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OfflinempRevolution33
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what is insanity?
    #21762584 - 06/04/15 06:07 PM (8 years, 7 months ago)

What is insanity?

Insanity is nothing more than an understanding of true reality.

My whole life I've been walking the earth with my eyes closed. My ears shut. Till recently i didn't even have the remote that controls my every move. Thoughts i thought were mine i went along with. I mean let's face it if they're in my head i must be thinking them. Living like that i have made every mistake i could make. I never followed my true intentions and was never in sync with my own path.

I've came to realize that living is not black and white. There isn't enough colors to interpret the possible reasons we are alive. From being the center of the song to the end of the rainbow. It's so much.

I wonder if there are others who are born awakened with this deep understanding. Born free with out any strings pulling their chords. So many of us live our whole lives blind and then some us are randomly selected and set free. It's hard to understand after a certain age. So much information in so little time.

What i speak of most will not understand. Those that do are as unsure as i. And those that really know wouldn't even get involved.

I feel as if the universe is within me. The music is played by my thoughts. Every one is dancing to my melody. Happy or sad. Positive or negative. Whichever way i go they follow. The hard part is not knowing if they were always there or did something happen that i ended up in a place that looks exactly as always yet is so different.

Then you feel awakened. Finally! I understand why. All those times that i thought i was in control i was just being manipulated. I was being pushed and pulled. It was always what they wanted. How they wanted the story to go. With fear they use you. While you are the one with power over them they trick you into believing they have power over you.

It's as if they have been doing this so long they know exactly what to say and how to act to make you respond to their liking. And then those who wake up and say wait. What's going on. They feed to the wolves. They drive them insane into believing they are going crazy. They push them into losing control. They want them out of the equation. They need a new piano that plays the tunes they like. Apparently, they can not get a new one till the old one is fried.

Is there no rights for those blinded? What's behind the veil? Why must we continue? I sense so much pain but noone cares. Is there anyone out there listening?

Like toys programmed to follow and sold to the highest bidder. Everything prearranged. Nothing is by chance. Even the anomaly of the whole equation is guided by those that know. The moment things start opening up they hit reset and back to the cycle of filth. From dirty dishes to sparkling glass. I am disgusted with what I've seen in this darkness. Is this life? Is this why we are here?

I've never been so lost and I've never been so clear. For the first time i understand everything. Does this mean i shall soon be deleted? Erased? Reprogrammed? Reborn? What am i? How can i affect the patterns with just thoughts?


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Re: what is insanity? [Re: mpRevolution33]
    #21762671 - 06/04/15 06:33 PM (8 years, 7 months ago)

Quote:

With psychedelics there is a fine line between learning stuff and driving yourself nuts



-shroomerite that I can't remember the name

But yea man feels good to find the beauty of this everything the feeling of enlighten and see the world on this new angle , good trips does that

For the quote not sure it's apropeiate your thread was tl tr at first and I'm pretty high :lol:


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Edited by Jean-guy Masta (06/04/15 06:42 PM)


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Re: what is insanity? [Re: mpRevolution33]
    #21762738 - 06/04/15 06:49 PM (8 years, 7 months ago)

I know what you're talking about but the idea that no one will understand it is bogus.  Anytime you break through your own limits there's a period where nothing seems quite right.  Welcome to that and the shroomery. :thumbup:


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Re: what is insanity? [Re: PrimalSoup]
    #21763529 - 06/04/15 09:45 PM (8 years, 7 months ago)

"Without love day to day insanity is king." And the deep and understanding of anything drives me crazy. Sometimes its good other times its a burden.


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