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without enough ressistance I degenerate
#21735924 - 05/29/15 08:04 AM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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Help? I would take up smoking, but I dont have the money..
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Re: without enough ressistance I degenerate [Re: Icyus]
#21736016 - 05/29/15 08:41 AM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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What?
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Re: without enough ressistance I degenerate [Re: Guest F]
#21739364 - 05/30/15 12:01 AM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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What does smoking have to do with this?
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Re: without enough ressistance I degenerate [Re: MoxyOx]
#21740138 - 05/30/15 08:29 AM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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MoxyOx said: What does smoking have to do with this?
Smmoking is toxic, and ill have something to fight.
If I dont have ressistance, ill get anxious ect.. those nerves would kill me faster than cutting off my airsupply, although I can fight it, its such a burden, as I do not know how to relax properly.
I feel like I need a gf to help me relax, cuz I cant really relax before I find her, you know? I have this dream, you see.. but every person so dearly lack that depth that is necessary and life experience.
You see, I need someone to wake up the fire in my soul, lest I go dormant and fade away. I am already slumbering..
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Re: without enough ressistance I degenerate [Re: Icyus]
#21740200 - 05/30/15 08:54 AM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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I kind of fire the same way. Without anything to fight I dont know what to do with myself. Stability knocks me off balance.. a lot of involuntary sabatoge has worked its way into the picture..
If that's what you're sayin'.
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Re: without enough ressistance I degenerate [Re: Amanita86]
#21740628 - 05/30/15 11:01 AM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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Everyone needs resistance, but if you're relying on fire scorching your lungs as the resistance in your life...well that's not the best approach. Do weight training or MMA, both are much better resistance than smoking can ever be.
As for waking up the fire, find some sexy girls and have them challenge you. The dance of love and life is rejuvenating.
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Re: without enough ressistance I degenerate [Re: MoxyOx]
#21741609 - 05/30/15 03:53 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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MoxyOx said: Everyone needs resistance, but if you're relying on fire scorching your lungs as the resistance in your life...well that's not the best approach. Do weight training or MMA, both are much better resistance than smoking can ever be.
As for waking up the fire, find some sexy girls and have them challenge you. The dance of love and life is rejuvenating.
Physical excercise... only time I find it worth it, is when I exhaust myself completely, but I lose so much weight, and I cant get that back.. plus I dont have the motivation to get out of bed to move.. constantly tired but unresting..
And as to finding a girl capable of challenging me, well thats a harder one. I know of a couple in their 50's and 70's, but there aint no romance an plan there.. I am not attracted to anything that much above the 20ies alas, with the exception of a girl ive found hot in her 40's, living across the world, might I add, and the one in her 30's which was way to immature.
To mention if anyone is attracted to me in that picture..
To mention actually finding someone without all those games and notions.,
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