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Re: My near death experience - Almost killed myself with irresponsible research chemical dosing. [Re: Asante] 1
#21755101 - 06/02/15 09:55 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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Asante said: Its precisely that in my opinion. Benzodiazepines can put you in a state where you are mentally impaired yet physically functional, in a way that often leads to overdoses and utterly reckless behaviors that are completely alien to the person when sober.
People in that state are a danger to themselves and others and no longer fully in charge of their faculties.
Ya a similar situation happened to me. But it was with mxe. A friend and I had split 10 mg of xanax between the two of us. I Chopped thegram of mxe up into roughly 10 piles and intended to split one maybe.
Suddenly I thought it was cocaine for some reason so we snorted 2 piles each. I remember looking at him and saying oh fuck I think we just did way too much. Then emptiness for like 12 hours literally passed out on each other.
Woke up and the walls were still melting we were both scared shit less and hugged and kicked it for the rest of the day just feeling really bad vibes.
Luckily it wasn't something that could have killed us with incredibly easy to surpass oh 1 extra mg and your in the hospital maybe about to lose your feet.
Glad everything more or less worked out op. Crazy stuff man be safe.
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Re: My near death experience - Almost killed myself with irresponsible research chemical dosing. [Re: LuSiD enthusiast] 1
#21755102 - 06/02/15 09:55 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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I consider myself an apathist. Kind of like agnostic, but instead of I dont know, its I dont care... Requires exactly 0 faith.
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Re: My near death experience - Almost killed myself with irresponsible research chemical dosing. [Re: wrestler_az]
#21755137 - 06/02/15 10:02 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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Re: My near death experience - Almost killed myself with irresponsible research chemical dosing. [Re: Cognitive_Shift]
#21755167 - 06/02/15 10:08 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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Thanks, but ive already said more about it than I originally meant to here in this thread.
Im good.
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Edited by yageman (04/20/06 4:20 PM)
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Re: My near death experience - Almost killed myself with irresponsible research chemical dosing. [Re: Zombi3]
#21755168 - 06/02/15 10:08 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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Zombi3,
God didn't save you. It might just be more convenient to believe. But that is just between me and you. God is just part of another made up belief system that has still perpetuated to this day in many different cultures. Believe or don't believe it doesn't mean anything to me. If it helps you get through the day go for it. Personally I don't need the 'God' concept to get me through the day but it is fun to think about.
Don't do synthetic drugs and tons of Benzos, thank you for the Public Service announcement.
You really deserve an award for a fair and balanced self assessment of your situation and the situation of others. I think that sometimes a fair and balanced assessment is needed.
Sorry you are going through so many physical issues as well as the emotional ones surrounding your addiction. I'm there too dealing with lots of emotional stuff. I'm at the end of the tunnel I feel sometimes. But it can be an emotional quagmire for me sometimes too.
Don't worry about God, worry about today and yourself and take a good look at your life from time to time using an indifferent 3rd person perspective. What would a stranger say about your life if he were to look at it from far away.
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Re: My near death experience - Almost killed myself with irresponsible research chemical dosing. [Re: Cognitive_Shift]
#21755200 - 06/02/15 10:14 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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Re: My near death experience - Almost killed myself with irresponsible research chemical dosing. [Re: wrestler_az]
#21755210 - 06/02/15 10:15 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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wrestler_az said: Thanks, but ive already said more about it than I originally meant to here in this thread.
Im good.
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Edited by yageman (04/20/06 4:20 PM)
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Re: My near death experience - Almost killed myself with irresponsible research chemical dosing. [Re: wrestler_az] 3
#21755220 - 06/02/15 10:18 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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did the op's penis make it? thats the important thing right? i hope they didn't do to it, what they did to his legs, but it would be cool if he had a black penis now
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Re: My near death experience - Almost killed myself with irresponsible research chemical dosing. [Re: makaveli8x8] 1
#21755254 - 06/02/15 10:25 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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Yea my dick is fine. I had hella morning wood in the hospital cuz no joke they were givin me viagra everyday as a vasodilator
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Re: My near death experience - Almost killed myself with irresponsible research chemical dosing. [Re: Cognitive_Shift]
#21755277 - 06/02/15 10:30 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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Cognitive_Shift said: There's a thread for this discussion already.
http://www.shroomery.org/forums/showflat.php/Number/21753896/page/1/gonew/1#UNREAD
I made the exact same thread as the one you linked like 30 minutes ago. Regained some faith in shroomery knowing i wasn't the only one to try and divert the bad vibes.(well more than me and that thread have) i just can't shake my head at people who can't figure out where debate is suitable or not)
Also whtf do people have to gain in disproving someones religion? Like seriously, is there some prize im not aware of? Or do you just have to prove other people wrong to feel lile your life has any value?
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Re: My near death experience - Almost killed myself with irresponsible research chemical dosing. [Re: Zombi3]
#21755292 - 06/02/15 10:33 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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makaveli8x8 said: did the op's penis make it? thats the important thing right? i hope they didn't do to it, what they did to his legs, but it would be cool if he had a black penis now
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Zombi3 said: Yea my dick is fine. I had hella morning wood in the hospital cuz no joke they were givin me viagra everyday as a vasodilator 
This made my day wasn't expecting it at all!
thank you hahaha
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Re: My near death experience - Almost killed myself with irresponsible research chemical dosing. [Re: Zombi3] 1
#21755383 - 06/02/15 10:52 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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Zombi3 said: Yea my dick is fine. I had hella morning wood in the hospital cuz no joke they were givin me viagra everyday as a vasodilator 
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Re: My near death experience - Almost killed myself with irresponsible research chemical dosing. [Re: Zombi3]
#21755387 - 06/02/15 10:54 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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Zombi3 said: Yea my dick is fine. I had hella morning wood in the hospital cuz no joke they were givin me viagra everyday as a vasodilator 
With the catheter? Yikes!!
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Re: My near death experience - Almost killed myself with irresponsible research chemical dosing. [Re: Matt87] 1
#21755468 - 06/02/15 11:12 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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Fuck the hospital next time i overdose im gonna pray like a modafuka... Hospitals are too expensive anyways
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Re: My near death experience - Almost killed myself with irresponsible research chemical dosing. [Re: Kinko] 1
#21755482 - 06/02/15 11:16 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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Cause you live in america, like some chump ass bitch too stupid to realize the shit they peddle to you about freeloaders is really just something they say so the rich can continue to make more money and widen the gap of inequality.
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Re: My near death experience - Almost killed myself with irresponsible research chemical dosing. [Re: koods]
#21755497 - 06/02/15 11:20 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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i just watched a show on amazon prime that was all about this miraculous healing its called , the living matrix so worth watching! its amazing!
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Re: My near death experience - Almost killed myself with irresponsible research chemical dosing. [Re: Zombi3]
#21756170 - 06/03/15 05:40 AM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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Zombi3 said: - roughly 200mg allylescaline
This is almost certainly more allylescaline than anyone else has ever consumed. You're the only one to ever go that high with AL. I have to admit, I'm curious. Does it get any more visual at extremely high doses?
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- roughly 32mg DOC (in 3 doses (8mg, 8mg, and 16mg))
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- roughly 70mg DOC in multiple redoses, averaging 10-15mg per redose
DOC (like all DOx) is well known to last days or longer in overdose. This is an extreme overdose to say the least. You might also hold the record here for most DOC ever taken by anyone ever. I'm surprised this didn't kill you outright immediately. It speaks to the safety of DOC that this wasn't immediately lethal.
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- nearly 200mg 2C-C in multiple redoses
This alone is a MASSIVE overdose of 2C-C. Like JESUS. That's a LOT. This is like the time when that member (forget who exactly) misread the scale and consumed hundreds of milligrams of 2CP. Granted, 2CP is much less forgiving, but still. This ALONE is a massive overdose.
You probably hold two world records for psychedelic consumption. You're extremely lucky to be alive.
You're one of the best members here. I'm really glad you're okay.
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Re: My near death experience - Almost killed myself with irresponsible research chemical dosing. [Re: nooneman]
#21756189 - 06/03/15 05:50 AM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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Zombi3 I hope you'll forgive me but I reported your overdose in the Bluelight DOC thread. Indeed, this probably is the greatest amount of DOC ever documented to be consumed by a human being.
Technically it killed you. Your legs got gangrenous, you got sepsis and died. That this sequence of events didnt happen was due to a heroic effort by your doctors and a gentle nudge the right way by the Almighty.
It was a lethal amount but you survived it thanks to intervention.
I put it in anonymous way in the Bluelight thread because BL is the central internet repository of RC information.
When the dust has settled I urge you to write a quality trip report and submit it to Erowid. Your information can potentially save lives.
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Re: My near death experience - Almost killed myself with irresponsible research chemical dosing. [Re: Asante]
#21756224 - 06/03/15 06:11 AM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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No worries Asante, thats totally fine with me. Link to what you posted? Id like to read it.
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Re: My near death experience - Almost killed myself with irresponsible research chemical dosing. [Re: Zombi3]
#21756561 - 06/03/15 08:46 AM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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Hey Zombi, I'm glad you are okay man. That sounds crazy! How are you and yours coping?
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