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Re: An LSD trip to give you the final push to sanity from Schizophrenia/Bipolar. [Re: mothamaruti]
    #22297756 - 09/27/15 10:26 AM (8 years, 4 months ago)

All good man. I hear you. If that's the case then maybe it's a good thing for you that you don't go on The Shroomery too often. You don't need any distractions when you're trying to get back on track. Not to say that I don't enjoy having you around or seeing your posts.

That's good man. I, myself, have been taking a break from psychedelics & weed, plus the occasional stimulant (amphetamine salts). Basically all drugs in general. It's been almost a month since the last time I took any psychedelics and before that I was using them once every two weeks, and before that it was once every week. I don't think it's good to be using drugs, especially psychedelics, in dark times. I hope all is well with you bro. Take it easy. Have a great day.

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Re: An LSD trip to give you the final push to sanity from Schizophrenia/Bipolar. [Re: Bigfeely123]
    #22298712 - 09/27/15 01:54 PM (8 years, 4 months ago)

Good to hear you're taking a break. I did LSD and MDMA after a break of 5-6 years. It's a miracle I'm able to handle both without any negative repercussion!

Life is pretty good and I've hit stability once again! I'm very content with my life. Been using kratom on and off :smile: it's a brilliant substitute for weed.

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Re: An LSD trip to give you the final push to sanity from Schizophrenia/Bipolar. [Re: mothamaruti]
    #22372864 - 10/13/15 11:30 AM (8 years, 3 months ago)

Tripped once more and had the trance dance experience in my room! This trip was even better than the trips I had earlier.

I dosed around 125-150ug and had a blast dancing to psychedelic music amidst other genres of music. I also laid down on my back and closed my eyes to some CEVs along with some meditative music. Had no paranoia or any weird thoughts.

My next trip is going to be in nature, I think I can handle it easily in public now but I'll trip after a break now.

I feel much more healthy now and am getting compliments regarding sound mental health from my immediate family. What I've realised is that LSD or ecstasy does not cause any problems in me, the way cannabis does.

Love and light to everyone!


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Re: An LSD trip to give you the final push to sanity from Schizophrenia/Bipolar. [Re: mothamaruti]
    #22377281 - 10/14/15 07:47 AM (8 years, 3 months ago)

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mothamaruti said:
Tripped once more and had the trance dance experience in my room! This trip was even better than the trips I had earlier.

I dosed around 125-150ug and had a blast dancing to psychedelic music amidst other genres of music. I also laid down on my back and closed my eyes to some CEVs along with some meditative music. Had no paranoia or any weird thoughts.

My next trip is going to be in nature, I think I can handle it easily in public now but I'll trip after a break now.

I feel much more healthy now and am getting compliments regarding sound mental health from my immediate family. What I've realised is that LSD or ecstasy does not cause any problems in me, the way cannabis does.

Love and light to everyone!




Glad to hear it worked out :smile:

I offered caution earlier, because Im using LSD to push myself from sanity to insanity... I say insanity because theres no name for a "good" version

And I'm definitely making progress

So its interesting how psychedelics affect different people differently :smile:


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Re: An LSD trip to give you the final push to sanity from Schizophrenia/Bipolar. [Re: glimpee]
    #22377421 - 10/14/15 08:34 AM (8 years, 3 months ago)

very interesting thread...glad to see op is doing well. I have to admit, I'm pretty skeptical when it comes to using psychs with a diagnosed schizophrenia condition. I think the MDMA was a good choice to begin testing the waters and op certainly has shown good control on not dosing too much or too often. :threadmonitor:


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Re: An LSD trip to give you the final push to sanity from Schizophrenia/Bipolar. [Re: Thayendanegea]
    #22423289 - 10/23/15 02:30 PM (8 years, 3 months ago)

I'm doing better than I did in the last 6 years! The ordeal turned me into a mature and compassionate person. I'm so much more confident socially after this mdma and lsd therapy. 0 symptoms of any illness, doctors have told my parents that their worries are over. I see myself leading a 'normal' or even better than normal life.

Thanks for following this thread everyone


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Re: An LSD trip to give you the final push to sanity from Schizophrenia/Bipolar. [Re: glimpee]
    #22423298 - 10/23/15 02:33 PM (8 years, 3 months ago)

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mothamaruti said:
Tripped once more and had the trance dance experience in my room! This trip was even better than the trips I had earlier.

I dosed around 125-150ug and had a blast dancing to psychedelic music amidst other genres of music. I also laid down on my back and closed my eyes to some CEVs along with some meditative music. Had no paranoia or any weird thoughts.

My next trip is going to be in nature, I think I can handle it easily in public now but I'll trip after a break now.

I feel much more healthy now and am getting compliments regarding sound mental health from my immediate family. What I've realised is that LSD or ecstasy does not cause any problems in me, the way cannabis does.

Love and light to everyone!




Glad to hear it worked out :smile:

I offered caution earlier, because Im using LSD to push myself from sanity to insanity... I say insanity because theres no name for a "good" version

And I'm definitely making progress

So its interesting how psychedelics affect different people differently :smile:




Basically you want to go to the mystical timeless universe :smile::)


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Re: An LSD trip to give you the final push to sanity from Schizophrenia/Bipolar. [Re: mothamaruti]
    #22497016 - 11/08/15 05:53 PM (8 years, 2 months ago)

Glad to hear you're doing better man. I hope you keep progressing in life. Cheers matie!


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Re: An LSD trip to give you the final push to sanity from Schizophrenia/Bipolar. [Re: mothamaruti]
    #22509961 - 11/11/15 03:51 PM (8 years, 2 months ago)

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mothamaruti said:
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mothamaruti said:
Tripped once more and had the trance dance experience in my room! This trip was even better than the trips I had earlier.

I dosed around 125-150ug and had a blast dancing to psychedelic music amidst other genres of music. I also laid down on my back and closed my eyes to some CEVs along with some meditative music. Had no paranoia or any weird thoughts.

My next trip is going to be in nature, I think I can handle it easily in public now but I'll trip after a break now.

I feel much more healthy now and am getting compliments regarding sound mental health from my immediate family. What I've realised is that LSD or ecstasy does not cause any problems in me, the way cannabis does.

Love and light to everyone!




Glad to hear it worked out :smile:

I offered caution earlier, because Im using LSD to push myself from sanity to insanity... I say insanity because theres no name for a "good" version

And I'm definitely making progress

So its interesting how psychedelics affect different people differently :smile:




Basically you want to go to the mystical timeless universe :smile::)




I dont believe in a mystical timeless universe - that would imply it exists before we go there.

The mind can create anything. No, really, anything. It can create with more detail than the reality we perceive before us. More importantly, it can convince us of anything. If we seek out a mystical universe - once our mind shows us something cool and unexplainable - we assume it is that

no, we do more than assume... our mind superimposes the assumption onto the conscious for a multitude of reasons

But then if the mind can endlessly create - and can even forget time - how can we actually be sure this mystical universe exists?

How can we be sure of astral projection? Language elves? etc.

Ive been places... done things mentally - but it was all completely within the mind

although I thought it wasnt.



In fact - I'm believing more and more that this reality is all within the mind too

Not just one mind - but in all separate minds and consciouses in unison

Im not sure how that works yet - but its pretty freekin mystical.


So no, I'm not trying to go to a mystical timeless universe...


I'm trying to create one.


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Just because I am arrogant does not mean I forget my place. It is how I choose to talk. I am not a monk. I am my own path, and I am without influence. Talk to me about my core being before you question my mental stability or life-choices. Chances are, they're only shocking to you because they don't fit your idea of what is.




Check out my Art Journal for some stuff I do http://www.shroomery.org/forums/showflat.php/Number/21647069


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Re: An LSD trip to give you the final push to sanity from Schizophrenia/Bipolar. [Re: Bigfeely123]
    #22875077 - 02/07/16 12:32 PM (7 years, 11 months ago)

An update friends and aliens.

I did some more mdma, mescaline and 2cb all at separate times and high doses, I emerged victoriously through my experiences. Life is very magical again and I feel very free, ready to face the world again. My social confidence and confidence in general has gone much higher. I have 0 delusions now and am much much happier.

I'm glad I can use these substances again, without any issues.

I can conclude psychedelics are the tools of mind, meant to be used carefully and responsibly. When used in such a manner and with respect, they can create miracles in your life.


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Re: An LSD trip to give you the final push to sanity from Schizophrenia/Bipolar. [Re: mothamaruti]
    #22876454 - 02/07/16 06:31 PM (7 years, 11 months ago)

:tripping:


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If you're in a hurry, might have to find out slow
That it's one thing to try and another to fly
You get there quicker just a step at a time
It's one thing to bark, another to bite
The show ain't over till you pack up at night


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Re: An LSD trip to give you the final push to sanity from Schizophrenia/Bipolar. [Re: filthyknees]
    #22877832 - 02/08/16 02:24 AM (7 years, 11 months ago)

As someone who is living with schizophrenia, I would say that regular tripping definitely helps. My choice is ayahuasca. I first experienced the symptoms while in my senior year of high school, but it wasn't formally diagnosed until well after i got out of college. One of the most important things to do is find a therapist that you can trust with your life, and give the psych meds a fair try.

I was a special case because there is some damage to an area of my brain called the Ventral Tangential Area (VTA). In sort it makes it difficult to make judgements based on positive motivation. Imagine going through life with every choice being based on the lesser of evils. Combine that with schizophrenia, and let's just say that is about as close to Hell as it gets on Earth. The fracturing of my mind into pieces was causing me to loose everything, and almost drove me to suicide. None of the meds helped except Abilify at 20mg, but that caused extreme diabetic symptoms after a few months of taking it- 900+mg/dl so i had to quit.(Highly recommend Abilify for a psychotic crisis, or gently but quickly ending a very bad trip BTW)

What psychedelics seem to do is weaken the pseudo-egos of the spit parts of the mind so you can integrate them. It is similar to peeling an onion bit by bit until it reaches the core. They seem to up-regulate some brain chemicals, by compensating for the extreme insanity of the trip. It seems like there is a new normal for a few months or so. Whatever the mechanism is, i don't really care! It gives a blessed break from the voices, f-ed up thoughts, delusions, and the general static in my head.

The catch is that you have to quit all your psych meds before you can use psychedelics to treat this horrible disease. Think of it as journey, not a trip to a destination. Depending on how bad your symptoms are, it will be a good idea to prepare for this well in advance. For example, make sure the place is clean and comfortable. Take everything that might be used as a weapon out of reach and make them hard to get to. Get a trusted friend as a sitter. Keep a couple of the psych meds that are true anti-psychotics such as quiteipine, olanzapine, abilify etc on hand if it gets too crazy and there is a need to abort the trip.

I hope you find this helpful, and wish you the best in your fight to restore sanity to your mind.


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Re: An LSD trip to give you the final push to sanity from Schizophrenia/Bipolar. [Re: mothamaruti]
    #22940842 - 02/24/16 01:06 PM (7 years, 11 months ago)

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An update friends and aliens.

I did some more mdma, mescaline and 2cb all at separate times and high doses, I emerged victoriously through my experiences. Life is very magical again and I feel very free, ready to face the world again. My social confidence and confidence in general has gone much higher. I have 0 delusions now and am much much happier.

I'm glad I can use these substances again, without any issues.

I can conclude psychedelics are the tools of mind, meant to be used carefully and responsibly. When used in such a manner and with respect, they can create miracles in your life.




Im glad youre ok!

Something Ive learned, however, no human is delusion free, but I'm happy youre at a healthy level and place! Psychs can be dangerous - and you've proven more than capable and responsible in handling them.

The journey never ends, let us all keep improving exponentially and indefinitely :smile:


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Just because I am arrogant does not mean I forget my place. It is how I choose to talk. I am not a monk. I am my own path, and I am without influence. Talk to me about my core being before you question my mental stability or life-choices. Chances are, they're only shocking to you because they don't fit your idea of what is.




Check out my Art Journal for some stuff I do http://www.shroomery.org/forums/showflat.php/Number/21647069


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