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Anonymous #1
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Mental problem
#21737553 - 05/29/15 04:42 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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I think I am clearly off balance I believe I have depression and there's this voice i speak to in my head it tells me jokes sometimes but lately has been nasty and hostile its trying to get rid of all my emotions and I do agree with it every time I cry it threatens to hurt me and sometimes i do cave in and i dig my nails right into my skin until im tearing up I like this voice in my head its very raw and talking to it is very nice and I don't mind it trying to get rid of my sadness but im kind of scared because today something really sad happened to me and I wrote about it and it wrote something to it was really nice until it wrote out ps next time you cry im going to cut you I think next time I cry im going to cut myself im not scared I get and appreciate what it is trying to do by making me emotionless teaching me that human relationships (whether romantic or not) just bring sorry. thank you
Does anybody have similar experiences?
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Anonymous #2
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Sounds like schizophrenia. It's especially bad considerng that you listen to what your voice tells you to do. I've also got a voice I hear sometimes, it mostly says annoying shit and repeats itself but it does say things like "I'm about to fuck you up" and shit like that. But even at it's worst I was always able to not acknowledge it much, sometimes tune it out completely.
I know you probably don't want to, but you should really consider seeing a doctor soon. Don't let this progress into something that really harms you please.
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Anonymous #3
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The feeling of it isn't so much as supposed to numb you, it's actually supposed to go away entirely
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