew this was about mushrooms before I even saw the topic.
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4HO-DMT


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Dark_Star said: I knew this was about mushrooms before I even saw the topic. 
I know, right?
OP, Very good description. I have had this trip before. Thanks for sharing.
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MajickMuffin
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Re: Death and Decay [Re: 4HO-DMT]
#21773955 - 06/07/15 12:53 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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Ive never had this type of trip before, but its nice to hear others have experienced similar, i assumed others had. I think what triggered the trip to turn this way, was me and my friend walked up to my house, and my dog came from around the corner, from around the garage, he was tied up on a 50ft chain. He was so fucking funny, golden retriever young. We were laughing our asses off cuz he was just being so fucking silly with his toy and like so excited to see us, and snorting, which he does.
After a bit my friend walked back to the fire (this was during peak, kinda at begining peak), so i went to get my dog food and water. When i came back i looked on his head, he had a scab, which i knew about, ive been bathing him often and caring for him to fix that. But on the scab, which there was still a lil open skin, there were so many tiny black flies crawling around on it, eating at it, devouring his flesh. This fucked me up for a minute, so now im like, what the fuck, jesus christ. You could imagine what was going through my head, how i felt for him. I went inside to get some peppermint oil to put on there so those fuckers would leave. I brought him inside into my room and put the oil on there and gave him so much love. The flies left of corse. I left him in my room for the rest of my trip. Then i went back out to the fire (which is about a football field away behind my woods), to rejoin my friend. Then it turned into Death and Decay.
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paperbackwriter
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While on DOM I wrote in my journal...
"Destruction breeds creation is a lie. It's all burning all the time."
I find it interesting looking back that DOM is structurally related to mescaline, which of course comes from cacti.
I've also had some moments on shrooms were I reflected heavily on death and the cycle of death and rebirth similar to what Aldebaran said above about energy transitioning.
Again I find it interesting, considering the general role fungi play. Maybe it's just me making shit up but I certainly get the correlations.
-------------------- Why should we strive with cynic frown To knock their fairy castles down? ~ Eliza Cook It's rather embarrassing to have given one's entire life to pondering the human predicament and to find that in the end one has little more to say than, 'Try to be a little kinder.' ~Aldous Huxley
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