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Gorlax



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Re: My near death experience - Almost killed myself with irresponsible research chemical dosing. [Re: lifeiswhatyoumake]
#21759829 - 06/03/15 11:42 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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He said he rarely does it. You are just jumping the gun here for no reason.
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lifeiswhatyoumake
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Re: My near death experience - Almost killed myself with irresponsible research chemical dosing. [Re: Gorlax]
#21759836 - 06/03/15 11:44 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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Gorlax said: He said he rarely does it. You are just jumping the gun here for no reason.
He actually said he does it one time per week on average, which is not the same as "rarely does it." I'm not jumping any gun; you just need to learn how to read.
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Re: My near death experience - Almost killed myself with irresponsible research chemical dosing. [Re: lifeiswhatyoumake]
#21759838 - 06/03/15 11:45 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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lifeiswhatyoumake said: ... yet you fuck with it. Such irony.
Respectfully.
I hope you realize that using an extremely addictive substance as a means to sleep is a horrible idea. You sound naive. You should stop that habit and learn how to naturally fall asleep like a healthy person does.
If you really have trouble sleeping then you should talk to a doctor.
Self-prescribing with a drug like Etiz will lead to a bad dead-end.
I am fully aware, as I said in my previous post I am always hesitant to chemically induce sleep and tend to avoid it. If I do go that route, I always ensure to leave 1 - 2 weeks before considering using it again.
Usually I have no trouble sleeping, but if I have an early start the next day, I'm more concerned about falling asleep at the wheel due to lack of sleep during my commute than I am about taking 1mg of Etiz.
I'm pretty paranoid when it comes to drugs, I've lost friends to addictions and I've seen first hand the damage they can cause.
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Bitter Cactus
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Re: My near death experience - Almost killed myself with irresponsible research chemical dosing. [Re: lifeiswhatyoumake]
#21759845 - 06/03/15 11:47 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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One time a week turns into two times a week, then three, then most days, then every day, then multiple times a day ect. You know how it goes with benzos brotha
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Re: My near death experience - Almost killed myself with irresponsible research chemical dosing. [Re: jsncrs]
#21759849 - 06/03/15 11:48 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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I don't get why you can't just go to bed earlier than normal when you have to wake up early the next day.
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Re: My near death experience - Almost killed myself with irresponsible research chemical dosing. [Re: lifeiswhatyoumake]
#21759862 - 06/03/15 11:54 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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lifeiswhatyoumake said: I don't get why you can't just go to bed earlier than normal when you have to wake up early the next day.
I always try to, but sometimes I'll lay there awake for hours, then start to get frustrated which just worsens the problem. Usually I'll take Valerian Root or sublingual Melatonin, but I find they can take a while to kick in.
If I need to get to sleep ASAP, only then will I pop an etiz. Most of the time though I can get to sleep fine naturally.
I do appreciate your concern anyway, I've read a lot of stories about etiz addiction and it doesn't sound like a fun time at all.
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Re: My near death experience - Almost killed myself with irresponsible research chemical dosing. [Re: jsncrs]
#21759877 - 06/04/15 12:03 AM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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lifeiswhatyoumake said: I don't get why you can't just go to bed earlier than normal when you have to wake up early the next day.
I always try to, but sometimes I'll lay there awake for hours, then start to get frustrated which just worsens the problem. Usually I'll take Valerian Root or sublingual Melatonin, but I find they can take a while to kick in.
If I need to get to sleep ASAP, only then will I pop an etiz. Most of the time though I can get to sleep fine naturally.
I do appreciate your concern anyway, I've read a lot of stories about etiz addiction and it doesn't sound like a fun time at all.
The reason you can't sleep is because your mind is telling you you need the etizolam for a good nights rest. Psychologically it is already sinking it's claws into you bud. Just remember I warned you.
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Re: My near death experience - Almost killed myself with irresponsible research chemical dosing. [Re: jsncrs]
#21759883 - 06/04/15 12:06 AM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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Hmmm. Do you wake up at an early time on days that require you to go to bed early that night? Maybe you should just tough it out the morning after if you can't get enough sleep the night before?
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Re: My near death experience - Almost killed myself with irresponsible research chemical dosing. [Re: lifeiswhatyoumake]
#21759898 - 06/04/15 12:16 AM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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lifeiswhatyoumake said: Hmmm. Do you wake up at an early time on days that require you to go to bed early that night? Maybe you should just tough it out the morning after if you can't get enough sleep the night before?
I'm up early most days for work, some earlier than others. I always aim for 8 hours sleep but sometimes I get as little as 4. But I think you're right, I don't have much etizolam left anyway and I don't plan on ordering more.
I just have trouble turning off my brain some nights, I really need to learn how to meditate
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Re: My near death experience - Almost killed myself with irresponsible research chemical dosing. [Re: lifeiswhatyoumake]
#21760015 - 06/04/15 01:27 AM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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Using 1mg once or even twice a week is pretty much minimal use. Some people have different genetic predispositions to sleep difficulties and insomnia. If you think that would lead to addiction then you have no clue what you are talking about with benzos/thienos.
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Re: My near death experience - Almost killed myself with irresponsible research chemical dosing. [Re: Gorlax]
#21760021 - 06/04/15 01:31 AM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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IV lines = fail
so your overall report = fail
Unfortunately. Had you been responsible it would have been a nice report. Try again, maybe you learn from your mistakes
If I should give you an advice it would be to toss out all RCs, even DOC,DOI,Nbome etc. they're not worth experimenting with, vasoconstriction can kill and is a real danger to anyone
You just never know your vene system... or venes in your brain etc. you may get a stroke with that, that isn't really such a risk with LSD
Take a safe chem always or take nothing. Even Weed can be gambling with your health today as it is often impure..
Play safe..
I would recommend growing your own shrooms, and following guide carefully, because they can get contamed too and get you sick. If you follow guide and check for contams, you are ensured 100% positive trip with the right dosage and right drug.
It is very hard to find real LSD for newcomers today often.
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Re: My near death experience - Almost killed myself with irresponsible research chemical dosing. [Re: lessismore]
#21760032 - 06/04/15 01:37 AM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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100% positive trips are for pussyfags anyway.
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Re: My near death experience - Almost killed myself with irresponsible research chemical dosing. [Re: Zombi3]
#21760036 - 06/04/15 01:43 AM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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Re: My near death experience - Almost killed myself with irresponsible research chemical dosing. [Re: Brown Buffalo]
#21760047 - 06/04/15 01:49 AM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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Holy fuck dude that was an intense read I would have lost it when the doctors told me I would loose both my legs you're one luck motherfucker
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Re: My near death experience - Almost killed myself with irresponsible research chemical dosing. [Re: Rebelutionsssss]
#21760536 - 06/04/15 07:12 AM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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People rag on meth a lot but have you ever seen meth cut off blood supply to ones feet and potentially have their legs amputated? Nope
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Re: My near death experience - Almost killed myself with irresponsible research chemical dosing. [Re: Soulidarity]
#21760545 - 06/04/15 07:17 AM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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The worst part is you can have near death experiences for free every night if you want, it's called lucid dreaming (www.ld4all.nl)
In lucid dreaming you can jump out from buildings and think you're dying i.e., or get shot, feels pretty real
Actually it feels 100% real, very unpleasant
Anybody can learn lucid dreaming, flying around in their dreams, there is no need to mess with chemicals for it, especially not dangerous chemicals The brain can do it naturally, no limits in your dreams
And flying around is better than sex!
It's just (usually) because we have forgotten our spirituality that we mess around so much with drugs, but when we came to earth we were much more spiritual, creative etc.
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Re: My near death experience - Almost killed myself with irresponsible research chemical dosing. [Re: jsncrs]
#21760856 - 06/04/15 09:25 AM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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I'm not advocating using pills for sleep but I tried this new nausea med last night and the shit knocked me out. That's really saying something since I usually can't sleep more than an hour at a time before I wake up with back pain, sciatic nerve pain or heart burn. Its the only category a med on the market for pregnant women and all it is is an antihistimine and b6....it's called diclegis.
Figured I'd mention it since it worked so well for me. I feel better today than I have in months just from getting enough sleep.
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Re: My near death experience - Almost killed myself with irresponsible research chemical dosing. [Re: Zombi3]
#21761078 - 06/04/15 10:26 AM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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Zombi3 said: I was religious my entire life until I moved away to college and had a falling out.
This restored my faith because even the doctors told me they werent entirely sure what saved me.
No I would not have survived or kept my legs without the doctors, but they didnt know exactly what they were doing beyond following the book in a case there was nothing to follow.
I believe god intervened because the doctors gave up on my legs and scheduled an amputation. I suddenly and miraculously turned around almost over night without explanation.
Then I would suggest you trust that same God that took your dream job away....Everything is for a reason...problem is, we only usually see it in hindsight.
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Re: My near death experience - Almost killed myself with irresponsible research chemical dosing. [Re: Thayendanegea] 1
#21761257 - 06/04/15 11:27 AM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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Where does this ridiculous notion that everything is for a reason come from? It is total bullshit. Who does the reasoning and the deciding? There is a reason why his feet got fucked up. He took too much drugs. But what is the greater reason that led him to do that stupid thing? Was there intent?
I hate that fucking expression. It implies a grand controller and allows people to abdicate from the responsibility for their actions.
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Re: My near death experience - Almost killed myself with irresponsible research chemical dosing. [Re: chicksgrowtoo]
#21761288 - 06/04/15 11:38 AM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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chicksgrowtoo said: I'm not advocating using pills for sleep but I tried this new nausea med last night and the shit knocked me out. That's really saying something since I usually can't sleep more than an hour at a time before I wake up with back pain, sciatic nerve pain or heart burn. Its the only category a med on the market for pregnant women and all it is is an antihistimine and b6....it's called diclegis.
Figured I'd mention it since it worked so well for me. I feel better today than I have in months just from getting enough sleep.
When do we get to meet this mini shroomerite
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