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Thayendanegea
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Re: My near death experience - Almost killed myself with irresponsible research chemical dosing. [Re: zappaisgod]
#21761311 - 06/04/15 11:45 AM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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zappaisgod said: Where does this ridiculous notion that everything is for a reason come from? It is total bullshit. Who does the reasoning and the deciding? There is a reason why his feet got fucked up. He took too much drugs. But what is the greater reason that led him to do that stupid thing? Was there intent?
I hate that fucking expression. It implies a grand controller and allows people to abdicate from the responsibility for their actions.
LOL...I would expect no less from you Zap....You mean to tell me that you're not a spiritual guy? I do get what you're saying though....it doesn't absolve us from our stupid behavior....We do have this thing called "Free will" and we do fuck that one up quite a lot.
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Re: My near death experience - Almost killed myself with irresponsible research chemical dosing. [Re: Thayendanegea]
#21761331 - 06/04/15 11:50 AM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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More pics of the foot!!!!!
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Bodhi of Ankou
*alternate opinion blocks path*


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Re: My near death experience - Almost killed myself with irresponsible research chemical dosing. [Re: Thayendanegea]
#21761377 - 06/04/15 12:01 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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Its such a lazy, self absorbed line of thought.
*something moderately surprising happens*
OMG GOD LOVES ME.
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Mdmazing



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Re: My near death experience - Almost killed myself with irresponsible research chemical dosing. [Re: Bodhi of Ankou]
#21761380 - 06/04/15 12:03 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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If it helps you live another day why not believe in something? What keeps you going
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Bitter Cactus
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Re: My near death experience - Almost killed myself with irresponsible research chemical dosing. [Re: Bodhi of Ankou]
#21761381 - 06/04/15 12:03 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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You'd have to put a gun to my head or offer me a million dollars to take a research chemical. The shit is just sketchy and the highs from RC's are always super shitty anyways.
-------------------- Taking acid and thinking you are a better man is a lot different then actually becoming a better man.
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Matt87

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Re: My near death experience - Almost killed myself with irresponsible research chemical dosing. [Re: Bitter Cactus]
#21761390 - 06/04/15 12:06 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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Yeah you tiny human vessel you! Boy or girl?
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Matt87

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Re: My near death experience - Almost killed myself with irresponsible research chemical dosing. [Re: Matt87]
#21761400 - 06/04/15 12:08 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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Matt87 said: Yeah you tiny human vessel you! Boy or girl?
That was directed at girls grows grooms too obviously.
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DurgaDurg
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Re: My near death experience - Almost killed myself with irresponsible research chemical dosing. [Re: Bodhi of Ankou]
#21761540 - 06/04/15 12:47 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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Better to have faith than to question somebody elses. Go find your own truth, whats wrong with that?
-------------------- When you see him look him in the eye, look him in the eye and he won’t dare to follow If you need to, hook him with your right, hook him with your right till he wiggles and wallows He sleeps atop a bag of raven’s legs, curled up rats napping by his head Takes his eye out with a ball point pen And makes nunchaku with his torn off legs You wake up with a hatchet over your head You wake up with a hatchet over your head
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chicksgrowtoo


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Re: My near death experience - Almost killed myself with irresponsible research chemical dosing. [Re: Matt87]
#21761599 - 06/04/15 12:59 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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I don't want to derail the thread with baby talk, I just thought I'd mention the new med since it would be a safer choice for sleep than a benzo... but to answer the question very very soon, he's due next month but may come sooner due to medical complications.
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Matt87

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Re: My near death experience - Almost killed myself with irresponsible research chemical dosing. [Re: chicksgrowtoo]
#21761679 - 06/04/15 01:18 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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chicksgrowtoo said: I don't want to derail the thread with baby talk, I just thought I'd mention the new med since it would be a safer choice for sleep than a benzo... but to answer the question very very soon, he's due next month but may come sooner due to medical complications.
Nice! I have a 7 year old girl, but just recently had a son myself. Congratulations!! I hope the complications aren't serious. I hope he's fat and happy!
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chicksgrowtoo


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Re: My near death experience - Almost killed myself with irresponsible research chemical dosing. [Re: Matt87]
#21761699 - 06/04/15 01:24 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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They're serious for me but not him so I've made the decision to continue to carry him... I'm sure he'll be a happy, healthy baby.
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GoldenEye
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Re: My near death experience - Almost killed myself with irresponsible research chemical dosing. [Re: chicksgrowtoo]
#21762036 - 06/04/15 03:05 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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zappaisgod said: Where does this ridiculous notion that everything is for a reason come from? It is total bullshit. Who does the reasoning and the deciding? There is a reason why his feet got fucked up. He took too much drugs. But what is the greater reason that led him to do that stupid thing? Was there intent?
I hate that fucking expression. It implies a grand controller and allows people to abdicate from the responsibility for their actions.
It's a form of optimism.
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Aiko Aiko



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Re: My near death experience - Almost killed myself with irresponsible research chemical dosing. [Re: GoldenEye]
#21762144 - 06/04/15 03:40 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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Holy shit Zomb, I shit you not, just 20 minutes ago when I logged on, I was thinking, I havent seen Zomb on here for a while. I went to ODD and started looking at threads to see if I saw you posted recently, and well I didn't..I got a weird, scary feeling and went in here and low and behold, heres this thread!! Crazy! I too am a believer after some addiction stuff that went down a few years ago, so praise Him for sure!! Im so glad your ok, I really do hope you make a full recovery or just recover to the best of your abilities! Keep us posted brotha! I'll say a prayer for ya tonight and send some good vibes too!
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Bill_Oreilly
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Re: My near death experience - Almost killed myself with irresponsible research chemical dosing. [Re: Bodhi of Ankou]
#21762392 - 06/04/15 05:05 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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Bodhi of Ankou said: Its such a lazy, self absorbed line of thought.
*something moderately surprising happens*
OMG GOD LOVES ME.
Such a lazy, self absorbed line of thought
*something moderately amazing happens*
OMG THAT MEANT NOTHING LIFE IS JUST A MEANINGLESS VOID LIKE OMG UR GOD IS DEAD BRoOo
-------------------- Something there is mysteriously formed, Existing before Heaven and Earth, Silent, still, standing alone, unchanging, All-pervading, unfailing, I do not know its name; I call it tao. If forced to give it a name, I call it Great (ta). Being great, it flows out; Flowing out means far-reaching; Being far-reaching, it is said to return. It's just a shot away..
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zappaisgod
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Re: My near death experience - Almost killed myself with irresponsible research chemical dosing. [Re: Bill_Oreilly] 1
#21762396 - 06/04/15 05:07 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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god isn't dead. He never existed in the first place.
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moonrockmushy
High on Spite



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Re: My near death experience - Almost killed myself with irresponsible research chemical dosing. [Re: Bill_Oreilly]
#21762436 - 06/04/15 05:18 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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Bill_Oreilly said:
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Bodhi of Ankou said: Its such a lazy, self absorbed line of thought.
*something moderately surprising happens*
OMG GOD LOVES ME.
Such a lazy, self absorbed line of thought
*something moderately amazing happens*
OMG THAT MEANT NOTHING LIFE IS JUST A MEANINGLESS VOID LIKE OMG UR GOD IS DEAD BRoOo
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Bitter Cactus
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Re: My near death experience - Almost killed myself with irresponsible research chemical dosing. [Re: moonrockmushy]
#21762497 - 06/04/15 05:34 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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God can suck a dick. Religion is such a waste of time.
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Matt87

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Re: My near death experience - Almost killed myself with irresponsible research chemical dosing. [Re: Bitter Cactus]
#21762508 - 06/04/15 05:39 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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What's the latest word on your toes?
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Bodhi of Ankou
*alternate opinion blocks path*


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Re: My near death experience - Almost killed myself with irresponsible research chemical dosing. [Re: Bill_Oreilly]
#21762552 - 06/04/15 05:52 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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Bill_Oreilly said:
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Bodhi of Ankou said: Its such a lazy, self absorbed line of thought.
*something moderately surprising happens*
OMG GOD LOVES ME.
Such a lazy, self absorbed line of thought
*something moderately amazing happens*
OMG THAT MEANT NOTHING LIFE IS JUST A MEANINGLESS VOID LIKE OMG UR GOD IS DEAD BRoOo
I think that its likely were a fragmented form of the true god experiencing creation objectively and independently and that spiritually we cycle through these levels from the bottom to the top. I also think that eventually there is true death. I dont however believe this supreme being happens to like being my bro and does silly little favours arbitrarily because im his special little snowflake.
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Zombi3
Bella Ciao!!




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Re: My near death experience - Almost killed myself with irresponsible research chemical dosing. [Re: Matt87]
#21762580 - 06/04/15 06:05 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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Aiko Aiko said: Holy shit Zomb, I shit you not, just 20 minutes ago when I logged on, I was thinking, I havent seen Zomb on here for a while. I went to ODD and started looking at threads to see if I saw you posted recently, and well I didn't..I got a weird, scary feeling and went in here and low and behold, heres this thread!! Crazy! I too am a believer after some addiction stuff that went down a few years ago, so praise Him for sure!! Im so glad your ok, I really do hope you make a full recovery or just recover to the best of your abilities! Keep us posted brotha! I'll say a prayer for ya tonight and send some good vibes too! 
Very nice to see you and great to be back my friend  Thanks for the kind words!! Much love, I appreciate it a lot.
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Matt87 said: What's the latest word on your toes?
My home care nurse says Ill lose the tip of all 5 toes on my left foot. But she wasnt sure if the surgeon would be ok just chopping the tips or if he would take them all right back to the foot either way. They are all pretty clearly dead from the tip to the nail bed. ut everything from my nail bed to my foot i alive. I really hope they dont take the whole toe...
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