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Matt87

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Re: My near death experience - Almost killed myself with irresponsible research chemical dosing. [Re: Zombi3]
#21762982 - 06/04/15 07:45 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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God man, me too.
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lessismore
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Re: My near death experience - Almost killed myself with irresponsible research chemical dosing. [Re: Thayendanegea]
#21763072 - 06/04/15 08:06 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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Zombi3 said: I was religious my entire life until I moved away to college and had a falling out.
This restored my faith because even the doctors told me they werent entirely sure what saved me.
No I would not have survived or kept my legs without the doctors, but they didnt know exactly what they were doing beyond following the book in a case there was nothing to follow.
I believe god intervened because the doctors gave up on my legs and scheduled an amputation. I suddenly and miraculously turned around almost over night without explanation.
Then I would suggest you trust that same God that took your dream job away....Everything is for a reason...problem is, we only usually see it in hindsight.
Sorry man, that's infinitely stupid what you say Zombi3 Not sure if you're a troll... but else the drugs have screwed yup up from overuse
Drugs do and often do screw up people's lives. That's why they're illegal, not everyone can control them, they get controlled by their drug
Time to quit maybe and go into rehab?
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lowbrow
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Re: My near death experience - Almost killed myself with irresponsible research chemical dosing. [Re: moonrockmushy]
#21763702 - 06/04/15 10:19 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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moonrockmushy said: Well I will stick with the dictionary definition of religion. Seriously, when people make semantic arguments that don't even make sense it kinda shows me that maybe you're prone to leaps of faith. Haven't you heard the phrase 'organized religion'? I'm sorry but there is no God outside of religion.
Thank you for your open-minded, unsolicited OPINION.
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Black_Sunset
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Re: My near death experience - Almost killed myself with irresponsible research chemical dosing. [Re: lowbrow]
#21764201 - 06/05/15 12:51 AM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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SO glad you get to keep your feet!!!!!!! Poor buddy.
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Asante
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Re: My near death experience - Almost killed myself with irresponsible research chemical dosing. [Re: Black_Sunset]
#21764250 - 06/05/15 01:03 AM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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Will you be able to walk? I love you so very much I prayed hard for you.
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Asante
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Re: My near death experience - Almost killed myself with irresponsible research chemical dosing. [Re: Asante]
#21764260 - 06/05/15 01:07 AM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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Zombie3 my two cents.
There was one insight in that DOC binge that was worth losing your toes over. Something that our spirit self made the sacrifice for.
I hope you will find what that is.
Its not to not be stupid with drugs, you learned that the hard way, but someting in the trip was pure gold.
My guess would be it had to do with love.
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Connoisseur

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Re: My near death experience - Almost killed myself with irresponsible research chemical dosing. [Re: Zombi3]
#21764269 - 06/05/15 01:11 AM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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This is why I dont fuck around with many different RCs
Happy you made it through ok man
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Asante
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Re: My near death experience - Almost killed myself with irresponsible research chemical dosing. [Re: Connoisseur]
#21764281 - 06/05/15 01:17 AM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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Connoisseur said: This is why I dont fuck around with many different RCs
Happy you made it through ok man
You are afraid you accidentally take a 50 fold OD?
I havent tried it but people insist that DOC at 2mg is the tits, better than LSD, you just shouldnt get in a benzo binge and do 100
Send all good vibes to Zombi3. Vibes or STFU.
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Connoisseur

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Re: My near death experience - Almost killed myself with irresponsible research chemical dosing. [Re: Asante]
#21764290 - 06/05/15 01:21 AM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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no just because they can lead to bad things happening quickly
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Asante
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Re: My near death experience - Almost killed myself with irresponsible research chemical dosing. [Re: Connoisseur]
#21764296 - 06/05/15 01:24 AM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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Unless you are in a benzo blackout I wouldnt consider a a 50 fold OD as happening quickly. Try any drug other than LSD and THC in a 50 fold OD and youll be sincerely sorry.
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Re: My near death experience - Almost killed myself with irresponsible research chemical dosing. [Re: Asante] 1
#21764298 - 06/05/15 01:26 AM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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benzo black out is the start of the problem
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Asante
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Re: My near death experience - Almost killed myself with irresponsible research chemical dosing. [Re: Connoisseur]
#21764449 - 06/05/15 02:54 AM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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Zombi3, toes or no, Rock On you crazy diamond!
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Zombi3
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Re: My near death experience - Almost killed myself with irresponsible research chemical dosing. [Re: lessismore]
#21764791 - 06/05/15 07:02 AM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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Did you seriously just offend me and then call me a troll? GTFO asshole.
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moonrockmushy
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Re: My near death experience - Almost killed myself with irresponsible research chemical dosing. [Re: lowbrow]
#21764925 - 06/05/15 07:58 AM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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moonrockmushy said: Well I will stick with the dictionary definition of religion. Seriously, when people make semantic arguments that don't even make sense it kinda shows me that maybe you're prone to leaps of faith. Haven't you heard the phrase 'organized religion'? I'm sorry but there is no God outside of religion.
Thank you for your open-minded, unsolicited OPINION.
And thank you for the sarcastic and passive-aggressive thank you!
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Mad_Larkin

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Re: My near death experience - Almost killed myself with irresponsible research chemical dosing. [Re: moonrockmushy]
#21764963 - 06/05/15 08:16 AM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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clip your toenails bro that shits disgusting
jk, crazyshit story, i hope you've learned your lesson :p
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Zombi3
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Re: My near death experience - Almost killed myself with irresponsible research chemical dosing. [Re: Mad_Larkin]
#21765017 - 06/05/15 08:42 AM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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No one could go through this and not learn a lesson lol
I have no one to blame but myself. Still sucks a hell of a lot.
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Matt87

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Re: My near death experience - Almost killed myself with irresponsible research chemical dosing. [Re: Zombi3]
#21765044 - 06/05/15 08:53 AM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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How often do you skate? Do you think all the squeezing and shifting weight around on your feet is why that area got damaged? What kind of skating? Bombing down big hills makes my calves and feet feel worn out as can be. Not that I skate very often.
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Re: My near death experience - Almost killed myself with irresponsible research chemical dosing. [Re: Zombi3] 1
#21765045 - 06/05/15 08:53 AM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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Just don't get hooked on opiates. I'm not sure what they sent you home with (I think Canada tends to be more responsible with this), and can totally understand you treating your pain, but don't let one mistake involving drugs turn into another.
I'm not trying to say I know what you went through, but I can relate to you saying that and think very easily could have found myself without a limb or my life due to drug use. Go easy on yourself, you're not alone. Everything's going to hinge on your attitude. You can either let this define you, or let your overcoming this define you and go on to live a full and happy life You definitely have it in you.
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Re: My near death experience - Almost killed myself with irresponsible research chemical dosing. [Re: Asante] 1
#21765048 - 06/05/15 08:54 AM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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Asante said: Zombi3, toes or no, Rock On you crazy diamond!
Dude, you can't just go around calling people crazy diamonds and not post Pink Floyd. The fuck
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Re: My near death experience - Almost killed myself with irresponsible research chemical dosing. [Re: larry.fisherman] 1
#21765061 - 06/05/15 08:58 AM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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