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scooterblue
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1st time on lsd also 1st post 1
#21760061 - 06/04/15 01:57 AM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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Im new to site halfway thru my 1st trip ever! Ive never been high on anything, drunk a few times ick. Wanted to post while i had it in me.
I did this for the spiritual/healing effects. I have read it can have. I have never felt love as warm as i have today since before me mom died. I felt her and my dead brother reach out grab my heart and warm it with love and bright colors. I felt comforted and warmed. I actually feel like my mom came to me and said its ok to now move on. You are free. I now realize hanging onto the bad was worthless. She is alive in me no matter what. my brother to. I didnt do this to "get high" i did it to HEAL. And heal i have done. My entire life i have struggled with depression dating back to age 7. This experience has allowed me to see the whole picture. Screw all the evil and smile. Now now matter what i can see them spewing their vs and its not bothering me i now feel shielded from it. If this is normal ive missed out.
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Rebelutionsssss
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Re: 1st time on lsd also 1st post [Re: scooterblue]
#21760068 - 06/04/15 02:05 AM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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LSD has done it once again
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ergoticmandala



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what dosage did u take?
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scooterblue
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I do not know the for sure. I was with my group on super tight knit friends and they were babysittin ill find out later the dose.
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Rebelutionsssss
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Re: 1st time on lsd also 1st post [Re: scooterblue]
#21760121 - 06/04/15 02:38 AM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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Glad you came to the realization that your loved ones can never really leave as long as you keep them in your heart
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scooterblue
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Fighting depression my whole life worse so last 10 years. Nice to be free of the monkey on my back
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scooterblue
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Re: 1st time on lsd also 1st post [Re: scooterblue]
#21760130 - 06/04/15 02:46 AM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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I should note that i do take a ssri so i had to take quite a bit more then my friends who said they had used 4-5 drops i tried that monday nothing. Today i took 15 and got what they get off 2-3 drops of this particular vile. I am also a big dude 6 foot 6 400
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Rebelutionsssss
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Re: 1st time on lsd also 1st post [Re: scooterblue]
#21760134 - 06/04/15 02:50 AM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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Damn dude you're a fucking massive guy first things first, grab a vial and spread the love/experiment
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scooterblue
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Re: 1st time on lsd also 1st post [Re: scooterblue]
#21760137 - 06/04/15 02:53 AM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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All i know is i feel healed. The reason ive been depressed is gone. You know these feelings because you have lived with them your whole life. Its gone. I have no pain from moms death anymore. Or anything prior. I feel like the hole is patched. I also believe in reincarnation but thats another story. Like i say healed. Yes big guy lol. Think ox Lol
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Rebelutionsssss
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Re: 1st time on lsd also 1st post [Re: scooterblue]
#21760163 - 06/04/15 03:14 AM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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It always warms my heart to hear the healing story's of LSD. I'm super glad you finally had that burden lifted from your King Kong sized shoulders I wish you the best of luck in this life and the next brother
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scooterblue
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Some men are children. Some children are men. Not sure why but seemed fitting.
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scooterblue
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Re: 1st time on lsd also 1st post [Re: scooterblue]
#21760176 - 06/04/15 03:24 AM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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Thanks for takin time talk to talk to a 1st timer. I also seemed to form deeper connections with friends in the course of a night. It was like i could see "into" them if that makes??? Sense.
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lessismore
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Re: 1st time on lsd also 1st post [Re: scooterblue]
#21760196 - 06/04/15 03:33 AM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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Quote:
scooterblue said: I should note that i do take a ssri so i had to take quite a bit more then my friends who said they had used 4-5 drops i tried that monday nothing. Today i took 15 and got what they get off 2-3 drops of this particular vile. I am also a big dude 6 foot 6 400
!!!!!!!! DANGER
SSRI + LSD can _easily_ give serotonin syndrome, can be fatal you can die if you combine pills + lsd
just for your information.. not a wise decision
not a wise decision to mix drugs you dont know!
but good your mind came whole out of it... I would never trip if I was on pills LSD has healed my 16 year long depression I didnt know I had though, new person, also helped me heal others slightly afterwards. Feel more like myself than I have in my whole life. It's a miracle molecule. Interesting though that the guy who made the online LSD market Silkroad got lifetime in prison now. Thanks feds, you did a great job taking an innocent 30 year physics student from his home and family for life, who had helped turn the world around by making bitcoin viable and change lives via LSD.
LSD gives lifetime in prison, not the first time. There are several people sitting in prison for life for it, the gov must hate it.
I won't recommend LSD to people under 18-20 though. I was 25 when I tried it and I've tried it maybe 50 times or so. It can help depression if one is not the type of person who gets scared easily, but more scientific in their minds type of person. Can make you view your problems from outside to get a new overview and clarity.
Edited by lessismore (06/04/15 03:42 AM)
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scooterblue
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Re: 1st time on lsd also 1st post [Re: lessismore]
#21760207 - 06/04/15 03:38 AM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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Have been off them 2 weeks prior to this
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lessismore
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Re: 1st time on lsd also 1st post [Re: scooterblue]
#21760219 - 06/04/15 03:46 AM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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Ok good... 
At least some responsible user
It is our attachments to our notions that brings us misery.
I should be rich I should have 100 friends I should have a girlfriend I should be pretty I should also be successful and have a highpaying important job and I should have the newest gadgets and I need food 3 times a day preferably the best I should be more important than others I don't want to be a loser!
etc. :-) , uninstall
Death is not acceptable ever , I dont want to die - means I am worthless Death is acceptable always , cycle of life , my actions live in others and the world
I am in disharmony with the world all the time I am in harmony with the world all the time
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scooterblue
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Re: 1st time on lsd also 1st post [Re: lessismore]
#21760228 - 06/04/15 03:51 AM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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Im sort of a humble/nostalgia person. Im not materialistic never have been. My whole life i have wanted to exist in peace and do my own thing in my own time.
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lessismore
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Re: 1st time on lsd also 1st post [Re: lessismore]
#21760245 - 06/04/15 04:03 AM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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we're all materialistic, that was the point :-)
we just never know, we think it's only our neighbor that is ..
that's the problem of humanity, we cannot see past our own illusions in life
but it wasn't specifically towards you, it was just the part people go through on LSD a new person comes through, or their real self usually
a more nature connected self , instead of a self that could be connected to technological gadgets etc. maybe / and what the brain thinks it wants
the real step comes when we acknowledge our own egoic,materialistic tendencies, we bright light to our darkest areas of our personality we all got some nasty stuff hidden, that's when we heal, when we can accept what we don't like about ourselves and try to change it as best as possible
normally we tend to project what we don't like about ourselves, onto others
i.e. I got few friends -> hahaha you got only 5 friends, I got 100!
so people who got few friends, will brag about how many friends they got to compensate... they don't even realize it, it makes them feel better. They hide it from themselves.
LSD makes you able to see fully what you hide from yourself, maybe some of the above, maybe not probably some from the above, but maybe not all :-)
we shouldn't strive to be perfect, but just true to ourselves , nature and the planet/in harmony with others
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ergoticmandala



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Re: 1st time on lsd also 1st post [Re: lessismore]
#21760254 - 06/04/15 04:12 AM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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I totally know what u mean when u say u could see into them, I got the same feeling the last time I took mescalin, it was as if I could see peoples emotions more clearly by their words and body language. This made it so that every single human encounter I had was filled with compassion and unbiased social interaction. I felt that other people's burdens became my own because I wanted these people I was talking to, to be happy. An interconnectedness often talked about in regards to psychedelics.
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Rebelutionsssss
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Re: 1st time on lsd also 1st post [Re: lessismore]
#21760269 - 06/04/15 04:24 AM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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Quote:
lessismore said: we're all materialistic, that was the point :-)
we just never know, we think it's only our neighbor that is ..
that's the problem of humanity, we cannot see past our own illusions in life
but it wasn't specifically towards you, it was just the part people go through on LSD a new person comes through, or their real self usually
a more nature connected self , instead of a self that could be connected to technological gadgets etc. maybe / and what the brain thinks it wants
the real step comes when we acknowledge our own egoic,materialistic tendencies, we bright light to our darkest areas of our personality we all got some nasty stuff hidden, that's when we heal, when we can accept what we don't like about ourselves and try to change it as best as possible
normally we tend to project what we don't like about ourselves, onto others
i.e. I got few friends -> hahaha you got only 5 friends, I got 100!
so people who got few friends, will brag about how many friends they got to compensate... they don't even realize it, it makes them feel better. They hide it from themselves.
LSD makes you able to see fully what you hide from yourself, maybe some of the above, maybe not probably some from the above, but maybe not all :-)
we shouldn't strive to be perfect, but just true to ourselves , nature and the planet/in harmony with others
Well said my man Saddens me to think that the government is telling people that this amazing chemical shouldn't be used by anyone under any circumstances
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lessismore
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Re: 1st time on lsd also 1st post [Re: lessismore]
#21760278 - 06/04/15 04:28 AM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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@ergoticmandala
Emotions are part of our spiritual self
But we're often quite disconnected from our emotions / spirituality
Emotions say a lot about a person..
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