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rxb
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Re: My name is Malcolm, and I'm an Alcoholic [Re: Adolin]
#21742799 - 05/30/15 09:24 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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Gresh said:
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rxb said: so gresh... why not limit yourself to 12 for a week.
and then 10 next week.
etc.
unless you just dont want to stop.
that last line there, pretty much sums me up atm.
and that admission may help both of you.
-------------------- ->$10 FLOW HOOD ALTERNATIVE <- . i cleaned a mold contaminated live culture and saved it. (might have useful applications) [quote]Enlil said: I'd be the guy with thousands of minions doing my bidding and all of the hot women locked in a cage for my use.[/quote]
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Re: My name is Malcolm, and I'm an Alcoholic [Re: zappaisgod]
#21742803 - 05/30/15 09:26 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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zappaisgod said:
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rxb said: so gresh... why not limit yourself to 12 for a week.
and then 10 next week.
etc.
unless you just dont want to stop.
Ummmmm that's what he drinks a day, not a week.
to clearify for the neo-cons who cant think without a fox news memo.

that would be 12 a day for a week...
then 10 a day for a week..
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Re: My name is Malcolm, and I'm an Alcoholic [Re: rxb]
#21742811 - 05/30/15 09:28 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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rxb said: arguably, being for big business.
and not caring about the environment.
is not a way to conserve anything.
Whu happened and what the fuck are you talking about?
Gaia, the ultimate MILF. What size is the threshold for being "big" vis a vis a business?
Do you really wanna do this with me? Because I am not a nice guy on this kind of stuff. I can be a fluffy bunny snuggle pants on other things but politics and economics is not included
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Re: My name is Malcolm, and I'm an Alcoholic [Re: zappaisgod]
#21742813 - 05/30/15 09:29 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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zappaisgod said:
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rxb said: arguably, being for big business.
and not caring about the environment.
is not a way to conserve anything.
Whu happened and what the fuck are you talking about?
Gaia, the ultimate MILF. What size is the threshold for being "big" vis a vis a business?
Do you really wanna do this with me? Because I am not a nice guy on this kind of stuff. I can be a fluffy bunny snuggle pants on other things but politics and economics is not included
Lets not do that in this thread, You're going to drive ME to drinking and I'm not the one with that problem.
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Re: My name is Malcolm, and I'm an Alcoholic [Re: zappaisgod]
#21742817 - 05/30/15 09:29 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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we can do it... but not here. because the neo-cons, arent conservative ... all hat and no cows.
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Re: My name is Malcolm, and I'm an Alcoholic [Re: zappaisgod] 1
#21742824 - 05/30/15 09:31 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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zappaisgod said:
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rxb said: arguably, being for big business.
and not caring about the environment.
is not a way to conserve anything.
Whu happened and what the fuck are you talking about?
Gaia, the ultimate MILF. What size is the threshold for being "big" vis a vis a business?
Do you really wanna do this with me? Because I am not a nice guy on this kind of stuff. I can be a fluffy bunny snuggle pants on other things but politics and economics is not included
I really think they should gut corporate welfare, like scorched earth none of you are getting a fucking penny anymore style gutting.
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Re: My name is Malcolm, and I'm an Alcoholic [Re: Malcolm_Xtasy]
#21742829 - 05/30/15 09:32 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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they "hospitialize" you because alcohol withdrawl and benzo withdrawl kills. Its no joke. People die from this disease every day. My suggestion is to go into inpatient, if you cant do that enroll yourself in an outpatient program (IOP). If you are unwilling to do that, then try AA. Or if you want you can do nothing.
The reason you binge or whatever you were asking is because you have a genetic disease. It is a brain disease. Some people are born with a useless pancreas (diabetes type 1). We're born with a defective organ too. Our brain. Doh!
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Re: My name is Malcolm, and I'm an Alcoholic [Re: rxb]
#21742832 - 05/30/15 09:33 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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rxb said: we can do it... but not here. because the neo-cons, arent conservative ... all hat and no cows.
That's pretty funny. We can play in some other thread.
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Re: My name is Malcolm, and I'm an Alcoholic [Re: Bodhi of Ankou] 1
#21742834 - 05/30/15 09:34 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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Bodhi of Ankou said:
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zappaisgod said:
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rxb said: arguably, being for big business.
and not caring about the environment.
is not a way to conserve anything.
Whu happened and what the fuck are you talking about?
Gaia, the ultimate MILF. What size is the threshold for being "big" vis a vis a business?
Do you really wanna do this with me? Because I am not a nice guy on this kind of stuff. I can be a fluffy bunny snuggle pants on other things but politics and economics is not included
I really think they should gut corporate welfare, like scorched earth none of you are getting a fucking penny anymore style gutting.
I agree.
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Re: My name is Malcolm, and I'm an Alcoholic [Re: sprinkles]
#21742853 - 05/30/15 09:39 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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sprinkles said: they "hospitialize" you because alcohol withdrawl and benzo withdrawl kills. Its no joke. People die from this disease every day. My suggestion is to go into inpatient, if you cant do that enroll yourself in an outpatient program (IOP). If you are unwilling to do that, then try AA. Or if you want you can do nothing.
The reason you binge or whatever you were asking is because you have a genetic disease. It is a brain disease. Some people are born with a useless pancreas (diabetes type 1). We're born with a defective organ too. Our brain. Doh!
Your brain might be defective but mine isn't. And diabetes isn't really the pancreas. It is the Islets of Langerhans which just hang out there
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Re: My name is Malcolm, and I'm an Alcoholic [Re: Malcolm_Xtasy]
#21742891 - 05/30/15 09:48 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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Malcolm_Xtasy said: I need to get my shit together. My drinking has gotten out of control and its gotten to the point where its fucking up my mental health. I woke up this morning hungover as shit and so dizzy I could barely stand up. I made a cup of coffee and smoked a bowl and started to feel a little better, but I couldn't shake this feeling of just being off. I can't really explain it, but it felt like my mind wasn't even connected to my body. This was no normal hangover. I brushed it off and started filling out job applications like I do everyday. All of a sudden, my hands start to shake and i was overcome with this feeling of pure terror and impeding doom. My chest tightened up, I got light headed, and I was nauseous as shit. I knew it was just a panic attack so I didn't flip out and call the ambulance or anything like that, but I've never had one before and I know its a direct consequence of my drinking. I've probably knocked my GABA receptors so outta whack that I've probably done some kind of lasting damage that will take months to completely heal.
It's de-realisation/depersonalisation and yes alcohol caused it, i have it daily, like every single day :/ sativas now make me anxious due to it. I'll spend like 3 hours turning off movies and turning on different ones cause i panic for no reason, imo alcohol should be made illegal
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Re: My name is Malcolm, and I'm an Alcoholic [Re: zappaisgod]
#21742911 - 05/30/15 09:54 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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i am defective, that is for sure.
You're in denial about being defective. I'm just more honest and self-aware than you are. Also I am very old and very wise.
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Re: My name is Malcolm, and I'm an Alcoholic [Re: sprinkles]
#21742918 - 05/30/15 09:56 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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also, a quitter and an ice cream topping.
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Re: My name is Malcolm, and I'm an Alcoholic [Re: rxb] 1
#21742966 - 05/30/15 10:07 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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Im gonna try and get some sleep. And whoever bought me a supporter account, I appreciate it.
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Re: My name is Malcolm, and I'm an Alcoholic [Re: rxb]
#21742969 - 05/30/15 10:09 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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Good luck Malcolm. Like rxb said, admitting you have a problem is a huge first step.
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Re: My name is Malcolm, and I'm an Alcoholic [Re: rxb]
#21743061 - 05/30/15 10:49 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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rxb said: also, a quitter and an ice cream topping.
And a sign of urinary incontinence.
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Re: My name is Malcolm, and I'm an Alcoholic [Re: Psychonautica]
#21743127 - 05/30/15 11:20 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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I putdown about 7 months of almost daily etizolam use it can be done
for one dude id ween off with beer for about a week to minimize wd
then stop drinking and working out im serious to bo
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Re: My name is Malcolm, and I'm an Alcoholic [Re: SunnyD]
#21743153 - 05/30/15 11:28 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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Come up with a hobby.
Come up with something that every time you think of drinking, you repeat a certain sentence or you plan something (like hiking)
get seriously involved in some video/computer games.
Your actions on this website show that you are admitting a problem and you want to fix it.
Occupy yourself somehow.
Find a support group? Here is a good start.
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Re: My name is Malcolm, and I'm an Alcoholic [Re: EDM]
#21743207 - 05/30/15 11:44 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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Congrats on being aware of your situation and willing to change it. Not a everyone can recognize that until it's too late. Good luck on your recovery and know you always have us here to get you through it. I have heard kratom works wonders for alcoholism if you find yourself slipping but be also aware that some people replace one addiction with another that way. But I think it's a great plant. Day at a time.
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Re: My name is Malcolm, and I'm an Alcoholic [Re: EDM] 1
#21743217 - 05/30/15 11:46 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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We need to start a recovery thread or forum, it seems like there's a lot of shroomerites trying to kick something lately
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