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Zombi3
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Re: My near death experience - Almost killed myself with irresponsible research chemical dosing. [Re: Turtletotem]
#21756615 - 06/03/15 09:12 AM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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Coping well. Its not hard to get over loss of toes when you consider how easily i could have died.. My family is being overly supportive. Getting back on my feet is sore but Im doing well with taking care of myself so far. Can not fucking wait to get my faschiotomy wounds closed up! Im also anxious to get the toes lopped off, if its gunna happen id rather it sooner than later so i can heal quicker.
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Re: My near death experience - Almost killed myself with irresponsible research chemical dosing. [Re: Zombi3]
#21756645 - 06/03/15 09:25 AM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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I love the nerds in this thread saying it wasnt God that helped zombi3 as if they knew for sure..then they spew bullshit about culture and preconceived beliefs and whatnot..ahah get the fuck out of here..
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Re: My near death experience - Almost killed myself with irresponsible research chemical dosing. [Re: Zombi3]
#21756652 - 06/03/15 09:27 AM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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For fuck sakes, why do certain people try to turn every thread into a debate. It's like going to see someone right after they get out of the hospital only to tell them how bad they fucked over the tax payer, even though the tax payers in Canada vote to keep such policies in existence.
Hope you are doing well since you'v been home Zombi3!
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larry.fisherman
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Re: My near death experience - Almost killed myself with irresponsible research chemical dosing. [Re: daytripper05]
#21756658 - 06/03/15 09:31 AM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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I'm Canadian and it doesn't bother me. It's kind of a pay it forward thing in the end. Everyone pays taxes, it's not up to us where those taxes go. I hate when people say "I pay this person's bills" and act all high and mighty because they're on welfare or disability. Like, that's great guy, that's real nice of you to offer that person a fraction of cent.
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Patlal
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Re: My near death experience - Almost killed myself with irresponsible research chemical dosing. [Re: larry.fisherman] 1
#21756676 - 06/03/15 09:39 AM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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Yeah, I don't mind at all paying for health care. No matter how irresponsible it is. It's my moral obligation.
OP how are the toes coming?
Also, can you snap a pic of your calves. I want to see how much meat they took out of there
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Re: My near death experience - Almost killed myself with irresponsible research chemical dosing. [Re: Zombi3]
#21756686 - 06/03/15 09:46 AM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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Damn dude! That's a pretty scary story! You should submit it to erowid so others can be warned about these same dangers.
I've never heard of anything like that in my life! I don't get how you said you dosed on the first 3 days and seemed okay and coherent, but woke up on the Sunday with the symptoms in your feet??
I mean my envision of overdose is cardiac arrest, or unconcious type of stuff. Maybe something happened during your trip on the previous day's that explain it?? Or maybe they were bad/unclean batches of drugs that when taken in such high doses the other residual stuff polluting the mix caused the problems??
Eitherway scary stuff. It just goes to show how important decriminalisation is. It's forcibg people to use unsafe sublime drugs from questionable origins. It's fucked up!
Glad you made it through though. Seems like you got a new lease on life!
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Re: My near death experience - Almost killed myself with irresponsible research chemical dosing. [Re: Soulidarity] 3
#21756693 - 06/03/15 09:49 AM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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Also if you do end up submitting your story to erowid and set your username as trents anus I'll give you $20
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Zombi3
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Re: My near death experience - Almost killed myself with irresponsible research chemical dosing. [Re: Patlal]
#21757507 - 06/03/15 01:53 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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Patlal said: OP how are the toes coming?
Also, can you snap a pic of your calves. I want to see how much meat they took out of there
The nurse today said it looks like Ill lose the tip of 4-5 toes on the left foot only. And only the tip. It doesnt look like any of the toes will need full amputation but all 5 will likely be chopped back to the nail bed.
Still a small price to pay. Plus saves time cutting my nails cuz Ill likely have no nails on the left foot lol
But thats good to hear anyway cuz shorter stumpy toes is better than no toes.
And there is a pic of one of my calf fashiotomy wounds in the OP. I have 4 total that size, 1 on each side of my calf, both legs.
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Burke Dennings
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Re: My near death experience - Almost killed myself with irresponsible research chemical dosing. [Re: Zombi3] 1
#21757546 - 06/03/15 02:01 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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Just the tip?
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LogicaL Chaos
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Re: My near death experience - Almost killed myself with irresponsible research chemical dosing. [Re: Burke Dennings]
#21757572 - 06/03/15 02:07 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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I wonder if it will affect your balance at all.
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Zombi3
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Re: My near death experience - Almost killed myself with irresponsible research chemical dosing. [Re: LogicaL Chaos]
#21757586 - 06/03/15 02:11 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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Burke Dennings said: Just the tip?
 
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LogicaL Chaos said: I wonder if it will affect your balance at all.
Everyone say it will at first but ultimatley i will learn how to compensate and i will be just fine. Or maybe ill get prosthetics
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Re: My near death experience - Almost killed myself with irresponsible research chemical dosing. [Re: Zombi3]
#21757603 - 06/03/15 02:16 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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Prosthetic toe tips? 
That would be interesting...
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makaveli8x8
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Re: My near death experience - Almost killed myself with irresponsible research chemical dosing. [Re: LogicaL Chaos] 2
#21757613 - 06/03/15 02:22 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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get raptor claw toe tips
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Re: My near death experience - Almost killed myself with irresponsible research chemical dosing. [Re: Bill_Oreilly]
#21757706 - 06/03/15 02:58 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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I cried a little bit when you got to the part where you woke up and your feet were still there It's good to hear you're ok. That sucks about the job, but like you seem to realize, it very easily could have meant you'll never work again because dead men make lousy employees. Also I would give yourself plenty of time to recover, you're probably still in shock to some extent, that's some serious tramua. Be good to yourself first and foremost, and prioritize your recovery over all else. Seriously, all that other stuff is so secondary to health.
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Bill_Oreilly said: I love the nerds in this thread saying it wasnt God that helped zombi3 as if they knew for sure..then they spew bullshit about culture and preconceived beliefs and whatnot..ahah get the fuck out of here..
I love how most religious people believe in a religion that states they should stand up to scrutiny, actually they should expect criticism and hardship more than anyone according to "God", and show more love and patience than anyone else despite this are the most defensive and evasive people on the planet when you challenge their beliefs. If you're a typical Christian, everything has to do with Jesus/God, so there really should be no such thing as a topic where religion can't be brought up.
To me it doesn't matter what you say you believe, it matters what's on the inside. I've had spiritual epiphanies myself, and even though it seems significant at the time, don't be surprised if the impact is lessened once you get through the shock and confusion and start processing things. It will not be an easy road, but clearly you're a tough shit Zombi
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Re: My near death experience - Almost killed myself with irresponsible research chemical dosing. [Re: Bill_Oreilly] 1
#21758096 - 06/03/15 04:43 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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Bill_Oreilly said: I love the nerds in this thread saying it wasnt God that helped zombi3 as if they knew for sure..then they spew bullshit about culture and preconceived beliefs and whatnot..ahah get the fuck out of here..
Says the god boy who smokes heroin LOL
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Re: My near death experience - Almost killed myself with irresponsible research chemical dosing. [Re: millzy]
#21758116 - 06/03/15 04:48 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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millzy said: dude almost lost his feet and you guys are arguing about religion.

So the fuck what, people die every day from being dumbshit abusing drugs.....
Dude is lucky to even be alive, let alone lose some feet. He was a dumbshit. Did you see all the shit he took? Irresponsible at it's best.
Every mother fucker in here will tell you they are superman especially when it comes to RC's I read every day about how some here gobble these things down without thinking twice about the damage it can do.
I just think it's funny as fuck you can go from being in the ICU and being fed tons of drugs to "God saved me"
Humans are so logical
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Soulidarity
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Re: My near death experience - Almost killed myself with irresponsible research chemical dosing. [Re: Uzziel]
#21758219 - 06/03/15 05:15 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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Sounds like your toes are getting circumcised.
Lets have a hanaka party for zombi3's toe briss! Mozeltoff!
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Re: My near death experience - Almost killed myself with irresponsible research chemical dosing. [Re: Soulidarity] 1
#21758227 - 06/03/15 05:17 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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RC's suck dick just use real drugs if you wanna get high.
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wrestler_az
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Re: My near death experience - Almost killed myself with irresponsible research chemical dosing. [Re: Bitter Cactus]
#21758251 - 06/03/15 05:22 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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Some of them are rather fucking great actually
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Cj-B
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Re: My near death experience - Almost killed myself with irresponsible research chemical dosing. [Re: Uzziel]
#21758271 - 06/03/15 05:27 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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Uzziel said:
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millzy said: dude almost lost his feet and you guys are arguing about religion.

So the fuck what, people die every day from being dumbshit abusing drugs.....
Dude is lucky to even be alive, let alone lose some feet. He was a dumbshit. Did you see all the shit he took? Irresponsible at it's best.
Every mother fucker in here will tell you they are superman especially when it comes to RC's I read every day about how some here gobble these things down without thinking twice about the damage it can do.
I just think it's funny as fuck you can go from being in the ICU and being fed tons of drugs to "God saved me"
Humans are so logical
Basically this.
Why the fuck would god save him while it smites children with malaria and starvation. Yeah we need this worthless fucking punk listening skate tard who almost ruined his legs on this earth THAT BADLY. I will save him with a miracle just for him! Yeah....naw. Jesus is too busy effecting touchdowns. If I was that doctor who just spent hella time and energy trying to save this fucking retards legs and then said retard comes out and is like "THANK YOU JESUS, IT COULD ONLY HAVE HAPPENED BECAUSE OF YOU" I might punch him in his stupid face
I'm not normally one for such vicious posts, but OP totally had it coming for making such idiotic decisions.
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