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Drumdude27
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Re: My name is Malcolm, and I'm an Alcoholic [Re: Psychonautica]
#21742681 - 05/30/15 09:00 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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I'm not here to crucify anyone. I'm more shocked than anything. I do feel strongly about driving under the influence though.
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Re: My name is Malcolm, and I'm an Alcoholic [Re: Psychonautica]
#21742684 - 05/30/15 09:00 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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Thats my curse when it comes to alcohol. Up until I black out im fine but once the lights go out the stop switch shorts out with it. Ive lost a few friends and trashed one relationship that way. Im not a pleasant guy to be around when Im absolutely plastered.
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Re: My name is Malcolm, and I'm an Alcoholic [Re: Bodhi of Ankou]
#21742687 - 05/30/15 09:01 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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I really really try not to drive fucked up, but once I'm blacked out already anything is game.
-------------------- The chances of you even being born, Were forty million to one. There's two parts of the statistic And I want you to live through one 3/8/95 - 7/10/15 Rest In Paradise, Brother. Sheekle said: yeah, i said i was afraid of psychonautica

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Re: My name is Malcolm, and I'm an Alcoholic [Re: Psychonautica] 1
#21742697 - 05/30/15 09:04 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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i think shrooms and dmt are two of the best decisions anyone can make.
-------------------- ->$10 FLOW HOOD ALTERNATIVE <- . i cleaned a mold contaminated live culture and saved it. (might have useful applications) [quote]Enlil said: I'd be the guy with thousands of minions doing my bidding and all of the hot women locked in a cage for my use.[/quote]
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Re: My name is Malcolm, and I'm an Alcoholic [Re: Psychonautica] 2
#21742702 - 05/30/15 09:05 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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Sorry to hear, OP... Awaiting JFT to come in and introduce you to Bill W. 
When I kicked benzo wd a long time ago and I had the heevie jeevies I found that rubbing one out really took the edge off
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Re: My name is Malcolm, and I'm an Alcoholic [Re: Psychonautica] 1
#21742705 - 05/30/15 09:06 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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Psychonautica said: I really really try not to drive fucked up, but once I'm blacked out already anything is game.
Don't listen to the AA NA bullshit. You have complete control over your addiction.
The best way to conquer it is just to stop and stop admit that you have power over your addiction. Stop making excuses. Do the exact opposite of what AA recommends and you will be fine.
-------------------- Taking acid and thinking you are a better man is a lot different then actually becoming a better man.
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Re: My name is Malcolm, and I'm an Alcoholic [Re: shLong]
#21742706 - 05/30/15 09:06 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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-------------------- ->$10 FLOW HOOD ALTERNATIVE <- . i cleaned a mold contaminated live culture and saved it. (might have useful applications) [quote]Enlil said: I'd be the guy with thousands of minions doing my bidding and all of the hot women locked in a cage for my use.[/quote]
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Re: My name is Malcolm, and I'm an Alcoholic [Re: rxb]
#21742710 - 05/30/15 09:08 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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oops the nod was for shlong... but yeah i dunno about the opposite of AA because they say to quit drinking and talk
but... i dont think you are powerless. i think that keeps them selling books.
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Re: My name is Malcolm, and I'm an Alcoholic [Re: Bitter Cactus]
#21742713 - 05/30/15 09:08 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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-------------------- The chances of you even being born, Were forty million to one. There's two parts of the statistic And I want you to live through one 3/8/95 - 7/10/15 Rest In Paradise, Brother. Sheekle said: yeah, i said i was afraid of psychonautica

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Re: My name is Malcolm, and I'm an Alcoholic [Re: rxb] 1
#21742720 - 05/30/15 09:10 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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rxb said: oops the nod was for shlong... but yeah i dunno about the opposite of AA because they say to quit drinking and talk
but... i dont think you are powerless. i think that keeps them selling books.
If you believe you are powerless over your addiction it is so much easier to just start using again and say you have no control. Just like how in rehab they teach the addicts that stealing is part of being an addict and they have no control over it. Totally not true.
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Re: My name is Malcolm, and I'm an Alcoholic [Re: Bitter Cactus]
#21742731 - 05/30/15 09:13 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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I have complete control of the addiction. But I don't have control over what I do when I black out.
You think people choose to mop their ceilings on ambien and make thanksgiving dinner at 3 am in July?
-------------------- The chances of you even being born, Were forty million to one. There's two parts of the statistic And I want you to live through one 3/8/95 - 7/10/15 Rest In Paradise, Brother. Sheekle said: yeah, i said i was afraid of psychonautica

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Re: My name is Malcolm, and I'm an Alcoholic [Re: Bitter Cactus] 1
#21742735 - 05/30/15 09:13 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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yeah the only thing i disagreed with was doing opposite of AA ... stop drinking start talking = good idea, taper off is also a workable solution
the powerless thing is enabling... and helps them keep you as a life long customer
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Re: My name is Malcolm, and I'm an Alcoholic [Re: shLong]
#21742739 - 05/30/15 09:13 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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shLong said: Sorry to hear, OP... Awaiting JFT to come in and introduce you to Bill W. 
When I kicked benzo wd a long time ago and I had the heevie jeevies I found that rubbing one out really took the edge off 
He has me on ignore so I don't think that's gonna happen
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Re: My name is Malcolm, and I'm an Alcoholic [Re: rxb] 1
#21742754 - 05/30/15 09:17 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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i'm in a similar boat. not sure if i can really help, considering i can't stop drinking either though.
my family basically forced me to stick to beer, or be kicked out of the house. it ended up being a good way to limit myself. i can only drink so much beer. maybe 20 cans a day is tops for me, cause its so bloaty. generally though, i only have about 15, and that isn't enough to get me quite drunk. its more of a 'feeling normal' thing now
Edited by Adolin (05/30/15 09:18 PM)
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Re: My name is Malcolm, and I'm an Alcoholic [Re: Adolin]
#21742759 - 05/30/15 09:18 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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so gresh... why not limit yourself to 12 for a week.
and then 10 next week.
etc.
unless you just dont want to stop.
-------------------- ->$10 FLOW HOOD ALTERNATIVE <- . i cleaned a mold contaminated live culture and saved it. (might have useful applications) [quote]Enlil said: I'd be the guy with thousands of minions doing my bidding and all of the hot women locked in a cage for my use.[/quote]
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Re: My name is Malcolm, and I'm an Alcoholic [Re: rxb]
#21742765 - 05/30/15 09:19 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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rxb said: i think shrooms and dmt are two of the best decisions anyone can make.

I do like my beer but my cakes are pinning second flush even better than the first flush. I realize most of you don't think conservatives trip but, well, guess what, you're wrong.
The little babies are so cute. I almost don't want them to grow up
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Re: My name is Malcolm, and I'm an Alcoholic [Re: rxb]
#21742778 - 05/30/15 09:21 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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rxb said: so gresh... why not limit yourself to 12 for a week.
and then 10 next week.
etc.
unless you just dont want to stop.
that last line there, pretty much sums me up atm.
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Re: My name is Malcolm, and I'm an Alcoholic [Re: zappaisgod]
#21742782 - 05/30/15 09:22 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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arguably, being for big business.
and not caring about the environment.
is not a way to conserve anything.
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Re: My name is Malcolm, and I'm an Alcoholic [Re: rxb]
#21742786 - 05/30/15 09:22 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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rxb said: so gresh... why not limit yourself to 12 for a week.
and then 10 next week.
etc.
unless you just dont want to stop.
Ummmmm that's what he drinks a day, not a week.
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Re: My name is Malcolm, and I'm an Alcoholic [Re: zappaisgod]
#21742788 - 05/30/15 09:22 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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Not to derail this thread further, but I never thought I'd see Zappa use the word cute, especially in a genuine way that doesn't involve sarcasm Love you Zappa
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