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Re: My name is Malcolm, and I'm an Alcoholic [Re: Astral Pain]
#21743471 - 05/31/15 01:13 AM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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That's true. I guess I just took it a little personally. My only real issue was the humming bird thing. Most of my seizures don't come on with visuals, so I wouldn't want Malcom to think he's okay as long as he doesn't get weird tunnel vision hallucinations.
The most common thing I experience pre seizure is the taste of metal. It's actually more than that though. It's almost a sixth sense of feeling it come on. Like you just have this voice in your head that clicks and says "Im going to have a seizure" for no reason what's so ever.
Misinformation about epilepsy really bothers me though. In high-school I caught I lot of shit for the brain damage thing. I've had seizures so therefore I was retarded and all this other shit people liked to say. So I guess it just hit close to home, my bad.
The most damage I've done to myself is busting my face open on floors.
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Re: My name is Malcolm, and I'm an Alcoholic [Re: Astral Pain]
#21743475 - 05/31/15 01:14 AM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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Forget about the seizure talk Malclom. They're no big deal. Don't worry about a thing and keep doing what you're doing. All seizures are totally harmless.
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Re: My name is Malcolm, and I'm an Alcoholic [Re: Psychonautica]
#21743476 - 05/31/15 01:14 AM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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Those seizures are like a game of russian roulette though. One day it could cause bad brain damage.
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Re: My name is Malcolm, and I'm an Alcoholic [Re: Bitter Cactus]
#21743479 - 05/31/15 01:16 AM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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What do you mean, manage them Gresh? There's no managing a seizure. The choke on your tongue thing is a myth. The only thing you're supposed to do if you witness someone having a seizure is clear an area around them, and roll them on their sides so their airway can't get obstructed by vomit, or anything like that.
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Re: My name is Malcolm, and I'm an Alcoholic [Re: Astral Pain]
#21743484 - 05/31/15 01:18 AM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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So what's the line on how much of a handle Malcolm has polished off yet?
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Re: My name is Malcolm, and I'm an Alcoholic [Re: Astral Pain]
#21743487 - 05/31/15 01:20 AM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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Psychonautica said: What do you mean, manage them Gresh? There's no managing a seizure.
when i said manage, i was mainly talking about medicine that reduces the frequency/severity of the seizures
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Psychonautica said: The choke on your tongue thing is a myth. The only thing you're supposed to do if you witness someone having a seizure is clear an area around them, and roll them on their sides so their airway can't get obstructed by vomit, or anything like that.
and like you said here, there might not be much you can do when someone is seizing, but you can do something at least, to keep them from choking on puke, or whatever else
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Astral Pain said: Forget about the seizure talk Malclom.
i agree with that. i wouldnt worry about seizures too much op. i think some of us(me) got a little sidetracked
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Re: My name is Malcolm, and I'm an Alcoholic [Re: Psychonautica]
#21743488 - 05/31/15 01:20 AM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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Psychonautica said: That's true. I guess I just took it a little personally. My only real issue was the humming bird thing. Most of my seizures don't come on with visuals, so I wouldn't want Malcom to think he's okay as long as he doesn't get weird tunnel vision hallucinations.
The most common thing I experience pre seizure is the taste of metal. It's actually more than that though. It's almost a sixth sense of feeling it come on. Like you just have this voice in your head that clicks and says "Im going to have a seizure" for no reason what's so ever.
Misinformation about epilepsy really bothers me though. In high-school I caught I lot of shit for the brain damage thing. I've had seizures so therefore I was retarded and all this other shit people liked to say. So I guess it just hit close to home, my bad.
The most damage I've done to myself is busting my face open on floors.
The humming bird was something that happened to me after I was feeling the exact way he was describing in the op. I was merely comparing notes, and the sippy cup was for comedic effect. Not really funny in reality, but you getmy point?
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Re: My name is Malcolm, and I'm an Alcoholic [Re: Astral Pain]
#21743496 - 05/31/15 01:24 AM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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I really need to start smoking weed again. It be a lot cooler that way
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Re: My name is Malcolm, and I'm an Alcoholic [Re: Astral Pain] 1
#21743501 - 05/31/15 01:27 AM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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Weed sucks mate. I haven't smoked up in a YEAR, which I find insane.
I actually fear the high. I fear one small toke of weed more then I would fear doing a quarter gram blast of meth with no tolerance right now.
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Re: My name is Malcolm, and I'm an Alcoholic [Re: Bitter Cactus]
#21743506 - 05/31/15 01:30 AM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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-------------------- The chances of you even being born, Were forty million to one. There's two parts of the statistic And I want you to live through one 3/8/95 - 7/10/15 Rest In Paradise, Brother. Sheekle said: yeah, i said i was afraid of psychonautica

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Re: My name is Malcolm, and I'm an Alcoholic [Re: Bitter Cactus]
#21743513 - 05/31/15 01:32 AM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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I don't and never have smoked a lot. All I need is one or two hits of some killed indica. Turns my muscles into butter.
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Re: My name is Malcolm, and I'm an Alcoholic [Re: Astral Pain]
#21743522 - 05/31/15 01:34 AM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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Klonopin does a good job, but that shit hangs on for far too long.
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Re: My name is Malcolm, and I'm an Alcoholic [Re: Astral Pain]
#21744156 - 05/31/15 08:33 AM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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Astral Pain said: When you get the shakes does your vision get like someone is choking you out? Like all bright with sparklers in you peripheral? If this happens and you start hallucinating colorful humming birds out of the corner of your eyes it might be a grand mal seizure coming on. And after a really bad one you may get locked up with a sippy cup strapped to the helmet you'll be sporting for the rest of your life, Half a handle on a daily basis is some major league drinking.
Thanks for the helpful info man
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Re: My name is Malcolm, and I'm an Alcoholic [Re: Malcolm_Xtasy]
#21744159 - 05/31/15 08:34 AM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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Im feeling a lot better today guys and I actually got some really good sleep last night which I wasn't expecting at all. Im gonna keep monitoring myself and keep you guys updated
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Re: My name is Malcolm, and I'm an Alcoholic [Re: sprinkles]
#21744187 - 05/31/15 08:50 AM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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sprinkles said: i am defective, that is for sure.
You're in denial about being defective. I'm just more honest and self-aware than you are. Also I am very old and very wise.
I am much older and much wiser
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Re: My name is Malcolm, and I'm an Alcoholic [Re: Psychonautica]
#21744316 - 05/31/15 10:11 AM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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Psychonautica said:

No, the prospect of doing a big shot would excite me. I get an anxiety attack even smelling a nug.
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Re: My name is Malcolm, and I'm an Alcoholic [Re: Bitter Cactus]
#21744346 - 05/31/15 10:28 AM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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Get help if you can't lick this OP. Fuck man, what could it hurt?
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Re: My name is Malcolm, and I'm an Alcoholic [Re: Salomon]
#21744657 - 05/31/15 12:27 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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Salomon said: hi malcom
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Re: My name is Malcolm, and I'm an Alcoholic [Re: Malcolm_Xtasy]
#21744680 - 05/31/15 12:35 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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Malcolm_Xtasy said: Im feeling a lot better today guys and I actually got some really good sleep last night which I wasn't expecting at all. Im gonna keep monitoring myself and keep you guys updated
As I sit here drinking this beer...Ive been hospitalized twice from complications associated with alc detox.. its in your best interest to break the cycle early..this shit is fucking evil with a sly smile.. just walk away while you still can. Real talk.
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Re: My name is Malcolm, and I'm an Alcoholic [Re: Malcolm_Xtasy]
#21744686 - 05/31/15 12:39 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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I've done some fucking drugs son!! And I'll tell you this, on par with benzo blackouts, this alcohol is the most lethal shit you'll come across..
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