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Re: My near death experience - Almost killed myself with irresponsible research chemical dosing. [Re: Bitter Cactus]
#21810667 - 06/15/15 12:44 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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Whats important to realize is that this happened in a benzo blackout.
Zombi would NEVER take 100mg DOC in a sober mindset.
This is not a fool being foolish, this is a responsible drug user getting in a blackout and gobbling drugs like candy, just like how Ripper died - benzodiazepine blackout.
This could happen to anyone. Benzos can render you temporarily unsane. What you do then is anyones guess.
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Re: My near death experience - Almost killed myself with irresponsible research chemical dosing. [Re: Asante]
#21810692 - 06/15/15 12:52 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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I ate an entire bottle of klonopins blacked out.. and then apparently started drinking...
Or I just dumped an entire bottle of klonopin out, and several beers out as well, and then decided form a nice pile of them to sleep in. Not really sure what I did but I sure did something.
So yeah I know dem feels.
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Re: My near death experience - Almost killed myself with irresponsible research chemical dosing. [Re: Psychonautica]
#21810710 - 06/15/15 12:55 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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If it happened with a benzo blackout or not it still was a result of drug use. Etizolam has one of the worst track records on this site lol
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Re: My near death experience - Almost killed myself with irresponsible research chemical dosing. [Re: Gorlax]
#21810726 - 06/15/15 01:01 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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It was to be expected, Etizolam has a very short halflife and is comparable to Triazolam (Halcion) which caused a ton of problems and needed to have its upper dose limit reduced bacause of it.
People sketching the fuck out.
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#21810729 - 06/15/15 01:01 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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That's because drugs are inherently evil. That's why the government has to protect us from them.
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Re: My near death experience - Almost killed myself with irresponsible research chemical dosing. [Re: Psychonautica]
#21810794 - 06/15/15 01:30 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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Idk man if I were zombi3 and lost my toes from drugs I would for sure stop taking drugs..
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#21810814 - 06/15/15 01:36 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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Quote:
Bitter Cactus said: Idk man if I were zombi3 and lost my toes from drugs I would for sure stop taking drugs..
Unless someone came up with a drug that grows toes back.
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Re: My near death experience - Almost killed myself with irresponsible research chemical dosing. [Re: stratocast] 1
#21810819 - 06/15/15 01:38 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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I had a dream last night that my toes got better. Woke up this morning totally bummed out 
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#21810823 - 06/15/15 01:40 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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I have a recurring dream where I skip all my classes senior year and don't get my degree because I fail them all
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#21810896 - 06/15/15 02:04 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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I have dreams where I'm hanging out with my mom all the time, and shes dead since 2003. I'm OK with it though. She lives on in me.
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Re: My near death experience - Almost killed myself with irresponsible research chemical dosing. [Re: Asante]
#21811011 - 06/15/15 02:43 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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As does my mother in me and she's been dead since 1985
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Re: My near death experience - Almost killed myself with irresponsible research chemical dosing. [Re: zappaisgod]
#21811043 - 06/15/15 02:52 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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Some things are forever
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Re: My near death experience - Almost killed myself with irresponsible research chemical dosing. [Re: Asante]
#21811148 - 06/15/15 03:22 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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I often have dreams where I'm hanging out with my mom also, and she died in 2001.
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Re: My near death experience - Almost killed myself with irresponsible research chemical dosing. [Re: Zombi3] 1
#21811453 - 06/15/15 04:43 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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My condolence, but taking too many drugs is the worst thing you can do / being careless about yourself, I don't think your mom would have wanted that
Some people commit suicide when a family member dies, but that only gives the family even more grief
There must be a better way to cope than doing drugs, becoming clean could give you a whole new fresh start on life, and there's no becoming clean if using 'once in a while', it's impossible really
At least with weed for me, I couldn't just do it "once in a while"
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Re: My near death experience - Almost killed myself with irresponsible research chemical dosing. [Re: lessismore]
#21811735 - 06/15/15 05:45 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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My moms death was never a reason to do drugs for me. I didn't use anything except weed after her death. Once I had come to terms and accepted it fully i did other drugs. While I miss her incredibly I've never needed drugs to cope with not having her around. I do drugs for other reasons.
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Re: My near death experience - Almost killed myself with irresponsible research chemical dosing. [Re: Zombi3]
#21811923 - 06/15/15 06:36 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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This thread reminds me of how glad I am that I got off etizolam. Very lucky I didn't have seizures, but the withdrawals lasted for a surprisingly long time though were almost entirely psychological. I still deal with irrational fears and anxiety as a result of my use.
Glad to hear your condition has improved so much OP. You'll be better off after all this is done.
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Re: My near death experience - Almost killed myself with irresponsible research chemical dosing. [Re: Acaterpillar]
#21812014 - 06/15/15 07:18 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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This is why I left all drugs alone. They brought me to some pretty dark places.
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Re: My near death experience - Almost killed myself with irresponsible research chemical dosing. [Re: Zombi3]
#21812135 - 06/15/15 07:59 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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Quote:
zappaisgod said: As does my mother in me and she's been dead since 1985
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Zombi3 said: I often have dreams where I'm hanging out with my mom also, and she died in 2001.
I dreamt just now. Of my mother. She delivered me a message, between me and her, that she couldnt deliver me in life and in my dreams until now. Now she did and fully moved over to her next life.
She told me from now on she would only appear if there were "emergencies"
Zappa, Zombi3 - I think your mothers are trying to tell you something, and use your dreams to do it. We're just too stubborn to be fully open to it.
My mother needed forgiveness for something but I loved her too much to ever be angry with her EVER, so I couldnt forgive her and she lingered. Just now in my dream she broke through my love and got me angry so the situation could be fully played out.
Your mother has a message for you.
Seek and ye shall find.
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Re: My near death experience - Almost killed myself with irresponsible research chemical dosing. [Re: Asante]
#21812144 - 06/15/15 08:03 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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Etizolam is a curse.
Never order that shit in bulk unless you don't care about your life.
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Re: My near death experience - Almost killed myself with irresponsible research chemical dosing. [Re: Asante]
#21812150 - 06/15/15 08:05 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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My mother sent enough messages when she was alive. They said she loved me. I miss her and she was taken way too early.
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