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InvisibleMalcolm_Xtasy
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Re: My name is Malcolm, and I'm an Alcoholic [Re: Amanita86]
    #21744697 - 05/31/15 12:43 PM (8 years, 7 months ago)

Yeah man I haven't even experienced the worst of it and im fucking miserable. This was my wake up call. Im gonna get my shit together


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Re: My name is Malcolm, and I'm an Alcoholic [Re: Amanita86]
    #21744703 - 05/31/15 12:45 PM (8 years, 7 months ago)

I was addicted to adderall, and ritalin in large doses. In addition I drank tons of caffiene and had tons of nicotine for a few years. I was tweaked off my ass for hours a day. And when I cudnt get more, I felt burnt out. Luckily, I got my shit together. Here are some tips

So I am going to give you a few pointers. Hopefully the help. They come from a place of care and experience:
1) stop drinking. Quite obviously
2) Start taking nootropics. If you need to know more, message me. But these will help your brain recover. I can give you sources to get lots of them cheap. And they are 100% legal
3) Take glutathione. You brain will most likely be deficient in it. It is depleted everytime that you drink
4) mediate. Once I was clean and sober, this helped me experience profound joy and kept me clean
The other suggestions are things that worked for my alcoholic friend:
1) take GHB or Eitzloam. Message me if you need to discuss how to aquicre them
2) stop hanging out with those who drink
3) smoke weed excessivly if you need to. Just avoid alc


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Re: My name is Malcolm, and I'm an Alcoholic [Re: Malcolm_Xtasy]
    #21744707 - 05/31/15 12:47 PM (8 years, 7 months ago)

Do it man.  That shit will get its hooks into you and...I mean I could write books on the consequences that I attribute to just being liquored up...and Ive gotten off easy when you compare it to people who have decided to do things like drive on a liquored up whim and kill someone, or themselves..  the shit gets you when youre not looking, its sneaky like that..


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Re: My name is Malcolm, and I'm an Alcoholic [Re: Drumdude27]
    #21745050 - 05/31/15 02:41 PM (8 years, 7 months ago)

Quote:

Drumdude27 said:
That sounds terrifying.
I'd rather just deal with a WD than risk that





yah












till you're in a withdrawal


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Re: My name is Malcolm, and I'm an Alcoholic [Re: cube talk]
    #21745063 - 05/31/15 02:49 PM (8 years, 7 months ago)

I only drink now to help with pain, so at this point it's not helping with that, so i'm quitting

good riddance really, alcohol is evil


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OfflineJustForToday
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Re: My name is Malcolm, and I'm an Alcoholic [Re: topdog82]
    #21745136 - 05/31/15 03:18 PM (8 years, 7 months ago)

I love the dramatic irony of life when a bunch of actively drug using addicts say the program doesn't work. I guess that's why millions have stayed sober until death through AA. Actually a guy that was in a local charter who ran some meetings just died of cancer and he went out with 34 years sober. He was a good man.  :tombstone:

I actually just happened to find this thread because I was looking at a certain users previous post. Then I seen who started it.

I guess that explains the behavior issues and why things escalated. Now I have empathy.

Listen bro. I picked up one white chip. And I have 14 months in a week. But, it wasn't easy. I detoxed off of xanax for 10 months. Not physically. Physically it was rough. Seizures, going into a coma almost, full blown visual and auditory hallucinations. This is what made me realize I had a problem. Many people take different levels of pain. Sometime living homeless shooting up in the worst part of town isn't enough. Sometimes enough ISN'T enough. People die from the disease of addiction. But. You should count yourself blessed that you're realizing something is not right. Many will continue to live in misery until the day that they die.

Alcohol can kill you detoxing off of. I would suggest if it gets bad enough check yourself into a detox and possible go to treatment. It was the best decision I ever made in my life man.

Forget all the shit that happened between us. I apologize. If you need someone to talk to, send me a PM.


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Re: My name is Malcolm, and I'm an Alcoholic [Re: JustForToday]
    #21745203 - 05/31/15 03:31 PM (8 years, 7 months ago)

My cases are pinning like crazy second flush.


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Re: My name is Malcolm, and I'm an Alcoholic [Re: zappaisgod]
    #21745974 - 05/31/15 07:33 PM (8 years, 7 months ago)

Oh the good ol alcohol withdrawals. I'm 26 and I'm sad to say I know what you're going through all to well as I've experienced it a handful of times.

First 3 - 4 days sober will suck ass physically if yo go cold turkey with no benzos.

After a week you'll start feeling great physically, but then the little voice in yore head will return with a vengeance, and that, the mental part of staying sober is THE hardest part imhe.

I wish you luck Malcolm


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Re: My name is Malcolm, and I'm an Alcoholic [Re: lets drive around] * 1
    #21746430 - 05/31/15 09:27 PM (8 years, 7 months ago)

alcohol is the worst drug there is.

its worse than flakka


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Re: My name is Malcolm, and I'm an Alcoholic [Re: rxb]
    #21746964 - 06/01/15 12:29 AM (8 years, 7 months ago)

Hella worse than flakka, the govt doesnt pump flakka...

You see?


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Re: My name is Malcolm, and I'm an Alcoholic [Re: Amanita86]
    #21747087 - 06/01/15 01:30 AM (8 years, 7 months ago)

"Fella's......it doesn't get any better than this."  I think that was Old Milwaukee if I remember correctly.







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Re: My name is Malcolm, and I'm an Alcoholic [Re: Malcolm_Xtasy]
    #21750183 - 06/01/15 08:02 PM (8 years, 7 months ago)

That feeling will keep happening every time you party real hard, not so much with just a good light drunk.  It's anxiety, you want to take herbs and vitamins that support your nervous system, I take B-complex, Potassium, Calcium, magnesium, zinc.  I started taking Valerian root and that completely knocked it away.

When I have a heavy two day bender, I will lose motor function in my hands, I can't type, shake uncontrollably, etc.  But as stated, the Valerian knocked this out...


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InvisibleMalcolm_Xtasy
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Re: My name is Malcolm, and I'm an Alcoholic [Re: RobZombie68]
    #21750390 - 06/01/15 08:47 PM (8 years, 7 months ago)

Thanks for the tip man ill check out the valarian root for sure


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I'm ugly, Enlil is beautiful.
I'm a loser, Enlil is a winner.
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Re: My name is Malcolm, and I'm an Alcoholic [Re: Malcolm_Xtasy]
    #21750404 - 06/01/15 08:51 PM (8 years, 7 months ago)

I used valerian for a lot of GABA detoxing. The dreams are seriously fucking insane with it. I've been in full blown inception mode in my most recent valerian sleeps.


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Re: My name is Malcolm, and I'm an Alcoholic [Re: Gorlax]
    #21750426 - 06/01/15 08:57 PM (8 years, 7 months ago)

I use valerian all the time. It's only $4 at Walmart for 100 caps. I usually open up the caps and make some....tea? I don't know what the hell you would call it since the shit smells like rancid foot rot. I used it successfully when coming off of muscle relaxers and it was a life saver. Throw some melatonin in there and you'll sleep like a baby.


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Re: My name is Malcolm, and I'm an Alcoholic [Re: Malcolm_Xtasy]
    #21750968 - 06/01/15 11:18 PM (8 years, 7 months ago)

Hey Malcolm, shallowbastard, another alcoholic here. I have my shit together for now, but I'm guessing its just a matter of time before shit goes wrong.

Sometimes a good mushroom trip will kick your ass and put things into perspective, that's how I realized I was disrespecting my body a few years ago.

Not that more drugs is the answer, but definitely easy up on the hard liq and stick to wine and beer. Probably wanna easy up on the other drugs too

Take care


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Re: My name is Malcolm, and I'm an Alcoholic [Re: shallowbastard]
    #21751518 - 06/02/15 05:48 AM (8 years, 7 months ago)

people use dmt to kick alcohol. and heroin.

you meditate on wanting to be free of the addiction before you smoke, and then you smoke to threshold. then when you come down you meditate and reflect on the knowledge you were given.


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Re: My name is Malcolm, and I'm an Alcoholic [Re: rxb]
    #21751652 - 06/02/15 07:41 AM (8 years, 7 months ago)

I just want my head to stop ringing and the anxiety to go away. I still have depersonalization like crazy. Everything just feels like im in a dream


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I'm a loser, Enlil is a winner.
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Re: My name is Malcolm, and I'm an Alcoholic [Re: Malcolm_Xtasy]
    #21751660 - 06/02/15 07:43 AM (8 years, 7 months ago)

thats rough. the Valerian root isnt a bad thing to try.

you should look into the stuff with DMT and breaking addiction, its quite interesting.


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->$10 FLOW HOOD ALTERNATIVE <-

. i cleaned a mold contaminated live culture and saved it. (might have useful applications)

[quote]Enlil said:
I'd be the guy with thousands of minions doing my bidding and all of the hot women locked in a cage for my use.[/quote]


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InvisibleMalcolm_Xtasy
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Re: My name is Malcolm, and I'm an Alcoholic [Re: rxb]
    #21751661 - 06/02/15 07:44 AM (8 years, 7 months ago)

Its hard for me to get any dmt but I do have a fuck ton of mushrooms


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I'm ugly, Enlil is beautiful.
I'm a loser, Enlil is a winner.
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