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zappaisgod
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Re: My name is Malcolm, and I'm an Alcoholic [Re: Malcolm_Xtasy]
#21742533 - 05/30/15 08:23 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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Malcolm_Xtasy said:
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zappaisgod said: Nah. You got the DTs.
Well fuck. Do i need to check myself in somewhere? I definitely feel a lot better as far as the anxiety goes. I could barely even drive home today without freaking the fuck out. I couldn't focus on anything or look at my computer/phone screen for extended periods of time. I've calmed down enough to the point where i don't feel like I'm gonna jump out of my skin anymore though.
I don't know what to tell you. I'm sorry. I usually can give advice but what you reported is way out of my league.
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Re: My name is Malcolm, and I'm an Alcoholic [Re: Psychonautica]
#21742535 - 05/30/15 08:24 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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I don't wanna have some crazy ass seizure and die or some shit like that. I've just never really dealt with anything like this before.
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Re: My name is Malcolm, and I'm an Alcoholic [Re: Malcolm_Xtasy]
#21742538 - 05/30/15 08:25 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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i didnt. and i dont think you will. that said, you should go to the er if you feel like you are in danger.
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Edited by rxb (05/30/15 08:26 PM)
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Re: My name is Malcolm, and I'm an Alcoholic [Re: Malcolm_Xtasy]
#21742541 - 05/30/15 08:26 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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If it makes you feel better I have a drug problem too. But my drug problem is worse than yours.
I'm dealing with my drug problem far far worse than you are. I just mix up my addiction and lie to myself about having an addiction.
You can't call me an addict if I never go into withdrawals. The only reason I won't go into withdrawals is because I change the drugs I use everyday.
I used to not be like this, but you know the reason behind my binge anyways.
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Edited by Psychonautica (05/30/15 08:38 PM)
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Re: My name is Malcolm, and I'm an Alcoholic [Re: rxb]
#21742547 - 05/30/15 08:28 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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I guess what i'm reading on webMD is just freaking me out even more? It says a hospital stay is absolutely required. FUUUCK.
I really have no idea what to do.
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Re: My name is Malcolm, and I'm an Alcoholic [Re: rxb]
#21742548 - 05/30/15 08:28 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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I believe Rebellion is going through something similar. Maybe you could PM him?
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Re: My name is Malcolm, and I'm an Alcoholic [Re: Malcolm_Xtasy]
#21742553 - 05/30/15 08:29 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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You have an alcohol addiction. Whether you can maintain it within reasonable limits is an issue. Bill Burroughs maintained a heroin addiction by moderating his use. I can't help you, pal. I don't know you well enough.
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Re: My name is Malcolm, and I'm an Alcoholic [Re: Malcolm_Xtasy] 1
#21742555 - 05/30/15 08:30 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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Malcolm_Xtasy said: I guess what i'm reading on webMD is just freaking me out even more? It says a hospital stay is absolutely required. FUUUCK.
I really have no idea what to do.
First step: Get the fuck off Web MD
You'll think that you'll die from having a sniffle if you stay on that website.
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Re: My name is Malcolm, and I'm an Alcoholic [Re: Psychonautica]
#21742556 - 05/30/15 08:30 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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hospital stay isnt necessary and water helps a LOT with the shakes drink 8 oz an hour.
it not GOING to feel good but it can feel BETTER .. subsitute a sports drink for water occasionally.
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Re: My name is Malcolm, and I'm an Alcoholic [Re: rxb]
#21742561 - 05/30/15 08:32 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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As much as my benzo comment was a joke, benzo's will actually help with the withdrawal symptoms of alcohol withdrawal.
Pretty sure they give people WDing from booze benzo's in the hospital.
But you'd have to be careful because benzo's cause insane amounts of "Fuckit" To be released into your system, more so than weed does.
So you might take the benz to help the WD's and then the "fuckit" hits and you're drinking and popping bars like no ones business.
But I remember you saying that even taking like half a bar knocks you out so maybe that's not an option
Also I edited my post earlier a bit, I didn't mean to say my addiction was worse, I meant to say that I'm dealing with my addiction far worse than you are.
Zappa cleared things up and pointed out what a piece of shit I sounded like.
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Edited by Psychonautica (05/30/15 08:39 PM)
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Re: My name is Malcolm, and I'm an Alcoholic [Re: Psychonautica]
#21742598 - 05/30/15 08:40 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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Yeah I don't really wanna fuck around with benzos again. I was ordering a fuck ton of etiz at one point and that got out of control so fast I didn't even know what hit me. I guess I'm gonna keep drinking water and tough it up. I probably won't sleep well tonight, and I only got like 5 hours of sleep last night. FUCK.
I'm at my parents house now though. So if anything goes down I'll be okay I think
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Re: My name is Malcolm, and I'm an Alcoholic [Re: Malcolm_Xtasy]
#21742606 - 05/30/15 08:41 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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That's so true, when benzo's get out of control, they get out of control so fucking fast it's insane.
One minute you're taking them to sleep,
and then you're blacking out for weeks at a time.
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Re: My name is Malcolm, and I'm an Alcoholic [Re: Psychonautica]
#21742620 - 05/30/15 08:44 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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That sounds terrifying. I'd rather just deal with a WD than risk that
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Re: My name is Malcolm, and I'm an Alcoholic [Re: Psychonautica] 2
#21742621 - 05/30/15 08:44 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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why are you driving drunk? what did all the other innocent road users do that makes you put them at risk?
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Re: My name is Malcolm, and I'm an Alcoholic [Re: kakashi68]
#21742626 - 05/30/15 08:45 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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I'm not proud of that shit man. To be fair though, the bar is literally 10 minutes from my apartment. Still no excuse though.
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Re: My name is Malcolm, and I'm an Alcoholic [Re: Drumdude27]
#21742630 - 05/30/15 08:46 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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Drumdude27 said: That sounds terrifying. I'd rather just deal with a WD than risk that
I think the reason benzo's are so fucking scary is because they're so innocent.
They're not intense, and you're never "fucked up" off them until it's too late.
You're mildly relaxed so you think, okay one more, now you're even more mildly relaxed, but still nothing spectacular, so you take one more, same thing, slightly more relaxed.
Then you take one more and now you're completely blacked out making a god damn fool of yourself in public. (usually)
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Re: My name is Malcolm, and I'm an Alcoholic [Re: Psychonautica]
#21742647 - 05/30/15 08:51 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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I'm glad I have too much fear to start to play with fire like that. Others are not as lucky, unfortunately.
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Re: My name is Malcolm, and I'm an Alcoholic [Re: Drumdude27]
#21742653 - 05/30/15 08:53 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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I've learned my lesson with them to the point where I trust myself. I can tell when that one pill will push me over the edge and when it won't.
Most of the time.
We all have our horror stories.
Mine main problem is once I black out, you can bet your sweet ass the doses aren't going to stop anytime soon.
Once I black out, I'll stay blacked out for weeks at a time just because I'll keep redosing and won't be sober enough to realize it's a horrible idea.
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Re: My name is Malcolm, and I'm an Alcoholic [Re: Psychonautica]
#21742665 - 05/30/15 08:55 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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And you people work and drive like that??
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Re: My name is Malcolm, and I'm an Alcoholic [Re: Drumdude27] 2
#21742678 - 05/30/15 08:59 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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Listen, We're not on this forum for making good decisions.
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