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NamesExist912
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In the Search for the Singularity...
#21739461 - 05/30/15 12:42 AM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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Hello, my name is Ryan. I am only providing a first name to personalize our experience in this great avenue of cosmic exploration...
Ryan is my real first name.... But in theory, this only applies to the current existence known as "Earth" which likes to name its objects... No other details are necessary for this transmission that is about to take forth...
As absurd as it may sound... I am a nonhuman occupying a human existence. It cannot be explained. Or maybe I am a human trying to justify an existence that exists beyond my current state of existence. Who knows... That's the point in this... I am a sentient conscious being searching for answers to the true nature of my own reality...
The rules of this discussion are this...
1. All possibilities exist in one form or another. The thought of an idea leads to entire existence of that idea... Most of you that will be drawn to this discussion will already know that Thought leads to action which leads to the creation of our individualistic realities... Our entire reality is created by our NOTION of reality... That's all that can exist within the framework of a "MIND". 2. No name calling... Like I mentioned above... We only use names in this existence to constructively create "forms" which we can then recall and relate to based on certain characteristics of our NOTION OF THESE FORMS... 3. This discussion can be labeled many things which the human mind has constructed... debate... argument... fact/fiction... "fighting for one's viewpoint"... but the purpose of this discussion is to enlighten the SPECIES and not the individuals within the species... What this means is that no idea is concrete... it is susceptible to change... What this truly means is this: every idea will be challenged not through logical fallacies but rather through the summation of our current understanding as a SPECIES. 4. Rule 4 repeats the same premise... Your understanding is not complete... This means that every point a person makes only adds to the whole of understanding for the SPECIES. We are a collective body of DNA existing through separate "Nucleotides" which create our "doorways of perception"... You chose a doorway... I chose my doorway... but our doorways lead to the same ending... 5. Most of these rules will be completely disobeyed in the NOTION I have INTENDED for these rules to APPLY. This is what creation is all about... Exploration into the infinity of possibilities to extract a connection to be EXPLORED. We are explorers/students in the cosmic realm of possibilities which we have constructed... 6. The last and final rule is this... I do not HAVE to respond or even attempt to answer myself to any of you... Just as you do not have to respond or attempt to answer yourself to me or any other participant in this arena... We are all here based on FREE WILL... and you must exercise your FREE WILL with caution...
Instantly you ask the question that all will ask... Why do I feel or believe that I am not human? Here is the timeline (this timeline only relates to a series of events which can be explored and recalled for further examination within our "discussion")
1. I was born into a reality known as "Earth"... I do not recall why or what drew me here but it will be clear as this timeline progresses... 2. I was born into an upper middle class family in Central USA... My dad was born into a family of welfare but rose to an upper middle class businessman... My mom was born into an abusive household which was as poor as my father's... They somehow met in the town which I was born which flourished into a marriage and 3 children... the first being my older brother which had a disease known as "Niemann Pick"... this disease is at the DNA level and results in liver failure eventually killing the body... the second child was me... and the third child was my sister... 3. My brother died around the age of 7... this is divinely related to my numerology as my "life path" number happens to be "7"... 4. My entire life I have felt as if I was an outcast... I have never been diagnosed with a disease like Autism but as I look back on my childhood... I might have been autistic as a result of my brother's death... 5. My father cheated on my mother leading to a divorce within 6-12 months of my brother's death... Once again... I was around age 7 when all of this took place... 6. since my brother's death... I have been searching for answers to the universe... About a year or two after my brother's death... I was at a party my parent's friends hosted and as I was playing with the other children at nighttime in the backyard playground... I saw a "being" standing on the roof... In my limited state as a child... I conceived this being to be my brother... 7. As I told my parents about this experience... they looked worried but my dad assured me... it was my brother that I saw and these things "happen"... As I look back on this... I realize that nobody really truly believed me... 8. As I progressed throughout childhood into my later elementary schooling, middle school, and high school experience, I never had a circle of friends which I could depend on or protect me... I have had very close relationships with best friends but as I look back, each friend changed about 3 years or so... Never did I have an absolute friend which I could rely on... 9. When I was around 15 years old... I began hanging out with my stepbrother (my dad married the woman who he cheated with on my mom) who was 4 years older than me. He was senior in high school while I was a freshman... In this timeframe... He introduced me to weed but only on my own desires... I asked him about it and he happened to do it... 10. Throughout my experiences with his group of smoking friends... I was a floating ship just looking for a cause to float to... I had no direction in life... These experiences during this part of my life were very experimental and "unstructured". The only imagery I can pertain to is these experiences were like the "'70s". I was searching for answers and eventually I unlocked a code... 11. This experience is the most intense in this story... Around the age of 16 my mom and sister had left the house for some event... I was home alone... During this time period I loved to get high and I had money to blow on getting as high as I could... So as usual while my parental figure was outside of the house... I began to hotbox my car in the garage to an amount of weed I had never attempted to smoke by myself... During this experience... Everything changed... I was listening to a song by Cypress Hill which is very rare and nobody knows of... This is besides the point... During the song and while smoking... I entered into a trance like state where the notes began fly by me like in a dream... It all became a dream... As i closed my eyes and let the notes flood my mind... I entered a dimension... a dimension I had intended to explore... Out of all the chaos of the music came order... eventually I was in the presence of my brother... yes, my dead brother... and the only words I SPECIFICALLY remember are this: "Ryan, the choices you have made thus far are on the right path..." From there i can't remember the exact conversation but we had a CONVERSATION... 12. There is way more to that trip but maybe that will be explored in our discussions... Since that trip.... I have only been able to unlock that same state of existence several times and they have become very rare circumstances... all of them are different when I enter them... they cannot be explained.... only EXPERIENCED....
Sorry for the long story to start this discussion... There is so much more of this that just cannot be explained text... It can only be EXPERIENCED... Remember the rules and be polite... REMEMBER, we as a collective are only here to further progress the collective...
I will only respond to legitimate questions and if I sense "trolling" or bigotry... You will be ignored... But you will not be silenced... Let connections bring our discussion to unprecedented levels...
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Re: In the Search for the Singularity... [Re: NamesExist912]
#21739897 - 05/30/15 06:22 AM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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Can the reality of favoritism and/or forgiveness result in oppressive misuse of power?
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Buster_Brown
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Re: In the Search for the Singularity... [Re: Buster_Brown]
#21743838 - 05/31/15 04:56 AM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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At the last minute I decided against asking:
True or False
Instances of oppression diminish thru time due to the safeguard of repentance required to obtain forgiveness.
Because I remembered:
"That a master can act without contrition is given So that ether becomes matter of it's own volition."
Thankyou for providing me with a soundingboard; Perhaps we are both learning something here.
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NamesExist912
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Re: In the Search for the Singularity... [Re: Buster_Brown]
#21799738 - 06/12/15 09:42 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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That was the purpose of our inquiry....
Please inform me of where you quote these lines and tell me how these lines apply to what I have asked?
I am not asking in aggression... Only asking for further inquiry to what the path has led me to find...
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Re: In the Search for the Singularity... [Re: NamesExist912]
#21809515 - 06/15/15 07:13 AM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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These lines are of my own knit, at the apex of my own search; The beginning of knowledge.
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NamesExist912 said: ...I am a sentient conscious being searching for answers to the true nature of my own reality...
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Re: In the Search for the Singularity... [Re: Buster_Brown]
#21812164 - 06/15/15 08:08 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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Well there is definately a Singularity(Which is a High Life Point-inside the Pineal Gland..and this is which stimulates the DMT from which we enter our astral Body and Dream..into exact circumstances..in which we build rapport with people we know as Ideas..and Concerns)
Inside the middle of the Head..is a Singularity..a White Point..which selectively selects meaning..and hear to heresay..for the curing of the common good..or the manifold of the Temple of the Head..or Mainstay..of the Conscious of the self..in a point...in which we may expand or make use..of our Life points...these all together add up to be the Logos..and behind that is the Bo0undless..Beryllium and Aether..which in Newtonian Terms is the Central Energy Zeitgeist! And to add it all up..we get Pi..which is points and vertices existing in the Time-Space Frame..
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