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ryoung0588
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My girl freaks me out!!
#21744931 - 05/31/15 02:09 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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Anyone have problems with this whilst tripping? She's just uncontrollable. I am very meditative and relaxed while I trip. She literally goes ape-shit nuts, jumping around and is very in your face (absolutely incapacitating, for me). I literally won't trip with her inside anymore, only when we go hiking/camping/etc.
We have talked about it multiple times but I introduced her to this world so I feel bad giving her crap about it because she enjoys it. It's just.... moder-fucking-ation!! Also, it has been, roughly, the last half a dozen trips.
She gets visuals at ~1.5g (extreme light-weight) and she will still eat 3g plus a hit of acid and go from giggling to crying and back every 10min for hours. I have no idea how to handle that with a belly full of mushies and still enjoy myself. I don't get how she doesn't enjoy a "controllable trip".
Anyone else have this issue? Advice? Should I be more concerned with not letting myself get affected (my fault for getting freaked) or is this as selfish on her part as I'm seeing it?
-------------------- Serve no crown, fight or drown! "It starts when you're always afraid. You step out of line, the man come and take you away" - Stills
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filthyknees
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Re: My girl freaks me out!! [Re: ryoung0588]
#21745028 - 05/31/15 02:34 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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don't feed it.
example: once I'm tripping on lsd and was anxious. I kept complaining about little stupid things like there being spit in my mouth.
dude says: ah, there's always something
this hit me like a smack in the face as if with that he said: hey idiot, look, I'm trying to have a good time, so knock it off, god dammit, cause it's not so bad, and I'm sure as hell not gonna jerk you off over it
after that my trip was pretty reset. the dude also sometimes snaps or does some other small gestures to break cycles of negativity or confusion.
there are lots of tricks, but like the first example illustrated not feeding into someone will often make them aware there is another way
-------------------- But if you're in a hurry, and really got to go If you're in a hurry, might have to find out slow That it's one thing to try and another to fly You get there quicker just a step at a time It's one thing to bark, another to bite The show ain't over till you pack up at night
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Shroomantisy22
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Re: My girl freaks me out!! [Re: ryoung0588]
#21745031 - 05/31/15 02:34 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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My girl wants nothing to do with the trip experience, and I get super high levels of anxiety when I trip around her. I make some pretty strong cannabis edibles as well, and I absolutely have to be alone and not around her. Kind-of bums me out though. I would love to share the experience with her, but she is so against the psychedelic experience. Just recently she reluctantly said: "Ok I will try some mushies!" I got so excited that she was willing to finally try some. This however turned into the trip from hell... She ate less then a gram. I ate about 1 gram. I wanted it to be very mild, and a very beautiful experience. It was anything but. She was in the fetal position crying the whole time. I literally watched her "pain body" move through her skin. It was one of the most terrifying experiences I personally have ever had with this stuff. She had strong, "eyes closed" visuals. She saw scary faces, and some kind of Chinese dragon. She will never try them again. I personally have a really hard time not able to share this part of me with her. The part that really loves to explore the universe, my mind, my body, and my soul... I have questioned if we are right for each other. She is a very smart, beautiful women who is so very comfortable with never looking into the "looking glass'...
-------------------- The inquiry ‘Who Am I?’ represents the deepest spiritual quest mankind has ever known. In three incredibly short words, it asks several existential questions, including those like ‘What is consciousness?’ and ‘What does it mean to be alive?’ So what’s the answer?
Edited by Shroomantisy22 (05/31/15 02:49 PM)
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Kinshino
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My girl is pretty sensitive to psychs as well. 2gs almost sent her flying. She can breakthrough on 20mgs of dmt. I dunno about giving her shrooms again, but dmt is the best option since its so short but powerful. It satisfies her psychedelic need.
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Shroomantisy22
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Re: My girl freaks me out!! [Re: Kinshino]
#21745193 - 05/31/15 03:29 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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It was my longing desire to find a source of mushrooms, and major lack of finding them that brought me to take matters into my own hands and grow them myself. So happy about that. I can't even imagine how difficult it would be to find DMT. I would love to find a source, that sounds crazy difficult to me...
-------------------- The inquiry ‘Who Am I?’ represents the deepest spiritual quest mankind has ever known. In three incredibly short words, it asks several existential questions, including those like ‘What is consciousness?’ and ‘What does it mean to be alive?’ So what’s the answer?
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filthyknees
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it will find you lol
-------------------- But if you're in a hurry, and really got to go If you're in a hurry, might have to find out slow That it's one thing to try and another to fly You get there quicker just a step at a time It's one thing to bark, another to bite The show ain't over till you pack up at night
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Achillita
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My girlfriend is pretty sensitive to drugs in general. Like 1 or 2 hits of some okay weed will put her in a near delirium where she barely remembers. 2.5 grams of mushies makes her trip HARD. She goes into near uncontrollable fits of laughter and just tripping at around level 3 or 4. She was talking to an entity on her last recent trip still at 2.5 grams.
But with experience, as she trips she's able to be more calm and less freaky on it. Her third trip (the last one) she was able to control it after the peak. But no matter what, for the love of god I can not smoke with her, as she will go batshit delirious and just wants to keep smoking more at that point.
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Shroomantisy22
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filthyknees said: it will find you lol
I like that!!
-------------------- The inquiry ‘Who Am I?’ represents the deepest spiritual quest mankind has ever known. In three incredibly short words, it asks several existential questions, including those like ‘What is consciousness?’ and ‘What does it mean to be alive?’ So what’s the answer?
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voodoochild1000
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Shroomantisy22 said: My girl wants nothing to do with the trip experience, and I get super high levels of anxiety when I trip around her. I make some pretty strong cannabis edibles as well, and I absolutely have to be alone and not around her. Kind-of bums me out though. I would love to share the experience with her, but she is so against the psychedelic experience. Just recently she reluctantly said: "Ok I will try some mushies!" I got so excited that she was willing to finally try some. This however turned into the trip from hell... She ate less then a gram. I ate about 1 gram. I wanted it to be very mild, and a very beautiful experience. It was anything but. She was in the fetal position crying the whole time. I literally watched her "pain body" move through her skin. It was one of the most terrifying experiences I personally have ever had with this stuff. She had strong, "eyes closed" visuals. She saw scary faces, and some kind of Chinese dragon. She will never try them again. I personally have a really hard time not able to share this part of me with her. The part that really loves to explore the universe, my mind, my body, and my soul... I have questioned if we are right for each other. She is a very smart, beautiful women who is so very comfortable with never looking into the "looking glass'...
... I'm not sure what it is about the psychedelic experience and masculinity. It just seems as though almost entirely the great pioneers and Psychonauts were almost all male. There are few women but a very small handful.
I speculate that the adventurous risk taking element of the male psyche is what drives us to the depths of the psychedelic experience.testosterone. It's ingrained with an F on a genetic and evolutionary level. This risk taking is how the nomads found new food sources and farming areas. They took the risks of the hunt and the journey. They ate the entheogenic plants along the way and gained sharper eyesight through visual acuity.
... These risks, these substances, these genetics are the reason we go further. It's in our DNA. I just don't think it's in the female DNA in the same way. In my humble opinion.
My lady was tripping pretty regular with me about every two weeks. She got a little burnt out and said she didn't want to trip every two weeks which is fine! :-) now she trips every couple months and that seems to work for her. Most importantly she understands my psychedelic adventures and is supportive of me and these adventures. She is such a blessing in my life! The fact that I wasn't trippin when we got together and then after about a year I made some connections and started tripping every two weeks for the last 8 months. I am humbled and very appreciative that she's so open minded and kind and doesn't lay a trip on me for my continuous psychedelic experiments. I mean, I'm doing see Andrew and mushrooms on Thursday and she's totally chill with it and understands I might get really really high and possibly sick to my stomach at some point!. I'm just so glad that she's not uptight about it and it really makes a big difference for me.
.. If your lady doesn't want to trip I guess that's just how it goes. She will trip when it feels right for her. Most importantly for you and your psychedelic Adventures is that you have the loving supportive of this woman even if she's not joining you in the psychedelic experience. I have fun shopping with her but probably have more of a wide open experience when I'm tripping with my bros! She is going to trip sit us on Thursday... I'm sure you have but try having a heartfelt discussion about your desire for experiences and how u need her support and I'm sure she will offer to you:-)! Good luck bro!
-------------------- ....."So Great!"....-Me on 1.5mg LSD ...."We don't need this" -Larkin in response to my "just picked wild LSD!" post
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Shroomantisy22
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voodoochild1000 said:
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Shroomantisy22 said: My girl wants nothing to do with the trip experience, and I get super high levels of anxiety when I trip around her. I make some pretty strong cannabis edibles as well, and I absolutely have to be alone and not around her. Kind-of bums me out though. I would love to share the experience with her, but she is so against the psychedelic experience. Just recently she reluctantly said: "Ok I will try some mushies!" I got so excited that she was willing to finally try some. This however turned into the trip from hell... She ate less then a gram. I ate about 1 gram. I wanted it to be very mild, and a very beautiful experience. It was anything but. She was in the fetal position crying the whole time. I literally watched her "pain body" move through her skin. It was one of the most terrifying experiences I personally have ever had with this stuff. She had strong, "eyes closed" visuals. She saw scary faces, and some kind of Chinese dragon. She will never try them again. I personally have a really hard time not able to share this part of me with her. The part that really loves to explore the universe, my mind, my body, and my soul... I have questioned if we are right for each other. She is a very smart, beautiful women who is so very comfortable with never looking into the "looking glass'...
... I'm not sure what it is about the psychedelic experience and masculinity. It just seems as though almost entirely the great pioneers and Psychonauts were almost all male. There are few women but a very small handful.
I speculate that the adventurous risk taking element of the male psyche is what drives us to the depths of the psychedelic experience.testosterone. It's ingrained with an F on a genetic and evolutionary level. This risk taking is how the nomads found new food sources and farming areas. They took the risks of the hunt and the journey. They ate the entheogenic plants along the way and gained sharper eyesight through visual acuity.
... These risks, these substances, these genetics are the reason we go further. It's in our DNA. I just don't think it's in the female DNA in the same way. In my humble opinion.
My lady was tripping pretty regular with me about every two weeks. She got a little burnt out and said she didn't want to trip every two weeks which is fine! :-) now she trips every couple months and that seems to work for her. Most importantly she understands my psychedelic adventures and is supportive of me and these adventures. She is such a blessing in my life! The fact that I wasn't trippin when we got together and then after about a year I made some connections and started tripping every two weeks for the last 8 months. I am humbled and very appreciative that she's so open minded and kind and doesn't lay a trip on me for my continuous psychedelic experiments. I mean, I'm doing see Andrew and mushrooms on Thursday and she's totally chill with it and understands I might get really really high and possibly sick to my stomach at some point!. I'm just so glad that she's not uptight about it and it really makes a big difference for me.
.. If your lady doesn't want to trip I guess that's just how it goes. She will trip when it feels right for her. Most importantly for you and your psychedelic Adventures is that you have the loving supportive of this woman even if she's not joining you in the psychedelic experience. I have fun shopping with her but probably have more of a wide open experience when I'm tripping with my bros! She is going to trip sit us on Thursday... I'm sure you have but try having a heartfelt discussion about your desire for experiences and how u need her support and I'm sure she will offer to you:-)! Good luck bro!
Awesome response. Thanks a bunch. Love your thoughts and insights on the subject. Those are all the kinds of things I love to have open dialogue about. She is super supportive with my VERY strong cannabis edible journeys, and has been very supportive with this new adventure. Just no desire to seek out her soul.. She is very content with the simple things. Ahhh bliss is ignorance... and never to imply stupidity. Enjoy your trips...
-------------------- The inquiry ‘Who Am I?’ represents the deepest spiritual quest mankind has ever known. In three incredibly short words, it asks several existential questions, including those like ‘What is consciousness?’ and ‘What does it mean to be alive?’ So what’s the answer?
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voodoochild1000
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Shroomantisy22 said:
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voodoochild1000 said:
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Shroomantisy22 said: My girl wants nothing to do with the trip experience, and I get super high levels of anxiety when I trip around her. I make some pretty strong cannabis edibles as well, and I absolutely have to be alone and not around her. Kind-of bums me out though. I would love to share the experience with her, but she is so against the psychedelic experience. Just recently she reluctantly said: "Ok I will try some mushies!" I got so excited that she was willing to finally try some. This however turned into the trip from hell... She ate less then a gram. I ate about 1 gram. I wanted it to be very mild, and a very beautiful experience. It was anything but. She was in the fetal position crying the whole time. I literally watched her "pain body" move through her skin. It was one of the most terrifying experiences I personally have ever had with this stuff. She had strong, "eyes closed" visuals. She saw scary faces, and some kind of Chinese dragon. She will never try them again. I personally have a really hard time not able to share this part of me with her. The part that really loves to explore the universe, my mind, my body, and my soul... I have questioned if we are right for each other. She is a very smart, beautiful women who is so very comfortable with never looking into the "looking glass'...
... I'm not sure what it is about the psychedelic experience and masculinity. It just seems as though almost entirely the great pioneers and Psychonauts were almost all male. There are few women but a very small handful.
I speculate that the adventurous risk taking element of the male psyche is what drives us to the depths of the psychedelic experience.testosterone. It's ingrained with an F on a genetic and evolutionary level. This risk taking is how the nomads found new food sources and farming areas. They took the risks of the hunt and the journey. They ate the entheogenic plants along the way and gained sharper eyesight through visual acuity.
... These risks, these substances, these genetics are the reason we go further. It's in our DNA. I just don't think it's in the female DNA in the same way. In my humble opinion.
My lady was tripping pretty regular with me about every two weeks. She got a little burnt out and said she didn't want to trip every two weeks which is fine! :-) now she trips every couple months and that seems to work for her. Most importantly she understands my psychedelic adventures and is supportive of me and these adventures. She is such a blessing in my life! The fact that I wasn't trippin when we got together and then after about a year I made some connections and started tripping every two weeks for the last 8 months. I am humbled and very appreciative that she's so open minded and kind and doesn't lay a trip on me for my continuous psychedelic experiments. I mean, I'm doing see Andrew and mushrooms on Thursday and she's totally chill with it and understands I might get really really high and possibly sick to my stomach at some point!. I'm just so glad that she's not uptight about it and it really makes a big difference for me.
.. If your lady doesn't want to trip I guess that's just how it goes. She will trip when it feels right for her. Most importantly for you and your psychedelic Adventures is that you have the loving supportive of this woman even if she's not joining you in the psychedelic experience. I have fun shopping with her but probably have more of a wide open experience when I'm tripping with my bros! She is going to trip sit us on Thursday... I'm sure you have but try having a heartfelt discussion about your desire for experiences and how u need her support and I'm sure she will offer to you:-)! Good luck bro!
Awesome response. Thanks a bunch. Love your thoughts and insights on the subject. Those are all the kinds of things I love to have open dialogue about. She is super supportive with my VERY strong cannabis edible journeys, and has been very supportive with this new adventure. Just no desire to seek out her soul.. She is very content with the simple things. Ahhh bliss is ignorance... and never to imply stupidity. Enjoy your trips...
NAMASTE!.....this inspired me to write a post...."testosterone and the psychedelic experience "....check it out!
-------------------- ....."So Great!"....-Me on 1.5mg LSD ...."We don't need this" -Larkin in response to my "just picked wild LSD!" post
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bluegill
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My ex claimed to have a lot of experience with all kinds of drugs, especially psychedelics. She used them mainly for recreation. I only use psychedelics and I only use them for spiritual purposes. When we were together, I was inexperienced. The first time I tripped with her I had maybe only done shrooms two or three times.
I got very paranoid around her. She was trying to have fun and I was being more introspective. She kept asking me what I was experiencing, and when I told her, she was really dismissive. I had a hard time because she kept triggering negative emotions in me. Never tripped with her again! We broke up a year later.
I am eager to sit for my current gf on her first trip. She likes to smoke weed and is interested in trying shrooms. I think she'd be lots of fun to have around during a trip; she is more spiritual, positive, and upbeat than my ex.
-------------------- "Psychedelics are like carnival tickets, you buy the ticket and take the ride, then you get off and go home. What your talking about is physical death. That's when you're pulled into the carnival against your will and your stuck there for eternity."
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ryoung0588
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Re: My girl freaks me out!! [Re: bluegill]
#21754646 - 06/02/15 08:12 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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bluegill said: She was trying to have fun and I was being more introspective. She kept asking me what I was experiencing, and when I told her, she was really dismissive. I had a hard time because she kept triggering negative emotions in me.
This ^^^ is exactly what I mean. I'm sitting outside thinking about the textile industry's conspiracy called "shoes" to make us buy more socks and she wants to chase down the squirrels.
-------------------- Serve no crown, fight or drown! "It starts when you're always afraid. You step out of line, the man come and take you away" - Stills
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Blazer420
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Re: My girl freaks me out!! [Re: ryoung0588]
#21754687 - 06/02/15 08:25 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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If somebody is not in the zone like you on trips and is negative or annoying, they have to go.... I have recently been tripping with my flatmate and he gets really anxious or scared these days from taking psychedelics, and it really ruins my buzz when I have to babysit or be around such annoying/negativity.
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Shroomantisy22
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Shroomantisy22 said: My girl wants nothing to do with the trip experience, and I get super high levels of anxiety when I trip around her. I make some pretty strong cannabis edibles as well, and I absolutely have to be alone and not around her. Kind-of bums me out though. I would love to share the experience with her, but she is so against the psychedelic experience. Just recently she reluctantly said: "Ok I will try some mushies!" I got so excited that she was willing to finally try some. This however turned into the trip from hell... She ate less then a gram. I ate about 1 gram. I wanted it to be very mild, and a very beautiful experience. It was anything but. She was in the fetal position crying the whole time. I literally watched her "pain body" move through her skin. It was one of the most terrifying experiences I personally have ever had with this stuff. She had strong, "eyes closed" visuals. She saw scary faces, and some kind of Chinese dragon. She will never try them again. I personally have a really hard time not able to share this part of me with her. The part that really loves to explore the universe, my mind, my body, and my soul... I have questioned if we are right for each other. She is a very smart, beautiful women who is so very comfortable with never looking into the "looking glass'...
... I'm not sure what it is about the psychedelic experience and masculinity. It just seems as though almost entirely the great pioneers and Psychonauts were almost all male. There are few women but a very small handful.
I speculate that the adventurous risk taking element of the male psyche is what drives us to the depths of the psychedelic experience.testosterone. It's ingrained with an F on a genetic and evolutionary level. This risk taking is how the nomads found new food sources and farming areas. They took the risks of the hunt and the journey. They ate the entheogenic plants along the way and gained sharper eyesight through visual acuity.
... These risks, these substances, these genetics are the reason we go further. It's in our DNA. I just don't think it's in the female DNA in the same way. In my humble opinion.
My lady was tripping pretty regular with me about every two weeks. She got a little burnt out and said she didn't want to trip every two weeks which is fine! :-) now she trips every couple months and that seems to work for her. Most importantly she understands my psychedelic adventures and is supportive of me and these adventures. She is such a blessing in my life! The fact that I wasn't trippin when we got together and then after about a year I made some connections and started tripping every two weeks for the last 8 months. I am humbled and very appreciative that she's so open minded and kind and doesn't lay a trip on me for my continuous psychedelic experiments. I mean, I'm doing see Andrew and mushrooms on Thursday and she's totally chill with it and understands I might get really really high and possibly sick to my stomach at some point!. I'm just so glad that she's not uptight about it and it really makes a big difference for me.
.. If your lady doesn't want to trip I guess that's just how it goes. She will trip when it feels right for her. Most importantly for you and your psychedelic Adventures is that you have the loving supportive of this woman even if she's not joining you in the psychedelic experience. I have fun shopping with her but probably have more of a wide open experience when I'm tripping with my bros! She is going to trip sit us on Thursday... I'm sure you have but try having a heartfelt discussion about your desire for experiences and how u need her support and I'm sure she will offer to you:-)! Good luck bro!
Awesome response. Thanks a bunch. Love your thoughts and insights on the subject. Those are all the kinds of things I love to have open dialogue about. She is super supportive with my VERY strong cannabis edible journeys, and has been very supportive with this new adventure. Just no desire to seek out her soul.. She is very content with the simple things. Ahhh bliss is ignorance... and never to imply stupidity. Enjoy your trips...
NAMASTE!.....this inspired me to write a post...."testosterone and the psychedelic experience "....check it out!
awesome....checking it out now!
-------------------- The inquiry ‘Who Am I?’ represents the deepest spiritual quest mankind has ever known. In three incredibly short words, it asks several existential questions, including those like ‘What is consciousness?’ and ‘What does it mean to be alive?’ So what’s the answer?
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